Cornflower

CATS AND OUTCAST

The other night in my dream I was watching a performance and it was a mix of CATS and The Liong King but minus the killing. There were three cats on the stage two of them were adult males big cats and they both wanted the throne (so to speak). The third was a girl cub. Her father won the fight and the uncle cat was put into a jail. 5 years pass and the the girl cat now a woman cat fell in love with another male cat. And they were going off to celeberate the marriage and the Woman cat said "I will be with you in a minute". She wanted to unliock the jail so her uncle could be free. But I told her not to because he could jerpozide-sp? her father's ruling and her own ruling beening her father's heiress.

The scence than went to a regular bathroom with stalls. There were 3-5 teen girls in the bathroom standing in front of the sink. They heard some crying and on the other side of the stalls there was a teen girl on the floor crying her eyes out. They asked her what was wrong. I think the girl said something about hating beening an outcast and unpopular. Than the 5 girls brought her into their group. I woke up shortly after this.

1st dream.

I was busy recusing Abeni and other girls from the "castle". I discover a TARDIS-like thing and called THE DOCTOR to ask how to destroy it and I than did destroy it. In the meantime Adrian was visiting his twin brother who is in jail. The twin started very hard into Adrian's eyes and almost use Adrian to kill me by hypnotism. I was able to remedy it with old fashion remdies. But I was starting to fret about being murder. Adrian suggested the two of us flying to the UK for meeting family on his mother's side (his mom was from the nobility class) who he never meet. I agreed to eat. But insisted I buy my only food when we get into Toronto and lock the food into my room. We meet his grandparents Sir . They welecomed us into their home. I rushed upstairs to my bedroom (after they showed it to me) and put food into a trunk there and locked the trunk. *end of dream*

2nd dream
Adrian and I after washing up went downstairs and chatted to Adrian's grandparents. The grandpere said that the two of us (Adrian and I) should get married. But the grandpere and grandmere were working on a murder mystery weekend script. They were trying to decide how to write the murder-mystery script and who to murd. I said I would play the twice-widow Lady of the House for the weekend (who is step-mom to the victim and mom to her son from her previous marriage and her son from the 2nd marriage) but only if the script was to include the step-mom/mom fear of being murder--the grandpere and grandmere never acutally have a part in their mystery weekends. I suggested that Adrian's role be the step-mom/mom recent love interest whose job is a doctor.

First dream
Adrian and I finally came to the top of the unending stairs. We saw the front door unguarded and were racing to it. But "Master" and henchmen got to the door somehow. They now wanted me to do 7 impossible tasks in exchange for Adrian's release. I than said: "Ow my ankle. I think I twisted it. I think it was from the unending stairs" As Master and his henchman bending over to look at my ankle I kicked them in the face. I grabbed Adrian and we went to the tower room. Luckily Abeni had made a magic carpet with help from other servants. Adrian says: "I thought you were afraid of heights" I reply: "I am but desperate times call for desperate measures" Than I said to Adrian "Do you trust me?" He than took my hand and he got on board the carpet. I than "drove" the carpet to Adrian's place. As soon as we landed inside the house. I got myself a costume.

As soon as I did so-called "police officers" were at the door. I (in my maid costume) answered the door. They said something about wanting to arrest Adrian on charges of murder of his parents& of Anne's disapperance. I asked for police ID and they showed me something which I knew was just physic paper. I just shut the door in their face. Than I went around to look for clues of Adrian being inoccent of his parents' disapperance. I discover in the Master bedroom in the closet three skeltons. Adrian regocinze the 3rd one as a chidhood friend. I figured the other 2 skeletons were what was left of his (Adrian) parents. I than looked in the father's study and found blood on the rug there. I also found what seems to be the muder insturment a knife. Also the fact the window was broken too.

dream 2
I than contacted a friend of mine who is a REAL doctor (who strangely looked like Rory). With his and Adrian's help I could move Adrian's father's skelton into the chair in the study. I than was able to reconstruct that murder. He had a drink which was drugged and the murder killed him with the knife and the blood dripped down to the floor when moving the body (and accidently smashed the window). I than looked in the study room desk and found a letter to Adrain it said:

Dear Adrian
This is uncase of your mom or my or both of our untimely death. You have a twin which was put up for adopation because he couldn't decide which head to use and because he was so ugly. We have heard for 2 years that he had become a season time traveller and is supposedly kidnapping women. Sincerely, your father

We than went to the libarary and discovered a 1/3 eaten scone from two years before. I than took a closer look at Adrian's mother's skelton. There were two marks on it (1st mark) was a mark on her head from a golf club and the second was a syringe mark. I figured it out it it was from the combination of golf club and syringee that killed Mrs.Jane. She left the same letter for Adrian but in a hollow book (I almost opened a secert passaway if Adrian hadn't told me to move that book). I also figured out that his childhood friend had witness both murders and the murder had to slience her by strangling her.

