angie746

I am with my youngest daughter, I remember something about being split up and away from others. I am pretending to be a little girl, i have changed my name. The women come and measure my nose and my face etc, she is says "its amazing, you have progressed much quicker than a child of your age". I am in a school like place but it isn't a school. I am colouring a picture, a woman has told me to. There are lots of squares on the paper, some are joined up and some aren't. The woman has told me to finish it, i have to draw the outsides of the squares black, some are already done, i have to fill in the ones that aren't done, i am scribbling on the picture and i haven't finished it, i am feeling angry but don't know why. The little girl has died thats why i am pretending to be her. I am pretending to be this young girl of 5 years old but i still look 34. I remember something about a group of men but not sure what though. I remember there was something about a certain man and lady being my parents. A man has made me be the girl and everyone is fooled by me, it is strange because i feel like her age aswell as my own real age.

Dream 1: I was in bed with the hubby, my hubby made some tablets appear on a little boat by the side of the bed, these are the tablets i take to help me lucid dream((more vitamins)) and i didn't want him to have them. I am pretending to be asleep, i turn quickly and make a hand movement, i quickly grab the tablets and hold them in my right hand under the duvet. My hubby is now looking for the tablets, I pretend to be asleep, my hubby's hand then reaches over to mine...i think he knows i have taken them, i get scared and release the grip on my hand allowing him to take the tablets if he wants to , he gets them. ((think this may have been a FA)).

Dream 2: I am looking in the mirror and have really bad achne ((lol)) I beging to rub cream on my face..a voice then comes from nowhere and tells me only to rub it onto inflamed areas, mine isn't inflamed but i still rub it everywhere, i think "ohh well i'll just rub it everywhere"

Dream 3: I am with my youngest daughter at her school, someone gives me a cheque in a envelope. There is a clothes sale ((second hand clothes)) in the school, i say "you can go and see what there is" i then say "ohhh" as i look at the cheque "you can't use that" I am looking in my purse for some change for her and find some. I give her the change and she goes to look at the clothes. She finds a tartan skirt that has white tights attached to it and she tries it on, some bloke is with me helping. i hear a little "rip" sound but i look and it's not broke so she buys it. ((dream skip)) I am holding a shoe, i can't get it right and i'm fiddling about with it. A female teacher comes over and she takes the shoe from me and says "i'll fix it for you". She begins to walk and i follow her, i am now in a classroom. The head teacher ((who i dispise)) is sitting at the front of the class and i am standing at the back. I am looking at all the children sitting at their desks, they are doing an exam.

Dream 4: I am with my nan and grandad, we don't speak to each other but i know to go into a shower, i walk to it and it is on top of a roof and has no sides...i can see all the city from where i am .

I took the kids to school and decided to try the Drop and roll technique or whatever its called lol

