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09.05.2014

Succubus Performs Oral Activities on Me (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A purple skinned succubus sucks me off, and she doesn't seem to be interested in taking my soul away. Yaaay.

13.01.2014

More Sex and Being Blown (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Another vivid sex dream, and I didn't even have intentions of having one in the first place. There's a female in front of me in the spread-eagle position, and she seems to Hispanic, or some kind of mix with that or even Asian descent.

She has short hair, and the hair shape is formed like a curvy M, and she has a few streaks of caramel brown and dark brown. The wall behind her was pure manila color, and to the left of us was a window with very bright white light.

Spoiler for 18+:

She inches closer to me, and I look down to find myself erect. After a few seconds, I'm even more erect and she proceeds to perform fellatio. I can feel her tongue rolling around me, and the saliva gushing in and out of her mouth.

When she takes her mouth off, the saliva is hanging on her lips and takes a while before breaking off. The dream shifts to where she's taking two guys at once, but I'm not sure if I'm added into the equation.

Not sure what we did after, but I guess the surprise shocked me a bit to wake me up.

Yeah, kind of slept late night, like 4AM late. Woke up around 11AM. I had some thoughts floating around in my mind, but I wasn't sure these were dreams I had last night until morning, or if I was creating a dream scene for myself.

11.12.2012

First Floor Boob Awareness Room? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm going into an elevator, and I press the button for "Floor 1," which is going up instead of down. There's a room that gets my attention, it's called "Boob Awareness" or something like that.

It seems I'm there too early, because there's not a lot of people inside, just two girls showing random purple lineart of drawn women. So I head back out and go back at a later time.

I head back to the door, slowly open it. There's a female wearing a black blouse, and she has a nice rack on her.

Spoiler for 18+:

I go into the room a bit more, and she quickly slams the door shut. She has her hands behind her ass, and rests them against the door. I get close to her, and immediately groped her breasts. She starts getting excited, and she starts saying a few naughty words that I can't recall too well.

Her breasts feel so soft, and I moved them randomly, clockwise, anti-clockwise, up and down. Then I take the front of her blouse off, leaving it to hug under her huge tits. She starts getting even more stimulated from this, and then she gets closer to me and braces her body to mine.

Then I wanted to aim to lick her nipples, but as soon as I'm doing that, I feel myself waking up gradually. The last fleeting moments involved both of us resting on the floor, with her on top of me.

I think she told me that she wants to have anal sex....

Then I FUCKING WAKE UP, AND I CAN'T GO BACK BECAUSE I HAVE 20 MINUTES BEFORE I HAVE TO WAKE UP. FUCK MY LIFE.

FUCK IT.

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11.12.2012

Tied Up (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I only remember being tied up, and I feel like I'm in the body of Ryoma Echizen, the same dude I posted a picture of in the last dream journal entry (where he had green aura around him and held a red racquet).

My feet were tied up, and my hands were behind my back and tied up as well. I tried avoid this bald dude wearing a swamp green shirt and regular denim jeans that I feel is trying to find me. I scooted over near a pile of dead leaves, hoping that I could avoid him.

He still finds me, and he takes me back to wherever he wants to take me.

Then I get a dream shift where I'm probably in a dream body of my waking life body. I end up going into this area that overall has a brown setting to it. It almost resembles a restroom, and the urinals are spread out. I think I'm following a group of random people, maybe 2-3. We're planning to jump over the urinals, since there's a huge gap on top of them to get out of.

I see the same bald dude with the swamp green shirt and denim jeans, but I don't have the feelings of fear like before when I was Ryoma Echizen. I guess I was a completely different mindset in this dream.

11.05.2012

Organic Chemistry (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm sitting in an Organic Chemistry classroom, and I presume it to be that because the professor looks a lot like the one I currently have in Organic Chemistry I.

The slide show presentation is transitioning from right to left I believe, and there's a lot of Biology terms in it for some reason, which bothers me if this classroom is assumed to be an Organic Chemistry room.

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11.05.2012

Longoria (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A girl wearing tight latex sky blue pants and gray hoodie gets my attention, especially since she's sitting on her side on a couch I'm sitting with her as well.

She shows her ass to me, and then I started doing some stuff with her, nothing sexual, just random "oh my gawd, we're like BF4Lyfe" kind of stuff.

Forgot what they were exactly

So I decided to do another shitty drawing. I'm looking at this, and I'm laughing at the horrible shading here. I really do miss traditional drawing where it was just different hues of graphite with a few blenders.