In scene "Master" knows I am getting to hot on his trail so wants to "slience" me.

I took the two letters, with gloves I put the scone into one bag, murder weapons I could find (syringe&golf club was right underneath the couch) and with the magic carpet I went to the police. I used my own physic paper on them and showed them that Adrian was innocent. I than went with them to seem them arrest the actually villain and murder. The Villian (and Adrian's twin) said "I would have gotten away with it if it hadn't been for you meddling woman. I will get revenge one day!!!"

I than was on my way to rescue the servants in the castle. But woke up shortly after this.

In the dream I was still on the super-fast horse (task 1) and Adrian was aruging with the someone saying that 12 seconds was impossible to get someone off a horse that fast. I just yelled "Shut the heck up and DO something!!! and WHEN HAS AN IMPOSSIBLE TASKS BEEN IMPOSSIBLE??" Adrian got onto a horse and got the super-fast horse to stop and got me off the horse. The next thing I knew I was tied to a train track and Adrian only had 8 secs to gett me off before the train came. He manged it. But before I went to supper that night "Master" wanted to see me in his bedroom. He just wanted me to "woohoo" with him and then he would set me free. I rightly refused too. He said no supper tonight.

A servant who was eavsdropping and she just happened to have a key to my tower room and my shackles decided to get food for me. She even stated to the other female severants "We might be jealous of her but we don't want her to starve. I mean at least someone is trying to save her unlike anyone trying to save US."

She brings food up to my room and unlocks the door and the shackles and give me the food. I says: "I thought you and others were jealous of me." She replys: "We might be jealous but we don't want you to starve. I mean at least somone trying to save you. Most of the rest of severants' love interests (lncluding my own) didn't care much about us to try to save us. Those of us severants who did have someone to try to rescue us they failed with the Impossible tasks. " I asks: "What is your name?" she replys "My name is Abeni" "Abeni do you know how long 'Master' been around and how long this "servant thing been happening? " "Since the late 1800s." Abeni says. "How many of the 'kidnapped' girls been around here since that long?" "The oldest one I knew of is Clara." "If my Adrian can get me out of here after doing 7 impossible tasks I will come back to free the rest of you. Oh and if you bump into Adrian tell him I will also try to help solve the mystery of his disappering parents." Abeni gasped: "That is impossible to do. the one girl/woman who tried to do it she got killed on her attemp to rescue the rest of us. Beside it could put the rest of us in danger. " She than takes the tray back downstairs. and the schackles got back onto my arms (locked) and the door locked magically behind her.

She is downstiars again and tells the others what I promised. Two girls in the mess of servants who looked suspicouslly like my high school grade queenbee and her friend don't want to be free and espically not by ME.

Next day
I was suspended above water that had somekind of danger in it. Again Adrian was able to do it. There were 3 tasks I didn't see. And that night "Master" again asked me to woohoo with him. I again refused. Again no supper. Again Abeni brings me food. I talked with her somemore.

*Next day*
I am in what seems to be the dugeon of the "Master" 's castle. I am tied up (like usual) but this time I am on a chair and also gaged. Adrian is on the other side of the dugeon and has to step on coloured squares that are between us to get to me. If he steps on the wrong one at the wrong time he will be sent to another death trap. He than started to jump/walk/run 2 red squares 3 yellows, 2 blues, 3 purples, 2 oranges, 3 greens and 2 blacks and 2 whites and untied me. He than walked/jump/run the opposite way he came with me. We than were running up several stairs were still runing on more stairs before I woke up.

I was sleeping in my dream and I heard T. and P. (Kidnappers 1&2) talking to their "Master" and with the racket they were making they were bowing every second word. "Master" says " the police found two hairs that don't match Adrian's hair and are becoming hot on T &P's trail." The "Master" suggested his in-America castle.

