angie746

Last Nights Dream

I am dreaming about Mugwort ((dream herb)) Myself and 2 other men are in my dream, one male was a bit older than the other one, I was telling them about Mugwort and the effects it has on your dreams. Suddenly I have some Mugwort I say to them both "see this is what it does" we all closed our eyes and I felt a little "high" or something like that, I say "see, can you see the difference..you can literally fly in your dreams!" They both nodded and had smiles on their faces. lol

I am in a hospital and i have a very bad cough i am also struggling to breathe and it feels awfull. I am standing up and have to lean over as i start coughing prefusely, i can't get my breath and my chest feels so tight. I begin to dribble as i cough and to be fair i couldnt give a shit who see's me dribbling and spitting A nurse comes over to me and says "here use this" she puts an oxygen mask on my face and i feel like i can breathe again, she says "it's an inhaler, it will help!" I feel alot better and she takes the mask from me and tells me to go and get a shower before going to bed, she then leaves. I walk forward and i see a big room infront of me it's like a hospital ward. I look to my right and a little behind me and there is a small room, i see a shower cubicle and it has a red triangular bar next to it like something for an elderly or disabled person to hold onto. I look again in the ward, double checking to see if there are anymore showers but i can't see any. I turn back to look for the nurse behind me and she is standing there watching me, I point to the shower cubicle and say "that one there?" she says "yes" while nodding her head and smiling to me. I walk towards the cubicle ((dream skip)) I am in a place like a massive empty room, there is only 1 bed in here and it is placed up against the wall. I am sitting up in bed and have the blankets over me, it's a grey blanket, a nurse is sitting on the bed with me, she is wearing normal clothes, she is really friendly and i remember feeling a closeness to her, like she was very motherly towards me and very caring towards me. I felt as if i knew her. We are talking and i feel a little poorly again and seem to be struggling a little again with my breathing, she tells me to take the inhaler again but says " next time you need it i can't give it to you because we aren't allowed inhalers in this hospital" In my dream I am my daughters sister and i say something about her boyfriend, the nurse says something which i can't remember but she thinks my daughters boyfriend is my boyfriend, I am shocked at this and say " he's not my boyfriend he's L's" As i am talking to the nurse i see a few tiny flies on my bed, the nurse looks and says "where have these come from?" i say " i don't know" She carries on talking to me and i begin to see more of the flies appear, i look at the nurse and i see 1 running around really quickly in the middle of her fore head and i think "can't she feel that?" I shout out to her "ON YOUR HEAD!!!" She flaps about and gets off the bed trying to shake them off her. I panick and think " i have to get out of the bed, there are probably loads of them in here crawling about on me!" I pull the covers off me which are covered with flies and i see flies running all over my legs.. I have blue leggins on and they are covered in these tiny little fly things, i jump up and shake and furiously shake them off me, suddenly i am covered with them again ((at this point i actually wonder to myself how this is possible)) i again wipe them all off me. A male doctor comes to me and says something to me about having to move to another hospital, then i wake up.

Dream 2

I am in the bus station and i'm wandering what bus to catch. I see the bus that i need and get on it, it's packed. ((everytime i get on a bus in my dreams it's always packed)) I am sitting at the front of the bus, i am talking to an elderly gentleman and a younger person. Our bus is waiting to go but there is another bus infront of us, our bus pulls up close to the other bus so that the front of ours touches the back of the one infront, I think to myself "I dont like being this close" The bus infront has to quickly reverse for some reason, our bus then reverses, I wandering whats going on and know that there is a panick for some reason. As we reverse the bus infront of us reverses and comes to rest at the left of our bus. I look forward to see whats going on and i can see a fork lift truck, it's facing the front of the other bus and it's fork's are lifted into the air just a little higher than their heads. I look across to the driver of the other bus and he looks at me as if to say "PHEW, THAT WAS CLOSE!!", i nod my head to him and say, "you were really lucky then, that could have gone through your heads and made a right mess!! lol..then i wake up

Dream 1

I am in a room and in the room are 2 of my husbands, i didnt realise there shouldn't be 2 of him. The one lying on the settee to my right asked me to get him a beer, then the one to my left asked me aswell ((dream skip)) I am holding the beers, i give 1 to the kev on my right then sort of glide over to the kev on my left and give him his beer, i could hear the beer fizzing, it was really loud!!

