Originally Posted by saltyseedog
A friend of mine who had a terrible bad trip on acid that lasted for days said it like this, "It's like gambling with your sanity. Like betting a million dollars. You can have an amazing trip, or you can completely lose your mind and never come back." (Not exact quote but close)
I've had several experiences with mushroom and salvia. I've smoked weed everyday for months at a time. It can produce perhaps less aware and more aware states. It maybe isn't best to describe the experiences in aware or more aware. Maybe just altered is better. Not all drugs are the same obviously, and aren't going to affect everyone exactly the same. I took mushrooms once and closed my eyes and went to another world. One of the last times I did it had kind of had a bad trip and thought I was going to die. At first everything seemed very vivid then mild hallucinations then things became blurr and I lost control of thoughts but not really thoughts? In the trip I felt super bad and was completely losing my mind at one point while lying in the pitch black dark trying to sleep filled with thoughts of regret and guilt and ways I could have made things better. But then I was with a girl whom was my friend for years and being with her made me feel so comfortable and amazing. But I don't really know. You don't know what it's like until you try it. But it's not something to be taken lightly, psychedelics should always be taken at low doses the first time you try and should be treated with the right attitude in respect to what it does. One should go into it with respect and a suitable environment and situation. People who talk alot about drugs and have never even tried them don't really know what they are talking about. I don't know what else to say, maybe it's not the greatest advice....
Also another thing too add. Most the times I've smoked salvia, it made me very disassociated. Like the last time I did it. I took one big hit from a pipe and held it in. Was standing atop this big hill over looking much city and stuff. It went straight to my head and I lost awareness of my senses and forgot who I was. Then I was there in my body but looking out things weren't familiar too me. I was a speck of star dust on a giant dust ball rock which was our planet. I felt so small. The world below me looked ugly and fucked up and unnatural. But lacking a sense of identities and worry about past or present obligations and what not. I was just a speck of dust. A bit of dust melded into this thing called an organic life forms that was really nothing more than a tiny vehicle to get me around this giant rock. Human logic seemed stupid too me. My thoughts were all humans want to do it eat and fuck, yet they ignore all these other giant problems happening all around them because all they want to do it eat and fuck! And the sense of freedom was obvious. Like whatever you do it's just a choice. Not a hard wired choice. Not some single road with walls at the edges. But rather a smooth and fluid choice like the light feeling of a bird flying through the air choosing where to go. Free without worry. Those are rather manifestations of ego, which at the time were pretty fucked over and not existing. Over all I'd say salvia had a dark feeling though, mushrooms had a sort of cartoony feeling, gave me a sense of understanding how animals always felt, perhaps some what mad, yet free.
I admit, i've never takes these substances, except weed some times (that i won't take again, because i think isn't such great as many people say), so i can't know exactly what it means, but let me do an analyisis: what you get through theirs assumption is hours of a very emotional and deep effects and, in the end, also meaningful understanding. The first part can simply be classificated as "fun" (and not always...), but with its risks, so i think it isn't such precious, and the second can be reached in other ways. So why take these drugs?
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