*Next day*
After I was dropped off I hissed to Jane: "How much money did Adrian put in the suitcase. Its imporant." Jane asks: "Why is it so imporant?" I reply: "If it is $30 million the kidnappers will think I am an easy target and ask more money for me." Jane replys: "Its $25 million. Is it true the kidnappers say they were going to realize you and will this come true?" "Yes they were planning to release me but I doubt it will come true. I would inform him about money ransom myself but he is being watched."

I than went to talk about my dreams into movie plot. When there were a couple of hours left I encourage him to talk about his life. He tells me that this isn't the first time he was suspected in a person's disapperance. His parents disappered when he was 18 and their only child was Adrian (the studio belonged to Adrian's dad) and he was away at boarding school at the time of the parents' disapperance. As soon as I knew their was no one watching I says: "Adrian the kidnappers and their 'Master' are planning to move me today to the 'Master's castle. " Adrian says: "They promised to let you guy" I just reply "Whatever you do. Do NOT try to come and save me."

I went back to the house. First the kidnappers had to erase any evidence of anyone been living there. Just before we leave Adrian shows up with a gun at the door. P. who was closest to me grabbs me and threatens my life at gunpoint. Adrian says: "Unhand her./ You promised to let her go...." and P. says: "We lied. And if you want her to live you either get in the car with her or you leave this bulding by the count of 19 or she goes 'bye-bye'. 1.. 2.. 3.. 4... 5... 6... 7...8..9...10" Adrian: "Alright I will leave.".

I am forced in the car I asked what kind of ropes and shackles these are that DC can't be used on them but I can still conjure up a sundae. I am taken to "Master" 's castle. The kidnappers insists I do the 'proper' bow (forced to be on the floor bow). The "Master" (who look like a collection of different human villians) tells his maidseverants to bathe me. He than insitsts that I wear a skimpy outfit (with chains). He than invites Adrian for supper. As I am setting the table for supper I notice the kind of chairs that are at the dinning room table. When it is supper time. I shake my head to tell me not to sit down. He than tricks "Master" into a chair. I with other severants change the chairs to "normal" ones. I learned later the other females were also kidnapped and were jealous that I had someone to try to save me. After I ate supper. I was sent to do some chore and than I came back and heard the Adrian and "Master" settling on 7 Impossible Tasks.

The next day I was tied up and put on a super-fast horse like I was a sack of food and I have no clue if Adrian can get me out of (or off) this task (Task 1). I woke up after this.

I was dropped off again and right after the car left, Jane came out. She asks "Anne what kind of problem will arise if Adrain tells the police that you were kidnapped?" I reply: "Probably unwilling suspension." She looked at me strangely "What?" "When a prisoner is suspened from the celling. bye." Talked some more with Adrian he is still trying to convience me to escape. I was back in the prison-house. I had a vision that I somehow was able to take the kidnappers' masks off and they were bullies I knew from when I was younger (the later playing a part in previous dreams.) I gasped in the vision. I than in the dream "Real Life" I used their real names. They almost dropped the video camera. But figure out that I just saw their uncovered faces in a vision. I than asked "Why don't you just ask for a ransom? I believe Mr. James is pretty rich since he was able to host a combination dinner and evening party. Not to mention a lot of servants." They than sent a video demanding $50 million ransom in exchange for my return. Suddenly they heard sirens and since they were afraid it was police they tried to put a gag in my mouth to prevent me screaming but I made them think that if they had the windows closed that if I screamed it would be as useless as trying to scream in a slient movie. It was just a fire 3 houses down from us.

They turned on the TV and again Jane appeared. A severant on the TV who was shaking neverlousy said: "I s..a..w t..w..o m..e..n w one of the..s..e m..e..n had a body over hi..s houlder. I am only talking now so police knew that my m.a.s.ter isss innocent of the disapperence of the woman. I als..so ssaw my masster trying to turn the lights back on with the power stwitch-the ballroom was the only room the lights went off in." The severant went off-screen. The next mintue you see Adrian walking to the bank and getting money out of it. He than dropped off the suitcase at a drop-off point. Jane suddenly re-appeared "It seems like Ms. Doe has been (I tried to telepathcy tell her not to mention I was kidnapped) you guys can probably guess what happened to her."

