false awakening

Last Nights Dreams

Dream 1

I am in my bed ((in rl)) I have been lying there for about an hour, I'm on my back counting from 100 down and in between counting I'm saying in my head "tonight I will lucid dream" My limbs begin to feel like they aren't there, I have my eyes closed. I then get that weird feeling, there isn't any SP noise just the odd feeling you get of going into a dream while staying concious. I am now in my dream, I am still lying in bed and my eyes are closed. I feel my hubby's hand grab at me and I think "Ahhh, It's one of those dreams" I hate it when I have these kind of faulse awakenings because my hubby always grabs me etc, ((thats what lets me know I'm dreaming if it ever happens when I DILD)) I open my eyes now and see His hand coming at me again so I slap it away, my movements are slow, like fighting him off in an invisible bog. He grabs my arm again but I think "sod this, I'm not doing this again" I fight back and he keeps trying to grab at me, I manage to sit up and I launch at Him. I'm slapping Him and whack His finger very hard...I suddenly think "Shit I hope this is a dream or He's going to kill me for that" ((It feels very real and it nearly convinced me for a minute that it was)) I now begin screaming at him "It's just a stupid dream...It's just a stupid dream", I scream this at Him several times while slapping him off me then I manage to get out of the bed. He now stops grabbing at me and begins to go back to sleep. I take his arm that is very slowly and calmly still gently edging towards me and place it over His chest and I quietly say "Sshhh", He is now back asleep. My dream still has a bad feel to it so i think "I need to get away and out of this dream into another one before He wakes up again" I remember that the last time I had a lucid in my room I didn't fly out of my window and didn't know how to get out so I decide this time I'll fly out of the window and headed for it. I look through the glass and see a dark night sky..i see houses and buildings and I can see they have the lights on inside of them, it's a lovley pretty view. My view is a bit blurry so I decide to open the window to make my view clearer. I open it and my view is now very much clearer but I can feel a cold breeze blowing through. I look at my hubby and think "shit this will wake him up" ((I did not want to wake him up in my dream just so he can grab at me again, it's scary when he does that)) I shut the window leaving just a slight gap at the bottom. I decide to jump and hover ready to fly out quickly, I want to prepare myself and then if he wakes I can quickly escape him. I jump a little and hover...It's great. I am beginning to feel my dream coming to an end, it's still there but the feeling is different, I think "ok I'll now fly out and then maybe my dream will last" ((forgot to touch etc lol )) Before I manage to fly out I find myself lying back in my bed, eyes closed and a big smile on my face as I think "WOOT...I just WILD'ed intentionally"

Dream 2
Faulse Awakening

I have just woke up in bed and my baby Sparrow ((called Jack lol)) is flying about the bedroom , my 4 girls are in my room and one of them has let him out of his cage by accident. I am panicking ...I see my dog in my room and I'm screaming to the girls to catch the bird and also get the dog out, I quickly shut my bedroom door to keep Jack in and safe but them I wake up!

In my dream I was lying in bed. I actually thought I was really awake. ((bloody FA lol)) I have my eyes closed and can feel my whole body spinning, I can see the blackness going round and round and I think "this is like being on a round about" I can hear my hubby, I open my eyes and sit up. I am in bed and I can see blankets around me instead of my duvet. I look up and I can see lots of pictures hanging on the walls around the bed. I see my hubbys sister to my left and she looks very scared. My hubby says "it's in the pictures" his sister says "Just shout Dad and he will be able to get past it and get out" ((my hubbys Dad died about 4 years ago)) My hubby says "no we can't or the thing will get out", they are both worrying about their Dad being stuck there with it. I am thinking "ohh shit it's the bad spirit and it's followed me again" I have a bad feeling like I sometimes do when I feel that presence in my dreams. I pull a blanket towards me and wrap it around myself, I am scared incase it gets out through the pictures. I decide to lie down, I close my eyes and I think "I'll try and enter sleep paralysis again and then i'll enter a nice dream" i then wake up in RL.

Dream 1: I was in bed with the hubby, my hubby made some tablets appear on a little boat by the side of the bed, these are the tablets i take to help me lucid dream((more vitamins)) and i didn't want him to have them. I am pretending to be asleep, i turn quickly and make a hand movement, i quickly grab the tablets and hold them in my right hand under the duvet. My hubby is now looking for the tablets, I pretend to be asleep, my hubby's hand then reaches over to mine...i think he knows i have taken them, i get scared and release the grip on my hand allowing him to take the tablets if he wants to , he gets them. ((think this may have been a FA)).

Dream 2: I am looking in the mirror and have really bad achne ((lol)) I beging to rub cream on my face..a voice then comes from nowhere and tells me only to rub it onto inflamed areas, mine isn't inflamed but i still rub it everywhere, i think "ohh well i'll just rub it everywhere"

Dream 3: I am with my youngest daughter at her school, someone gives me a cheque in a envelope. There is a clothes sale ((second hand clothes)) in the school, i say "you can go and see what there is" i then say "ohhh" as i look at the cheque "you can't use that" I am looking in my purse for some change for her and find some. I give her the change and she goes to look at the clothes. She finds a tartan skirt that has white tights attached to it and she tries it on, some bloke is with me helping. i hear a little "rip" sound but i look and it's not broke so she buys it. ((dream skip)) I am holding a shoe, i can't get it right and i'm fiddling about with it. A female teacher comes over and she takes the shoe from me and says "i'll fix it for you". She begins to walk and i follow her, i am now in a classroom. The head teacher ((who i dispise)) is sitting at the front of the class and i am standing at the back. I am looking at all the children sitting at their desks, they are doing an exam.

