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I usually only post lucid dream online. But this one was different. Almost like being lucid.

I am with some CIA group and we have the power to meditate on who we want to be and we awaken as that person or thing in time. I was trying to control a toy doll for whatever reason. There are other with me. we all lie down. I wake up and there was something about Bill Clinton. I said something funny to him but I also failed the mission by doing that I was jerked back.

This time I am to be this young African American woman.
I am free falling. I am with a woman. We are in transition or leaping. Some man appears and he is going after the same one I am. we argue and I say this one is mine. I surge forward to beat him there. I wake up and check my laptop. I look at the profile and see a picture. I look in the mirror and sure enough. I look just like her. Assassination is my task. I rig stuff up and plug this thing in and I realize I am missing something. An explosion goes off outside too early. Someone is coming. I realize too late I am missing whatever it is I am supposed to have. I grab a large picture and kind of hide my body behind it. I have a large combat knife in the other hand. I figure I can confuse and surprise the person and attack quickly. I am behind a door it opens and I come around with knife held high. It is a pretty young woman and I cannot stab her. I don't want to kill anyone. I know I must. I hesitate she screams and cowers. I am taking too long. I should have don't it already. I am failing the mission. I step forward. I don't want to do it. I suddenly wake up

I am at church. I look at my iPhone and the screen is half melted and the back has popped loose. The whole phone has expanded. It is also very hot to hold. If it was any hotter it *would burn me. My mom is next to me and I show it to her.*
She laughs and say "oh no".*
I say, "this is no laughing matter this is serious!!!"*
I am outside in the parking lot. As I walk to my car I hold my phone flat in my palm. It is nearly burning me and it stings. I think I need to cool it off in a hurry. I get in my car and turn on the a/c. The cool air makes the phone cool too fast and it pops to pieces. The screen comes off and it looks like hot glue was holding it on. Then I see some strange keypad and I play with the button wondering how that was under the screen.*


Non-linear existence.
I vaguely remember reading something online about "why are you living a linear life in a non-linear existence?"

Well I WBTB and took G. I couldn't WILD and I only briefly had one LD. I woke up way too many times but I can recall 6 dreams from last night after not being able to recall anything for the past 3 or 4 nights. So here it is the order may be not be exactly right.
[COLOR="red"]#4 is lucid[/COLOR]

I also want to note that I am not experiencing ANY side effect from G.

during meditation I heard someone say "Acts 34:59". It doesn't exist but its weird enough to note.

1. WWE at Church.

I am at church with my mom. I see my brother walk up and talks to my mom. I am busy plugging my laptop and my iphone up to charge so I don't say anything. I think I should since I haven't talked to him in a long time and I miss him. I go back to my laptop and iphone and he walks off. I notice that my cord to my iphone is strange looking and is falling apart. I see my brother again and instead of talking to him I tackle him and put him in a wrestling hold. We both laugh about it. The odd thing is that he doesn't do anything back and I am barely trying. I push my palm in his face to get a reaction but he just laughs. I think how odd it is. I was always the one to be pinned down and helpless. I say, "Man I need to brush up on my WWE"!

2. Weird Stomach Issues.
I just ate at what I think looks like the Dairy Queen from Luling. I can feel my stomach moving and hurting. I go to the bathroom. I look down and I am shirtless but I don't notice. The only thing I notice is my stomach is wavy and vibrating in one spot. It is very uncomfortable. So I think I need to use the toilet. I sit down and my sister and her husband walk in. They say something.
I say, "I sure am glad that you are both in here while I take a crap".
They get the hint and leave. I cant go and my stomach is still going crazy. Then I notice that I am sitting on the bowl and the seat is still up. So I stand and put the seat down. I feel very confused and disoriented. All I can think about is how my stomach feels and looks. Then I suddenly wake up and now I know why my stomach feels so weird. THE CAT IS ON TOP OF ME AND SHE IS KNEADING MY STOMACH IN REAL LIFE. Geez what the crap?:lol:

3. Power Lines and Cops
I am on top of Burger King and I push over some power line polls and cause a major power outage. I walk calmly past all the cops past the gas station and to price cutter. I get in my car and a cop follows. I say, "Damn cops always giving me shit"!

