non-lucid

Last nights dreams
Dream 1
Me and my hubby are standing in a street together, for some reason I walked away from my Hubby and went into a playground. I see a bench so I go over and lie down on it, I was trying to go to sleep when I hear a group of people laughing, I turn around and see them all. ((dream skip)) I am now standing on the path opposite the playground I see a man laughing, he is standing opposite me. I go over to this bloke and realise it's a friend of mines boyfriend ((not in RL)) He says something to me about my hubby disliking him, I talk to him about it and resolve things between them. My hubby comes over and they are ok with each other. Me and my hubby start to walk away when the bloke says to me "he'll just talk about me behind my back" my hubby walks straight up to him and says "fuckin talk about you!!!" my hubby was fuming and smacks him one right in the face and knocked the bloke off his feet, the bloke has a red mark on his face then I wake up.

Dream 2
I am in my old high school, I am in class and I don't know what to do. I want to get out of doing the work so I say to the female teacher "shall I go and get my bird and bring him here?" she says "yes ok". I go and get my bird and take him into the classroom, the teacher loves him but he is very noisy. I am now in the corridore and I can see the toilets. I feel like I need to hide because I don't want to go back to class, a male teacher see's me and stops, he looks at me and say's "are you ok...where are you going?" I say "yeah i'm ok...I'm not sure weather to go to the toilets in A block or C block" he thinks for a minute then says "come with me to the ones that are closer" I say "ok" then I think to myself "he's only taking me to these ones so he can keep an eye on me", I get to the toilets that he took me to. The toilets are clean and posh but I can see everyone on the toilets, I can see the male teacher in a cubicle opposite me, i see him get his penis out and then he sits on the toilet, I don't feel shocked about this...I feel like I expected it. There is a big T.V on the wall behind me, the teacher is watching it while he is on the toilet. None of the toilets have doors they are just all open cubicles and it's for males and females!!!! I think to myself "shit I can't wag it in here because he will know that i'm wagging it if I don't come out soon. I shut the door ((I suddenly now have a door lol)) I sit and just wait for a while, I look under the door and see that he has gone, I decide to stay in the toilets now because he won't know. ((dream skip)) I am back in the classroom, the kids are all working but I can't do the work again, I don't understand anything. I get up off my chair and go over to the bird cage, my cockateil is really excited to see me, he is up against the cage and want's me. I want my bird back, I really miss him and want to take him home. My bird is sqwawking very loudly, I say to the teacher "he's very noisy , maybe I should take him home", the teacher seems stressed and says "yes!, just take him!!". I pick the cage up and just walk out, I am also relieved that i've managed to get out of the work )

Last nights dreams
Dream 1
I am watching coronation street, Norris is in a car and he crashes it. I am suddenly there, in coronation street. I am standing next to the car and look inside it, I see norris in the car and he is split diagonally in half, a commentator then says "it was a drink related accident"

Dream 2
I am in my bedroom ((not my real life one)) and I am with my hubby. It's my hubby's Birthday and instead of buying him a present I get up, put on some music and start to tap-dance for him ((lmao)) My hubby is not impressed and he calls me everything. I'm totally gutted that he didn't like my dance as I prepared it especially for him. He tries to make it up to me but I can't do it...he say's "look, can't we just forget about it and start again?" I say "No..it's hormones and everything...I can't just go back to normal", my hubby then says "you were in the wrong aswell you know!" I say "you were horrible to me and really upset me, I was just trying to make you happy!" my hubby says "well I was a bit nasty wasn't I and said things I shouldn't have, let's just start over eh?" I get back into bed with my hubby but it just doesn't feel right so I get out and get dressed and say "We'll try again tomorrow...let's just leave it for now ok!" My hubby just lies in bed, shuts his eyes and goes to sleep then I wake up.

Last nights dreams
Deam 1 fragments
I had a dream where something was biting chunks out of someones arm, don't know what but the man showed me his arm, on one of the bites I could see throught to the bone!

Dream 2 fragments
Again a dream about someone being bitten by that thing and this time I also was being bitten but I couldn't see by what.

