I was riding my bike home from school like I used to as a freshman in college, then I noticed the there weren't any sidewalks and everywhere I was riding my bike seemed to be more for cars. When I peddled I noticed the side of the road on the sidewalk was deformed and there was construction being done on the sidewalk, new freshly paved. I was afraid to fall off the bike because below me was uneven area, I fell. I awoke and I was in a place of light and dark. There was a door between me, the dream world I was in, and the place of light and dark that I was now in. The two year old version of me runs out into the world where they had paved the sidewalk and I tried to grab myself, but the door was only cracked open and wouldn't budge anymore. I then awoke as the two-year-old me stepped into the pavement, I grabbed her, and took her back into the world of light and dark, to the veil where she belonged.
I had to record this three times already on here because I get booted off. I was in my old neighborhood, I noticed some of the few details from my memory of how it used to be, then I noticed that I was hovering around the neighborhood like I was on a hovercraft. I get excited and move out towards the main section of the street. I noticed that there was hardly any traffic along the way and wonder. From a distance I see this open ocean bridge with an incoming thunderstorm. People start running. I hear a roar. It was Godzilla Instead of fighting gamera, godzilla decides to start destroying mega corporate business, that was his goal. Then all of a sudden its like I am in a movie theater, I am in one. Watching these movie unreel, eating popcorn next to familiar guests. The light goes off, people start booing and leave. I walk outside the movie theater with a friend and it is raining and storming, I hear a roar. This dream makes me wonder if it is possible to use dream signs to zoom out into a completely different scenarios using basic earth elements like water, or the thunderstorm in the beginning of the dream that was in both segments.
Suddenly I was waiting for a train car to arrive on the railing system in a dream world. I looked around and saw people walking about as they did in waking life in similar places. I noticed that there were several tracks leading in different directions in which all the directions seemed to venture out into a similar distance, almost as if they shared the same track but split, if that makes any sense. This kind of reminds me of my life right now, and how I hold a belief that I have many options or ways to outlook my own life, through meaning and understanding or disdain. I like the first two over the last, except, sometimes I get caught up in my own feelings and I feel like I can fall into an empty void of eternal darkness, and that's just scary, but as time ticks on I am learning to rid myself of fear and old beliefs so I can become one again. Oh, and have better dreams because I have been through quite the dry spell lately.