non-lucid

Last Nights Dreams

Dream 1

I'm on the phone to my Mom. I'm telling her that my Brother and Sister have lost the plot and I say "see I told you I was the black sheep didn't I" ((I do feel like I am in RL)) my Mom says "why are they being like this with you?" I say "I don't know!" and I'm crying hysterically.

Dream 2

Me and my hubby are shopping for stuff. We go into a wallpaper shop and there is a radiator in there the same as the one I have in my home in this dream. This radiator hangs higher on the wall. The radiator is made of silver metal and there are 3 poles the size of my arm going across and there is a slight gap between each pole. Attached to the sides are poles about the length of my leg. The second pole across has a hole in the middle as the design. We have to find wallpaper to cover these poles, and I like the wallpaper that is on the radiator in th shop, one is a blueish grey leopard print design and the other is a pinkish colour ((dream skip))
Me and my hubby are in the car in the car-park and are about to leave. The 2 owners are now on the car-park aswell and they are lifting weights . My hubby is in the drivers seat and is getting really angry because the key won't start the car, the car is just moving very slowly and nearly hits some other cars infront of us but stops before it does. I look at the gap that were in and think "how can we fit in this gap it's too slim, the car is too wide to fit in here!" I say to my hubby "shout them blokes and they'll help us" my hubby shouts them and then I wake-up.

Last Nights Dreams

Dream 1

I'm in a rescue Center for wild birds ((a part-time voluntary job of mine)) I'm looking at a pigeon and see that it's ok so I put it outside on the grass to have a tootle about. I now look outside again and see another pigeon but this one seems to have a problem with its wing. I go outside and pick it up easily, I examine it and find that it's wing is broken. I bandage the pigeon up and put it outside on the grass to have a wander about with the other one.

Dream 2

I'm in some place but I'm not sure where. I'm in a cubical and there are other cubicals around this place with people in them. There are misted curtains around all the cubicals. I decide I need the toilet so I open my curtain and walk through a darkish hallway. I walk past a few cubicals and then the hallway comes to an end. I see what looks like a sink at the end and I think to myself "that's weird but it MUST be a toilet" I go up to it and sit on it and realise that of course it's a toilet . I see the curtain next to me suddenly move and I jump with fright, I knock over the soap dish and the green soap that is in it and I think "shit!!!, I don't want to wake tham up" I go to pick up the soap dish and soap then realise that it's still in its place and it's not on the floor where it fell . I hear a woman in the cubical mumble something but I can't make out what. I now wake-up.

Last Nights Dream

In my dream I'm in a house and this house is mine ((different to my RL one)) I'm lying on my front on the floor doing something, there is another man with me but I'm not sure who. This man with me now says "look it's Joel" I look and it's Joel, the lead singer of ROOMIE ((a great group on youtube and a good facebook friend)) I'm flabbergasted and can't believe that he's here!, I hold his face with my hands and say "oh my god it's you...it's really you!!" I'm over the moon and we just sit in the front room and hug. Joel tells me all about what he's been doing and I feel so proud that he's here. I decide to go out the front with him and show him off to everyone . We are now standing on the front garden and everyone comes over to say hello. A big flashy red car now pulls up and Joel says "I have to go now but here's my mobile number" I take it and I'm really excited that he's given it to me. Joel kisses me goodbye and I hug him tight not wanting him to go. I say "will you come again?" and Joel says "yeah!, it'll be a usual thing now".

