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Went to hounslow alts. Fastforward to the future im.older and go on vacation with kara. We are running from a guy because we did something wrong. Up the elevator and down the elevator. He never caches me and i make it to zero and win. I go back to hounslow and vacation is over.

Was playing basketball with the team. Was running lines and shooing. The coach was trying to make me teach this asain how to shoot right.

Took shrooms and had telekenesis and could fly and all my dream powers. Kara came over and i showed he'd everything. It was a mix of dreaming and not dreaming. Eventually i knew i was really dreaming and would fade between dreaming and not dreaming. There was some epic quest to go through. When i was in the dream world i had powers and was in some hotel. I would be looking in the mirror of my bathroom and my eyes would be huge from the shrooms. I could move the shower curtains and what not. There was a scene where i showed kara into some secret part of the hotel to help on this journey. Half of it was in some game online and half was dream and half was awake. She asked me that if we flew away from earth and i lost her could i find her again. I could by thinking about her i said.

Dreamt that i was working with kristine again. She had cameras around my house and was watching me. I bought her onefor some reason. Went to work tired and undressed and told her that i couldn't work because i had my next job at 4. Some guy outside gave me a red robin order. I ran away to eat it and a guy followed me. Went to the elevator but could not get away. A group of people got it from me and i was stabbed. I laid on the ground while the police did nothing but talk about tattos. I heard ambulance sirens.

Dreamt that i was in russia with leo and another girl. We stayed in some weird place that bad a casino and concert hall downstairs. There were a lot of people hanging out. This was a super long dream and had a huge story line. One scene i went to a club and was kissing two girls. I later looked and saw that they we're diseased somehow. One of the girls breasts were non existant and had red blots on them. We walked around the club a little more an d decided we needed to leave. We walked outside and people were driving really crazy. One guy was driving sideways and made a sharp turn and blew up into a building. I thought that there must have been several expenses in moscow. We got scared because everyone was driving crazy and we could not find out way back to our place. We finally found our way but i had no key. Some guy let us in with a skeleton key. I decided to wait for leo because he knew where the good clubs were. I remember him telling me about some club that was good.

Dreamt that we were about to go to a party. We finally got there. There was a giant jungle gym obstacle course. I went against kara. You had to climb some crazy jungle gym and then go down some weird thing. Then it turned into a mini super man roller coaster where youhad to hold on. In the end you had to hold on as it took you back. I beat kara and then another guy came in that said he was my brother. I was already tired from doing it once and he kicked my ass on the course.


Dreamt i was in sammamish walking around. There were some cute girls walking around. I went around flirting. One of them really liked me and we made out for a while. Then the cops were kicking everyone out. Dream ended as i was walking to a really cute girl that was half wet in water and wearing a bathing suite

Was at a party where everyone was taking salvia. Kept having false awakening of me on salvia in bed. Really weird dreams. Also went to some all you can drink club with michael kara and another girl

Went out to eat wit Kara. Found out she slept with josh. I did not care but she was acting up and i broke it off. Disappointed i went to ymca to play ball. I could not make a shot so i left to some stream. I saw two shapeshifters there an we had a mini shape shift battle. I turned into some weird siren and went underwater to destroy them. They told me of a secret stone that i could take to some waters to cleanse myself. Some person came and said she would take me there but the stone were just a gimmick.

Later went to go out to eat. By the time my mom got ready it was already 12 and the store was closed. I got pissed and flipped on my mom and called my brother fat. I was on some ladder. Instead i went to go out. I was later told leo was in bellevue. I wanted to go out with him and decided it was too latetonight and was also pissed that he never told he was here. Instead i decided to play wow with someone in this weird instance. When we entred the instance wow was real time. I was gonna hearth but fell and died. I got back my body a.d decided to do the instance.

Bad a fa at kara with different house. Kelly was there asking for michaels porn. They couldn't find it. Lindseys mom was upstairs making food. Kara was eating cereal. They had five tvs downstairs. Asked if i wanted cereal but i was going to go home and eat.

Was in class. Had to take a test on us states. Tried to cheat but teacher caught me. Was almost in trouble. Blake tried to cheat next to me but got caught too. Test questions were weird. Some about porn. Was worried that i had to finish fast because i was at kerras house and she had to go to work

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Was at school during a group project. My partners ignored me so I left to go walk around the school. Had a weird feeling that I was dreaming and did a nose reality check. The reality check failed so I kept walking and thinking this was all a dream. I tried to reality check again with my nose and couldn't breath. I tried to run really fast and I just ran normal speed.i finally gave up and decided it must not be a dream.

Was around christmas time. Hone was out of bats we we're in bellingham. My car got hit by wind,broken into,on fire,then blown up. Went on news for worst christmas ever. Before that was traveling

Dreamt that i watched a movie about me going back in time and I saw my future.i cried allot because it was amazing.he said past and future is a all we ever have and presence is a waste of time me. My dad showed me the video. In the future i had a giant house. A lot of my friends were dead. There was a war. I still had bella. Two of them. The main bella was still naughty. Very emotional. I later went to class in my dining room. We pretended to swim on my floor and a fake raft. I wanted to ask my teacher about the movie that was based on a true story

Christmas:
I don't remember writing this down because I haven't been able to write them in detail. This was a couple days ago. Was around Christmas time. My phone was out of batteries. We were in bellingham. I remember the wind blowing on my card so hard the the windows were about to break. Finally the car windows broke and the car started on fire. I jumped out and the car and it blew up. This went on the news for the worst Christmas ever.

This trip was a bit different and longer than my previous. I took three hits of a new 20X that I revived in the mail. I took them all 15 minutes apart from each other, but in the end they all blended together.