Dream 2

I am lying in my bed, i'm in that half asleep half awake stage, i decide to keep still and WILD, i hear the noise of SP coming and feel the vibrations really strongly, i think "ok go with it" I feel myself falling and say to myself "i'm dreaming" I land on my bed with a bang. I can feel something behind me, and i know it's that nasty "presence" pretending to be my hubby ((i always get this in any WILD)) I know that if i try to get up it will grab me and i dont like that, anyway being sure that i'm dreaming I do the nose pinch test and i cant breathe through my nose, i try again as i know i'm dreaming and this time it works ((stupid WILD's lol)) I now decide i have to get out of bed but i have to stop my hubby from grabbing me like he always does so i think "i know i'll trick him and make him think i'm coming back" I say "i'm just going to get a drink" i then gently get out of bed and stand up, i'm now facing the window and i'm thinking "haha, i bloody tricked him and it worked" lol I decide to do another check which i have never tried before just out of curiosity so i try to push my finger through my hand and nothing..it doesnt work for me and im wondering why, o look out of the window and my sight is still a little fuzzy, i decide i musnt have a stable enough dream. I rub my hands together and say "clarity now" it clears a little but not much and i decide its not going to get much better than this. I decide to try and fly out of rhe window but as i jump a little i just slowly come back down to the floor. I realise that this is going to be one of those dreams which i cant do bugger all but am fully lucid haha, doesnt happen often they are really good usually but at times when this happens i decide to just have a ponder around the house. I walk out of my bedroom and im on the landing, i can hear the boiler on ((but not on in real life)) i flick the light to turn it on and it flashes but then goes off again and i hear the boiler die, now i decide to walk into the bathroom and i instinctivley pill the cord and am shocked when the light comes on and stays on..lights never work in my dreams..never ever!! I sit on the loo and start giggling at how the things that usually work wont work but the things that never work are working, my lucid is all back to front lmao!!! I decide that theres not much point staying lucid if i cant do anything so I shut my eyes and think of myself lying on my bed and i wake up in bed after a hard landing, still chuchkling about it all being back to front lol

O'm at a fair somewhere, I am about 16 or 17 years old and i'm with my boyfriend ((no one i know, just a random dream character)). We see a ride..it's a water flume or a ride similar and we go on it ..I think we had to go on it for some reason but cant remember why. We sat on like a wooden raft and we are at the top ready to go down. He then fingers me ((omg lol)) he had to do this for some reason aswell but not sure what the reason was. At first I was quite shocked but then it felt really nice so i was quite happy to leave it there . I remember going down the water slide and we could see the other side, I am feeling quite scared , i gasp and arch backwards as the wave comes towards us but then we make it over and get to the other side. ((dream skip)) I am now in the grounds of the fair, my boyfriend has gone but i dont know where...he's just vanished. There is a man and he talks to me ((i can only remember this part very slightly)), he says something which i remember was of importance but i no longer remember what he said...then i wake up

I went to C's house..it looked nice at first but then i thought "C's house isn't like this its too clean and tidy" ((lol)) it then changed and looked really manky and dirty and i thought "this looks more like her house" ((missed that didnt i..doh )) I remember going updtairs, there were people there, there were quite a few people actually and some of them had scary masks on but they didnt scare me. It was night time and the DJ was up there playing the music. I remember feeling a bit weird in my dream but i'm not sure why. C's kids were also there but in my dream they didn'y really like me much ((lol))

Some bloke was going to ask me to marry him. I am at a school and my neck is all swollen and i mean massivley swollen, its really bad. I look in a mirror somewhere and i see how swollen my neck is and i see 2 red veins bursting out of my skin and i wander why its like that. My face looks very plain and i dont remember seeing any hair, I think in this dream i may have been bald. I see a girl and say "i'm going home" she says "when?" i say "now" i just walk out of the school and go, i dont even go through the office first. Loys of people are looking at me as i walk home and i know they are looking at my neck anf how ugly and awfull i look., I grab the collar of my coat and pull it up over my neck to cover it up ((dream skip)) I am in hospital and i am struggling to walk because my knee now hurts and my whole body feels wrong and painfull and my neck is still swollen. There is a lady across the way watching me, she is sitting on a blue plastic chair, she signalls her finger to help me and calls me over, she now gets up and comes over and helps me dhe days "go and get some food" and walks me over to the serving area. Another woman there was being served curry and it smelt really nice, i asked for some and got served but the woman who served me wasnt very nice!

