4th DJ-Attempt

·Non-lucid, lucid

.../I'm pushing a cart in an apparently ordinary working day when I attempt a different way to move fast, by riding the cart, which is impossible to do in WL because of weight. I remember that I used to do that during dreams, I RC by looking at my hand. The tattoo is not there, it must be a dream but I don't find any other sign to confirm it. Everything feels too real that I cannot believe it, although the RC confirmed it. I'm wondering if this world is not my waking life, How is my real job? I cannot remember any difference although I know this is not my work. I'm getting into some sort of galleries and I'm still pushing the cart. I realize I'm losing lucidity when I see in front of me 3 grown teenage girls. I command them to stay quiet while I think in stabilizing the dream somehow. My sex drive is starting to take control and I don't find any better idea than perform a "pussy check" to stabilize the dream, that way I can let my sex drive flow and at the same time I get a little bit more into the dream and perhaps while I do that I can remember something about my waking life. I see that everything is in order down there. As I supposed, my sex drive is fading out, however the more I try to remember something about my real job, the more I see there's nothing. Not a single thing comes to my mind. I stand up thinking. One of the girls stands in front of me and turns her back on me. I cannot resist the temptation. And we start having some fun while I still try to remember something about my waking life/...