Dream 3
I am in a lighthouse and there are 3 men with me. I go upstairs and 1 of the men is lying down on the flat metal of the stairs. There is a leak or something and there is lots of water all over where he is lying. I am holding a white cloth and I am wiping up around the man, trying to mop all the water up. He keeps farting and they smell really, really bad, I say "for fuck sake..you fuckin stink" ((lol)) I see the main 1 of the 3 and I say "have you smelt that smelly fucker" he says "smell him!" then he speaks a load of jibberish...I say to the man that keeps farting "see, he can't even speak they smell that bad" I then notice that the leak is coming from the other side of the lighthouse, I go over to the other side and mop that up aswell. A bloke standing by the edge of the stair at the top nearly falls backward off them, I say "steady on there!", he then goes down the stairs and goes to sleep on an old settee. I go and get a big blue coat but this one has no sleeves to it and it's like a puffer jacket. I walk over to the man lying on the settee I say "are you ok on there?" He nods yes with his eyes closed. I gently put the puffer jacket over him to keep him warm and he turns into my husband, I lean over him and kiss him goodnight, I also say something to him I can't remember what though and then I wake up.

Dream 4
I am in a white van with my husband. I am driving and i'm looking for somewhere to park. My husband tells me where to park and directs me into a really big car park it was very confusing but we eventually found somewhere to park.Me and my hubby get out of the van and go somewhere. ((dream skip)) I am going back to the van and i'm on my own, I get to the van and there is a man and a woman there they are looking at my van, he had short blonde hair and was wearing a denim jacket. She had long black hair, a pale complection and was quite thin and tall. They were both being nice to me then all of a sudden the man jumped into my van, I am going mad then see him nod his head to the woman. I stand still and get ready for her to come round the van, she comes round from the back of the van and lunges at me, I punch her really hard and she lands on the floor then I kick the shit out of her. The bloke has the top half of his body sticking out of the sunroof on my van, I jump ontop of my van and angrily drag him out of the sunroof, I grab his neck and twist it untill i break it they are now both dead. I see some of their family members so quickly hide their bodies behind my van. I open the back doors to my van and quickly chuck the 2 dead bodies in but the womans body falls to the floor, I leave it there and her mom sees her and screams so I run! I find my hubby and tell him what happened and what i've done, he walks with me back to the van, we look for the van but we cant find it, I turn round and notice that I have 2 of my daughters with me S and J. We eventually find the van but it took us ages and it has now started to rain..I now wake up.

Dream 5
This dream starts with a faulse awakening but unfortunatley I don't realise
In my dream I have just woken up in bed, I turn round and see my hubby lying beside me I think "why's K here, he must have come home from work, maybe somethings happened like a planet is close or something!" I turn to him again after some thought and say "what you doing back home?" he looks at me and says "something has happened in space and a planet is due to hit us, other planets have been pushed closer to us aswell" I absolutley shit myself My hubby points up to the sky and says "look", our bed is now outside in the street! I look up and I can see a huge black and red planet to my right, it is spinning slowly and moving a little closer, I can also see 2 other little planets in the sky. The sky is dark and it was an amazing sight but the fear I had in me was undescribable. My hubby says "the Army are trying to send a missile up to it but they don't know if they will do it in time" I gasp and start to worry even more. I'm thinking about my kids and my hubby and how I don't want them to go through this and die and how I don't want to die either and be without them. My hubby says "we have to make the most of the time we have left", we didn't tell the youngest what was happening but my other daughter S was very inquisitive so I took her a little down the road where she could see properly. In the sky we see like a big dragon thing, its very long and has lots of legs, it's flying inbetween the buildings, this creature is from space and is here because all of space and the planets are being shoved into us. S says " I don't want to see, take me back!" She is scared ao we go back to our bed and sit down. I sat and admired the planets I was amazed that I could see it so close but at the same time i'm scared out of my witts!!!!!

Dream 6 fragment
Something about a baby, she only wanted me and no-one else, she was about a year old. I felt like she was my baby but she wasn't, she was a beautifull baby.

last nights dreams

Dream 1
I am at C's house, her me and a few more women are there. We all have kids but all the kids are babies, I can sence something evil in the room with us. The evil takes my 2 babies they are just gone, and takes another womans 2 babies aswell. I am crying hysterically i want my babies back so badly I'm so worried about them. My husband is asleep on the floor, I go over and look at him and he wakes up, he begins to cry because he wants his kids back. I see the other women going into a small tiny room like place, they are going to get their kids. I walk over and move the curtain the is hanging in the doorway and walk in, it's all black in here and there are white biys everywhere, I wait and my kids dont come back to me , I walk out and again i'm crying hysterically. My husband is now going mad...some woman who is with us says to my hubby "you BOTH want your kids back, she is the Mother you know, she's upset aswell" I am now sitting at a table with 5 other women and I am holding baby bottles. 2 of the women go and sit on 2 of the other womens laps, they then morph together, i'm watching and thinking "this is very odd" One of the women now come over to me and she tries to sit on my lap, there is no way i'm letting her morph with my body so I am pushing her away then I wake up.