Now I'm still going through pre-K coloring, boy, do I need to stabilize my damn hands when doing this, or just be patient, since I have steady hands anyway. x) Maybe now I can level up to 2nd grade drawing, yay!

I'll probably never reach the level that I can with traditional drawing....there's just...too much stuff to do with digital attempts, it's absurd!

Anyway, just don't mind those obvious mistakes. Oh and environments, well, I never did any of that since like...I don't know...elementary? Lol, ooooh. *cries*

And no, I am NOT masturbating in that picture. Awkward position, but that's not what I'm doing.

Here's the gallery for the WIPs: http://linkzelda41.deviantart.com/gallery/40174461


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Ada Wong's Black Wings (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe I was helping someone, a male, but I can't remember the exact details on how they look. I'm helping them kill someone, and all three of us are located at a circular base.

The base has a smaller circle in between the base we're standing on, so think of it as being shaped like a doughnut. In the middle of that hole is water, and the outside of the outer ring also has water. The walls look like they're made of rock, and it feels like we're inside of a small section you can reach by going underwater.

As I'm moving around the base, I'm trying to shoot at someone, and when one weapon didn't work, I mentally brought up the Inventory Screen, and decided to go for the Chicago Typewriter because I believed it was the best thing I could use. Infinite ammo and rapid firing rate, surely I can kill whoever it is I'm shooting at.

After equipping it, I quickly aimed at my target, which ended up looking like Ada Wong from Resident Evil 4. I didn't have time to flinch and think about what I'm doing, because I felt I needed to shoot her for some reason. I aim the laser sights near her, and start blasting away. I kept holding the trigger, but none of the bullets are affecting her.

She's just standing there with her arms folded, looking at the ground to her left side. She's not feeling any of this, and she's wearing a red dress as well. As I'm trying to continue shooting her, she comes behind me so fast, wearing a different outfit this time, the one in the mini-game Assignment Ada from Resident Evil 4.

I turn around, and I see things in slow motion for a few seconds. She was kneeling down on the ground, and quickly rose her body up, and I saw her face close-up too. I believe she had brown eyes, and she had a neutral expression on her face.

She does some weird stuff that I can't remember, but I do know that she took off the belt I had on, along with a few mini black storage cases that were attached to the belt, and they're just placed right on the floor.

She also has black Angel wings........

And she does a leg back kick right on my stomach, I take a hard hit to the ground and look up at her. She's completely lost it, she's holding a black object with her left hand, and as I look up more to see her face, she has a sinister look on her face. She slams the object she's holding on to the wall, and tells me,

Bigger Version Here

"You have 31 seconds before this place blows up."

I look at the object, and she's not joking. She quickly takes a dive into the inner ring I mentioned and disappears. Seeing that there are no viable options of escape other than to do the same thing she did, I also take a quick dive into the water without hesitation.

Holy.....

Past 1.5, actually, no past 3 days or so, no dream recall. Didn't give a crap on the previous 1.5 days, because I was hanging out with an awesome person.

I recalled two dreams on the day the person had to leave, but I don't remember them, and honestly, I'm not going to whine like the little bitch that I am with dream recall streaks ending right now. Can't have it. Two weeks after this one is going to be hell, especially with my paranoid guest being another thorn on my feet again.

Might take a nap, mediate, or should I say, pass out and sleep for a while. I got free time...going to work my ass off for the rest of this semester. I can still redeem myself, I HAVE to, or good bye University and the future.

Plan B is to sell my body, but I think I'm going to go with Plan A for sure.

No dream recall, had to wake up super early like on all Fridays for this semester.

Starting to worry about the exam for Organic Chemistry coming up next Thursday. Damn. Also have to get my head in gear for the U.S. History Exam next Monday.

Which means, spam the fucking shit out of rote memory. I made a 78 on my U.S HIstory exam. -.- Apparently, one of my statements in the first paragraphs wasn't even abiding to the question, even though it clearly states what the supposed person did to allow a framework to discuss and challenge the issues during the time of Rebellion and questioning of sustaining a war for independence.

Like really...REALLY? REALLY? UNRELATED? FUCK MY LIFE.