I am standing in a room and I realise I am dreaming, I think " cool, Ill meet Joel" ((a singer from a group called Roomie on youtube lol)) I look at my clothes and they are a bit scruffy, I then see Joel's picture on a newspaper that some bloke is reading and I say to the bloke "I'm going to meet him" I grab my sleeves and try to rip them off but I can't I then think "it's a dream of course I can rip them off if I want to" then just like magic I rip them off very easily. I changed my skirt by pointing at it but I then had a longer black skirt on underneath so I decided to just play it easy and take it off by hand ((lol)) joel then walks through the doorway and i think "ummm...yummy yummy I got him" lmao....we both went into another room and I was at my mom and dads house, it was different to how it is in real life. I looked for joel but he had gone. I can see my mom, I go up to her and say "i'm dreaming, this is all just a dream" my mom is looking a little red faced and stressed out. I could feel spirits following me and thought "I'll have to see what they want, ill have to speak with them. I stayed with my mom for a short while and then i went close up to her ear and whispered "it's a dream" it echoed and she moved away from me, i said "was that too loud?" she didnt answer mem i now say to her "i have to go upstairs now to see my nan and grandad futrill" ((im thinking they will be there now because i have thought they will be)) I want to speak with them while I am dreaming. I begin to walk upstairs , i enter the doors which lead around the upstairs, i then enter the last one which lead me into the kitchen downstairs, i think "typical dream, it's leading me all the way round!" I shut the door and think "it's quite cool how my imagination can build all this" I reach out and touch things to stabilise my dream. I come to a room and see my dad in there he is sitting on a chair and is worrying, he says "i need to know where he has gone" I go up to him and say "dad it's just a dream, calm down!", he begins to worry more and starts crying so i try to calm him down. I am still just going with the flow of my dream, I visit different rooms and places and all the time i'm lucid. I'm just enjoying looking around my dream world while i'm absorbing every detail )

Last Nights Dream

I am in a black space and my vision is a little blurry. There is an elderly lady standing infront of me, she looks like my nan and thats who I think it is. This lady now takes both of my hands, holding them softly and begins to talk about my nan, she says something about dying and that I need to check om my nan. At this point I realise it's not my Nan but someone else who looks like her and i'm feeling a little confused because she looks so much like her.
When I woke up this dream played on my mind. I ring my Mom and say "i'm probably being silly but can you check on my nan for me, I explain the dream to her and she laughs and says "ok ill call you back" and giggles again. My Mom did call me back and she said "Ohh my god I can't believe it , I spoke to your nan and she was quite upset because her sister passed away last night" I nearly dropped on the floor!!!! make of it as you will but I believe I had a visit from her sister and she was trying to tell me she had died and wanted to check on my nan and make sure she was coping after her sisters passing )

This Morning I went back to bed for a while and had a lucid dream

I am standing in a room and I realise I'm dreaming, I think "cool I'll meet Joel" ((a singer in a band off youtube lol)) I look at my clothes and they are a bit scruffy, I then see Joels picture on the front of a newspaper and I say to a man sitting down "i'm going to meet him", my sleeves are to long so I grab them and try to rip them off but I couldn't , I then think "It's a dream, I can rip them if I want to" and then just like magic I am able to rip them very easily. I changed my skirt just by pointing at it but I was left with a longer black skirt on underneath, I decided to take it easy and just take the long skirt off by hand. Joel then comes through the door way and I'm really excited that I have got him here ((lol)) we go into another room and I am in my Mom and Dads house, it's different to how it is in real life. Joel was no longer with me. I see my Mom and go up to her...I say "I'm dreaming, this is all just a dream!" My Mom is looking a little red faced and stressed out and didn't reply to what I told her I could feel spirits following me and thought "I'll have to speak with them and see what they want. I stayed with my Mom for a short while and then I went up to her ear and whispered "it's a dream" it echoed and she moved away from me, I said "was that too loud?" she didn't answer me. I say I have to go upstairs to see my Nan and Grandad ((both are dead)). I think "they'll be there now I have thought they will be" I wanted to speak to them while I was dreaming. I begin to walk upstairs, I enter the doors which lead around the upstairs I then open the last one which led back into the kitchen downstairs, I think "Typical dream, it's sending me all the way round!" I shut the door and look about and think "it's quite cool how my imagination can build all this!", I reach out and touch things to keep my dream stable. I come to a room and see my Dad in there, he is sitting on a chair and he is worrying...he says "I need to know where he has gone!" I go up to him and say "Dad it's just a dream, calm down" He begins to worry more and starts crying so I try to calm him down. I am still just going with the flow of my dream, I visit different rooms and places and all the time I am lucid and just enjoy looking around my dream world while I am thinking "wow..this is my dream" ((don't matter how many lucids I have they never cease to amaze me lol))