I'm in a house, there is a Jamaican lad there, i am waiting with my eldest daughter for my hubby to come home, he came home at one point but then he went again , i ask her where he went and she says she doesn't know, anyway another man comes in , he has a dark complection and long blonde hair, i look at him and for a minute i think he is my hubby, i say "what you done to your hair" ((didn't even mention his skin colour had changed)) he says "its always been like it" then i realise he's not my hubby!! This man was like a king or something in Jamaica and he was throwing a party, i went to the door and lots of people all came into the house, i say "look there all coming to see you" they go outside and i follow them, there is lots of food on tables, i look and see small pieces of bread and can see ham on it i'm hungry and take some and eat it, it was nice, i said "heres some ham ones" i look at the others, its like cracker stuff with black stuff on it, maybe fish or something and something else mixed with it, i try some and it tastes bloody awfull. I go back inside and i say to my eldest "there is a party outside you coming" she says "it's not our party were not allowed" I take a gulp of horror and feel bad and sit down. The king bloke stands infront of me and says something, i chuckle at him as he is funny and say something back, a woman by him says to another woman "fancy talking like that to someone as important as him" by this time he is now bald, i look and think "knackers to ya" he walks past and sings and i chuckle again, i get the feeling he likes me and doesnt mind how i speak as he himself is down to earth. We are now in the garden and i see some dogs, a large white one, a large blacky-brown one, and 5 small white puppies, i walk to them and try and stroke a pup but the brownish one , the male, snarls at me and bites my hand, it didn't hurt but scared me. I back off and he keeps snarling so i move away.
((DREAM SKIP))
I am in bed, my eldest is trying to wake me up and suddenly i see her under the duvet with me i jump and say "what you doing here" quite amazed she got in without me knowing, she giggled and says "i don't know" ((DREAM SKIP))
I am back in the house and there are some more puppies, they are black and i pick them up and hold them, i feel very safe with them, they are very loving and enjoy the attention, the big black one comes along ((the mother i suppose)) reminds me of my Ellie ((our dog that died a few weeks ago)) she cuddles me and she feels just like her and i give her a big cuddle and stroke her and give her pups back to her. ((DREAM SKIP))
I'm lying in my bed and have my eyes closed, i could hear crunching noises mixed with some other odd noises and i thought i was still awake trying to get into SP, ((not sure if i actually woke for a few seconds or was still in a dream)) i felt a spinning sensation and twisting, i then remember what i have read on DV about rolling out of your body into your dream body, or rock forward and backward, not to physically do it but imagine yourself doing it ((only read about that last night)) anyway, i imagine rocking back and fourth, i could hear real crunching noises as i tried, very odd noise, i then stop, open my eyes and sit up, I hold my nose and try to breathe and TADAHHHH!!! I can breath, it is the weirdest feeling ever. I can hear like pots etc. claniging about downstairs ((i now feel my body in bed and quickly divert my mind onto my dream so i don't get pulled out..very odd feeling lol)) I get up and make my way down, i pass my daughters room, i see a small purple coat hanging from a blind in her doorway, i touch it as I pass, i can really feel the material. I turn and make my way down the stairs , i look down and can see beautiful crafted wooden frames at the bottom, they are all around the ceiling area, like small wooden windows, the detail is amazing i can also see the sun rays through the glass making it shine.. I remember thinking "maybe this is what it will look like in years to come" I carry on down and get to the bottom, I look around, it is alot bigger than my house, not like it atall. I need the loo so i make my way to look for the toilet, my eldest came out of a room to my right , it looked to me like the kitchen area, she looked at me and begins to yell out "ohh my god, its my cousin" i giggled inside and thought "yeah, sure i'll go along with being your cousin" I really did think this was soo funny. she hugs me and i say "look i need a wee" she looks at me with a serious face and says " you can't go" i then think to myeslf "shit to what you say, its my dream and i'll go where i like" I look at her and say "ahh, thats ok, i'll just fly up into the sky and take a piss there, no one will know" She opens the door and i walk outside. It's night time, and it's raining, i look up to the dark sky and put my arms up like superman and push myself off the ground, up i go, it's amazing, i had my wee and chuckled to myself about it I then land on a path, i look to my right and see 2 ponies, a white one and a brown one, one was a little bigger than the other ((these were in a few dreams i have had now and have spoken to me before)) they were standing on a corner just watching. I look up again and see lights, big blue ones hanging from a piece of wire, i decide to take a swing on one, i fly up to it a little and hop on..i begin to swing and get aroused from the feeling of it between my legs, i thought "i'mnot waisting my lucid having an orgasm" so i jump off and land on the ground. I decide to take a walk, i'm a little chilly and wet from the rain but i don't care ((never thought to change the scene..dohhhh!)) I decide to fly again but this time don't get very far, it is like a crash landing!!! lol, I decide to keep to my legs for now. I'm walking along a wide path and pass a few houses, the dream is very clear but for the hell of it i rub my hands together and call out "CLARITY NOW" The dream stays as it is but my voice is echoing, i don't like it and don't know how to stop it so i randomly call out "STOP ECHOING NOW" lmao then i say "echo" and it is still echoing, i then was back in bed, i can hear the crunching noises again and feel the spinning sensation, i concentrate on it but it goes then i wake up. Not sure if this was a WILD or a DILD anyone????