Probability of getting an A in U.S. History, assuming I get a good grade on next exam that I have a week to prepare for: 30%
Probability of getting a B: 90%

Probability of getting an A in Sociology: 80%
Probability of getting a B: 100%

Probability of getting an A in Math: 0%
Probability of getting a B: 20%
Probability of getting a C: 30%
Probability of getting a D: 70%

Probability of getting an A in Organic Chemistry Lab (if I get a miracle and do well on the Final exam, and if a curve is implemented) 60%
Probability of getting a B: 65%
Probability of getting a C: 75%

Probability of getting an A in Organic Chemistry Lecture: LOL, 0%
Probability of getting a B: 15%
Probability of getting a C: 30%
Probability of getting a D: 50% (Which is what I'm aiming for in this class honestly)
Probability of failing class if I don't get my ass in gear: 80%

I don't want a perfect GPA/GPR, I just want a fucking job after I graduate (IF I do that), but I also have to make sure I maintain a passing GPR, and I'm just getting anxious, even though I'll take care of real soon.

I think I'll just take a shower, calm down, maybe cry a little, and start reading Organic Chemistry. I'm supposed to study for U.S. History for 3-5 PM, but fuck that, I need to calm down. And I need to take care of Organic Chemistry online Homework, since the next set is due this Friday 6AM, and there's no way in hell I can pull off an all-nighter, I'm not doing what I did in High School getting 1-2 hours of sleep balling it like a hardcore mofo.

Not me...NOOOOO. I am getting SLEEP. I'm a big boy now.

Yeah, I woke up at some point, but wanted to sleep. So no recall, until my memory randomly comes back or not. No big deal, it's not as if the dreams would've been useful in the first place.

Yeah, that song is my whole mind.

Damn it Katy Perry.


Except for the kiss and make up part.

I do PMS like a bitch, I am in and I'm out....

That you don't really want to stay, but you don't want to go part.....that explains a lot.



Well since this is a delusional love/hate relationship with my mind, Hello Mind....I have something to ask you: WHAT'S WITH THE NO RECALL FOR TODAY YOU BITCH!!

I'm glad there's nothing serious going on this week, might as well take in the gloomy period before it gets crazy again.

I just don't remember anything. I didn't go for a WBTB, and I don't think that was the deciding factor at all. I just slept late for some weird reason to watch "New Prince of Tennis."

Ugh, Anime......can be so addicting, especially when you know the majority of the characters' in a series, it's like something you can't escape from, it's just too enticing seeing how they can progress, even if they're just fictional.

Bleh..........today is going to be a crappy day......

I can't remember anything from last night, should've went for the WBTB, but just wanted to get some sleep, especially considering the Organic Chemistry Midterm draining a lot of my energy studying for.

Oh well, I have the weekends to look forward to....and studying for the Math Midterm.....................-__-

I need to get a 96 or higher for this to work out well...*sigh* Keep my guard up and never falter....

I don't recall anything because I only had 2-3 hours of sleep last night. Taking late 3 hour "naps" at 4PM is not a good idea...but at least I feel somewhat energized.

Food......thank goodness for foooooood.

I don't really recall anything, and frankly, it doesn't matter, it's not as if I need it to learn how to breath and use common sense anyway.

Watched episodes 11-26 of Trigun last night.....best time wasted so far, excluding watching a lot of Cowboy Bebop episodes in one sitting before.

I always come to the conclusion that my mind is just too sporadic to have a calm and decent fantasy.

I don't remember anything, because honestly, I only slept for like 3 hours or so.


And also, in waking life, when you know you're going to face inevitable failure, it's REALLY hard to not think, "Man, I really fucked up didn't I?" and still keep a happy face?

I've noticed last night that I regressed into "Yes you can do this, just follow it through" mode....It made me happy, but I was frankly disturbed in that regression, because that's the type of personality where I actually think straight, calm down, and actually remain optimistic about things.

Worried about failing lab today? "No problem Link! Just learn from your lesson, and hope that you do better!" Forgot to tell your professor to shift your exam to another date because they let you do that if you have two exams tomorrow? "Don't worry Link, it's only one time you'll have two rough exams in one day anyway......"

Sigh, I still have 2 hours and 15 minutes at most to study for the Math Exam, then after the boring History lecture, I still have 8 hours to study for my Organic Chemistry and/or Math class together.....

You know this state of mind where it starts suppressing negative thoughts, because it just cannot tolerate them anymore because it realizes how stupid it is to worry in the first place, and wants to see things through instead, god.....it's like being a naive child again.


Hell, if I become lucid again, I think I just might try to find Hades and play some damn tennis with him....and not making it a happy care bear ending, just sedated happiness......if that makes any sense?