Last Nights Dream
I am at a dog kennell and I am washing a lovely dog, maybe it was a husky but i'm not 100% sure he is grey in colour. As he is lying down on the floor he looks to the edge of the floor and says "vowell" I look and say "a what?" again he says "vowell" I look closer and there is a little animal that looks like a mole but is only as big as my little finger, i go to it and clasp it in my hands, I am walking across the room to put it safe in the corner out of the way. Soeone says "where are you putting it?" I say "in the corner where it will be safe" I return to the dog who is now standing, 2 people look at him and want him, I reluctantly let them have him . I am now with another dog, he is brown and i'm very unsure of him. ((dream skip)) I am in my house and I have the dog with me, my king-charles spaniel called cookie is in the main room so I go into the kitchen with this dog as I am worried it may harm cookie, I shut the kitchen door behind me. The dog jumps up me and I say "NO..DOWN", he jumps up me again so again I say "DOWN!", he jumps up again so this time I yell really loud at him "NO GET DOWN!!!!!!" but he doesn't listen and instead he gets nasty and bites down hard onto my right hand . I am really scared now and panick...I try to fight him off. The dog releases me and I turn round to see where he is and he has now turned into a psychopathic bitch!!, she has short dark hair and is scruffy and crazy looking, she is holding knives..both of her hands are full of knoves. I take a cloth and hold it in my hands and say "give me the knives" I say it in a calm voice and she begins to drop the knives slowly into the cloth..I then say "and that one" she then places the last one into the cloth. I wrap them up tight and walk into the front room, I am walking to the settee and I hide them there out of harms reach. My 2 daughters L and P walk in and leave the fromt door open, I panick incase cookie gets out and runs off. I shout to them "DOOR" they just look at me, I now scream to them "DOOR!", they don't respomd so I scream at the top of my lungs "SHUT THE DOOR!!" At this point I wake up and shout out "shut the door", it comes out a bit blabbery and I begin to giggle. My head is a little fuzzy and I go back to sleep but don't remember anymore dreams after this one )

Last nights dreams
Dream 1
Me and my hubby are standing in a street together, for some reason I walked away from my Hubby and went into a playground. I see a bench so I go over and lie down on it, I was trying to go to sleep when I hear a group of people laughing, I turn around and see them all. ((dream skip)) I am now standing on the path opposite the playground I see a man laughing, he is standing opposite me. I go over to this bloke and realise it's a friend of mines boyfriend ((not in RL)) He says something to me about my hubby disliking him, I talk to him about it and resolve things between them. My hubby comes over and they are ok with each other. Me and my hubby start to walk away when the bloke says to me "he'll just talk about me behind my back" my hubby walks straight up to him and says "fuckin talk about you!!!" my hubby was fuming and smacks him one right in the face and knocked the bloke off his feet, the bloke has a red mark on his face then I wake up.

