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    The Night Before Last: Intimate Conversation

    by , 04-19-2011 at 09:05 PM (545 Views)
    WAKING LIFE DREAMING LUCID
    BOLD IF IT FEELS PARTICULARLY SIGNIFICANT


    From the night before last
    *This is a rough draft that I may or may not get around to cleaning up more*

    I woke, trailing out of a dream. I tried to remember but was disappointed that I didn’t. Then the dreams started to come back to me.


    Dad, mom, a friend from college, and maybe another friend (best friend from high school?) sitting (on a bed or floor with cushions?). Comfort but not a lot of affection, not needy affection at least. Calmly focused.

    I was asking questions about what happened when I was a child (about traumas that occurred).

    It was observed that I wasn’t as angry as usual.

    I told them yeah, I don’t get so angry now when talking about my childhood traumas with dad. I say “I just got tired of being angry,” feeling very heartfelt and with a glimpse of that exhaustion. “Now I just ask questions about what happened.” Dad agreed, though he still didn’t like to talk about the what.
    The 4 or 5 of us discussed the change in my questions about childhood traumas and if it was a good thing. My college friend appreciated my change (in the face of others having concerns about it).

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