Axel

September 26, 2011

I woke up and couldn't remember anything. I am extremely disappointed because all day I spend looking forward to the night to dream.

September 26, 2011

Went to sleep around 10 attempting to MILD.

Dream 1: I was at a pool with my dad playing with a bunch of toy boats. My dad had this brilliant idea to make a game that involved a toy boat, a toy helicopter, and various small toy boats. I don't remember the specifics of this game but I remember sitting there talking to him for a while about inventing this. I do remember specifically that we argued for a good amount of time about what color LED's to use

Dream 2: I was talking to an old friend (haven't talked to him in years) on msn. The whole dream consisted of him and I talking. I remember him telling me about a montage (I used to be into youtube and Call of Duty montages and whatnot) to watch and the montage was amazing. It consisted of all the big names on YouTube coming together in a huge long montage of amazing shots. I also remember him asking me what I was doing and I remember telling him that I was editing dustep. He asked why and to which I replied, "Not everyone has a vast music supply like you, I need to make my own montage music." And the dream ended around there.

WBTB - I woke up at 3 but couldn't fall back asleep, ended up falling asleep at 4:20. I repeated my mantra almost the whole time.

Dream 3: I went to work at the Dearborn Inn. I remember thinking in my head, "Why am I coming into work before school?" I was getting everything ready and opening everything up for the day. The next thing I know, I find myself in the catering office goofing around with two people as they were my friends but in real life I have never seen them before. One of them said something that made me say something along the lines of, "I know exactly what movie you need to see!" and then proceeded to bring up the movie on my iPhone. Just as I was about to show him the other guy already had it pulled up on his android tablet. He gave me a grin sort of like he beat me and my iPhone.

FA: I then was thrown into my bed in my room watching that same movie I was showing the guy. Everything in my room was moved around, I had an extremely nice TV that was where my computer desk is, and I had a really nice computer where my dresser and TV is. My mom opens my door and hands me a quasadilla she made for me. As I sit there and begin to take a bit, I start to realize the oddities of the dream. I notice my TV and my computer and all of a sudden I exclaim, "I'm in a dream!" my mom is still sitting there and replies to me, "You are, You are!" So as I'm sitting there looking at her I notice everything start to get really blurry and I can start to feel my physical body in bed. I say to her, "Mom, I'm going to need your help to stabilize the dream, I can feel it slipping." and after I was done with my statement everything became extremely clear and I felt really solid. The vividness and realness of the dream amazed me. I wanted to make sure that this lucid lasted, so I began to focus on everything. I took a bite of the quasadilla and it was absolutely amazing. I was some type of breakfast quasadilla, filled with eggs, bacon and cheese. I asked my mom why she couldn't of told me I was dreaming earlier and I didn't really get a straight answer out of her. Instead I just said, "Can you tell me more often when I'm dreaming then?" and she agreed. Through with this conversation, I left my room and I began to walk up my stairs out of the basement. There was a girl standing at the top and once I got there I noticed it was one of my ex's. I begin to start making out with her (sex always distracts me in lucid dreams). For some reason, it really distracted me and I almost feel like I lost my lucidity. Because the rest of the dream consisted of me trying to find a spot to have sex, I didn't want a place where my mom would find out or anything. Once I was about to do it I ended up waking up.


When I woke up I never opened my eyes, I felt the numbness of SP take over my body and really wanted to try and string a couple lucid's together. I attempted to DEILD but I never really read much on DEILD's so I had no idea what to do. I just laid there and waited for something to happen. I didn't notice anything so I figured I must be in a false awakening so I opened my eyes only to break out of SP and be thrown into reality.

There's so much more to this dream but I just couldn't remember, I shouldn't of went back to sleep after waking up after this dream.

9/25
I was sent to jail for some reason, except when I got there it wasn't bad at all, it was weird, the entrance into the jail looked like a typical jail, the doorways were barred and the windows sealed shut, but once you got into the jail, it was sort of like some kind of hotel type deal. I vaguely remember a check-in desk of some sort and the whole building consisted of living areas with couches and tv's but on the outskirts of the living areas there were rooms, which is where everyone slept. Now the details are out of the way, I remember something happened and like, a dictator was taking over the whole government and everything outside of the jail was going to hell. I remember thinking that I was glad to be in jail at this time. Me and my friend were hanging out near the front lobby looking outside, I remember images of like a caved in highway system and buildings on fire. I remember asking a guard where everyone is and he said they were all on a break. So I looked out to the distance and I just see a huge swarm of people sprinting to us. It took a minute but then I somehow just knew that every night there was a frenzy to who gets the rooms, the first to a room gets it. So I turn around and sprint. I remember not really knowing the layout of the building so I ran aimlessly and I see a couple of kids from my school get into the rooms I was heading for. And that pretty much ends it, the next thing I know I'm awake in my bed.