Dream 2
I am in my old high school, I am in class and I don't know what to do. I want to get out of doing the work so I say to the female teacher "shall I go and get my bird and bring him here?" she says "yes ok". I go and get my bird and take him into the classroom, the teacher loves him but he is very noisy. I am now in the corridore and I can see the toilets. I feel like I need to hide because I don't want to go back to class, a male teacher see's me and stops, he looks at me and say's "are you ok...where are you going?" I say "yeah i'm ok...I'm not sure weather to go to the toilets in A block or C block" he thinks for a minute then says "come with me to the ones that are closer" I say "ok" then I think to myself "he's only taking me to these ones so he can keep an eye on me", I get to the toilets that he took me to. The toilets are clean and posh but I can see everyone on the toilets, I can see the male teacher in a cubicle opposite me, i see him get his penis out and then he sits on the toilet, I don't feel shocked about this...I feel like I expected it. There is a big T.V on the wall behind me, the teacher is watching it while he is on the toilet. None of the toilets have doors they are just all open cubicles and it's for males and females!!!! I think to myself "shit I can't wag it in here because he will know that i'm wagging it if I don't come out soon. I shut the door ((I suddenly now have a door lol)) I sit and just wait for a while, I look under the door and see that he has gone, I decide to stay in the toilets now because he won't know. ((dream skip)) I am back in the classroom, the kids are all working but I can't do the work again, I don't understand anything. I get up off my chair and go over to the bird cage, my cockateil is really excited to see me, he is up against the cage and want's me. I want my bird back, I really miss him and want to take him home. My bird is sqwawking very loudly, I say to the teacher "he's very noisy , maybe I should take him home", the teacher seems stressed and says "yes!, just take him!!". I pick the cage up and just walk out, I am also relieved that i've managed to get out of the work )

Last nights dreams
Dream 1
I am watching coronation street, Norris is in a car and he crashes it. I am suddenly there, in coronation street. I am standing next to the car and look inside it, I see norris in the car and he is split diagonally in half, a commentator then says "it was a drink related accident"

Dream 2
I am in my bedroom ((not my real life one)) and I am with my hubby. It's my hubby's Birthday and instead of buying him a present I get up, put on some music and start to tap-dance for him ((lmao)) My hubby is not impressed and he calls me everything. I'm totally gutted that he didn't like my dance as I prepared it especially for him. He tries to make it up to me but I can't do it...he say's "look, can't we just forget about it and start again?" I say "No..it's hormones and everything...I can't just go back to normal", my hubby then says "you were in the wrong aswell you know!" I say "you were horrible to me and really upset me, I was just trying to make you happy!" my hubby says "well I was a bit nasty wasn't I and said things I shouldn't have, let's just start over eh?" I get back into bed with my hubby but it just doesn't feel right so I get out and get dressed and say "We'll try again tomorrow...let's just leave it for now ok!" My hubby just lies in bed, shuts his eyes and goes to sleep then I wake up.

Last nights dreams
Deam 1 fragments
I had a dream where something was biting chunks out of someones arm, don't know what but the man showed me his arm, on one of the bites I could see throught to the bone!

Dream 2 fragments
Again a dream about someone being bitten by that thing and this time I also was being bitten but I couldn't see by what.

Dream 3
I am in a lighthouse and there are 3 men with me. I go upstairs and 1 of the men is lying down on the flat metal of the stairs. There is a leak or something and there is lots of water all over where he is lying. I am holding a white cloth and I am wiping up around the man, trying to mop all the water up. He keeps farting and they smell really, really bad, I say "for fuck sake..you fuckin stink" ((lol)) I see the main 1 of the 3 and I say "have you smelt that smelly fucker" he says "smell him!" then he speaks a load of jibberish...I say to the man that keeps farting "see, he can't even speak they smell that bad" I then notice that the leak is coming from the other side of the lighthouse, I go over to the other side and mop that up aswell. A bloke standing by the edge of the stair at the top nearly falls backward off them, I say "steady on there!", he then goes down the stairs and goes to sleep on an old settee. I go and get a big blue coat but this one has no sleeves to it and it's like a puffer jacket. I walk over to the man lying on the settee I say "are you ok on there?" He nods yes with his eyes closed. I gently put the puffer jacket over him to keep him warm and he turns into my husband, I lean over him and kiss him goodnight, I also say something to him I can't remember what though and then I wake up.