Last Nights Dream

I'm in a room in a house, my Mom and a few other people are here. I have had a baby girl and she is very dark skinned like a Jamaican, my Mom is also dark skinned the same. I say to my Mom "she's just like you look" I hold the baby up to her then I say "she's got your skin colour" ((lol, I didn't realise their skin colour was wrong)) I look at my baby girl and say "it's amazing you know, I ve had a hysterectomy but can still have babies!!)) D

Last Nights Dreams
Dream 1 ((A few false awakenings))

I had only been asleep for half an hour.
I'm lying in bed and cuddling up to my hubby then I nod off ((this is all a dream)) when I wake up my hubby is running his fingers through my hair. I think to myself "blimey, I didn't like that dream I just had". I try to cuddle back up to my hubby but then I feel something pull my hair really hard, I now realise I'm under the duvet so I get the duvet off my head and I see my hubby, he's sitting up slightly and tickling my legs so I think "ohh shit, the bad things about, that must have been what pulled my hair!". I now hear my hubby say "Lucy..what you doing?" I think "who the fuck is Lucy!" I now panick and think "ohh god, I'm stuck in a bad SP here" ((a false awakening never came to mind at the time..doh!! Lol)) I now start shouting my hubby but it comes out funny like my lips are fat and I can't speak properly, I continue shouting my hubby and I'm trying to hold his hand because I'm scared but he says "fuck off ya daft twat" in a joking way, I say "what?!" in a worried voice, he says "your hands are wobbly" I worry about this and say "what do you mean?" my hubby laughs and says "I just had a dream that I was in Mario World and I tried to hit your hands with something and they were wobbly" I'm now feeling confused and then I feel very different. I look at my hubby and he's fast asleep, I think "that was a dream!, blimey I didn't realise" then I wake up again and wake up for real this time. I'm lying still in bed and get a massive vibration in my head and my head throbs, after a few seconds I get another but not as strong, then another which is weaker still, then I get up and write this.

Dream 2

My daughter P is doing something with a curtain and a car, she comes in and has her pyjamas on. I say something to her and she says "suppose so" in a very sarcastic manner, I say "don't talk to me like that!" and she says "do I look fuckin bothered!" I now grab her and say "go to your room now....get up them stairs!" I push her and she face slams into the door frame then she storms upstairs. I follow her up and she is in her sisters room, her sister is saying to her "I don't blame mom...you can't treat her like that!" I go into L's room and say to P.."get out now!!" and I drag her to her bed and hurt her finger in the process. I lean over her and check her finger and the tip of it is all red and I feel quite guilty but I still say "serves you bloody right!"
((what an awfull dream...urghhhh!!!))

Dream 3

I'm with Ricky and Bianca from Eastenders, they are both pissed and I help them home. Ricky falls at the door and is just slumped on the floor. I try to pick him up but touch some sick on his coat and drop him again . Ricky now gets up himself and I carry Bianca inside. There are blankets on the settee and a pillow, I puff the pillow up and lie her down on the sofa and then try and pull the sheet under her straighter. Everyone there is taking fizzies ((strong co-codamol)) I wait till everyone is gone and then I pinch one off the unit, I put it in my water but then realise its a toffee! I look for another one but they are all gone. ((dream skip))
I'm up the table with other people and someone mentions about the fizzies and a bloke who is up the table with us says "well nice to meet you, I'm Detective Inspector so & so", he tells us how the fizzies make your belly swell up and are not good. He says I need testing on the machine at work before I go on Duty again. I have a bad knee and he says "it's because of the tablets" I say "no, no..I had fluid on my hip when I was 10 so it's probably that again" he says "the police insurance will pay for a new knee for me and I say "try then" he then says "An NHS one will only last 5 years" . Some young lads now come and look at my knee and they start hitting it etc. . It's very swollen and after about 5 minutes of them hitting it I say "hey your not Doctors..sod off!!" they laugh then go.