4. Church Diner [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
I am at some church diner and at church I don't recognise. We eat. I am snacking on various treats. I see a familiar face I talk for a while. Something about twins. People are cleaning up and turning out lights. Time to go.[COLOR="red"] As I walk out with a group but alone in my thoughts, I remember ADA. I instantly know its a dream. I have my doubts but instead of doing my usual RC I think that if I can fly then its a dream. As I run toward the door leading outside, I briefly wonder if I will make a fool of myself and not fly and thus not be dreaming. But then I reassure myself and know that when I step outside I will fly. And I do. The ground leaves my feet as I look down and jump. It is a cool night sky and very dark. I hover about ten feet up and ten feet away from the door. I spin around to look at the people. All I can see are silhouettes coming out of the doorway. I think it would be funny to scare them so I make a ugly face and put my hands up and claw at them. Then I try to make a creepy roar but it comes out odd. It sounded like I was gasping with my mouth slightly open while flicking my tongue in and out. The people coming out just look up at me and continue walking like it was no big deal. I am still making the noise. Then it begins to sound very real and my attention shift to external and I wake up because I am really making the sound and I have one of my arms up in the air like in my dream.:roll:[/COLOR]

5. Gross Porn :eek:
I am walking and I see a woman running down some stairs with a child and its butt in the air to the side. Another woman is behind her. The child shoots chunky white diarrhea onto the other woman. She stops and takes her shirt off. She has 3 boobs and very long nipples. Some passers by walk up and took the middle boob and begin to suck the nipples even though she has white baby poop all over her. Then it is all on tv.
I switch the channel.
It is American Most wanted. And there is a rapist. My fiancé is next to me and says how she likes rapist show. I think she is crazy but I don't say anything. Then the show turns to some kind of scary demonic porn. I am sicken by it and try to turn it off but my fiancé is turn on by it and keep turning back on. I am sickened about it but don't mind at the same time. (Her actions are very uncharacteristic compared to real life.)
*Amazing Sex Scene*:shock:
Later I am trying to take my Monty Python shirt off but it keeps sticking to me. I think I have pulled it off but it flips back on inside out. I get very upset and start tearing it off but it continues to cling to my skin like it has a mind of its own. I feel panicky and claustrophobic and I franticly continue to rip it off. I tell my fiancé to help me. I wake up.

6. She's Dead.
I am in the hospital waiting. I am trying to see a doc for some reason. The dream shifts and I am wondering around. I see some beds with curtain dividers. I see my fiancés mom. She is dead and there is blood. I am very sad but I remain strong. I tell the doctor who she is and they seem to already know. I tell them to make sure if she is dead. They check pulse and then stab her neck with a scalpel. They say she she not bleeding out any more so that means her heart stopped. Then I see her twitch and move for a second. I tell them she moved and she cant be dead. They tell me it was just her nervous system slowly shutting down. Then I notice she is wearing her nurse uniform. I assume this is were she works. I watch as they try to move her and one guy looses his grip and drops her. She flops to the bed and off to the floor. She was limp and jell-o like. I and I begin to get sick as I realise she really is dead. That is a real dead body and I know her. I wake up.

Bad night
Lots of dream fragments. Very little recall. I think B6 gave me restless legs and for some reason my ankle was throbbing all night.*

Rachel talking to me in driveway. She was trying to rekindle something and I was getting pissed about it.*

Something about a ghost

I had my sisters kids. They were all really young. They wanted to sleep in my bed.*