Dream 2
I am again at C's house I really don't want to be here, I'm thinking "your such a selfish bitch" about her. She starts moaning because her house is dirty and she has to clean it. She starts cleaning up, her ex-boyfriend is there aswell and he is also helpong her to do it. My kids are all here with me and they start arguing with C's kids, C goes upstairs and I follow ((dream skip)) I am walking from my house and going down the road, I have 2 of my kids with me P and S. We see C's daughter L she is with another girl who I don't know. P suddenly shouts out "L, you tramp!", I cuss P and tell her to shut up!!! We have now reached C's house I am no longer with P but have my other daughter L here in her place. I poke my daughters L and S in the back hard and shove them towards C's front door, I say to them "go on then...you wanted to call for her so go on then". We are all standing at C's front door. My daughters L and S see some kids playing on the front lawn and go over to them, they decide to stay out and play with them. I push the green front door open, I walk in and see C in the kitchen with her sister A. C is cleaning the blind to her window I think to myself "that blind is a bit posh for her" I examine it and realise it's an expensive one. It is green and blue and has a nice floral pattern on it and green ruffling around the edges. I say to C "whats up...did it get mouldy and you've had to clean the mould off?" she says "no but i've got to go to college soon, i'm starting an art course so I need to clean up"..I think "her do an art course at college...no way, she's way too lazy" I then hear a loud bang on the front door, it startles me...I look round and my daughter L screams "MOM IT'S SOPHIE" I panick and quickly rush out...i'm thinking "ohh god please not the road...not the road" I see all the kids standing by a certain spot on the grass, I see the top of S's head and a little bit of her face, she is sinking in the mud...I hear gargling sounds coming from her and see a few bubbles coming from her mouth and then she dissapears under it. Me and my other daughter L are next to the spot where she sank and I am now in slow motion, L says calmly "you just have to pop your hand in and get her like this" and she rolls her sleeve up, I scream to her "move you silly fucker she's going to sink too far down and die!!!" I try to reach down into the boggy mud quickly but I can only move in slow motion. My daughter has sank and I wont give up. I battle to get my hand in and manage it, I feel about for her but I don't feel anything, I reach down further and feel her fingers, I grab them claspong hold of them tight I know that if I loose her she will sink too far down and I won't be able to get her back then. I pull hard and I feel her moving, I am pulling her up as hard and as fast as I can but then I wake up. (( this is the most disturbing dream I have ever had, never do I want to have a dream like this ever, ever again))

Tuesday 30th August

Last nights dreams

Dream 1
My youngest Dughter J is in the bath, I wash her hair and say "do you want to swill it yourself?" she says "no" I say "ok, ill so it then" I move to do it then wake up.

Dream 2
I am in a room, maybe a bedroom, yes I remember there is a bed in the room, the room is a bit tatty looking. There is a book on the floor it's a book about nature and there is a picture of trees on the front. I take a closer look and see 2 holes in the book, I lift the cover and see 2 deep holes all the way through the book, i see caterpillars in the holes they have eaten through the book i say "ohh my god" and 2 catterpillars jump out of the book and onto the bed, i am screaming and i can see them wiggling, I am wandering how to get them off the bed because i don't want to touch them. I look down at the book again and caterpillars start jumping out onto me, i scream and shut the book quickly and run out! ((dream skip)) I am in a room on a boat, i can see 3 other rooms and can see a child about 1 year old, it's a girl, she is also locked in 1 of the rooms. I am trying hard to open the doors to the other rooms but they are all locked. I manage to get the girl, she is chubby and quite heavy, i get out of the room and lock the door. I am now trying to escape, I see a large lady in 1 of the rooms and she is after us. I open another door and I am now in another room then I think "shit, she's coming" , we need to get out again so i run out and lock the door. I see the lady again and i want to get her and kill her, I look at the door and see a gap about 1 inch wide, i shove my hand through it and open the lock on the other side. I study the door for a moment and notice that the gap in the door isnt even wide enough for my hand, i think "how did i do that thats impossible" ((shame i didnt get lucid)) I study the door more then hear the lady getting closer and see her face up against the window eager to get at me, I think "who gives a fuck how i done it..this bitch needs killing. I am suddenly in the room with her, i again think "how did that happen" I hit her but i can only do it in slow motion but she is hitting me normally ((grrrr)) bIm thinking "bastard get fucked, you aint killing me" ((lmao excuse the language)) I see a small sharp ornament on the side i grab it and try to hit her with it but i'm still in slow motion so it just touches her head very gently. I am now very frustrated and i'm shouting "fuck you" I run and she follows me I jump on the bed and I throw the duvet over her and she just dissapeared. I am looking for her and thinking "where the fuck did she go" I look at the child and then I wake up.

