LdForMe

Fragment 1: Fragment 1: I'm trapped with other people in some place.

I don't remember too much of the dream. But there is a sprouting romance between me and another girl. This took place in a forest.

Dream 1: I'm playing a game called Alex legends. And I'm playing in first person, inside of the game. In the beginning I am on the ground. There's no skydive sadly. Well I find another person(there's no teams in the dream) and he had a L-star. One of then strongest weapons in the game. I proceed to best the shit out of him with my fist. Which It took a lot of hits for him to die. I was punching so fast too each one doing less and less damage.

The match ends. And the dude friends me. I don't remember what happens next.

Recall was poor tonight because I also didn't get much sleep. But I'm getting more and more sleep. I should be able to fall asleep normally tonight.

I couldn't fall asleep easily last night due to having itches and pain last night for seemingly no reason. But I remember a dream.

Dream 1: I'm talking to my friend about a restaurant I recently ate at. I was telling her that she wouldn't be able to even eat a salad there.

I couldn't fall asleep easily last night due to having itches and pain last night for seemingly no reason. But I remember a dream.

Dream 1: I'm talking to my friend about a restaurant I recently ate at. I was telling her that she wouldn't be able to even eat a salad there

Dream 1: this was a weird but big dream. Almost like watching a movie.

I'm in school or, I'm watching someone in school(it'a like I'm someone else or i'm Watching someone else. I'm in math class with my old science teacher(this is all in my old school, but it looks different) for some reason she makes a leader of a group of five children.

She gives us a math question that I get wrong. But a person in my group gets right. I say I thought the solution was one 3rd for a female, not one half. After that class is dismissed, and we go to lunch.

In lunch I have a conversation, heart to heart with principle. We talk about how everyone is different and have a personal life. Even if they seem like the average Joe.
I eventually go and some large kid comes up to me and ask for something. I just stare up at him and say nothing. He eventually just disappears.

The scene cuts and I am at a friends house. She's doing sexual stuff with her boyfriend. And they are on the bunk under me and some other dude. On the top bunk of the bed it turns into another room basically.

I go to the bathroom, where my dog pee's so much it floods the bottom layer of the bath room. The pee looke a lot like oil.

My friends mother, is apparently there. And doesn't mind. She says she'll call someone to come clean it up.

Dream cuts. And I'm now outside the house. With my friend. This is where it gets confusing.

He finds out that I'm a mutation master. Which I don't k own what it exactly is but they are very powerful.

He and I eventually become friends at the spot. And I show him what it means to be a mutation master. He eventually picks up on it. And destroys a car with his palm.

He then try's to turn me Insane by forcing some words into my head. Thousands and thousands of times. Same words being repeated in a creepy voice.

It eventually stops and I go to him. He says he didn'y expect me to survive. And we have a monologue. Eventually we are back outside and he steals a truck. And decides to go away.

I grab on to the back of the truck and he taunts me saying I won't survive. The truck starts flying at high speeds. And I feel it. My body feels like it's getting pulled apart. But i persevere. We eventually land next to a forest. Where my sister is.

He lands in a patch of flowers and looks entirely different. He's struggling. In pain. And he can't move. I know what' happening. He'a having a backlash. He's not compatible enough to be a mutation master.

I pull some electronic device out from his skin. And he is very thankful.

Near the end I just run away super fast in then fly.

After all of this. It shows some type of leaderboard, everyone is in the fifteen thousands or less. But one person is at 2 million. It shows time going forward and me going up the leaderboard. Eventually surpassing 2.3 million mutations.

After this there is a scene of a young adult with a purple head and a weird shaped body. Talking to himself. He the proceeds to kill some terrorists.

I honestly did not get this dream at all. It's the only one I can remember

This was a very big dream so I can't remember all of it, but I become lucid for a bit!

Lucid 1:This dream is set in a another world, it just looks so different from our world. Like the culture is different. I am in something that could be called a hotel, but it is very dangerous as it is inflatable.

My WL friend is getting married to his gf. And I meet him. We climb up a wall that I'd right next to the hotel and have a conversation that I do not remember. Then he gives me money.

Somehow I drop 15 bucks in a crack on the big inflatable hotel and I climb on it to get it. Apparently I was too heavy for it. And I made it really wobbly. Causing the top part to inflate and go down. I quickly leave with m (my friend) after grabbing the money.

Dream cuts. And I wake up, I have no idea if this was irl or if it was a FA. But I do my first DEILD. I don't enter lucid, but my heightened awareness makes the dream a lot more vivid.

I am walking. Where too I do not know. But eventually I find myself at m's wedding. He is eating with his fiance at the wedding. Before they got married which is weird I notice, but hey.

Right there I stop myself. A am silent thinking to myself "could this be a lucid dream" I decide to do my reality check. I do the nose plug rc, and there it is. I am dreaming! I get very excited, because this is one of the most vivid Ld's I've had.

I get ready to this and to do that. But I stop myself. I remember what I've been wanting to do. But I don't do it. I don't need too.

I decide to passively observe the dream. It was a weird experience, because I was lucid. But I wasn't controlling myself. It was almost like watching a movie.

