non-lucid

At a place like home but different. My brother is telling visitors to our company how I'm the best and most knowledgeable in my job. I feel embarrassed and dont know what to say. I feel myself shrugging and making faces.*

I was a witcher like in the video game. I have a group I am traveling with. We were in a building exploring. I went back. I used a metal pan as a mirror to look behind me for some reason I don't remember. I was cautious. I walked slowly and carefully. I could hear my foot steps and nothing else. I made my way to a room. there were others witchers there. I had a brief discusion. I opened the door and looked out. I could see werewolves lurking about. We subconsciously agreed to attack. I charge forward while drawing my sword. I cut and slash and kill one. the dream changes to 3rd person as if I am playing a video game. I touch the screen on the next one to attack. No mouse. Killed it. I switch back to 1st person. I see the others holding a evil zombie like girl upside down by the legs. There are two girls the same. two witchers on each. Someone keeps saying look at the pretty bikini girl. The girls are wearing bikini underwear and miniskirts. being upside down I see all. Someone pinches up a part of the vagina. I know I must kill but I cant. I walk to the other and and someone puts a blade deep inside her vagina to the hilt. I am disgusted and saddened. I turn to the other. I reach out for her and she shrinks into a barbie doll. I throw the doll to a big stationary monster. It is a blob of flesh with stubby arms, no legs and all teeth. It grabs the girl and eats her head first. I can hear bones crunching and flesh tearing. I wake up suddenly.

I was in a play. I was the bad guy. Kind of vague here but I was thrown down and my shoes where taken and my shirt. Something. I was taught a lesson.

Play is over. C and E were the stars. The audience was nuts. They were parading them around on their shoulders and chanting their names. I was jealous. I thought my performance was good. Then I am lost in a throng of people. All I was is my clothes back. I make my way to outside of a room. E's friend was there. She wouldn't let me in.
"Girls only," she says.
"Have you at least seen my belt?"
She shrugs.
Then I see E and explain to her that I need my clothes from in there. I don't think she says anything. Just smiles and shrugs.
Frustrated, I march off into the crowd of people all pushing and moving so fast.

Babies crying
Two guys go check
one guy is Zach Galianankis

other guy:
What did you feed them?
Garlic Bread and pizza?
That's a cheat food.
Not something they should eat.

Zach:
Common they are with me.
You eat fancy or you starve.

Other Guy: Oh geez. Maybe it's ok.

Then it's me. I hold the baby and rock him.

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Head in my mommas lap. she was stoking my hair like when I was a child. View of myself in a pavilion by a river. Not my momma anymore but a beautiful woman. So comforting. Peaceful. I hear an Angelic voice whisper "salvation" over and over. I jolt awake.

By*myself on a farm. Whistle for horse? dog? It was shifting between my dog and a horse. Walking through a barn with a series of stalls. It was like a maze. The dog/ horse always tagging along but having trouble because of all the doors. *Gotta feed animals. Trouble with shoes. felt like Ag class. There where chickens. Eggs all messed up. Some baby ducks in there. One chick sitting on an egg. Others helped because it was too small to cover the egg. I was going to gather eggs but that egg feels heavy. I put it back thinking it will hatch soon. So many eggs ruined. I saw boiled yolks and torn egg whites everywhere. The duck posing as a chicken was eating the eggs. I wake up. **

I remember a name or alias "Desperator" ( I have no idea what this means, desperate maybe? googled. Close to the Spanish word despertar meaning wake up. Coincidence?)

I was in the living room. My parents were there. I got upset. I realized I wanted to stay. I opened an album put the pages were blank. I knew what was missing. It was her. I cried til I woke up.

Went fishing with MP and hi son. Odd I never talked to him. Nothing worked right. My knots slipped out and my fish were getting away and some were floating. Felt frustrated.

I had a minor cut on my head or neck. I was bleeding a lot. I was washing. The blood was running over me. Jokingly I was reminded of vampire girl bs Frankenstein girl. I looked in the mirror and made a scary face. But my features actually changed and my teeth became pointed. It scared me but I tried to laugh it off.

We were dragons. I was fight with another to capture R. She did not look reptilian inthe face. I remebered who she was. I held her from behind. It felt so good. Her soft skin. I was going to rescue her.

I was playing with Helium balloons at work and there were differnt things attached to it.