Last Nights Dreams
Dream 1

I am with these kind of Tribal people, I'm not really sure how to explain them. Anyway.....I am holding some kind of long stick and I bang on these 2 big spikes ball things with it, these ball things sit on top of a gate or something next to him, someone now says "no, do it harder but not too hard, just hard enough so it makes a noise" so I do and it makes a quiet thud. ((dream skip))
Myself and other people are in a small boat, it's dark and we are in water. Someone does something they shouldn't have done and because of that a big, massive boat begins to rise slowly out of the water. This big boat has a very bad feel to it, like it's evil or something, I can't see a lot just a big black boat and the water pouring from it as it rises. A woman shouts "quick move" and our boat starts to speed. As we are speeding a horrible monster like thing appears at the far end of our boat, it's green and very ugly and scarey. The monster thing slowly makes its way to our end of the boat. A woman who is next to the monster shouts "help me, please hold me" so I grab hold of her arm. As we speed across the water the monster thing gets closer. Our boat has to reach the end or the monster will eat whoever he stops next to. I think "if he stops next to me I'll shove the woman I'm holding to him" we manage to make it to the end and the monster goes away and the big scarey ship goes back under the water. ((dream skip))
I'm again sitting with Tribal people. I go over to one of them and tap him on the shoulder and say "Is it better for me to sit here and be closer so Zakia (( an old school friend)) can take over my body" the Tribal man now pushes me against his big wooden brush thing that he is holding. I sit here wondering what it will be like when she enters my body and I wonder if I should be asleep first and will I feel it hurt or anything when she does. After a few minutes the Trible man shoves my head onto his lap and begins to thrust his penis into my face , I'm trying to stop it from touching my mouth and I'm shaking my head to say NO!! He tries hard to get it into my mouth and doesn't give up trying, then I wake up!

Dream 2

I now have a very short dream
I'm looking on my hubby's phone and see a video of the dream I had about the big boat. The video begins to play and I can't stop it, I'm watching it all now but on video instead of being in the actual dream. I'm trying so hard to stop it because it's scaring me again. It eventually pauses on it's own and then I wake up.

Last Nights Dreams
Dream 1

I am trying to get people to invest in something. I think it's just a big scam really and I just wanted people's money

Dream 2

I'm in Albert square in Eastenders and I'm stopping in a flat there with my girls. I go to a big sports hall and see a lot of the cast standing on the stage. Suddenly I see the ceiling above them crack and a load of dusty sut falls ontop of them all. They all run towards me and I quickly run out and go and check the flat above. When I enter the flat I see it's on fire. I see an Asian man in the flat and I go over to help him, I manage to drag him from the flames and out of the flat. Everyone in the street is panicking and Janine comes over to me. I am now standing at a market stall, it's owner is the Asian man that I saved. No one is looking after his stall so I decide to grab loads of sweets and pop etc for my girls, I'm holding it all in my arms and nearly drop it all. In a panick I shout "are there any bags?" I see some now and fill 2 bags up with my stuff, I decide to dispose of 1 of the bottles of pop because it's too heavy. Someone now says "carefully.....those blokes over there are watching you!" I look to my left and there are 3 men in the distance, they are all dressed in what looks like white space suits I think "they won't get me" and due to this thought they never did get me lol. I'm feeling really guilty now for stealing. I walk over to Bianca and cry my eyes out to her, I'm saying "I'm so sorry" etc. I can hardly speak because my emotions are way over the top as usual. I now get chased by some Asian lads who's stall it was so I drop the bags and run for my life. Suddenly I bump into the Asian man that I saved from the fire, he drags me into the flat that is on fire and tries to kill me so I grab something and smash his brains in!!
((this is what happens when you watch Eastenders and Saw 2 on the same night lol))

Dream 3

Myself and my husband are standing by some big trees, my hair is a mess and I have no make-up on. I see my friend Paul and shout him over to speak to him. Paul comes over and then I remember I look a right mess and feel really embarrassed for him to see me like this. Paul says "ohh, your hubby's here" we chat a little and then it ends.