I go on to help martial set up his wedding, and watch him do it. I didn't think to eat any cake because I was passively observing, but I should of. I always wanted to eat something in a LD.

This was honestly a new experience, because one, I always have low level LD's. This was literally like my second high level LD(and I know why. I've been practicing the RRC and it has heightened my awareness a lot. I'm also preparing to start meditation.) And two, I became a passive observer. Even though I'm new to LD'ing I didn't lose control of myself. Which in my books is an achievement.

Also I'm pretty sure that I walked through a forest trail in the dream I just can't remember when (I walk through trails a lot in dreams)

I have a second dream, but it was basically just me watching a couple have sex. Too boring to write all of the details down.

Dream 1: I don't remember the beginning of this dream, but i teleport to another town from my grandma's.
This town is full of dc's. Well I'm looking on my phone and a pull up a map. As me and my brother are walking around.

After traveling on a trail in the forest. I find some kind of wolf den on my map, and I tell my brother. He's telling me there's definitely no wolf den there(There's a stone platform near the dock with a small wooden bridge leading to another platform.) I jump to the platform ancross the bridge, and there it is. The so called wolf den. In actuality it had stray dogs. I pet one for a while.

Then I see a hamster. I look at it. Then it says something. Yeah it talked. I was a little surprised at first, but I got over it. I take it too a nearby bench, and talk from it. Apparently it's from a tribe of bloodthirsty war hamsters and it ran away. Well I show my brother. He's amazed hen the hamster says hi.

We are back too my grandma's house. I'm having a very quiet conversation with the hamster. About what we should do. I say it can stay here. It seemed really hesitant, but in the end it agrees to stay there. Eventually everyone finds out the hamster can talk. Then the dream fades out

Dream 2: I'm traveling around in a big city full of dc's and enter a building. It's like a mall of some sort. I enter an area and there's several different sections. The biggest section is a wide area full of gemstones on display. They are all magical and have different effects.

I notice the ones at the back are more pure. The whole time I am looking around. I'm trying to be careful as to not hit anything, because the cheapest gems cost 300 dollars

Dream 3: I don't know if this is a continuation of dream 2, but it's similar. It's starts out in the restaurant section of this mall, I get a cheese enchilada and something, that I couldn't quite pronounce(while I was trying so hard to pronounce it, I had others go in front of me. So they could order). I don't remember eating everything. I remember after that, that I enter a small room full of weapons. I'm eyeing this magical great axe. Thing is, is that it requires 18 strength. I only have 14. Luckily I already have clothes that will bring my strength up too 18.

I remember that I bought the axe just I don't know for how much. This axe looked cool as hell. with a magical purple fog surrounding it.

I feel a connection to this mall. With a few changes and additions. I feel I could make this a recurring location. One that could also make me lucid. I didn't get a lucid for my birthday as I wished for. But I found something that means a lot too me. So honestly. I don't mind. I'm going to see if I can visit this mall for a while in my dreams. If so I will try to start recognizing it as a dream sign. Or maybe I'll start now.

Dream 1: I am in my house, looking at social media. This girl I just got in contact with blocks me, and some dudes start texting me and giving me shit.
In waking life I did just start talking to an old friend. But there's no fight

Dream 2: I'm playing a weird type of game. which looks to be a mix between the last of us and mine craft. It looks like minecraft. But The game play is a lot like the last of us. With no zombies. I'm inside the game and am playing with my sister and someone else. I'm looking every where for collectibles and my sister keeps on complaining saying it's taking too much time.

Well later on through all the adventuring which I don't remember. We fight a boss. It is very weird boss fight. You had to shoot barrels from the top of a roof inside the building. There was this dude that got bigger every time you missed and he was filled to the brim with muscles. I don't get the fight at all but dream me does. For a while we do that and eventually kill him somehow. In certain points he got almost big enough to reach us. So I had to hide behind a wall so he can't grab me.
I don't remember if there's any thing else to the dream, but the way to reach the end is to build a rocket and to leave.

Dream 3: That old friend is doing a karate class, this is the second time i see my old teacher. Well this karate class everyone did nothing in multiple parts of the dream. And near the end the teacher is throwing a ball at my old friend. I help her out and join. Later the dream just fades out.

I didn't expect too much for today. That head ache was a big set back it seems. I would love to do great in the competition but I don't know. I know for a fact I'm improving, in recall and vividness, and I'm learning how to get lucid better.

But why be so pessimistic? This competition last for a whole month, I can and will redeem myself.

The pain of my headache is so bad, that i decide to take my pills shower and nap. I actually fell asleep and remember a FA I had.

FA: I remember getting out of bed since I couldn't sleep. My head was still hurting, but at a more manageable level. After I get to the living room I do a RRC and then I wake up.

My head still hurts, but it's better. This has made me realize that I need to do a RC every time i get out of bed.

Trying to sleep here was horrible. The trains woke me up in the middle of the night, so I tried to wild. But I'm not used to them at all. So I just decided to sleep. After a while I eventually did.

Dream 1:my first dream was boring but weird so I'm going to do a quick description of it. I was on a toilet outside. imagine a portapotty but without doors. So instead of using the restroom, I'm trying to wild while on the toliet. eventually i get frustrated and go inside.