Dream 3:
I woke up where I had seen in a vision in the other dream. The kidnappers notice that I was not struggling and asks "Why are you not struggling." I reply "There is no point in struggling. I already know someone was planning to bring me here wherever 'here' is thanks to a vision. Do you have a spare TV anyway? I don't know how long I been gone and want to see if Mr. James was missing me." They send a video of me to Mr. James. They then went to get the TV. They pluged in the TV and my identical twin Jane (who I don't have in RLF) was reporting. "Coming live from Adrian James' house. A young adult woman who name is Anne Doe been missing for two days. She was last seen when the lights went off at Mr. James' evening party." Adrian appeared on the TV, Jane said: "People who were at the party said the last person who saw Ms. Doe was you. Is this true?" On-TV Adrian: "Yes I had to leave her on her own when the lights turned off. I thought at first it was a blackout I had a severant run down to another house but none of the other houses had their lights off he even asked the people all of them said there had been no blackout. Why didn't I listen to her more carefully?" Jane: " I heard some rumors that she was new in town? Is this true?" Adrian: "Yes that part is true. But I don't understand why she disappered so soon. I mean her movie hasn't been made yet. opps I shouldn't have mention that." So far the police do not think that she could be um you know? Adrian: "Nope. They do not think that. They are unsure what to think. A newcomer suddenly disappering when the lights go off at my evening party?" off-screen severant: "Mr. James there is a video that is sent to you" the screen goes blank. *end of Dream 1*

Dream 4
basically the 2nd vision of the one in the "Found producer, 2 visions and an evening party" dream. The kidnappers turn on the TV and Jane was on saying that Mr. James would not talk about what happened to Ms.Doe.

Dream 5
I was dropped of a block away from Adrian's studio. I was still a kidnappee (have to go back to the kidnappers) but was able to discuss in person how to do the movie with Adrian. The first thing he did when he saw me was twirled me in his arms (hey in my dreams I am a lot skinner but not-model/femal actor-thin). Than we got right down to discussing how the script, actors, costumes, etc (after Adrain tried to convience me to escape when I had the chance too but I rightly refused). Than it was time to leave. I went back to where I was dropped off. When I got there I noticed that a young woman was around the corner (I supect its was my identical twin Jane) look at me. So I tackled her (It was Jane). I says: "Jane you must not tell anyone you saw me. That's why Adrian stopped talking. He doesn't want the kidnappers to hurt me." As I was getting up I says: " Jane must not be seen in this area. So go now." She runs into a convicence store but once located easy that she could see out to me but nobody (expect me) could look in to see her. The car with a kidnapper came and I went in it. Back to the gloomy old prison.

This is the cointuation of the "Trying to find producer to make dreams into movie dream." A limousine pulled up and the chauffeur said that he was for Ms. Doe. I said "I would like to get in to the limousine but I can't really trust anyone." I went to the nearest covience store. I told the cashier "I would like 58 Lotto tickets please." After getting the tickets, I went outside and I had a dream premotion vision (like fortune telling but its in a dream with no cystral balls, tea, or cards or any other fortune telling object.) [QUOTE]

Vision 1:

I was in a dark room. I was tied up I couldn't tell if I was in a chair or what-but since I didn't appear to be sitting I wasn't in a chair. But my hands not only were they tied. They were also shackled (but not to the each other but to the wall or to the metal bars of the bed-or whatever)-I tried to get out of the ropes but I couldn't. A camera video-phone was pointing at me. The kidnappers sent some kind of message with/ a video of me to the producer.

*end of vision*

I went back to Adrian's office and in the short time I was away he had hired two bodyguards. They were plainscloth bodyguards. (Adrian told me later that he also asked Kermit&Company to just check up on me now and then) Than Adrian asks: "Would you like to stay at my place?" I said: "Sure." Adrian said: "Um. I am having a party tonight would you mind being my date?" I replie: "No I don't mind being your date. But only problem is where am I going to get a fancy dress?" He said: "I knew the perfect person to make Wedding. What I mean was fancy dresses. " I just raised my eyebrow and said: "Yeah Who or what animal? NO don't tell me Miss Piggy?" Adrian's mouth just dropped opened. "Yeah she works at the nearest Onlygowns shop.Tell them to put it on Mr. Adrain's credit charge" I went there and got the (green) Beaded Waist Silk Chiffon Dress dressed finished in 5 mintues. As my thoughts were wandering I had the last vision for (that night).