Last Nights Dreams
Dream 1

I have convinced my hubby that we have to take Simba ((my dog)) to the vets, it took a while to convince him but he eventually agreed. We are waiting about at home to take him and Kev says "ok you can call them now" I think "what!.....what have we been waiting about for!" I say to my hubby "I thought we were waiting about to take him" I shake my head and say "right I'll ring now then" ((I don't remember calling them))
We are now at the vets but I'm a little confused because we're at the expensive vets and not at our usual vets, then I think "ahhhh, maybe it's because he's insured now". We are waiting outside the big black metal gates to go in A nurse eventually comes and let's us in. As we walk in I hear the nurse say "all the spoilt dogs have pressure leads" My hubby obviously isn't happy about this because she says it in a funny way. Anyway....the nurse now puts Simba into a cage ready to see the vet. I go over and say "do you need his lead?" she says "yes" then she says "what's wrong with him?" but she says this in another language or something but I understand her I say to her "he can't put pressure on his back leg" and she says "ok". My hubby hears me tell her this and he isn't happy. I walk back over to my hubby and he says "what the fuck did you tell her for, that's it now they will milk us for all we've got!" I quickly look for a door out because I'm quite embarrassed as I know the nurse would have heard him, I march angrily out the door and say "come on!!!" and my hubby follows me out. I now shout at my hubby and say "what the fuck did you want me to say?...she asked me on the phone what was wrong with him and I forgot to tell her, they need to know!!" Kev says "you don't need to tell them!" I say "ohh yeah let's just let them guess shall we, if I brought him in with an ear infection I wouldn't just say guess what's wrong with him would I you fuckin idiot, of course I've got to tell them what's wrong you fuckin knob!!!!!" My hubby sighs angrily and I walk back to the door which is now closed ((I'm feeling quite good now for standing up to my hubby)) . I knock on the big black metal door and while we are waiting I say to my hubby "you will have to go in with Simba, he doesn't like strangers and he will be really scared if we're not with him" my hubby says "yeah I suppose" the door now opens but no one has opened it it's now quite dull and I'm finding it hard to see, I struggle to find my way back to Simba in his cage, it's still really dull but I eventually manage. I can just about make out that Simba as gone, I say to my hubby "ohhh shit they've took him without us, quick let's get to him". We quickly march through to a room, my sight is now back. There is like a boxing ring in this room and Simba and some other dogs are all walking around it and playing about. The Vet is standing next to the ring and the nurse is beside him, I look and think "what the fuck is this?!!" my hubby now says to the vet "what did that nurse mean when she said all the spoilt dogs have pressure leads?" the vet doesn't answer then I wake up in SP and within a few seconds the vibrations disappear as they wasn't very strong.

Dream 2

I'm in my kitchen and I get the golden balls cereal out of the cupboard to do my daughter some breakfast. I start to pour her cereal into the bowl and other cereals come out aswell, I think "that's odd...how come it's not just golden balls"

Dream 3

I'm near waking up but I'm having flashes of the Titanic, flashes of all the rooms and how amazing it looked, it's a bit like a projector showing me all about it.