I took my first hit in my pitch black room. This stuff was really powerful because it knocked me onto my bed and I started seeing the orange energy like I normally do. He was talking to me. I wanted to ask him some questions, but they were forgotten by his presence. Everything was forgotten about my past life. All that mattered was who he was. I started coming back to the present and could still feel his presence in the room. I felt that there were others in the room, but not in my dimension. I later listened to my recording and found that was actually talking. I said that I knew who he was, but who was he? I told him it was just him and I in the room and he was telling me nothing new. Then I said his name. Ohm - Bosh - Lek. I suddenly remembered saying his name and the power I felt behind it. I remember that when I said his name, I felt a strong gust of wind behind me.

I then proceeded to take another hit while the room was still spinning.

I was instantly knocked onto my bed and fully paralyzed. At that point I had forgotten that I took salvia and was frightened. I tried to hard to move, but all I could was breath and watch the energy. I felt the feeling of being ripped into a thousand pieces and squashed into another reality. This was not as pleasant as the other experiences. I finally accepted what was happening and relaxed. I don't remember too much of what happened.

At some point I turned the tv on and put of meditation music. The music was the sound of water moving and really relaxing music. I took another hit and instantly became an energy and started flying through the universe. I wanted to try to elongate this effect and laid completely still. I was traveling to incredible places. Finally the feeling stopped, but I continued the meditation. I ended up at a stream. This stream was very real and I think this was a combination of HI and salvia because I was laying in this position for over 20 minutes without moving. I realized that I knew this stream from somewhere. There were brilliant spots of energy flowing through this river (its almost like a river in space. Its impossible to describe) The energy's would leave the stream of life to enter a new born body. When that body dies, the energy goes to the source. It made me think that we are this energy. We were never born and we never die. Our bodies are just hosts and that when we die, our consciousness separates and goes back to its original source. It was the most incredible feeling.

Some time later I was still meditating and was laying in a stream that was floating down a river. It was sunny and the grass was really long. I realized that I must be in a dream and extreme HI. This was interrupted by my ex barging into my house demanding to see my dog. I was completely sucked out of the meditation and back to reality

This is the beginning of my salvia recordings. First I meditate for about 30 minutes. I load the salvia into a water pipe and take a big hit using a torch lighter. I let my body and mind get used to the feeling I get from the salvia for a couple of minutes and meditate on it. I load another bowl of salvia and take another big hit. At this point my adventure begins.

The experiences below all happened on the same day with a female friend of mine. They are a little hard to remember because it happened a couple of days ago.

Trip one:

I had some meditation music on. I took my second hit and sat there looking at my tv. It started doing 360s in mid air and I fell back onto my bed. I don't know if my eyes were open or not but after a couple of times thinking about it, I realized it felt like I was looking through my third eye. I slid out of our dimension or reality (Its all really hard to explain) and looked up to see an orange energy. This was an entity and he was talking to me saying that I was not ready for this. He kept saying this over and over. Its really funny because when we re-listened to the audio, I called him a bastard. He kept saying things to me and I kept trying to comprehend what this other dimension was and couldn't. The best I can do is describe it was a parallel dimension. Its almost life the shift between waking and sleeping. Your consciousness shifts and your entering this dimension at an impossible angle.

We slowly started coming back to consciousness and decided to take another giant hit to reenter that dimension.

I remember looking at the TV. It broke into a thousand pieces. and I entered the oddest state I have ever been in. My perception completely changed. I felt like I left my body and I was suddenly back with the orange energy. This time there were several other energy's around me. They were talking to me and I had a long conversation with them. I had music on and I don't remember even hearing the music playing. I was on outside of 100% out of reality and the energy's were telling me that I can't be there and need to slide into one of the other reality. I remember arguing a little, but in the end conformed. I started sliding into one of the little cracks of reality and slid back in. Once I was back in my perception changed again and I was back in the other dimension. There the orange energy waited for me and started telling me stuff. I don't remember now, but in the audio I called it an asshole and bastard. When I said that both the woman I was with and I started laughing uncontrollably. I don't remember the rest.

Despite my best effort.. I went out again and drank more than I have in about a year. It was some Dlist party so I made the exception I had around 5 or 6 dreams in the morning but did not have my recorder so I forgot most of them.

remember my dreams:

Was at some art museum with 3 girls looking at art. We were talking about dreams we recently had. I said lets stop talking, close our eyes, and try to remember the latest dream. I was trying so hard to remember my dreams when it all came to me! I said " I REMEMBER EVERYTHING!!" and I did I remembered all the dreams I had previous to the one I was in now but still somehow did not realize I was dreaming!

Work adventure:

I was at a server at work. The resturant looked completly different from how it normally looks. I was serving a big table and kept forgetting about them. Another server kept bringing their food. I messed up their order and gave them a small pizza instead of the large one. They were about to ask me a question when my phone rang and I answered it. It was my uncle, but I don't remember what he was saying. I ended up giving them a free desert. I was then driving with my best friend Michael when my manager called me and asked me to come to work around 9. I told michael that we had to turn around or I would be late for work. He kept telling me soon... soon. I later found out that going to work at 9 was when we closed and wondered what was going on. Eventually I called the manager back and he said he was coming to meet me. We met him at some computer place where a really cool game was on. I sat down and started playing some incredible rpg. I remember a massive tower and super surreal water. I was almost in the game and was walking around looking at all the cool characters. I climbed up a ladder and fell off after killing some people and survived.
We stopped playing the game and went outside where my manager and I started picking plumbs off the tree.

Lake chelan:
Was at Lake chelan. My mom and dad were there and my dad was cooking rare steaks. That's really all I remember from this. This was my first dream of the night and I remember it being the longest, but I forgot most of it

Its Friday night and I decided I am going to stay in and try to get a good nights sleep for a wild and deild attempt