Dream 4: I am with my nan and grandad, we don't speak to each other but i know to go into a shower, i walk to it and it is on top of a roof and has no sides...i can see all the city from where i am .

I had a dream about my next-door-neighbours, i was in their house, the bloke was shouting as if he was really angry at me for something then he stormed off and shut the door, ((they were in one room and i was in the next room)) There was a little triangular window in their door so i creapt up to it and peered through, i could see a wooden table and chairs and the bloke and his mrs were talking about something. The bloke was very very angry, i remember something about "breaking" ((not sure if i broke something or if they did)) The bloke kept shouting at me, i remember thinking he was going to kill me because of how mad he was.

Lucid dream

Ok so i woke up about 3 am, i kept my eyes closed and didn't move and i got the buzzing and slight twisting feel, anyway i woke up ((FA)) i thought "ahh never mind maybe i'll do it next time" i decided i'll go to the loo and get a drink, anyway i got out of bed and my hubby's hand tried to grab me i thought "thats weird, i thought he was fast asleep" anyway i thought nothing of it and walked to my door to reach the landing light and turn it on, i felt for the switch and "clicked" it and NO LIGHT!!! at that moment i thought "I must be dreaming" i thought "ok ill try the girls light and see if that works" so i leant across trying to reach their light but before i did i felt someones fingers tickle the top of my head and a scary noise at the same time like a "woohhh" sounds at that moment i thought "ohh god, this IS a dream" still a little un-nerved from the fingers that touched my head i panicked and rushed to the side of my bed, i looked at the floor and thought "i need a hole in the floor to teleport myself somewhere else, to a nice place" i watched waiting for something to appear but nothing ((i thought if i just thought about it it would happen)). Anyway i then made myself away from the bed, i walked towards the open wardrobe we have, my sight had gone a little fuzzy and blurred again now but i remembered from reading on here how to fix it so i rubbed my hands together and said "clarity now!" OMG it worked...my sight got alot clearer and it was like a light came from somewhere making it brighter and my vision was clearer yet still a little hazy. I then touched the bedroom wall ((i could actually feel the paper)) i remembered peeps on here have said to do that as it helps stabilise your dream, my vision got hazy again and i woke up but OMG I done it after about 2 years of trying, now i need to work on staying calm, the fingers on the head really freaked me out though LOL.

Being able to controll a dream and not having a horrific experience is so amazing, i have achieved this a few times but not many, the other lucids i have had i have not had much controll in them and i always have the bloody grimreaper out to get me LOL

Ok so i was in bed and i fell asleep..I woke up again ((FA)) in bed, I was lying on my front and i could feel my hubby touching me, it was very intence, i could feel a slight vibration in my head. I realised i was having a dream and just went with the flow ((he he )) I wasn't fully lucid but aware of what was happening. ((wasn't going to stop this dream to fly, was having too much fun!! )) Anyway i woke up again, this time in real life. I didn't move atall and could hear a loud "swooshing" noise, i realised i was about to go deep into SP but as it reached a peak it began to wear off ((damn it)) I got up had a drink and the loo then nodded off again.

I had a strange dream, i was in a dull room somewhere and there were other peeps in there, i was looking around and saw this elderly lady sitting on a chair, she had some kind of small growth on the top of her left thigh, she looked like a tramp. Anyway i had another look around and my concentration went back onto this old lady, but this time when i looked the growth on her thigh was now HUGE!!! I thought to myself "what the hell" and i was questioning how it had suddenly changed ((perfect time to go lucid but i missed that one)) don't remember much after that.

Seems in the last week or so i am having faulse awakenings and questioning things more, i also have the feeling of being more aware that usual, hope it wont be long before i get more lucids coming ((wheyyyy))

I was in my bed beside my Husband and i got that horrible feeling, something was trying to lift me up and get me, it grabbed my arms, i tried to wake up but couldn't i was thinking to myself please god let me wake up , i was very scared then i woke up (( well at least i thought i did)) I grabbed onto my husband thinking OMG what a dream i hate them ones then i sat up and said to my Husband "im not going back to sleep because i'll have another dream like that again" I grabbed onto my husband because i was so scared and then something tried to pull me from him again I knew then that i was still asleep. I then woke up again , my eldest daughter came into our room holding 4 cups of tea, one was for me and kev, i did at this point wonder to myself "whats she doing up at this time in the early morning", i could hear a mans faint voice and i said to her " are you on your own" ((i knew she shouldnt have had any one with her)) my husband then said "Dad's with her" i then thought but your Dads dead then said "ohh shit i'm still dreaming" I lay back down and thought maybee ill wake up in real life now ((but ohhh no that would be far too easy wouldnt it)) Instead i wake up in my bed again, it was lighter and i could hear the birds singing as the window was open, i couldn't move for a minute then i turned to my hubby and said "am i awake" I couldn't move my mouth properly so it came out more like a blarbly mess, my hubby then said as he lay asleep "i don't know" and carried on snooring, i felt my head throbbing as it sometimes does and though am i awake or asleep then i felt myself being pulled upward thats when i thought "ohh shit i still aint awake". I managed to force my real eyes open but was very tired and sleepy, i thought i must be awake this time and got up and got a drink and to clear my head which it did, never had a weird night like it before!!