I get up to go pee. It is dark. In the partial light it looks like the toilet is completely gone. It kind of changes and morphs as I am peeing but now its just the tank that is missing. I wash my hands and touch wall as I lean in the closet for a towel. *At that point water sprays me. There is strange shower piping in the wrong spot. *I try to stop the water but the more to do the worse it gets. I head downstairs for help. it is dark downstairs too. I head the front door open and see the shadows of Jason and dad. I have conversation about the bathroom and they tell me they have been remodeling the bathroom all night and just got back from the store and now they had to stop to get some sleep. The dream shifts some. *Alysha and I are Out back. I see a reindeer in the back yard. A man is there chasing after it but he stops. The reindeer tries to horn me several times. But I run and dodge. At on point the feel it's antlers. They were soft and kind of furry but solid at the same time. There was no pain. Then the reindeer catches it's horns on the back of my knee and flips me over it's back. I can hear Alysha scream in terror. I feel my face land on it's furry butt as the reindeer bucks me off. I felt glad that the hoofs didn't hit me. I pick myself up off the ground and the reindeer runs off. I hear music and a large crowd now. *There is a parade in the front of the house. I see oddly dress people outlandish white outfits marching down the street. It is day time now. I know it should be dark (dream sign). I feel there is some significance to this but I am distracted. We walk to the front. And on the sidewalk is a wooden structure with a roof and bleachers. There is a woman singing come fly with me let's fly away together. *I am Lucid now. I say yes this is a dream. See a child in a white dress. Take her hands and I dance with her. *I am having fun and being silly. I look at all the faces in the bleachers and stare at them as they watch the parade. I decide to fly. I let go with ease but I only Hoover. * I push myself off the shoulders of a man in a blue and white stripped shirt. I hit the ceiling. I think I lose lucidity here.I grab the singer buy the wait and fly up to the ceiling again. I am getting frustrated at the ceiling. I can feel her body next to me and her slender waist. I look down and see Megan Fox. I put the singer down. The music is still playing loudly. I lose Megan for a sec and I find her. I notice those piercing eyes. I fly to her and grab her the same way. This time I remember the ceiling and fly out and around to the roof. We lay down and cuddle together for a minute. I can hear the music come fly with me but it is dim and muted now. The sky is dark again and the only light is from the glow of the parade below. Megan tells me I am fat and ugly. I say this is how I've always looked. She tell me at least she's able to express her feelings now. I say well that's good butt I don't know what you except me to do. Then I remember Alysha. I am confused how I am with Megan Fox. Megan doesn't make me happy only Alysha can. Only she truly loves me and I only want her. This thought wakes me up.* Lesson learned ;)

Wondering around looking for something. Crawling in tight places. Found a red stone with a white antena. It was magical. Someone dropped it. I rubbed it on a wall to make a hole. I ran away from the others. I used my wand to repair the wall. Repairo.

In the store. Non lucid dream control.
I was in walmart with an old lady from work. It was like we were dating. I got scared and sickened. I kept looking at her to see what I ever found attractive. I willed the dream to change and the conversation changed to me just bumping into a co worker at the store. I was relived and was trying to end the conversation so that I could make my escape.

Forgot the 3rd dream. Maybe it will come to me later. Vampire? Monster?

4th dream is a fragment. At the kitchen sink with a bud. Something in the wrong place. I said oops how did that sneak in there.

4.2
Disc golf on the beach
I am on the beach with a friend. His face is unknown to me. I am aware of him but I don't really look directly at him. He is diving into deep clear water and picking up disc golf discs that other people lost. I become excited and look myself. The water starts receding. I think low tide. I see broken shells. Then I hear an intercom voice from my phone. It has a radar of my position. The voice tells me to more a few feet back. I match my position to the marker on my map. Then I look down and see a large cache of light blue disc partly buried in the wet sand. I dig with my hands. I notice the saturated sand wanting to ooze back into the hole. I dig faster and pull a large stack out. They are all the same disc. There is witting on them but I can't remember now. "mako shark"? My friend takes a nylon bag to put his discs in and moves father out into the water. I reach for something myself. As I am fumbling *I see group of young men walking up. They are looking at the area I dug the discs from. I hear one say that the disc are gone. I consider offering the disc but I decide to hid them until they ask. I hope they go away. I have pillows and blankets next to a light blue and grey tent. I try to cover all the disc with the pillows. I try to shove the as many discs a I can into a duffle bag that is full of clothes. The men go into the tent and I can hear them talking. I become a little nervous. One comes out and looks at my stuff and tells me the discs are his and I should give them to him. I tell him ok but I should be able to keep some since I did find them. He agrees. So I hand most of the blue ones over. I have some others that are yellow and whit. He wants the one that has a cone shaped thing in the center. It looks like a spot to spin a disc on your finger. I think it's cool an I tell him I am keeping it. Suddenly I am in the tent with the men and there is a girl that wants the disc. I finally give up and let her have it. She puts in on a small bookshelf and it turns into a black and yellow gun. I find this very odd and begin to stare at it. I wake up.*
4.1
Space battle board game
Was with the ex in law for some reason. Placing a board game that was a space battle. There were ships with different attributes and some were from starcon star trek and star wars. The game turned digital and was animated. My ex wife would not come out of the back room. I was glad and a little confused how I ended up playing a game with the last people on earth that I would ever want to spend any amount of time with.*
3.31
Death In This House
I was in a house a lot like the one I am currently living in. I was with my fiancee and my parents. We were doing mundane normal things. I remember cuddling with my fiancee. At some point I walk past a table with a book on it. The title was "There is Death in This House". (meaning the entity Death). The cover had a picture of Death with a sickle.*