Last Nights Dreams

I'm in my house but it's a little different ((I don't realise this at the time)). There are a few people in the kitchen with me and I also have 2 dogs ((different to the dogs I have in RL)). I look at the big dog and think "awww poor thing, he doesn't like the way he is" I decide that the nicest thing I can do is to make the Dog the way he wants to be. I now get a hack-saw and say to the Dog "lie down" I struggle to get the Dog to lie down, he seems scared but eventually does as he's told. I now begin to hack off his front paw, it's strange because there's no blood and I think "great no mess" I now pull off his paw that is hanging on by a little bit of skin, I'm holding his paw in my hand and I'm looking at it I then throw it to the floor, the Dog is now left with just a stump . I now proceed to hack off his other paw , it's comes off and again I'm left holding it....I suddenly think "shit...what have I done!!" . The Dog now tries to stand up but he can't, he is standing with his 2 back legs but can't lift himself up on his front legs. I now think "ohhh crap, I'd better fix this, he's all uneven!!" . I now hack off his 2 back paws and the Dog can now stand but he's standing on 4 stumps and looks very uncomfortable . I decide I need to sew up his crotch area just to make him perfect and the job is done properly. I now go out of the room and I'm somewhere else, I'm feeling guilty about sewing up his crotch and think maybe I shouldn't have done that...I now suddenly look down at myself and realise its me who has had my limbs cut off I wonder how it's suddenly changed from the Dog to me. I look again and see that my limbs aren't actually gone, someone has had to cut my feet off but they have made me some new feet..my new feet are a lot smaller, there is still some skin missing and I think "ahhhh, that must be so they heal properly" I'm small now after the surgery, I'm like a midget but think to myself "I quite like my new look" . My new hands and feet are weeping and for a minute I think "ohh my god....what have I done to myself!!" ((DREAM SKIP))
There is a man with ginger hair, he is chasing me and wants to hurt me badly or even kill me, I'm terrified of him!! I'm now trying to hide but there's not a lot of hiding places. I now go into 3rd person and watch this man go onto an open top double decker bus, he is so angry and is trashing the top of the bus to look for me. Everything now goes in slow motion and the bus heads towards a bridge but the bus is too high to get under it. The bridge now crushes the top of the bus as it goes under and smashes the mans head to pieces!! Lol
((DREAM SKIP))
I'm talking to a group of girls, they are all being bitchy to me and say "why do you put make-up on?" I say "to look nice!" then they say "why are you wearing those clothes?" I reply "just because you like to look scruffy it doesn't mean I have to, now go and fuck off!" this makes them all really angry and they chase me, I leg it and I'm heading towards a main road, suddenly I go face first into an oncoming truck!!!
((DREAM SKIP))
There is a car parked in the street. As I pass it I see an old school friend of mine sitting in the car on his own. I stop by the car and say "hey.....it's been ages since I last saw you!" he smiles and I say "you and the rest of the guys were really good mates to me!" he replies "we all love you loads still...you take care ok!" he waves. I now walk off and turn to wave again and now the rest of them have appeared in the car, I shout "I love you guys!" and now go on my merry way

Last nights dreams

Dream 1

I am lying in bed and don't realise this is a false awakening ((doh!!)) I am holding a baby frog in my left hand....I think "I'd better put this in its cage or I'll squash it when I drop off to sleep" I'm now confused and think "why am I holding a baby frog, it should be a baby pigeon ((I'm hand rearing a baby pigeon at the minute)). I now hear someone shout "mom" but it doesn't sound right so I think "ahhh...it's just hypnogognia" I now hear a young boy say "mom" I open my eyes again and see a young boy on the bed beside me, I say "what?" he says "can you top my phone up for me?" I say "you haven't got a phone" and wonder what he's on about. ((shame I didn't realise I haven't got a son lmao))

Dream 2

I am in bed in my room again ((another false awakening)) and a friend of mine is in my room with me, she says "it's good that you gave P £2 for chips" (( lol I gave my daughter P two pound for chips yesterday))

Dream 3

I'm in an arcade place ((like the ones on holiday or at a fairground)) there are lads of machines, some you win money and others you win knickers I wasn't winning on the money machines so I go and have a look at the machines where you win knickers. There are some knickers loose in the bottom of the machine so I take out a pretty Lacey pair and my daughter L who is with me says "ohhh there nice, win them for me" so what I had to do was swipe the barcode of the knickers across the thing on the machine and it would tell me if I had won or not, but again I never won. I am now getting angry with these machines and I'm trying to figure out why everyone else could win on the machines but I couldn't

Last nights dreams
Dream 1

I am with 3 or 4 friends they may have been colleagues of mine from the station but I'm not 100% sure. There are 2 lads in my dream and they are horrible and had kicked the shit out of a friend of ours. I am now with a friend and also with the boss of the leisure Center and we are looking for the 2 lads, a friend of mine had been attacked in the gully by them so my friends didn't want me to go up the gully but I had to as I was sure they were up there somewhere. I get to the top of the gully and see the 2 lads, they are walking in the street not far from me. One of the lads looked like he had already had a good hiding, his nose was all bloody and looked smashed up like it had been put through a shredder his mate was sort of holding him up.
I go back and find the boss of the leisure Center and my friend, I see them and shout "come on, there up here" the boss says "right leave it to me, I'll sort them pair of bastards out!" I find this odd because he is only skinny and looks terrified about confronting them. We now all walk back up the gully and wait for the 2 lads, the lads come over to us and start taking the piss. The one with the smashed up nose grabs me and pushes me against a metal fence that is behind me and my face is all squashed up against it. I look at my friend as if to say help me but he does nothing and I think "shit...I need to get out of this!" I begin to panick and feel really dizzy then I think "perfect...I'll pretend to faint" so I drop to the floor and pretend to be sparks my friends now come to my aid and I say "I got so scared I fainted!" a girl is here now and she looks at me and says "you should have just drop-kicked him" . I get up and the boss of the leisure Center breathes a sigh of relief and looks very relieved that the 2 lads have now gone and looks quite embarrassed that he didn't do anything lol

