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interesting regular dream I was learning advanced mind techniques. One was to overcome pain through the mind. Felt like lessons or practice taught by some guy in a sitting yoga position? unusual dream for me. Bed 1140 wake 412 no plans for LD but not quick back to sleep so SSILD after while. Lose awareness and then gain awareness as the vibrations start coming over me and I nudge them on/amplify and I enter the dream and fly off to go visit Girl Friday. This time we have full blown sex. Previously I don't remember it going beyond 2nd base especially in an LD. Reminder to self: Don't believe what you hear about LDs unless it's a positive thing. After messing around and as I get ready for intercourse I worry slightly that it might wake me up..but no, not right away at least! It felt like it was not hard enough but realized differently upon waking. Try to re-enter the dream or any LD but after 10 seconds I decide it's not going to happen and I start doing the SSILD cycles when I realize that I can see through my eyelids I'm back in an LD. I'm sitting in a kitchen that looks like one I have been in before but I'm not sure I recognize it from waking life. Starts to fade and then I come into a new scene sitting on what feels like one of my childhood beds-twin size in a childhood bedroom looking out the window but not sure if it is a false memory of a bedroom. It felt so neat and felt like traveling back in time and thought that it was a cool use of lucid dreaming-time travel. Find myself in some grayish room with horizontal boards with gaps between the boards for walls did not seem like anywhere I wanted to be so I flew out the wall or a window(did not focus on any barriers to exit). Find myself in front of a large mirror wall like you might find in a workout studio , martial arts studio, or dance studio. I decide to try something I was reading about yesterday: practicing sports techniques and moves. I looked a little thinner than I currently am and moved with such ease right down left down right up left up .. Almost floating in the air with some of the moves it was so much fun. I do a flying karate kick quite well. I have been doing a lot of reality checks in waking life so I thought let me see what my hand looks like. At first I only had four fingers but I could see the fifth finger was curled underneath my hand and it felt like it was hard to pop it up but eventually I did and my hand looks fairly normal. I then look at my face in the mirror and I recall a previous task of the month and my face looks thinner maybe a little bit younger and there are five small black dots above my lip on the right side. They look like tiny bugs but I don't remember seeing them move. Starts to fade out and then fade back in to staring straight into an eye or the inside corner of an eye and the face around the eye is silver .. It occurs to me that I should not be scared and I decided to just close my dream eyes and move on but instead I wake up. Besides waking up after the 1st LD, I assume that the other transitions to different scenes were from within the dream so not counting those separately but I am NOT really sure if I was chaining them together in little mini awakenings. It seems like I would remember if I was doing it through actual chaining.