I am talking to my daughter about lucid dreaming, not sure where we were but we are at a table drinking, there are lots of people around us and it is very noisy. A woman came across to us ((think she was in charge of the place)) and she asked me about lucid dreams and asked if i could help anyone there to do it, i am a little taken back ((but didn't become lucid)) but said "hell yeah why not"..i stand on a table and everyone looks at me, i turn around and begin speaking to a couple on the table and one of them say they can already do it but they dont realise how much yet ((???)) dream skip.... I have a book in my hand and i'm asking somebody a question, a door opened and a young lad stood there and was looking at me, i seemed to recognise Him but at the same time i didn't ((as if the image kept changing)) There is a bright light and then i go into my next dream

I was in a house, my hubby was on a bed with another woman, I watch as they touched each other and moan, i feel physically sick ((dream skip)) I go upstairs in a house, my hubby was in bed asleep, ((i thought "yeah you go ahead and sleep now you'v had your fun!!")) i go to check on my girls, my 2 little ones have gone downstairs and were hiding, i catch them playing some kind of cryptic game in the bathroom ((yet i have no bathroom downstairs lol)) i say "you could get killed here, don't you realise how dangerous this is" I feel very concerned for their safety. I grab them and carry them upstairs, they are crying hysterically. ((dream skip)) I am in bed with my hubby, i try to get close to him but he moves away from me and gets up. ((dream skip)) I am alone in another room and a different bed, i can see my hubby walking about then i wake up.

There was a woman, her legs didn't work as she was crippled. I remember something to do with an offence, murder i think. I was in a caravan with her and there was also a prison cell inside it.The crippled woman kicked something ((yet her legs didn't work!!)) when a coppa was there , he said that may be an offence so took her away, she was shouting about her legs not working then he came back in with her holding her up by one arm, he gives her a chance and say's she isn't in trouble, the coppa then tries to blame me and talks to me.

I am a constable myself and for some reason all my dreams about the police are about me being in trouble lol!!!

Wow I had a very strange dream last night, god knows why, anyway here goes LOL!

I had a dream about my eldest daughter and her ex boyfriend, her ex had some wooden planks and he ejacualted over one of them and tried to stick the other plank to it, this didn't work and frustrated the hell out of him ((lmao ohh my god!!)) he wanted to make something , anyway he was very pissed about it not working! In my dream i had dreamt about my daughter and her ex and kept asking her if they had ever done anything with wooden planks, she was trying to tell me quietly because her ex was in the other room ((will name her ex J)) i couldn't understand the lip signs and hand movements she was showing me as she tried to tell me something then below her face a load of writing came up, the text saying what she couldn't ((lol)) . i had wrote these dreams that i had in my dream down on paper, there was also something to do with her and a train but that kept swapping to her and an aeroplane then back to a train. I kept seeing her in a room sitting down, it was quite dark, then J would appear and do nasty things trying not to let me see, i was sort of watching in third person at this time, like watching a movie play infront of me, he was asking her horrible questions, god he was awfull!!!. It then switched and my eldest was the one being horrible not him, she had beaten him with planks by the plane and she told me she had shoved one up his ass and left him there ((roflol))

Well yet again no dream remembered, very unusual for me to have such a dry spell but hey, we all have um!, will edit and re-write if anything pops into this mind of mine but very unlikley...was reading a thread last night about that bracelet you wear and there were alot of positives on it so think i'll give that a try tonight and will update any dreams tomorrow..sorry

I don't really remember much from last night but i do remember i nearly went lucid, this is so frustrating as i cant remember how, it wasn't the usual WILD i usually have so i am thinking that it was the fact that i was counting and doing the usual chant of "i am lucid dreaming" i remember seeing a dream begin and remember nearly getting into it lucid but it then went, my memory of this is quite foggy but i know it happened just a shame it faded and i then must have gone to sleep. ((darn it lol)) if i remember more from last night during the day i will edit and re post more

I had a dream about my next-door-neighbours, i was in their house, the bloke was shouting as if he was really angry at me for something then he stormed off and shut the door, ((they were in one room and i was in the next room)) There was a little triangular window in their door so i creapt up to it and peered through, i could see a wooden table and chairs and the bloke and his mrs were talking about something. The bloke was very very angry, i remember something about "breaking" ((not sure if i broke something or if they did)) The bloke kept shouting at me, i remember thinking he was going to kill me because of how mad he was.