Last nights dreams

Dream 1

I am walking up a road, I can only move very slowly, like it's a big effort. I get to the top of the road and to my right there are a load of heads popping up and down, they are all grouped together. I have to nod my head at them and each time I nod my head at one it goes down and stays down. I am now running further up the hill, I pass 3 people and I come to a big house like place, the dream now starts over again. I done this about 7 or 8 times over and over ((lol)).

Dream 2

I am at an outdoor Market, I am looking around, there are lots of tanks all stacked on-top of each other, fish tanks with all different kinds of fish in them, but they are strange fish, fish I have never seen before. There is a woman with shoulder length curly brown hair in-charge, she is wearing jeans and either a green or blue t-shirt. I decide to buy 3 fish that I have seen. 2 were long snake like fish, can't remember what the other fish was like, maybe fat. I go into an indoor Market like place, I tell someone about the fish that I had bought, I also tell them that I have to go and get my fish. The pathway between the 2 markets is now full of water, I thought it was ok so I walked so far across then I found that the water had got too deep for me, I am fighting to stay above it. A man comes toward me, he throws me a wire and pulls hard, he drags me out and saves me. I am now worrying about my fish, I remember that when I bought them the lady took them out of the tank and left them ontop of it. I think "I have to get the fish and put them into water or they will die". I get to the indoor market again, there are also lots of cages in there aswell now. I can see a big digger outside I ask a man about it and he ignores me. I jump onto the digger and try to work it ((Don't know why I done this)) I can't figure it out so I shout to another man on my left "Do you know how to work this?", he says "pull that lever forward and press the button", I say "Ohh yeah, thanks", I move the digger and now feel happy ((again don't know why)) I am now in the indoor market again, I am looking for my fish but there are so many in the tanks and I don't know which ones are mine. I see mine on top of the tank, I panick and pick it up, the fish looks at me and says "you can call me Bob!" ((LMFAO)) I'm amazed because my fish can talk and I go around telling everyone. I look for my other snake like fish and manage to spot it in a tank. I take my fish out of the water and hold it, it keeps biting at my leg and it really hurts it's really snapping at me , so I wrap it in a brown coat, like a mac thing and hold it. It's head is still slightly sticking out because I didn't want to suffocate it ((lol)) . I now take the fish to my tank, I put one of them in and then i go. I now remember that I didn't put the other fish in so I rush back and find my other 2 fish on top of the tank, they have both dried out and are like dry leaves. I look and decide to put them in the tank anyway and they begin to go normal again and swim ((lol)) I now start to worry about what they feed these fish and know that they are hungry. ((dream skip)) I am back at the market where I bought the fish, I ask the woman "what food shall I get for the fish I bought?" she say's "I don't know" The woman then fills a small sock like thing with Brown, Black and Yellow mush and she gives it to me for them.

Dream 3

I am with my sister and someone else. We are looking in a massive clothes store, I see a small handbag, it is black with red roses on, I go over and admire it and say "Ohh look at this it's beautiful, It's a good one by a proper designer not cheap rubbish! ((lol)) ((dream skip)) I am now in a waterworld inside the store I can see 2 pools and a big water slide, my sister has got her costume on and has jumped in the pool. ((dream skip)) I have my swimming costume on and I'm at the top of the water slide, I go down and land in the pool. There are lots of people here, Men, Women and children all splashing about having fun!. I now have to get through from this pool to the next pool, there is only 1 way through, it's a very, very small gap in the wall, I didn't want to go through because it is soo tight and there is also a collection of everybody elses spit around it. The gap was just below water level. I swam under the water and through the gap and came up on the other side. I feel sick because the spit is all bubbly and all around me, it's touching me ((urghhhhh)) . There is a woman and a child passing me, they are going through to the pool that I have just came from but they don't seem bothered like I was. I am in the next pool and I can hear music playing, it's Madonna but not sure what song. There is a lad in the pool, an old school friend that I don't like much, he comes over and says hello and puts his arm around me. He then gets out of the pool and stands on the side, he has a microphone in his hand now and tries to sing, he sounds bloody awfull...he then publically congratulates me ((not sure why)), and everyone claps, the Madonna music gets louder, and I begin to enjoy myself a bit ..then I wake up!