Dream 2

Me, my daughter L and another girl with blonde hair are helping someone do something. The girl with blonde hair keeps getting praised for all her hard work but me and L don't. The man and us 3 are now in a car, ohh yeah it's come back to me now......we are all on duty and the Sarg says to the one with blonde hair "you can do traffic because your bound to stop all the cars with your good looks" lmao she turns to me and L and has a smarmy look on her face, me and L just want to rip her face off now I look at her again and now she looks really ugly and I think "what is he seeing that I'm not" lol

Dream 1

There is a fete. Myself, my girls and my Dad went. It is now time for us to leave so we all have a walk back to my house. On the way home my Dad stumbles because he is drunk and his lower leg comes off! I see that it is a prosthetic limb which I didn't know he had, anyway I laugh as I pick it up and say to my Dad "do you want this?" he also laughs and says "yes just stick it back on" so I do.
We are now home, I'm getting changed and my Dad walks in on me..he then quickly walks back out and shuts the door and he pretends that didn't just happen. I now go into another room and there is a plastic carrier bag on top of the dresser. I look inside the bag and take out 3 bars of chocolate..they are all sticky and melted, I take out 3 other things but can't remember what. I place all the stuff on the side and go downstairs. My Dad is in the kitchen, I go in to him and he sits down at the table and says "your Mom sent the bag of stuff for you" I think to myself "I bet some of that stuff is for my Brother and Sister but screw them!" ((lol))
The kids are all playing in the garden and my Dad is still pissed up and then I wake up.

Dream 2

I'm in high school, I look in my bag for my time-table to see if I'm in the right class but I realise that I haven't got one. I look at the people in my class and think "I don't recognise these lot". There are 2 other classes next to this one so I peek inside them both but I don't feel like I shoul be in either of these other 2 so I go inside the class that I was first at and decide this one must be the right one.
I have my baby pigeon with me because she hasn't been very well. I have a female teacher and this teacher loves my pigeon, the teacher calls out to one of the pupils and says "ring ((whoever)) and tell her she's ok now!" she then starts cuddling my baby pigeon. I say to the teacher "she's really loving" and the teacher replies "they are very loving birds". The teacher now shows me her necklace, it's made out of her dead pigeons beak and has a red diamond at the top of it, there are also what looked like 2 small teeth on the necklace aswell which hung either side of the beak.

Last nights dream

I remember a Woman and I was racing something but can't remember what. I've just had a flash from another dream..there was a family and there was something about the little girl in this family.

Last nights dream

Myself and some other people are in a club or some place and we have to dance. There is a certain dance that we have to do and if we don't do it properly we are going to die or someone in the club is going to murder us.

I am in my back garden with my hubby, a dog who is ours and a young girl. It's night time and there are alien robot things out the front and we can see them through the gully and hear the noise from them. We are all really scared and trying to hide in the garden from them. We cower down by the coal bunker, my hubby points and says "how do we get over there?" I look and say "that's our garden" and I'm a little confused as to why he didn't realise that. We hear a loud noise above us and we cower down more as we hide from whatever it is. I look up and see bright lights and suddenly a UFO flys over us, I'm so afraid and panick incase we have been seen. I hear the robots out the front, they are getting louder and are coming for us because they know where we are. I'm now in a blind panick and wake up, my heart is pounding and I'm so scared that I can't go straight back to sleep lol.