Lucid dream

Ok so i woke up about 3 am, i kept my eyes closed and didn't move and i got the buzzing and slight twisting feel, anyway i woke up ((FA)) i thought "ahh never mind maybe i'll do it next time" i decided i'll go to the loo and get a drink, anyway i got out of bed and my hubby's hand tried to grab me i thought "thats weird, i thought he was fast asleep" anyway i thought nothing of it and walked to my door to reach the landing light and turn it on, i felt for the switch and "clicked" it and NO LIGHT!!! at that moment i thought "I must be dreaming" i thought "ok ill try the girls light and see if that works" so i leant across trying to reach their light but before i did i felt someones fingers tickle the top of my head and a scary noise at the same time like a "woohhh" sounds at that moment i thought "ohh god, this IS a dream" still a little un-nerved from the fingers that touched my head i panicked and rushed to the side of my bed, i looked at the floor and thought "i need a hole in the floor to teleport myself somewhere else, to a nice place" i watched waiting for something to appear but nothing ((i thought if i just thought about it it would happen)). Anyway i then made myself away from the bed, i walked towards the open wardrobe we have, my sight had gone a little fuzzy and blurred again now but i remembered from reading on here how to fix it so i rubbed my hands together and said "clarity now!" OMG it worked...my sight got alot clearer and it was like a light came from somewhere making it brighter and my vision was clearer yet still a little hazy. I then touched the bedroom wall ((i could actually feel the paper)) i remembered peeps on here have said to do that as it helps stabilise your dream, my vision got hazy again and i woke up but OMG I done it after about 2 years of trying, now i need to work on staying calm, the fingers on the head really freaked me out though LOL.

Being able to controll a dream and not having a horrific experience is so amazing, i have achieved this a few times but not many, the other lucids i have had i have not had much controll in them and i always have the bloody grimreaper out to get me LOL

My hubby was in this one AGAIN!!!

I was with my hubby and we were doing great, we were then sitting somewhere together and he told me he'd had sex with someone else and said that woman was now pregnant with his baby. I cried and was in shock, i remember saying "how could you" I again cried hysterically (( amazing how emotions are magnified in dreams)) I was totally gutted. He told me he wanted to stay with me and that he didn't want to be with the other woman so i said "i'll try". We were lying together and i started to get upset again he said "whats up" i replied "i will have to look after that baby with you" I remember feeling so much resent for that baby in me, i felt so hatefull towards it. My hubby said "we can make it work, we'll be ok" I hugged him so tightly and began to sob, i leaned towards his ear and softly whispered "i'm sorry i can't do it, i love you with all my heart i have to leave, this is too much for me" I kissed him and cried my heart out , he begged me to stay but i left.

Ok so i was in bed and i fell asleep..I woke up again ((FA)) in bed, I was lying on my front and i could feel my hubby touching me, it was very intence, i could feel a slight vibration in my head. I realised i was having a dream and just went with the flow ((he he )) I wasn't fully lucid but aware of what was happening. ((wasn't going to stop this dream to fly, was having too much fun!! )) Anyway i woke up again, this time in real life. I didn't move atall and could hear a loud "swooshing" noise, i realised i was about to go deep into SP but as it reached a peak it began to wear off ((damn it)) I got up had a drink and the loo then nodded off again.

I had a strange dream, i was in a dull room somewhere and there were other peeps in there, i was looking around and saw this elderly lady sitting on a chair, she had some kind of small growth on the top of her left thigh, she looked like a tramp. Anyway i had another look around and my concentration went back onto this old lady, but this time when i looked the growth on her thigh was now HUGE!!! I thought to myself "what the hell" and i was questioning how it had suddenly changed ((perfect time to go lucid but i missed that one)) don't remember much after that.

Seems in the last week or so i am having faulse awakenings and questioning things more, i also have the feeling of being more aware that usual, hope it wont be long before i get more lucids coming ((wheyyyy))

Dream 1 :

Idreamt that i was in my room and my hubby was in bed beside me, the computer monitor was on and he was watching T.V., I was on the bed, my arms were twisted and my fists closed, my body felt very stiff, i couldn't move but my legs worked..i got off the bed and went stumbling, it felt like gravity pulled me towards the monitor i crashed into it and my co-ordination was completly gone, i stumbled back onto the bed and my hubby said "ahh, thats why then" ((???)) anyway i lay down and began to feel SP coming on in my dream, the feel and the sounds in my head and it was all black i then woke up. ((i may have been asleep and woke up very slightly and did actually go in SP without realising i had woken a little hence the dream making me feel unable to move and cramped up))