Dream 4
I am in a white van with my husband. I am driving and i'm looking for somewhere to park. My husband tells me where to park and directs me into a really big car park it was very confusing but we eventually found somewhere to park.Me and my hubby get out of the van and go somewhere. ((dream skip)) I am going back to the van and i'm on my own, I get to the van and there is a man and a woman there they are looking at my van, he had short blonde hair and was wearing a denim jacket. She had long black hair, a pale complection and was quite thin and tall. They were both being nice to me then all of a sudden the man jumped into my van, I am going mad then see him nod his head to the woman. I stand still and get ready for her to come round the van, she comes round from the back of the van and lunges at me, I punch her really hard and she lands on the floor then I kick the shit out of her. The bloke has the top half of his body sticking out of the sunroof on my van, I jump ontop of my van and angrily drag him out of the sunroof, I grab his neck and twist it untill i break it they are now both dead. I see some of their family members so quickly hide their bodies behind my van. I open the back doors to my van and quickly chuck the 2 dead bodies in but the womans body falls to the floor, I leave it there and her mom sees her and screams so I run! I find my hubby and tell him what happened and what i've done, he walks with me back to the van, we look for the van but we cant find it, I turn round and notice that I have 2 of my daughters with me S and J. We eventually find the van but it took us ages and it has now started to rain..I now wake up.

Dream 5
This dream starts with a faulse awakening but unfortunatley I don't realise
In my dream I have just woken up in bed, I turn round and see my hubby lying beside me I think "why's K here, he must have come home from work, maybe somethings happened like a planet is close or something!" I turn to him again after some thought and say "what you doing back home?" he looks at me and says "something has happened in space and a planet is due to hit us, other planets have been pushed closer to us aswell" I absolutley shit myself My hubby points up to the sky and says "look", our bed is now outside in the street! I look up and I can see a huge black and red planet to my right, it is spinning slowly and moving a little closer, I can also see 2 other little planets in the sky. The sky is dark and it was an amazing sight but the fear I had in me was undescribable. My hubby says "the Army are trying to send a missile up to it but they don't know if they will do it in time" I gasp and start to worry even more. I'm thinking about my kids and my hubby and how I don't want them to go through this and die and how I don't want to die either and be without them. My hubby says "we have to make the most of the time we have left", we didn't tell the youngest what was happening but my other daughter S was very inquisitive so I took her a little down the road where she could see properly. In the sky we see like a big dragon thing, its very long and has lots of legs, it's flying inbetween the buildings, this creature is from space and is here because all of space and the planets are being shoved into us. S says " I don't want to see, take me back!" She is scared ao we go back to our bed and sit down. I sat and admired the planets I was amazed that I could see it so close but at the same time i'm scared out of my witts!!!!!

Dream 6 fragment
Something about a baby, she only wanted me and no-one else, she was about a year old. I felt like she was my baby but she wasn't, she was a beautifull baby.

last nights dreams

Dream 1
I am at C's house, her me and a few more women are there. We all have kids but all the kids are babies, I can sence something evil in the room with us. The evil takes my 2 babies they are just gone, and takes another womans 2 babies aswell. I am crying hysterically i want my babies back so badly I'm so worried about them. My husband is asleep on the floor, I go over and look at him and he wakes up, he begins to cry because he wants his kids back. I see the other women going into a small tiny room like place, they are going to get their kids. I walk over and move the curtain the is hanging in the doorway and walk in, it's all black in here and there are white biys everywhere, I wait and my kids dont come back to me , I walk out and again i'm crying hysterically. My husband is now going mad...some woman who is with us says to my hubby "you BOTH want your kids back, she is the Mother you know, she's upset aswell" I am now sitting at a table with 5 other women and I am holding baby bottles. 2 of the women go and sit on 2 of the other womens laps, they then morph together, i'm watching and thinking "this is very odd" One of the women now come over to me and she tries to sit on my lap, there is no way i'm letting her morph with my body so I am pushing her away then I wake up.