Just Because He's Black
I am at some public competition or election. A black kid wins even though he obviously should not have. I am outraged. I say they only voted for him because he's black. It's just like Obama. Then I turn and look to my right and see the young man I was talking about. He is sitting there quiet and introspective. I immediately apologize and tell him that I don't have anything think against him for being black but they voted for him for the wrong reason. He did not look offended. Only agreeable.*

Mold shop
I am at work. The company made changes overnight. The two machine I use are on opposite sides of the building. The inside looks like an empty Walmart. I see Patrick and Craig. *I complain about it. They say nothing only smile. *I start my machine and proceed to walk to the other side. The walk feels long and I feel too tired to walk all the way.I am looking down and the floor is cratered and painted a bluish gray just like it is at work. I struggle to move my feet but I manage to get there. The dream shifts. I have a molded cable in my hands. I bring it to QC and as I start to hand it over one o the connectors loose all it's pins. I stand there with my mouth wide open in shock. Someone from behind me starts to say something.*

3.30 3am
Vivid- Ocean Whirlpool
I am on an airplane. It is a short ride and I realize that I don't notice the take off or landing. I see Debbie from work on the plane. I am on a RR trip. We go into a house with many bedrooms. I see Cindy from work pass by me. I notice people taking rooms and putting their stuff away. I ask someone without looking at them if we are assigned rooms or if we just pick. I hear him tell me no and to take 4. I see a room with a sign that says 3-4. I go in. I see two young men, two small chairs and what I think is a tiny bed behind one of the boys. I joke about the bed and the boy steps aside and now it looks like another chair. I am disappointed that there are no beds but then remember that we all brought sleeping bags.
The dream shifts and we are all swimming in the ocean. It is dirty water and there is a type of wall were the water stops like a big swimming pool. I see no sand but I don't find this odd. Suddenly a mass of large lobster like shells and carcasses come floating toward me. I swim around it. Then I see another mass of shrimp shells. Someone in the background complains about "those shrimp boats". Two large dark skinned women yell at us to get out of the water. They seem afraid so I comply. My younger daughter is with me. I take her out. As I climb the wall, I turn and see a huge whirlpool. I think " water tornado". The whirlpool becomes swift and violent and an enormous fountain of ocean water shoots skyward from it's center. I am glad no one was in there. I turn to see my daughter walk away with someone I trust. I turn back and see two very large young men standing in the center of the whirlpool. They seem paralyzed and don't move. Myself and some other men reach out and take their hands to pull them out. I wake up.
3.29
Starburst in pc. Waiting in line empty handed. They open a bag of starburst an give me one. I can fell the chewy candy in my mouth but not taste it. I want to buy a bag so I tell the cashier. They tell me where it is while they wait. I am holding up the line. I can't find it. So someone helps me.
3.29
I am in the house in Luling. We are painting and fixing it up to sell. Someone that looks like victory is painting the wood trim white. I tell her I wanted to leave the trim alone. She apologizes and wipes it all off. I look around and see the place. I am confused buy what color we wanted. There is blue yellow and white. We debate about this. I am in my room now and looking around I think that since we made everything so nice I don't want to move now. I walk into the bathroom and my mom is in the sink in a bathing suit underwater. She body fits in the sink but her legs stick out. I notice another copy of her in the bathtub doing the same but I don't look at her directly. I am afraid she will be naked. I just shake my head and walk out.
3.27
Met Rachel at gas station. Her dad. I have truck. Being nice. Return item. Mall cross fire. Cops. Hid in floor board. Captured. Hostage. Beaten. A woman is going to kidnap dalynn. Outraged. I try to text mom. Caught by man. Helpless. They are going to rape alysha. Panic. Then they decide to only set her hair on fire. Mental anguish. Had breathing. Struggle. No use. I plea to let be me. Panic. I am crying. I think how rachel would be happy with my pain. I want to make it all stop. I wake up breathing hard and upset.
3.23
Cuddling with coats
3.20
High school dream with old friends. My mom told me to tell Shannon and Ryan something. I see them but only wave. Then I remember and can't find them. Crawling through bleachers.