I am in my old house from when I was a child. I am with my husband and his brother ((who died a few years ago)), there are about 3 other blokes with us aswell. I dreamt that one of my husbands brothers had recently died but spirits were good again with everyone, we were just having a laugh etc.. We were all playing a game in the front room, my husbands brother had a towell to his mouth while we were playing, I remember looking at him and thinking "Jesus, he's bleeding", we finished the game and while my hubby went and sat in the front room I went upstairs. I got to the landing and went into the bathroom, I got to the sink and I could see blood, there was bloody tissue, bloody cottonwool balls and the bloody towell, there was also blood all over the sink. I began to panick and knew it was off my husbands brother. I walked out of the bathroom and I saw my husbands brother lying on the landing, I knelt down by him and knew he was dying, part of his tongue was next to him on the floor. I leaned forward a little and looked at his mouth..the inside of his mouth had been sewn up, cotton went through the sides of his mouth and through his tongue. I tugged on the cotton trying to get it out but the cotton also went down his throat and was well and truly stuck. I realised there was nothing I could do then I looked at my hubby's brother and realised he had died. I really didn't want to tell my hubby that his brother had died on this night because he hadn't long lost his other brother. I walk downstairs, I'm still holding the blood stained towell etc. in my hand, I walk into the kitchen and my hubby says "where's mi brother, have you seen him?" I get all upset because I don't want to tell him. I put all the rubbish etc in the bin then walk into the front room, I take a seat next to my hubby and I just look at him. I have tears in my eyes and i'm so choked up that I can't speak. My hubby looks at me and his face just drops, he then says "NO, please no", I then break down in tears and so does my hubby. ((dream skip)) I see my husbands dead brothers ((they are both dead in RL)) They have their arms around each other and they are singing, they say "this is for K, we know he likes it" They sing "stand-by-me" they sing the whole song and tell me they are ok now and back to how they used to be, they also say they know my hubby is doing ok and I can actually feel how much they love him. They said they sang the whole song so that i would remember it when I wake up. There was a 3rd brother but kev has only got 2 brothers that died, I argued with this 3rd bloke that he wasn't my hubbys brother but he argued back with me, he is very stubborn and adamant just like my hubby lol. We ended up laughing and I said "ok, ok you win!" He smiled and then my hubby's brother "D" said "It's all true you know and make sure you remind "K" of the song. I then wake-up for real with the song "stand-by-me" in my head and then it blagged me for about an hour or so afterwards lol.

I am in the house with the girls ((J & S)) Agirl they know called Amber comes and calls for them..after a few minutes S comes in and says "Ambers hurting J, you've got to come quickly!" I rush outside and get to the park where they have been playing. I walk over to J, she is by the swings, I ask "whats Amber been doing to you?" she says "it's ok, I hurt myself", it seems like she is covering it all up, S then says "Amber grabbed her and smashed her into the wall" I see that everything is ok and leave. ((Dream Skip)) I'm back in the house and again S runs in and tells me about Amber being nasty, I've now had enough and go back to the park. I see Amber, I go over to her and speak to her. As I am speaking to J and Amber..Ambers mom and nan comes over, Ambers nan was on a push bike and pulled up beside us. Ambers nan looks at Ambers mom and says "I've only just got here and she's talking to her" ((lol)), I decide to bring my kids in because they aren't safe with kids like that!!

Dream 2

I wake up in real life, I feel my head bang and hear the "swooshing" noise of SP, I decide to move my arm because I'm not atall comfortable, the noise goes for a few seconds but then comes back, Unfortunatley it only lasted for about a minute this time, it just slowly went again, ahh well, it'll be back lol!!

