Yeah, like how they had to edit out the Golden Penis on the Cover for the Movie, definitely a child icon.
... whether or not you're a convict ... ? Actually, your dreams look like they're heading in a good direction. You're moving away from dreaming about normal every day life and into a more fantasy inspired theme. Big difference from when you were whining about having lame dreams. At least now you shoot people in the head and they don't die... and you're touching the little Mermaid. Speaking of which... isn't that creepy? I mean, if you consider it, the Little Mermaid is a child icon.... We'll pretend that it represents something else entirely.
If you're wondering, no, I'm not a convict or anything Kaomea lol. I'm relieved you clarified the leg issue, it was touch and go there for a moment, LOL. Yeah, if she didn't have legs, I would be rubbing scaly private parts, which would just be awkward. And what is it that you wonder about me? :O
Halfway from taking my shirt off, she's shocked and asks, "Tell me you're not going to take your clothes off??" I respond, "No, I just need to go to the bathroom." She declares, "How long will you be in there?" While she's saying this, I'm already halfway up the stairs to the top floor, and I respond, "Oh, I won't take long, Joy." She's smiling at me, and asks, "40 minutes?" Wha.... how? You know what I've realized... this convo, plus this one: I don't know why I asked that question if I was partners with the undercover cop, but they said no, and they added to that answer that they can't arrest people who are still in college because they have to pay their tuition still. Really makes me wonder about you. As I'm shooting them, I clearly see that I'm shooting well, and I see the bullets creating bloody holes on their heads, but they're just not freaking dying! I hate that problem. I've often wondered if maybe all it takes is hands-on effort when bullets fail. On my right side, it seems Ariel (the mermaid one) is close to me, and she's naked, with legs. I'm relieved you clarified the leg issue, it was touch and go there for a moment, LOL.
Uh, I met Eva once, Link met Liza...What are we exchanging in fact? DGs, entities, what? I must look for Liza tonight if I'm lucky enough to have a lucid. Link, I don't know the reason why the Dead Island was called "Dead", but it is a place with portals and strange entities to meet, or just an interesting place.
Aww, I wonder if the times I told you were the times I actually woke up. :< I like the first dream, so random. That visualizing your environment with your eyes closed thing is tough! I just tried it for the first time after reading that. I kinda sorta did it, but in my imagination when I looked away from the laptop but could still see it in my peripheral vision, it became covered with the troll face. Trolled by my own subconscious.... And congrats on finding Liza!
Dead Island? That sounds bad hahaha, but okay, I'll try the next time I see her.
You saw Liza! Amazing. She's a guard... at least it was said by some random DC once. And ask her to show you the Dead Island next time you meet her.
Keep expectations low XD
Whoops I deleted those comments because they were the same, sorry about that :S
@Kaomea, I'm glad I validated your intuition, now you know why I want to meet you. Well I can't really find the words right now, hopefully you'll understand the more we get better meeting in the dreaming plane and beyond. Mortal words are not enough for me to get my thoughts out now, but I'm glad that you had those assumptions that ended up being right. I guess the only thing now is to find you and hope for the best.
@Sinoblak So you're saying that something that I experienced that at least lasted 45seconds to 1 minute is good enough to send a clear message? Maybe you can understand the message without worrying about the dream length This is just me, but sometimes I feel the dream needs to be longer for me to just be engrossed with its message. I need to be given more insight on why this message is portrayed, and why out of all experiences that can be possible in dreaming, that this specific function or experience is the most appropriate experience to give me a certain message. I'm not really a fan of my mind giving me vague and abstract puns to be honest with you, it irritates me even more and more. The reason why I get irritated is because, I'm not going to live very long anyway, and for my mind to give me horse shit ways of trying to get a message to me makes me think it's an incompetent. The subconscious, as powerful as it is in giving us dream environments when we learn to forget external senses, it seems it can't form words correctly. I feel like it's a supercomputer in it's own way, but it just can't form tangible explanations. I HATE THESE METAPHORS. I HATE IT, because again, with messages, they can be taken in so many ways, and so many ways can end up being the wrong thing. Sometimes there's only one path in understanding a message, and the other ones take too long, or involve realizing that it's wrong and going to the right one that would've been wrong in the first place to get to the right path. What I'm saying is that imagine you have 10 possibilities for you. One is clearly the one that leads to a tangible understanding. The other 9, whatever one you pick, it will lead you to false truths, and you have to use them in combinations to get yourself away from those false truths that lead you to the wrong path, and you have to start thinking that those same paths that lead to failure are the right paths to take to hopefully reach an understanding, it just makes me mad that I could be potentially taking the wrong path, and more wrong paths to find a right in those failures. This is why I want to become lucid, I only record my non-lucids, and I don't bother to interpret them and take them as this absolute faith that I must follow. The last time I did that, you two made fun of me for following that path because you knew that it would fail either way. But now you're saying the dream length does not affect the message. So you're telling when I had the meeting with Eva in a non-lucid, that the length did not matter? When I met her, it wasn't for long, in fact, it was only for at least 30 seconds when she gave me the letter with the word "M" on it. Are you saying that I can easily understand the message she's giving me there in the non-lucid? No! I wanted to search for her to know what she's trying to tell me, but it ends up being a love story to you two because you didn't realize that I did it so I could know why she gave me me the gray letter card to me. I had to go more and more into dream lengths to hopefully understand what she was telling me, I couldn't rely on such simple faith in a short non-lucid to understand why the letter was giving to me. I just can't interpret from such nonsense Sinoblak, I really can't understand my dreams from such short subjective nature. I just can't! Because I know that I might interpret it wrong, and it will lead me to just screwing over my ambition in finding the answer. This is why I want an entity, a body, a figure that can give me an explanation. If we're so used to figures and entities socializing and talking to us, that is what I want to find an answer. Because I'm relying on my mind to create an entity to get its message across, I know I will find a direct interpretation, instead of trying to interpret the metaphors it is giving if it only offered me an environment. (I can't understand a meaning through an environment, I just can't...) I desire more time in a dream to understand the message, and when I'm sure it is right, I want to take it even further Sinoblak. I am not satisfied by a mere 30 second experience. But that's just me Sinoblak.
... read your explanation Link. I am not surprised at all. Fits the profile I had of you. I always enjoy validation on hunches. I like being right.
The length of a dream has nothing to do with its message.
@sinoblak I guess so, but the dream was so short that I didn't bother to think much other than just recalling it. LOL also, yeah, I was thinking "Wait...Monk...monkey??" eh
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Nononono, when I mentioned "Monk," I didn't mean monks as in that type of function. Monk was his nickname in the show, but he wasn't a monk, he is part of the police/being a detective in the show. Dreams often, very often, not to say always use puns to tell something important. Monk-monkey And, is there a part of you which is like Monk or monk or monkey? Oh, I have watched this show btw and even like it.
WHOOPS the video didn't show up.
(So... did you mean to post a video in there? Lol.) Ah, I see, I see.... Well that's interesting. Guess I'll write up my DJ entry now so you can check it if you want to see why I asked that question. I believe it was all fragments so it should only take a minute!
Holy shit. o_o *starts reading*
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