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Boyfriends or crystals?


I dreamt that I had a boyfriend that was blonde, I can't remember his face tho but he liked me a lot. But I didn't feel anything towards him at all. There was this other dude that I really liked that confessed his feelings to me. He had dark brown hair, a multicolored leather jacket and was always smiling like the world were a perfect place for us. Even tho I liked the brown haired guy, I couldn't break up with my boyfriend. Also I tried real hard not to act upon my feelings for the brown haired guy but it was difficult. I asked my sister for advice and she only said: "Take a look" and I looked around when I discovered that there were crystals all over the ground. I quickly picked up as many as I could and tried to take them with me home not caring for any of the guys.




I'm single IRL and couldn't find any meaning with the dream since all dream dictionaries suggests that such dreams are only for people with partners.

Since I didn't do the journal yesterday I forget about what I dreamt and can only write this down as this is the only things I do remember:

1.) Helium balloons. Spoke with a high pitch voice.

2.) Made fun out of a guy. He was sitting on the floor and was really ashamed. Kept doing it anyway.

Oh my dream of Gianluca!

Yes, I dreamed that I saw Il Volo -babies first. Thus Piero, Ignazio and Gianluca as babies. Then they grew up to boys, about 10 years old, they separated. So I followed Gianluca when he was going to school, so there were a lot of other children who also had to go to school so there was a whole sea of ​​kids. Then I disappeared in the crowd of children, so I heard a woman talk in the front of the crowd. Which caught my attention, so I explained to her that I was a new student and that kind of made her happy. But I could see that she was at the same time a little ... suspicious. Because no one had said anything about a new student and I had no papers with me saying that I would begin at school there. But I blamed myself for leaving the papers at home. The teacher allowed me to stay So I had eyes on Gianluca all the time, though I felt very good, even if everyone else saw me in their age, I was not so young at all.
But, anyway, I sat down on a chair that was right near the wall, only that Gianluca passed me and sat down more centered but on the other side of the room. I desperatly changed seat so I could sit behind Gianluca so I could hear him talking to his friends. I was really curious but his friends were so snobbish and rude. They wanted to sit elsewhere with Gianluca, but he did not think it was necessary. They were like this: "But Gianluca, you are so much better than that." then the friends looked back at me. Then he saw me in the corner with a careful smile so he replied that they were always sitting on those seats and why would they not do it now? I was supposed to say "Thank you" because he stood up for me, but when I got his attention, I saw that it was no longer Gianluca but my old childhood friend. I was completely destroyed.

I dreamt that I took the escalator and saw some familiar faces, but I'm sure I havn't seen them before tho. But it was two guys in my age. I waved and smiled. They bothed give me the same respons and one of them waited for me. He grabbed my white dress in the ends and said my name. He looked at me, shyly, with his blue eyes. Perhaps he was waiting for something to happen but I just gave him a quick look and started to walk towards the next escalator. It seemed like he wanted to tell me something but I didn't have the time to wait around for him to say something.


Note: There was more of the dream, like a market and a second hand-store but nothing more as what I can recall.

EXO

Since I woke up so many times during the night this is the only thing I can recall:

I dreamt that Chanyeol called me on my phone. A video chat. But I didn’t answer. Not until the third time and that was an accident! I heard Chanyeol say: ”Annyeong!” but all I really saw was Sehun sitting further away from the screen, very shy and embaressed. He quickly said: ”Annyeong!” Before he started to laugh and hided his face in his hands. I wasn’t outside anymore what I discovered and noticed that I was suddenly on the toilet and that’s why they were so uncomfortable. I laughed as well and ended the video chat very quicky. It was soooo awkward!!

This is my dream journal! Hurra!

Something that comes and goes in my dreams are my gender... sometimes I'm a female but then suddenly I'm a male??

When I'm a female in my dreams I'm often in a arranged marriage or relationship my mother chose for me.

1. One dream was me being married with the most evil man on earth, basically. He told me he would kill everyone I cared for as painful and slowly he could if I didn't move into his house. But I didn't listen since he already had written "married" on my hand/arm with a knife so it was covered with scars. I did never return. (But I did as a male to my sister's baby shower tho)

2. Someone was using me for an experiment, so when I ran away and found my husband. He was already married to 5 other women. I desperatly tried to tell him about all the horrbile things someone did to me but he refused to listen. He accused me for being mentally ill and that he was glad to have married other women who were "healthy" in mind.
I even begged my best friend's husband to listen and he did. But the other men quickly told him not to pay me any attention since I wasn't worthy any of his time. I was soon brought back to the same place to contuine the experiment.

Dreams are different when I'm a male though.

1. Girls/women have tried to take advantage of me or even tried to rape me.

2. A girl claimed that she was pregnant after rapeing me which made me worried.

Something else happend in a dream that was very odd:

I was being chased by some odl classmates and I thought to myself that I didn't want to do it anymore. So suddenly I kind of split into two pieces. I saw myself running away with the guys runnig after and at the same time I was standing still. I quickly noticed that I was a male and the female version was still being haunted. For some reason nobody paid any attention to me expect one woman that was sitting on the ground further away and she was smiling at me. She was even calling out to me and suddenly I felt very stressed like I didn't have much time left. So I hurried on my steps and yelled: "Mother! Run!" but the woman didn't do as I told her. She watched me getting closer and her smile disappeared.
This time I screamed while crying: "MOTHER!" and suddenly - BOOOOOOOM!!!!! I flew backwards and landed a few meters away. When I looked at the place were that woman should've been, I felt so heartbroken when I stared at the huge hole in the ground. - It was all that was left.

The woman didn't look anything like my real mom. Not even a bit. But still I called her mom and she called me for some name I don't remember.