I go back to sleep, I am in bed in my old street ((i am actually on the street in bed)) My Dad is sitting next to me in a chair. A girl called Leah is walking down the street, I see her and say to my Dad "That girls vulgar, you should hear the language from her, she's disgusting", she walks past my bed and I pretend to be asleep, I move my arm to my face so she can't see that i'm awake, I don't want her to speak to me. All of a sudden she walks past and quite loudly she is saying "Angie bastard, horrible cow, fuck her" , I look to my Dad and say "see what I mean" She then comes back up the street ((I used to live on this street when I was a kid)) She passes me as I'm talking about her and she keeps looking at me, I say something and Dad says "say that again, you sounded just like someone famous" I do and he says "you didn't sound much like him then"

Dream 3

I am living with my Mom and Dad in my old house. I get a phone call from ASDA, they want me to go in and work on the self scans ((I dont work at ASDA)) lol....I say to my Mom "can you please call them for me and tell them I can't go in?" she says "yes ok" and she gets straight on the phone, she says "they still want you to go in", I say "I can't go in like this", I then pull down my trousers and show my Mom my ass ((LMAO)) I have stiches in both ass cheeks, I have a cross of stiches on each cheek, I also have stiches going from 1 cheek to another, they are very tight and bleeding and weeping quite alot, the pain I can feel is immense!!!!!!!. My Mom says "those stiches are far too tight, they are bleeding really bad". As I have my ass out showing my Mom my stiches my Dad happens to walk past and I'm really, really embarrassed ((lol))

I am playing a game of dice again ((I only had a dream like this a few nights ago)) Now I am observing and no longer playing. I am watching to see who the winner is and whoever wins can go by the pigeon!

I keep having fragment from nights when I cant remember my dreams, they pop into my head and then out they go again, it's so bloody annoying but I'm trying hard to remember as much and as many as I can

I am in water with about 4 or 5 other people, the water is a little muggy. Agiant plant is after us, I remember something about "scooby-doo", maybe someone said it or it was someones name like "scooby" or something. Anyway this plant is after us, a girl who I was with hit it with fire power and blasted it out of the way. This girl is slim with long blonde hair. Now she has blasted it we swim past to a cave of some sort, this cave was also filled with water, we have to swim under it to get to safety in this big house like place.
I am in this large room, the room is like a house, no upstairs or seperating walls etc just a big room. I see glass windows and a glass door, well more like glass french doors. I am with about 4 or 5 other people. This room is like some kind of meeting place. We are all standing about and then 2 of the males there say "Coming for a swim in the swimming area?" I thought this was a little strange because the water wasn't safe. 3 of them went in and got to the safe area of the water, the girl with long blonde hair went in after them but very shortly after she came back up and came into the room...she was couging and as she leaned over a little she spat some green algie out of her mouth, this was due to her going into the bad water. I remember water surrounding the meeting place where we were. ((Dream Skip)) I am now the blonde haired girls boyfriend , we are in the "safe water" and we are playing "catch ya!" I catch her and hold her then I kiss her LMAO eek:. I remember feeling that she was totally in love with her boyfriend/me.

Dream Fragment 1

I am walking with my baby Pigeon, I look at him and think I see something, I take a second look and see tiny yellow maggots in his feathers ((lol))