Vision 2

I was still in the dark room tied and shackled. But the kidnappers were coming in the door with a meal for me. They undid the shackles and the hand ropes. I ate what seemed to be Aunt Jermina's Griddlecakes -which meant they had a microwave somewhere in the house. As I was eatting they sent another video. But this time they got a reply from Adrian. Adrian said "How are we going to figure out how to do Anne's movie if Anne is in your hidden house?" I asked the kidnappers (while wipping my mouth) "May I talk?" the kidnappers nodded. I said to the camera video-conference "How about this: I go to the 'shoot' whatever scenes needed to be shoot that day and when the day is done. I will go to the end of the parking lot and one of these guys come pick me up? I promise I wouldn't try to escape." The kidnappers and Adrian on the other end of the 'line' mused about it for 5 seconds and than Adrain said: "Its fine with me. But don't know if its fine with them though." The kidnappers reply "it is fine with us too." Adrain just asked one last question: "Anne dear are they treating you alright?" I replied "Yes they are treating me alright They give me 3 meals a day and exercise in the afternoons and late evenings." Adrian than loggs off.

*end of Vision 2*

I was in Adrian's masion it was beautiful. I was in the dress and had my hair down and Adrian took my arm and we went downstairs. I was a very worried since this was my very first evening and Dinner party-(since Prom that is). At Dinner Adrian was a bit surprised that I knew what utensile to use for what course. Everything went fine until the lights went out and I was taken to a closet near the sevarant's entrance. I woke up soon after this.

I was in a car ( All I knew was my goal was to ask a movie producer to make my dreams into movies). I stopped at a Swiss Chalet restaurant. I order Caser sald and Chicken on a Kaiser and Iced Tea. While waiting for my food to arrive guess who came in? Kermit . He ask: "What are you doing in these parts?" I replied: "I am trying to find a producer to produce my dreams into movies. I knew they will have to embrioded it to explain the one chase scene and the kidnapping scenes." Kermit said: "What is it that was in the one movie of my friends and mine?" I said: "The Muppet Movie? 'Life is like a movie, write your own ending. Keep believing, keep pretending'. " Kermit said: "yeah that. Well I am pretty impressed about your goal. if you need a hand to get your dreams off the ground into a movie just give me a call." (he gave me his phone number). I than got back into the car. I than ended up at pressumbly Hollywood. The Office Administrative Assistant tried to stop me but I said "I came all the way from Canada and not going to let someone`s Office Administrative Assistant stop me." I than marched right in to the producer`s room. The Producer ( Adrian James) said: "Can I help you?" I replied "Yes you can help me. I want to make my dreams into a movie. I came all the way from Canada and I passed Kermit who was impressed about my goal and said if I need help to get this off the ground to contact him" Mr. James using a intercom said: "Please prepare the standard Rich and Famous contract for Ms. Doe." "Mr. James. I am worried about being kidnapped." Mr. James said: "We will hire a body guards for you." Than I appear outside the studio and guessed who appears again? Kermit and this time he is with Miss Piggy . I woke up shortly after this

I was in a community pool with little kids (but they looked all the same) and they had either black/blond hair and this one kid started to drown and I couldn't do anything about it. At the bottom of the pool were a bunch of recently-dead little girl bodies and that's when I insisted every out and tried to save this one kid. As soon as I did all of the bodies at the bottom of the floor rose up and tried to attack me (I don't know-I woke up before they could attack me).

In last night's dream I was someplace. We were at a huger version of my maternal grandparents place. There was like a reunion going on. All of my cousins except a half-cousin was there.I was eating chips with dip when suddenly a small (8 year old) version of my mom's family "baby brother" (my other uncle) appeared-but the real person and his wife were there (I think the small version is suppose to be an adopted-the real uncle&his wife has no kids either adopted or not). But this small version was super enthusiastic and went around shaking all his new cousins' hands. I was jealous since I had always been the baby of the extended family.

I was waiting in cold, snowy weather for a bus-not a city bus but a coach bus. The bus came and picked me and some other people who were waiting for the same bus. But what like it seem half-way through the trip something happened-maybe a fight or something? Just before the 2 people sat back down-I reached over accross the asile-(I thought the person accross the asile was the person respoinsble for whatever happened but he wasn't) and put a hooky-do thing onto a screw or something and the person turned into an identical version of the other guy who was sitting up at the front 3 asiles in front of me-which when I realized my mistake and I was .

