Having a proportion of justice is the weakness where another trap can await. Seeing or being shown a trapped being and feeling any type of will to set it free, is a trap like any other. Because in order to set it free, you would need to use or give up some of your energy, maybe all of it, and that is exactly what is wanted. There is no sympathy for those who have faltered, and there is nothing you can do about it. Be as passers by. A man named Carlos Castaneda felt that same justice and tried to set a trapped being free, and if it were not for that being alerting his teacher of where he was after it was set free through the loss of all but a tiny remainder of his energy that he got from the being he freed, he'd have been lost forever. On top of this, he didn't have enough energy to rise from bed for weeks at a time, having to be watched over 24/7 to ensure his survival. All because of his internal sense of justice. He describes this realm exactly as the OP, as can I, and any other being who has been there.
Almost all truths are half truths, and the only absolute truths are the universal laws, such as the law of polarity, which states all things are but two degrees of the same thing. Where does hot end and cold begin? Where does left end and right begin? Where does good end and evil begin? Why do we have "grey areas"? When you can discern the paradox behind the truths (or ask enough questions), you have useable information at your disposal. I asked the following question when I first encountered it:
"What is it that destabilizes dreams?"
"Thinking and internal dialogue, distracting thoughts." (The initial half-truth)
"But how can a person not think to themselves?"
"You don't need to not think, you simply need to stop thinking in words that voice themselves in your head, they distract and remove focus from your dreaming"
"But that's how it's always been"
"And that's due to your habitual training, not an inherent quality of your mind"
"How do I change it?"
"Remove your training, so that you think only in quick calculations"
"How?"
"By returning through all of your life experiences, so that your memory is whole. Some things are blocked out and you do not remember them completely, but all of the information is there, while other things are commands on your unconscious (cellular consciousness), and energy that your mind can use, is locked away in past events of emotional (and physical, but to less of a degree) turmoil. Your cellular self defense mechanism has more energy available to it than the whole of you currently does. You should be able to remember every minute of your life in vivid detail. Mind has no limits."
"How is this so?"
"Let's go back to this moment.."
I was taken back to a time when I was in the 3rd grade, and it was time for my dad to head off to work, but I didn't want to stop playing in the neighborhood. I dodged him when he was out looking for me, for about 20 minutes until I realized he was not going to leave for work until I was back inside the house. I made my way back to the house, and when he saw me, I could see the rage in his eyes. He dragged me inside by one arm, and beat the living daylights out of me with his belt. I was hit in the head on the back, thrown up against the railing of our stairs, and being called "dumb, stupid, can't do anything right, never pays attention, doesn't care about authority, or anyone but myself, you just don't care!, etc." the entire time. At first I was in 3rd person because seeing this in such a complete form was still a bit painful, but as I kept watching, I slowly drifted to myself until I was looking through my eyes in my 3rd grade body. I could feel all the pain from that whipping just as if it had happened in waking life. I realized how selfish I had been and started to kind of laugh at myself for getting myself into such a situation, and the pain stopped. Once it did, I stopped caring about this incident that I could only:
1. Hardly remember well because I was focused on the pain instead of his words
2. Felt anger and resentment towards my dad every time it came up in my mind
Then this voice said to me, "and after this moment, how well did you do in school?", and I thought to myself, after that day, I made every one of those harsh words come true. I got terrible grades and never paid attention in class. I resented and disrespected authority at every turn.
I said "But isn't this the exact opposite of what I should have done to not receive anymore pain?", to which it replied "Not when the words received become commands. When you got into similar situations such as this one, despite the pain, you did exactly what you were commanded to do, not care."
"But how is this even a command?"
"Pre-natal instances of pain accompanied by words. Before you had an analyzing mind. These events and commands take over from your analyzing self when similar situations to the ones already received are encountered"
"But surely I couldn't hear anything in the womb?"
"You started as a small collection of cells. These cells then replicated. Each cell in your being has the experience of every other cell. What are words?"
"Sounds?"
"Correct. Sounds are made of what?"
"Waves?"
"Sound waves travel. Do you think the cells cannot record these sound waves like a vinyl record records them in a time where survival seems threatened?"
"I think I understand"
"Hmm, you do not completely, but you have grasped the concept. When the meanings to the words contained in these instances are learned by the analyzing mind, their definition becomes command in any similar situation where survival is threatened. They do not discern or analyze, they react and control. The subconscious is the cellular consciousness. All perceptions present in events like these are recorded, with even more detail than just touch and sound after birth."
"So I must re-experience all of these events, even the ones from the womb, and I will have restored all of my energy to be accessed by my mind?"
"Precisely"
"But how will this make my mind any faster?"
"You will still need training, but learning how to learn will not be nearly as difficult, and you surely won't think word for word, forming sentences, and will form and conclude thoughts before others will know what problem solving thoughts to form, because they will think in words, in language. You thought in language out of habit and lack of direction to do better. There will be no lapse in your memory, and your retention of knowledge will improve drastically, and never falter again. Your cellular consciousness will not be able to take over, because your analyzing mind has experienced everything your cells have experienced, you will analyze everything."
"But I already do that"
"Then why did you do so poorly in school? Was it not by command? Was it a choice of yours? Did you struggle on purpose? You speak of losing all procrastination, of accomplishing your goals, yet you fall to habit. Where do you think your habits arise from?"
I had no response, and thought about it vocally for so long that my dream collapsed and there I was, schooled by the voice. As I awoke I heard one word "repetition".
I realized that everything you do or act upon is based upon your internal beliefs, and you gain beliefs through repetition of thought. When you have an unknown force directing your actions in every similar situation to those where emotional or physical turmoil (survival being threatened), you repeat the same actions, the same thoughts, until they become a part of your belief system. Not doing well in finances? That's your belief system. Not good with the opposite sex? That's your belief system. Thought is everything, and changing the way you think, is to change the way everything unfolds around you. But in order to make that next big step towards your full potential, you will end up undergoing this process. Re-experiencing everything contained in your subconscious with your conscious mind.
And this was how I began a process some call recapitulation, while a man in the 1950's called it Dianetics. Even other cultures such as the Tibetan Buddhists undergo this process by a different name. In what this voice has told me about dreaming, it has been correct. I have not yet asked about worldly things, such as the monetary markets or other useless things, because they do not concern me. I am focused on self improvement and improving in dreaming. I have verified through books, through my own experimentation, and through reading other people's experiences. Now, obviously, the voice helped me and taught me so that I would have more energy that I could cultivate, and that it could try to take from me. Cat and mouse.
For instance, when the voice told the OP that "anyone can" be hurt in a dream, it was correct. Dreaming is exploration of the universe, and projection of dreamer's mind when creating and intending. If you are not projecting, but exploring, you can encounter beings both extremely weaker and stronger than yourself. In some instances you can feel an energy so powerful, and with such hostility that if you were to even focus your attention on such a hostile being, it would attack and destroy you. Deplete enough energy by being attacked in such a way, and see how difficult it is to do something simple, like rise out of bed. In some cases you won't rise at all, such as voicing to stay in the realm of these beings. Anything you voice out loud is "for keeps", and you must be diligent to stay on the path. Just because another faltered does not mean you are of any purpose to free them.
It has been said by many scientists that the human mind is a bio-computer, more powerful and more capable than anything man will ever create, and they are correct. John C. Lilly, among others. Acceptance of this truth however, is another story entirely.
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