Dream 2
I am again at C's house I really don't want to be here, I'm thinking "your such a selfish bitch" about her. She starts moaning because her house is dirty and she has to clean it. She starts cleaning up, her ex-boyfriend is there aswell and he is also helpong her to do it. My kids are all here with me and they start arguing with C's kids, C goes upstairs and I follow ((dream skip)) I am walking from my house and going down the road, I have 2 of my kids with me P and S. We see C's daughter L she is with another girl who I don't know. P suddenly shouts out "L, you tramp!", I cuss P and tell her to shut up!!! We have now reached C's house I am no longer with P but have my other daughter L here in her place. I poke my daughters L and S in the back hard and shove them towards C's front door, I say to them "go on then...you wanted to call for her so go on then". We are all standing at C's front door. My daughters L and S see some kids playing on the front lawn and go over to them, they decide to stay out and play with them. I push the green front door open, I walk in and see C in the kitchen with her sister A. C is cleaning the blind to her window I think to myself "that blind is a bit posh for her" I examine it and realise it's an expensive one. It is green and blue and has a nice floral pattern on it and green ruffling around the edges. I say to C "whats up...did it get mouldy and you've had to clean the mould off?" she says "no but i've got to go to college soon, i'm starting an art course so I need to clean up"..I think "her do an art course at college...no way, she's way too lazy" I then hear a loud bang on the front door, it startles me...I look round and my daughter L screams "MOM IT'S SOPHIE" I panick and quickly rush out...i'm thinking "ohh god please not the road...not the road" I see all the kids standing by a certain spot on the grass, I see the top of S's head and a little bit of her face, she is sinking in the mud...I hear gargling sounds coming from her and see a few bubbles coming from her mouth and then she dissapears under it. Me and my other daughter L are next to the spot where she sank and I am now in slow motion, L says calmly "you just have to pop your hand in and get her like this" and she rolls her sleeve up, I scream to her "move you silly fucker she's going to sink too far down and die!!!" I try to reach down into the boggy mud quickly but I can only move in slow motion. My daughter has sank and I wont give up. I battle to get my hand in and manage it, I feel about for her but I don't feel anything, I reach down further and feel her fingers, I grab them claspong hold of them tight I know that if I loose her she will sink too far down and I won't be able to get her back then. I pull hard and I feel her moving, I am pulling her up as hard and as fast as I can but then I wake up. (( this is the most disturbing dream I have ever had, never do I want to have a dream like this ever, ever again))

Tuesday 30th August

Last nights dreams

Dream 1
My youngest Dughter J is in the bath, I wash her hair and say "do you want to swill it yourself?" she says "no" I say "ok, ill so it then" I move to do it then wake up.

Dream 2
I am in a room, maybe a bedroom, yes I remember there is a bed in the room, the room is a bit tatty looking. There is a book on the floor it's a book about nature and there is a picture of trees on the front. I take a closer look and see 2 holes in the book, I lift the cover and see 2 deep holes all the way through the book, i see caterpillars in the holes they have eaten through the book i say "ohh my god" and 2 catterpillars jump out of the book and onto the bed, i am screaming and i can see them wiggling, I am wandering how to get them off the bed because i don't want to touch them. I look down at the book again and caterpillars start jumping out onto me, i scream and shut the book quickly and run out! ((dream skip)) I am in a room on a boat, i can see 3 other rooms and can see a child about 1 year old, it's a girl, she is also locked in 1 of the rooms. I am trying hard to open the doors to the other rooms but they are all locked. I manage to get the girl, she is chubby and quite heavy, i get out of the room and lock the door. I am now trying to escape, I see a large lady in 1 of the rooms and she is after us. I open another door and I am now in another room then I think "shit, she's coming" , we need to get out again so i run out and lock the door. I see the lady again and i want to get her and kill her, I look at the door and see a gap about 1 inch wide, i shove my hand through it and open the lock on the other side. I study the door for a moment and notice that the gap in the door isnt even wide enough for my hand, i think "how did i do that thats impossible" ((shame i didnt get lucid)) I study the door more then hear the lady getting closer and see her face up against the window eager to get at me, I think "who gives a fuck how i done it..this bitch needs killing. I am suddenly in the room with her, i again think "how did that happen" I hit her but i can only do it in slow motion but she is hitting me normally ((grrrr)) bIm thinking "bastard get fucked, you aint killing me" ((lmao excuse the language)) I see a small sharp ornament on the side i grab it and try to hit her with it but i'm still in slow motion so it just touches her head very gently. I am now very frustrated and i'm shouting "fuck you" I run and she follows me I jump on the bed and I throw the duvet over her and she just dissapeared. I am looking for her and thinking "where the fuck did she go" I look at the child and then I wake up.