I'm a stranger thrown into a chaotic world. There is war. Half the population is destroyed. We our part of the planet was thought to be safe but was over run by mutants. We escape. We see so many airplanes flying in thinking they are coming to be safe but we watch as they are shot down in flames. We make our way to a safer place.*
I am going down river with hundred of others. We all have boats. Some are taking it slow and even fishing. I run a tolling motor. I take it slow so that I don't disturb the others. At some point nothing works right I go to fast and crash. I end up on the bank. But I am hurt. I pass out as I see a man coming my way.*
I wake up in a batch tub. There is a tiny yellow fish in the water. A boy is next to me. I ask him what happened and he explains. The fish swims around. Jumps and lands in the edge and flops. The bath water keep rising and falling like ocean waves. I push the fish into the water. It pauses mid air for a second and then falls in the water. I laugh. Then I feel something larger bite under my thigh. I jump up and see a turtle. It is trying to bite me. The boy says he put it there and I tell him it's a snapper and to get it out. The turtle is leaf green with spikes around the sides. I reach to grab it but the boy does first.***
We are lounging outside in a rock formation. A crown passes.*
*There is a robot. 5080C? He's the brain. *I see someone from the first *another man recognizes him and says something like *You must be bullet proof . I think yeah big deal we've all been through hell. The saviour. The one with the plan. Our best hope.We follow it. *New Mexico like desert. Walking into a town. We look back. Can see fireballs streaking toward us in the night sky. We watch frozen not sure what it is or what to do. It gets closer and bigger. I realize they are bombing*the city. Someone says to get under ground level in a basement. We run and hide. Safe. The view switches I see the shock wave roll in. Buildings are wiped out. People are ripped apart and melt like wax figures and their limbs and heads pull away as flesh stretches and strings away like cheese in a hot pizza and their blood turn into green bubbling goo comes I see in the building above. A woman was in a bathtub. She dies horribly.*
I have made my way to some high tech refuge camp. I have to take a computerized test and if I pass I can go where it is safe. A has already gone. I desperately want to be with her. I take the test I am waiting for my results. Fail. I see as others pass and go into a strange telleporter. They are immersed in a clearish plastic or wax and somehow vanish to another place. I wonder if there bodies are destroyed and rebuilt somewhere else. I wonder if they are really alive. I dismiss it. I take the test again. I see the results. It's a lower grade. I am panicy and frustrated. Time is running out. The enemy is coming. I really don't know anything about anything that going on. * The test keeps asking about current events. I am sent to a desk. There are star wars like projections. They are counselors from someplace else. Some of them are missing I get the sense there are being attacked. I sit down and before we begin the man disappears and is replaced by a feather looking thing. I bends forward and shocks me. I jump back. I start toward it again and it shocks me once more. Someone ushers me away. It is a woman. She tells me I have to take the GED written test. I protest but it is no use. The other flunkies and I are hurried into a room with tables. We immediately begin the test. The first question asks about 5080C. It wants to know if his vision for humanity is A) pratical B) mystical C) two part. explain.
I panic I have no clue. I look at my neighbor. I think I see her put mystical. So I write it. She reaches over and erases my answer and changes it to two part. She whispers something. The test monitor sees and comes over she reaches for our tests and pauses. I think she is going to fail us. I am so scared. I just wanted to be with Alysha. She has a change of heart and takes her hands away. I wake up. * * *

I am on the bed with her. The bed is on a platform with a half circle step and then nothing. It is all hovering. And then everything is surrounded by a cage. I don't feel trapped. I know I can get out of I wish. We are talking and playing with various hamsters and mice. *

I am following Randy on a trail through a rocky mountainous place. It looks barren but beautiful. We have some friendly conversation. The trail has something like a railroad made of rock not steel. We get to the end and he rides a rock rail car back and leaves me to walk. I felt betrayed.