Dream 2: I have a false awakening. (I've began to get better at catching those and I will eventually, I've been doing RC's everyday I wake up first thing. I haven't missed a day yet.)

Dream 3: I am watching youtubers play minecraft. It was like a weird variant of survival games, but with a very big world. At first I'm watching markiplier, but then it switches over to a different youtuber. Most memorable part is when he falls off a cliff, and someone jumps after him and dies.

fragment: I remember this dream being very story driven. It is about some people who are murderers, are trying to become gods. Well it buds into this romance of two people who don't want to kill each other. But one is brainwashed and starts trying to kill the other. the boy has to try and unbrainwash the girl. I was an observer. Like watching a movie. I had no part at all in this dream.

Bad recall last night. I had to stay up late, due to friends forcing me. I had all of these plans to do wbtb.

Dream 1: I have started dating a dc. I have no idea as to why or what process but we did. The dream scene cuts and I'm in a car with my crush and another girl. That I do know and irl. We have a love, hate relationship. So we are definitely competitive in a way, and are enemies.

Me and J(what I'm calling the person I know irl) are getting all flirty, and she eventually just shoves me on her lap in anger(I have no idea. But she's mad) My guilty conscious makes me take my head off of her lap, which also makes her mad. Then the dream ends. I noticed the scenery while in the car. The dream lasted way longer than it sounds. But I'd rather not say on how we flirted. I was on a road that was going to my house.

Fragment:I am getting chased by some weird alien creature.I know this dream was on the longer side I just can't remember, I think I may have become lucid in this dream. It's just that weird feeling. It sucks that I can't remember.

I just remembered that I had a FA: I woke up on my bed at night disappointed that my alarm didn't work. I put the phone to my ear and i ear something playing very softly.It's sad I didn't realize this obvious sign. But oh well
I have realized something, I keep on having dreams about developing romantic relationships. Does that say something about how I'm feeling irl? Probably. If it wasn't for the fact that I had to stay up late to help my friend I'd of probably remembered my dream

In the beginning of the dream my mom, says that we're going to the doctors. I don't remember driving there, but all of a sudden I'm in this very small doctors office. For a while I'm confused as to what i should do. I enter a doctors office and say

"hey could you-"

She ignores me and is talking to herself I forgot what she says, but this doctors office is filled with a lot of other small machinery and the doctor herself is talking to herself in wonder as she swallows I think six test tubes of mutagenic serum, I would have thought it was something else, but she had that addictive look on her face. So i know what she was drinking. though for a while i thought she was drinking something else.

The whole time this was happening I slink into the bottom left corner of the room, looking at her in amazement. She finally notices i'm there and tells me to go wait for the doctor, I leave the room, into a different looking waiting area. With this weird chair in the middle.

I sit in it and a male doctor that's in a another seat behind me conversates with me about why i'm here. I don't remember that. I am called over to the office and while walking by over hear my mom talk about disease with a female doctor that is apparently infecting everyone in some country on the other side of the world.

A very beautiful doctor greets me and takes me to her office. I'm pretty sure we also talk about my alignment and that it may be a very rare one. She tells me to get on the weigh machine, For some weird reason I am now a girl wearing a skirt. I have male genitals still. (Yeah I have no idea) I get my weight checked. I think it was some very random number in like the 300's or 500's. Then the dream fades out.

2nd Dream: I am playing rainbow six siege with a friend, which I know is different from the one i usually play with.

I get into a game and i am on the attacking team(also by the time I enter the round I am inside of the game, not looking at a screen), There's another weird character that has never existed, I'm pretty sure his name was a lot like fuze. I forgot his ability.

It was a normal round. I kill one person who was peeking out of a window. I enter through that window but I can't find anyone else, I run up stairs through this dark household that had the occasional light coming from an electronic, and I see all of the enemies dead and I see two team mates there too.

On the defensive round, I notice another weird character. His ability is this flying drone with a buzz saw running through the middle of it. It very big too. The round goes normal, and I see the drone just explode on an enemy it was very cool.

Somewhere in the middle of the round the game suddenly switches and I'm now playing a match of battle field one. I don't remember much of the match, but I do remember hitting someone with a club on this weird standing platform.

Everything about these dreams have a gaming aspect too them, even the doctor one. That mutagenic serum is from a game called cataclysm dda. These three are the only games I've been playing recently.

It took me about 30 minutes to write everything and then when i clicked post now, dreamviews said something about my token being expired, so i will skip out on typing my dreams again, but i will put some notes.

I am in the process of ending my dryspell once and for all, I'm definitely not and wasn't a veteran to LD'ing, and i'm still learning lots. Right now I'm practicing 2 things, I'm doing a technique to become more self aware, the RRC and, and the ssild. I had a failed one tonight, but i got really close. I'm assuming it's because I'm fixing my sleeping schedule, it was also hard to fall asleep normally and in wbtb.

I am also practicing a mantra, to help with recall and lucidity.

It is wonderful that even though I am changing my sleep schedule drastically, that i was able to remember 2 full dreams and a fragment, albeit not too vividly.

I'm getting close wish me luck