I stayed the night at a friends house and only got 30 minutes of sleep, in this time I had a nightmare.

September 24, 2011
Dream 1: I was walking to my friends house to get a mattress, I could hear a loud vibrating noise echoing throughout his whole neighborhood so I asked about it and my friend told me the story of a bum who sleeps in a truck bed on his house. The story scared me and I had a flashlight and noticed that I've accidentally shined it on the bums face and his eyes were looking right at me and gave me this extreme felling of fear. I tried to ignore what just happened and keep going to get the mattress. We begin loading the mattress into the car and the vibrating noise stops. My friend then starts saying something about when the vibrating stops but I can't hear because my ears are muffled for some reason. Then I remember taking the mattress and hiding under it, while I'm hiding I could hear a banging that sounded like the bum was attacking my friends. It was like a thump on the mattress in sync with my heart beat. While this was happening I knew that once he was finished with them he would come for me, I then wake up and realize that the vibrating noise was most likely the fan in the room.

I stayed there at his house until around 7:30 and left without waking anyone up, when I got home I went to bed

Dream 2: All I can really remember is a fragment. I vaguely remember two girls climbing all over me after I got second place in a competition. I remember thinking that I should of won first but something happened that prevented me from winning.

September 23, 2011

My recall isn't that great right now so obviously my awareness isn't either. I somewhat remember being in my room with a couple of my friends and they were all telling me I was dreaming. I remember being very confused and so I did a reality check. The reality check worked and showed I was dreaming. For some reason I didn't believe it and didn't want to get out of bed until I knew I was dreaming so I did another reality check and it failed. The rest is lost and I can't remember any of it.

I'm going to try and start keeping a regular dream journal again. What I do is make notes of dreams in my phone when i remember them, so I'll usually post a couple every few days.

September 22, 2011

I dreamed that I was doing something on my computer, I remember having to pee so I got up and went, once i got back into my room I noticed my room was all tore up. My mom was changing the carpet in my room for some reason and I got really mad. It was an extremely ugly green shaggy carpet and it wasn't even filling the full room. I also remember feeling sad about this.

August 14, 2010

Okay, so I used to lucid dream a while back, but then i got banned from DV (gay age restriction) so I stopped. So recently I saw Inception and it made me want to get back into it, bad. I really wanted to lucid dream again so I started doing regular reality checks daily. Last night, i stayed up pretty late and right before going to bed I decided to go on DV. I refreshed my mind of all the techniques and chose to try and FILD, but not with a WBTB. I layed down in my bed and got myself situated. I was very tired and ended up falling asleep immediately. So now that i told my whole life story, here's the dream.

It started out with me waking up in my bed next to my friend, David. It was pretty early in the morning and I just felt like something was weird. I looked at my hands and they were normal, so i also plugged my nose and tried to breat through it, I could. I get pretty excited but i controlled my excitement to try and keep the dream stable. It was kind of blurry so I acted like I was focusing a camera lens (a technique I created back in the day) and made everything crystal clear. Then, to make the dream more stable, i started spinning. (last night i read a DJ where they dream spun, idk what it was so i just spun lol) After spinning I woke up my friend and was like, Dude! We're in a dream! He woke up and was like, "stfu bro im sleeping" and i was like, "come here" and he followed me and so I jumped off my balcony in my house and landed on the ground without making a sound. He started flipping out. We went outside and he started just jumping around and floating doing a crap load of flips in the air and i was just flying around. I came down and the scene changed but I still kept my lucidity. I was walking around my neighborhood with my friends David, Tyler, and Kyle and we were discussing about how this feels like a shared dream and how I feel like they aren't just dream characters. We were having a very deep conversation inside of a dream lol. After we were done, I wanted to do something fun. I remembered one of my goals from a while ago which was to create a mall like dead rising and run around using stuff i find in the shops to kill the zombies. So I concentrated real hard and made the scene change into like an area outside of a mall. My family was there and was ready to go in and start kicking some ass. Then all of a sudden, a huuuuuugeee wave of fear came over and I started freaking out. I was afraid that if a zombie hit me, it would hurt, just like inception. I really didn't want to feel pain. So I ended up just sitting outside the mall. A couple of minutes later I heard my moms voice calling me from like a window above me. I look up and just before i look all the way up I woke up.

And there's the end. I totally regret not going into the mall. Also, I surprisingly had a lot more control then I used to have.