I don't remember much. I wake up or it think I wake up. I have a sense of a retreating visitor. I see my room exactly as it should be but the light seems to be on. I am looking at the floor. There are the clothes I left. Something else is there but before I focus on it I see a bright yellow dotted line trailing out of my room and down the hallway. It quickly fades away like it was chasing after the visitor. The room grows dark as it should be. I am now awake fully. I am halfway sitting up. I say, "no!" I takes me awhile to refocus and understand that I had been dreaming. I see the clothes and the dog asleep on the floor. All this happened in a fraction of a second.

Scary dream
I was outside a trailer that I used to live in. There was an evil presence. Someone kept seeing something but could not. I was afraid.

Arguing with dad
I was living at home and doing dishes my dad comes in griping again. I snap and chew him out. I don't remember what all was said.

Rat hoard
I am thrown into a watery sewer pit. We were to die from a hoard of rats. We despaired but I had a plan. There was an electrical wire and a large hook. I pulled the end out and some how attached the hook. We all grabbed whatever we could find and pulled out of the water. I release a flood gate that let water down a chute. Then the rat hoard came. I let the hook into the water and fried all the rats. When the water ran out no more rats came. *We all paused and waited. No more rats. I lifted up a board and saw a pile of rats fried and dead. Some of them were just bones but the bones where soft like jelly and jiggled. *All the sewer water was drained. We found a box with our stuff in it. I took a set of knives. A woman that looked like Switch from the Matrix argued that those were hers. I told her she took them from Hawker and way and she could share. The scene was like from a western. We ended up in a dept store. Bought some stuff an had some vague conversations.

Vague
Something with cartoon video games. Didn't sleep well. *

Dead Grandparents - LUCID #6

I was playing golf with some old people. It was more like I was caddy for my grandpa (Papa). Everyone's clubs were white and ceramic like. My wife grandparents were there. Art broke his club and I saw wood under the white. I took a shot but there was some sort of arm that batted my ball away. I though I hit to hard. Next thing I know Art it driving the next hole. Everyone was impressed with his shot. I feel bad because I messed up. I let my papa take over. He has a long put thanks to me. He misses. I feel really bad. Then I see my grandmother(Nanny) She is have a hard time walking. So I run to her and carry her to the next tee. We are over looking the golf course but I am mostly watching her in the corner of my eye. She says with great emotion "I love you so much... I am dead". Then everything clicks. I say, "I know. It's OK.I am dreaming". Then I get that familiar head rush I get when I become aware. I ignore it. She looks at me funny. It was a look of awe, excitement and puzzlement.

We are now in a living room. There is a couch full of people. I don't really look at them because I see my Dad in a recliner and my Papa is next to him. They are watching TV. The TV is very loud. I still know I am dreaming so I freeze time. The TV is quite my dad is froze with everyone else. My Papa is looking at me with that same look that my Nanny had. Then everything unfreezes and the TV is loud. I get annoyed and wave my arm over the room. Quite again. I point to my Papa and mouth the words: "Its OK I know. Come with me"

My dead grandparents follow me outside to the front porch. I can hear loud traffic and I have to talk over it. I don't seem to mind. Now I am getting a proper goodbye.I feel this will be the last time I will dream about them. I hug them and tell them that I love them so much and I am sorry that I did not take the time to be with them when I had the chance. I am crying but I notice that my dream self is not really shedding any tears. My voice evens out and I begin to tell them that I should have been there when I had the chance but my words are getting jumbled and I start having a hard time to tell them what I want to say. I am fake crying again but I know now that it is just my emotions trying to express itself so I let it go. The traffic is really loud now. I am still hugging them both. Then I feel the dream fade and before I could react I am awake. I wonder if I will ever dream of them again.

I am helping dad in the garden. I sneak away for a smoke. I think he knows. I put it out and pretend nothing happened. He says nothing. We have the dirt ready. We have railroad ties as build up. He finishes the rest with large stones and something that looks like a fireplace. I quit, thinking he is nuts. I watch as he finishes. we start filling in dirt. He asks what I think. I point to the fireplace thing with the fresh dirt in front of it. I tell him it looks like a grave site.