Dream 2

Me, my hubby & the girls all went out. We are at a party together. For some reason I have to leave for a while. It's raining outside, I'm getting soaked, my hair has all fallen out of place and my make-up has run. I can see like a big Mansion, it's a white building. As I look at the building I see a bench to the left, thie bench is facing the Mansion and behind the bench is a green bush. I am sitting on the bench. I see a lady come to the front door of the Mansion, I walk over to the lady and ask "would it be ok if I stay here?" ((I didn't want to go back to the party looking in such a state lol)) she says "yes of course" ((Dream Skip)) I am now in the bedroom upstairs, it's only a small room, it's not posh atall. There is no bed just a Matress on the floor, it looks a little untidy really. I am sitting on the bed and feel like "something" is with me, I look about but there is nothing there. I am looking at a picture opposite me on the side, it's a black and white picture of a lady. As I look at it the white frame of the picture moves to the right and the woman in the picture starts talking etc., it is a bit like watching her on T.V. I'm thinking "That's weird...that should't happen!" ((unfortunatley I didn't get lucid)). I suddenly think "Ohh god, what about the kids" then I calm down and think "Ahh they'll be ok cause my hubby is with them" I begin to worry again slightly. ((Dream Skip)) I go out and I'm walking around the street. I walk down the street and see lots of other streets leading off the road so I decide to go and explore. I have arrived at a house, I know i'm now lost. I go round to the back of the house and walk inside, there are 2 men and a woman inside. One man was English, the woman was Asian and the other man was French or German or something. In my hand I am holding the syringe that I use to feed my baby Pigeon, it's full of mushed up food and i'm eating it . I see the English man is very hungry so I squeeze some food out of the syringe onto my hand and give it to him, I then see he is still hungry so I empty the syring into his mouth he says "thank you" I ask him "where am I?" I put my rucksack down on the side for a minute, the man tells me where I am, I say "I haven't walked that far have I" ((I'm amazed at how far I walked because it didn't seem like I had walked that far atall)) he says "yes". The man now opens the front door and points down the street and directs me to where I need to go. I look down the street and say "to that car there?" he says "No, go past the 2 streets further on from there and you'll get there". I go to pick my rucksack up but it has now turned into a baby in a baby carrier, I think nothing of this and pick it up and carry it on my back. I get very close to where I have to go when I bump into 2 of my old school friends, they are both male. One of them tells me that he has always loved me and says "even if you do look shit and you'r nails aren't done" ((Dream Skip)) I am back at the Mansion, I am standing on the long wide balcony and there are lots of people there, I see my father-in-law and his brother sitting on a bench, I walk over to them and say "It's Don" we talk a little and Don tells me that he wants me to pass a message on to the rest of the family, he tells me to tell them that they are ok and they are all together ((they are all dead in real life)) Another brother of his was there too. ((dream skip)) I am back on the street and i'm walking to the pub where the party is, I meet up with my girls and walk through with them. We enter a room and there is a big tree trunk spread across the room, it is blocking part of the room off, in that part of the room there are 3 men and a pool table that they are playing on, the men say "this is just for Adults" I think "there must be something funny going on in that area" I go into the other room with the girls, I still look really shitty and messy. I sit down on a chair next to a table and take my bobble out of my hair. A woman walks past and in a sarcastic manner she says "is that the new fashion" and sniggers as she goes by.

Last Nights Dream.

I am playing a game with someone and they aren't playing properly so I say "Play properly and I'll let you win", I'm not going to let them win really I am just trying to trick them because I can't be arsed with them dicking me around!! LOL

I am at a Fete and I have been to all the stalls. I am now at Richard & Judy's stall ((you know the couple that used to do "this morning")) I have paid them to enter the compertition to do the brushing of the drums for a famous group, I am really excited about having met them and about the audition. ((dream skip)) I am now in this studio kind of place, Cheryl Cole and 2 other famous people are asking me "what do you feel when you sing" I say "I feel alive and it comes from inside my soul". ((dream skip)) I am now wearing a top but no skirt, my naked ass is fully on show. I am under the controll of a group of Jamaican men, there are about 5 of them or so. I go to walk into a room but 1 of them grabs my hand and pulls me back so I just do as he wants or I know I'll be in trouble, he says to another bloke "am I dreaming, her ass is gorgeous and pure" ((lol)) he looks again at my ass and feels it he then says "I've never seen one like it before" ((LMFAO))

I am a Lesbian ((not in RL)) I have a female partner that I am very deeply in love with. I am in a street with my partner, all the people are after us, i'm not sure why. There is a big building on the street and we go into it, I think this is our hide-out. There is a long metal slide and we go down it, it's like a long metal tube, this has lead us to upstairs ((lol)) . I am wearing a leather suit, a bit like a bikers suit. Me and my female lover are scared about being found out.

Dream 1

I am in a room, there are a few other people there. I see Tom Cruise and I grab his right hand, I kneel down next to him I am saying " Ohh my god i'm kneeling to Tom Cruise" ((at this point I realise for a split second it's a dream but it wasn't strong enough to get me fully lucid)) again I say "I can't believe I'm kneeling at the feet of Tom Cruise" ((LMAO))

Dream 2

There was a kind of fair ride in a room, it's like a merry-go-round but has seats all around it, like seats out of a car. We have to keep swapping seats, not swapping with each other but just swapping the seats that we sit on. It is going round really fast, I'm loving it but scared at the same time incase I fall out or something. I am naked and for some reason have to stay naked, I can see my breasts and think I look quite good , then I wake up.