BluePhoenix

I was arguing with rachel about something. I am getting pissed. She is hear to get the kids. But I am talking to her from upstairs on video chat on the computer. The screen goes black so I go down stairs. I push through crap piled on the stairs. She is gone. I wonder if she didn't want to see Alysha.

Now we are (Alysha) driving in a truck. It is day time. But I instinctively know its in the middle of the night. (Dreamsign) I look at the clock and it is 1:28 am. I see tent set up for tornado victims. People are out and about.
We pull over and it is suddenly dark. I make note of this as odd but I don't catch on yet. I have a flimsy hang glider and I am going to the lucid caves. I am a little lucid now. My hang glider is like a kite. It pulls me up but I get hung on a tree. Alysha helps me. I see a helicopter and we get in the truck. Its past curfew. We duck in the seat and the helicopter passes slowly over. I think we are fine and it comes back taking pictures. I smile for the camera. Then a different on comes back and launches a missile at us. I drive the truck away down the street. I see a old man with a dog. I notices the helicopter did not follow so I turn around back the way we came.
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We are now in cave that is military controlled. It is the lucid cave and I am 90% lucid. Alysha is
Sitting in a chair and there is a officer behind a desk. I say watch this. I walk through the back door and yell at the high ranking officer. I tell him I need a lot of beer and a fast car. Or maybe a jet plane. He nods and I walk back to Alysha smiling. I told her what I said. She looks at me funny. So I tell her its ok. I know this is a dream. Yea we are dreaming. My speak is getting slurred like I am drunk. I feel myself wake up.

I don't move and keep my eyes closed. I quickly go into sleep paralysis and have a WILD. At one point. I feel my arms move and I try to lift my head. I feel like I am lifting out of my physical body but like the other day I get stuck half way. I am almost in the dream. I feel my head push through. And I feel the point past my body were the vibrations stop. It feels like I am leaving my body. The whole time I feel like there is a presence to my left. I am a little creaped out but I know its part of the illusion of SP. I think about the movement technique and try to just feel like my body is sliding out. I feel my hands let loose I am writting. I think I say. Lucid cave. Lucid cave. The presence on my left speaks... something. A question? I tell it I was having a lucid dream. I feel like Alysha can hear me. I feel my hands writting lucid cave. I say more forcefully. I think I see words on the picture. I think I am in the dream so I open my eyes and I see my dark room. I try again. [/COLOR]

Vibrations. Sliding. It works. I enter a dream but I forget and I am not lucid.
I am sitting in a desk. I have a wrighting on a colored pencil drawing. It looks unfinished and there are caves. A man yells private come here. He is talking to me. I am in a classroom. He tells me to get out. I walk out the door down a hall. I realize I need to know why he did that. There is a hand written note that read: "No military personnel allowed. Especially privates. Turn around and go away"

I wake up. I try to re-enter the dream but I am wide awake.

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I successfully preformed a WILD but I don't remember any SP.
I am fully lucid with Alysha. I am trying to convince her that we are dreaming. I tell her to watch. I poke my finger into a wall and sink it into it. I felt like stiff jello.
I push my arm all the way in and then my body until I go all the way through. I see a couple at a table eating. They are mildly surprised. I turn back through the actual door way and Alysha is gone. I call her name but I can't find her. I keep telling myself its a dream. I poke my finger through my forearm. I take a lady by the arm arm poke my finger through it. Then I decide to rip her arm off. She freaks but I tell her to relax its a dream and it will grow back. I feel the urge to pee. And I'm upset because I do.t want to stop dreaming. I go outside and see a door to a bathroom. I almost go pee but I stop myself because I know I will pee the bed. I see Tim go in and he tells me its OK to pee. I force myself to forget about it. I decide to fly away. I float up but there is a wall and a ceiling outside. I drop back down and go through the wall. I am in a wide open flat plain with an over cast sky. It is very beautiful. Float up and take off fast. I'm still lucid. I try to go into the clouds and above but I lose my self and I feel like I. I focus on the dream and go back down. I try again. This time I make it past and see the sun but I start to wake up.I find myself just kind of floating in black in-between waking and dreaming. I focus and find myself lying on the ground. I am still lucid. I look round and see an old western style town. All the buildings are intact but completely burned out. I decide to experiment with teleportation. I point to a spot and a black hole appears on the ground. I say cool. I dip my hand in and it looks like a liquid. Hysol from work. Black and thick but runs off like water. I dive in and I get stuck. I worry that I can't breath but I know its a dream and I take a deep breath. I swim down and gravity shifts to right side up. I am in a wall with wood two by fours. I am disappointed but realize I wasn't expecting anything. I feel the urge to pee but ignore it. The walls are closing in on me and I feel lost in amaze. I push the walls wider. I see a door and before I open it. I ask myself what do I want to see. I think medieval times. I open it and it and I think king Arthur. The town looks sort of medieval but the closer I get the more modern it is. I see a skyscraper in try to force it to be a castle. No luck. I walk on. I can hear the air freshener go off in my room. I look around but don't wake. I hear a snore but it sounded like a giant stopping. I don't want to see that. I find myself in a shopping promenade with a fountain. I really need to wake up and go pee. I feel like this is a very long dream and want wake up. I say wake up and I close my eyes. But I can't. So I lat down and some lady comes and wants to kiss me. She smells like peach air freshener. I decide to see if I send a text to Alysha in a dream if she can get it in real life. I am trying to text "I am in a dream". The words get blurry and I lose focus. I wake up and finally get to pee.
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I woke after nine hours of sleep. I had zero recall. I had an hour before I just had to get up so I tried to dream some more. My mind was racing with thoughts and I couldn't fall back to sleep. So I did a few minutes of meditation to relax and quiet my mind. Then I started my "I am dreaming" mantra. I had a though about a haunted tour my fiancée told me about but I pushed it aside. I think my consciousness split for a few minutes. I also had a thought wondering if WILD could actually happen. I was doubtful. Then I had a thought of a ghost or demon or something coming for me. I wanted to run but I was paralysed. Then I remembered myself and said no I must be about to dream.

I was indeed in SP. I felt all tingling and twitchy. I told myself I didn't care about whatever was coming it wasn't real. I relaxed and in a few seconds my body became calm. I partially opened my eyes. I could see a brightly lit window. Somehow I mistook this for reality. I did not expect to enter the dream like a FA. So not realising I was dreaming I closed my eyes again. I felt very disappoint. I felt a few twitches of SP and then.... I don't know. Memory gap. I had given up. Next time I will know what to expect!

I vaguely remember getting up and seeing myself dressed with crazy bed hair.

I remember fragments of being in a building at night. Some strange workplace. Using keys on doors. Bruce from where I really work.

Then I was in my ex in laws living room. We had just watched some movie about long haired gerbils with my kids. Their grandmother and grandfather were watching it too. She said to him

"You know what they are selling at the pet store now don't you?"

"What? Long haired gerbils?"

"Yep!"

I wake up.

I doubt I had a true WILD. I did sort of forget myself before the SP. Is this a normal WILD experience?