Dream 2

I was in a market place, it was quite a run down area and there were some people walking towards a lift, i was curious so walked towards the lift aswell, some teenagers went inside and i followed, i had to hold the door to stop it from shutting it nearly squashed me but i manged to slip through it. We all went up to the second floor, we got out and i was in a corridor, there were closed doors along the walls that lead into apartments, i walked along a bit then thought maybe i should get out incase i get into trouble but i went a little further first, to my amazement i saw a big market i think "cool, i didn't know this was up here" I decide to take a look and stop to look at a turquise clothing item, i look at the price and its only 5p i was amazed at how cheap this place was. I am suddenly back by the lift so i get inside and go back down. There is a man in the lift and he is trying to grope me, i manage to get him off but he is really strong. The lift gets to the bottom and he grabs me and throws me out and i end up sprawled across the floor, he is trying to use me sexually and i think "well if he did it isn't real" ((damn missed that one also)) the man then hid from me. My hubby then came and asked quite angrily why i had done a dance video with another computer person instead of His ((WTF lol)) I got scared and checked through my dances which appeared on a floating T.V. infront of me i looked through and said " ohh look i haven't you must have seen something else" He then checked His and realised that he was wrong ((talk about random eh lol))

Dream 1

I had a dream about dreaming, i kept remembering to do things and to tell myself when i was dreaming. ((never became lucid in this one though..grrr!!!))

Dream2

Had an odd dream that my Husband was hurting me, we were in a house and he hurled himself at me and grabbed me really hard, it really hurt. I looked in the mirror and my right shoulder was all red and marked from it. Another man tried to get me away but i wanted my kids and wouldn't go without them.

Dream 3

I was in a house with men, they got myself and some other women and trapped us there. There was a table and chairs in the middle of the room, i needed the toilet badly and a man gave me a tiny little tub LOL I sat on the chair and began to wee in the tub, the tub started to overflow and i thought "if i just keep on weeing and think nothing of it they will just think it's part of the dream" ((i completly missed that sigh, grrr!)) the floor started to flood and everyone was looking but didnt say anything..it worked, they did think it was a normal part of my dream. A man then said something to me. I was trying to get to a certain person and trying to escape from the men.

Dream 1

I was at my Aunties house and there was a fair outside which we went to, there was a big roller coaster that i wanted to go on and also a massive water ride, this was a huge fair. I asked my hubby if he wanted to go on the ride again ((even though i don't remember going on in the first place)) but he said no and we had to leave, i was really sad about having to leave lol

Dream 2

There was a play, but it was as if it was half real. There were 3 men, they went to a lodge place which was a bit dark and gloomy, they had to fight and i was really scared. I wanted to go and help but i wasn't allowed so i had to stand by and watch. Scarey music began to play and even the 3 men got scared by it all. I began to cry really bad incase 1 of them got hurt and i didn't want them to, they began the fight scene and i saw blood on them, they fought but then won. I was really happy and ran over to them...a large bearded man tried to stop me, he was a nasty man but i managed to get past them woke up.

I was in my bed beside my Husband and i got that horrible feeling, something was trying to lift me up and get me, it grabbed my arms, i tried to wake up but couldn't i was thinking to myself please god let me wake up , i was very scared then i woke up (( well at least i thought i did)) I grabbed onto my husband thinking OMG what a dream i hate them ones then i sat up and said to my Husband "im not going back to sleep because i'll have another dream like that again" I grabbed onto my husband because i was so scared and then something tried to pull me from him again I knew then that i was still asleep. I then woke up again , my eldest daughter came into our room holding 4 cups of tea, one was for me and kev, i did at this point wonder to myself "whats she doing up at this time in the early morning", i could hear a mans faint voice and i said to her " are you on your own" ((i knew she shouldnt have had any one with her)) my husband then said "Dad's with her" i then thought but your Dads dead then said "ohh shit i'm still dreaming" I lay back down and thought maybee ill wake up in real life now ((but ohhh no that would be far too easy wouldnt it)) Instead i wake up in my bed again, it was lighter and i could hear the birds singing as the window was open, i couldn't move for a minute then i turned to my hubby and said "am i awake" I couldn't move my mouth properly so it came out more like a blarbly mess, my hubby then said as he lay asleep "i don't know" and carried on snooring, i felt my head throbbing as it sometimes does and though am i awake or asleep then i felt myself being pulled upward thats when i thought "ohh shit i still aint awake". I managed to force my real eyes open but was very tired and sleepy, i thought i must be awake this time and got up and got a drink and to clear my head which it did, never had a weird night like it before!!