The next thing I knew the bus was at a hotel with a fountian out front. It was a very expensive hotel. The two indentical males started fighting with each other when they were still outside (they were both big-headed). When that was happening the rest of us went into the hotel. We were told to meet at the pools by 3:00. It was 3:00 and we meet by the pools and the (inscrutor/counseller/whatever she was?) called out are names-mind you we were all wearing swim suits (women were wearing swim suits when the men who were there were wearing trunks). We were missing a couple of people beside the two identenical big-head males). Suddnely someone who looked like my (in the head) version of Rita Skeeter (Harry Potter character first appeared in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and than again in Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix) appeared. She was looking at all of us but for some reason her eyes always kept coming back to focus on me. But mom woke me up shortly after this.

I was somewhere a kind of school/home/outdoor mall/aracde/theatre kind of place. I was suppose to meet people through a door near the back of the werid place. On my way back there I passed someone who helped a teacher in highschool. She was having lunch (or tea) at an indoor patio but I didn't stay at all since I was almost late for whatever I was going too. I found the door and the room was huge-twice the times of my high school's drama classroom. The room's length was 25 m by 10m. But the room had a bit of a homey feel. Everybody was on the floor but all of them were people I knew people from my elementary school and/or high school (I could tell who was who just because of skin colour&hair) but they left a spot for me on the floor. People were playing with a ball --I believe it was a soccer ball.

Than the room changed to the outdoors and we started playing soccer (it was girls vs. boys). My team won-even though I wasn't the captain of the team-but I did play in the game. I was the one who scored the winning goal the Captin of my team congratulates me. The boy team said the next time we play I should be on their team. But I said this: "Kate choose me for her team. So a team that plays together stays together."

The Room changed back into the homey-feel room and all of us were dressed in costumes. I have no idea why that was. We started throwing candy stuff around. I got something werid kind of like an Easter Egg but not an easter egg it was made to look like a skeleton (like Day of the Dad candy that people have way down south). But I blinked and it was gone the next second. Our costumes mysteriously vanished and then we started playing with a remote control car each of us was to have a turn.

Than the unseen teacher or whatever the person told us there was a play we were going to perform in. So she gave us all parts-but I like usually-(I should have seen it coming) got a boy/man part. Lockers suddenly appear behind us-its like the room was the RofR ((Room of Requirment)). We went to the lockers with our names on it. All I got was a maroon sweater. Which I put on than I got transported to the aracde area of the wacky place. I was with someonee else. But I was praticing my lines the person I was with said I should not have gotten this part it should have gone to someone else. I woke uo just after this happened.

I was like at a hospital. I was looking at some kind of werid instrument. It's hard for me to explain what the instrument was. It had 2 big metal upside down containers that were both connect together by a see-through tube. A nurse put a child (girl) into the left container. and started moving some levelers (supposedly) and red stuff appear in the other container-I think it was blood but was unsure. Than the nurse moved some more levels and the red stuff disapper but the girl was surronded by green stuff. But the nurse didn't move the one container all the way down so the girl slipped out of the container when the nurse's back was turn. The Nurse had to catch her and she did but when they were just about to continue whatever was happening when the girl died. Than the screen wiped to a doctor giving red stuff to some eldery people. He was talking to some other doctors in the room about the girl from the other part of the hosptial saying that she died.

I was making supper when music which litterally "haunts" my dreams started up. I asked my parents if they heard it but they said they didn't hear anything for some reason I am the only one who can always hear it. its the first part and second part of Mulan's "Reflection song" but take out the bride and put in "girlfriend". "I will never pass for the perfect girlfriend or the perfect daughter/Can it be/I not to meant to play this part?/Now I see if I was truly to be myself/ I would break my family's heart." " Some how I can not hide/who I am/ through I tried/When will my reflection show who I am inside?/When will my reflection show who I am inside"

Funny how I was making Asain food for supper in the dream. I think it was Thai Chicken Staty on top of rice and smoothered in a nice PB sauce and homemade Korean veggies (carrots, spinach, bean spouts, apsgrus). I feel a connection with all the Disney renassiance princesses. Ariel (TLM)-red hair, blue eyes and curious, Belle (B&the Beast) reading Jasmine (Aladdin) feeling "trapped" my life is mostly lived for me without severants and Mulan (Mulan movie) I want to move out but I don't want to break my parents feeling. Beside I am not really myself.