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    1. Fake

      by , 03-07-2015 at 10:18 AM
      I woke up at about 7:00 AM in the morning, debating whether or not I should go back to sleep or to begin going about my day. I decided to dose off to sleep.

      I woke up in paralyzed in sleep, again. I didn't need to look around the room to notice. All I needed to know was the sudden change in emotions that were building up inside my body. I couldn't move. My hands and arms were the only source of strength I could use to try and rise from bed, but once I did, the force on my chest prevents me from doing so. After becoming consciously aware of my current state, I immediately let my mind sink in to the realm of the dream world. I closed my eyes and calmed down my nerves. For a few seconds, I avoided the thoughts of nearby terror. I imagined a place where I would be summoned in lucidity - the home living room.

      My mind then began changing the outcome of this paralyzing fear. My body, as I felt, hovered just slightly over my bed and began tilting out towards the exit door located in front of my bed. My mind was doing good. There was nothing that could have prevented me from escaping sleep paralysis. I gradually went hovering faster throughout the door of my bedroom and the dream then started to take place.

      Suddenly, I ended up in my living room. The ceiling lights were on, all four bulbs. I stood standing in the middle of the somewhat small room and observed what was around me. I felt a strong sense of lucidity. Not only that, but vividness, a very strong fell of it. There was no one else in the room, though it felt like it. At that very moment, I decided to do what I can with the dream world and utilize it in any way I can to escape my waking life.

      I wasn't motivated to perform anything in the dream, not as much as I once was, but my memories of Sydney reminded myself of how much I loved lucid dream and that was the first thing on my mind. I summoned Sydney, extending my right arm back and pulling her out in front of me. The rest was unknown, or unable to remember. I then appeared outside, out on the street. I saw these few individuals and decided to follow them. Their path led me to a small party happening on the front yard of someone's home.

      One of the first things I wanted to do here was to summon a pistol and shoot anyone who might have been an enemy. It turned out, one of them was sitting on the parking lot of the front yard. He was up to something, I just wasn't sure what. I walked slowly past him and slowly tilted my head over to see if he was doing anything suspiciously. I pulled my gun out and moved over to a quiet area. He then moved over deeper in to the backyard of the house. That's when I pointed my gun at him and squeezed the trigger. Surprisingly, nothing happened. What I thought was a overpowered weapon was now an air soft gun. I had to keep pulling the top loader part of the gun back to keep shooting the plastic bb's at him. He then started panicking and ran towards the back yard.

      I ran over behind a set of pillars and summoned an assault rifle, one without bb's. I aimed it at him and started firing. Everyone else at the party ran around in panic. There were a few other individuals standing behind me, one's who wanted to help. I summoned a few weapons for them, in hopes that they would assist me in stopping the bad guys. Bullets went flying over everyone's head, all without any sound coming from the opposite side.

      The criminals then started running back out on to the front yard and running towards the street. Me, along with almost everyone else at the party, including unarmed ones, were all still at the residence. I stood out and ordered everyone to go after the criminals and demanded all to attack. The whole crowds of people then stormed out on to the street towards the direction of the criminals. Change, however, took its toll on me. Before I knew it, I stood on the sidewalk of a street where the only humans left were me and my small group of armed individuals.

      The mood got quieter, softer. The noise left the dream world and the criminals we were all chasing were long gone. Me, along with my group of about 10 people, walked on the sidewalk, hoping something better would come up for us. I stood behind the larger numbers, walking next to an unknown guy. I talked to this guy just like I would to any one around my age. At one point, I brought up Sydney. I even summoned her. I extended my left arm back and summoned her. She stood right by me as I stared at her, almost as if she knew me. This is not true in waking life. I woke up happy.
    2. On the Side with the Enemy

      by , 12-10-2012 at 02:10 PM
      I'm in front of the danger zone(a big red circle that indicates it just like in Assassin's Creed). There is someone I'm talking to. I'm assuming it was an ally because they were telling me to be careful as I try and attempt to make my way in to the danger zone. The more this ally told me about the enemy, the more I feared going in there. There was nothing I could do but have the courage to complete the job.

      I decided to flank the enemy by going to the right side of the map, jumping and climbing through through buildings. It was fun but as I kept going through a few buildings, I feared one of the enemies would catch me. I finally stopped climbing and jumping until I came to a corner and stopped. In this corner I saw a circle to my left and as I got closer to it, the circle started to shrink. I'm guessing this is where I must make an entrance. At first I was just going to go in without any disguise but soon found out I can get in to a disguise. I knew this because before I walked in to the danger zone, I killed an enemy wearing a funny devil-like costume. There was even a cut scene that shows me, or Ezio, killing the human with the hidden blade.

      When I soon made my way in, it now turned in to a Hitman Absolution/Assassin's Creed game play. I had to hide in crowds to make sure no one would notice me. There was a crowd of 4 people I moved in to and while I was in it, one of the guards found the body of the person I recently killed and searched it. As that happened, I quickly walked in to a dark corner right across the dead body and crowds. There was a set of stairs I walked up to. When I did, I found a room of a friend I recently met in the dream. In this room, there was a video recording setup. To my left, I found a window which viewed enemies outside. I decided to sit down for a moment and try to see how to get the video on a camera to show up on the television. I was struggling. But eventually, something happened. I heard a door opening behind me. When it opened, it was only my two sisters. They scared me for a second there.

      When my two sisters walked in to the room, I was talking to them. I didn't tell them what I was doing here but there was one person who made it in to the dream to try and make me feel guilty some more. It was her again, Quynh. Quynh walked past the room we were in and as she past it, I only stared at her and thought, "What the hell is she doing here?!" Even when I stop my conversations with her in reality, I still see her in dreams. I hear her speak a few words but they only made me angry. If I remember correctly, I think she said, no wait, I forgot. :/ But she did say things like not having anyone to love, how good of a life she has, and how happy her life is without me. All of which made me mad. My two sisters tried to cheer me up(knowing there was something wrong with me) by telling me Quynh has a big chin and lives on the corner of 19th street. I think I only remember this stuff because my niece tells me this all the time in real life when she sees me sad. Then the dream ended.
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