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I was riding my bike home from school like I used to as a freshman in college, then I noticed the there weren't any sidewalks and everywhere I was riding my bike seemed to be more for cars. When I peddled I noticed the side of the road on the sidewalk was deformed and there was construction being done on the sidewalk, new freshly paved. I was afraid to fall off the bike because below me was uneven area, I fell.

I awoke and I was in a place of light and dark. There was a door between me, the dream world I was in, and the place of light and dark that I was now in. The two year old version of me runs out into the world where they had paved the sidewalk and I tried to grab myself, but the door was only cracked open and wouldn't budge anymore. I then awoke as the two-year-old me stepped into the pavement, I grabbed her, and took her back into the world of light and dark, to the veil where she belonged.

I had to record this three times already on here because I get booted off.

I was in my old neighborhood, I noticed some of the few details from my memory of how it used to be, then I noticed that I was hovering around the neighborhood like I was on a hovercraft. I get excited and move out towards the main section of the street. I noticed that there was hardly any traffic along the way and wonder. From a distance I see this open ocean bridge with an incoming thunderstorm. People start running. I hear a roar. It was Godzilla

Instead of fighting gamera, godzilla decides to start destroying mega corporate business, that was his goal.

Then all of a sudden its like I am in a movie theater, I am in one. Watching these movie unreel, eating popcorn next to familiar guests. The light goes off, people start booing and leave. I walk outside the movie theater with a friend and it is raining and storming, I hear a roar.

This dream makes me wonder if it is possible to use dream signs to zoom out into a completely different scenarios using basic earth elements like water, or the thunderstorm in the beginning of the dream that was in both segments.

Okay, starting to record my dreams online again. I haven't had a lot of memorable dreams recently but here it goes...

My dream starts out where I am at the beach with a couple recognizable family members, except instead of having their current appearances they look as though they came out of the past from like more than a few years ago.

My cousin who is nearly a young adult in waking life was his four-year-old self. He was wearing a pair dark-mid blue swimming trunks that either had prints of seagulls or palm trees but I could not tell which it looked like both designs. A couple older relatives were there with my cousin and as we sat and waked around the beach enjoying the elements of a beach like setting, I couldn't help but notice that this beach I was at seemed to have a limit to what was happening around me.

Just like when you look at a snow-globe as child, you see the element of the setting within the snow globe but then it is all limited within that space and too a kid that is boring.

So when I realize this my cousin runs off into a distance, he then leaves with his mother in a car without me that then proceeds with me realizing that they just left, but then I am overjoyed because I can start to play with my settings as I felt they were just distractions within the dream.

I am not lucid but ideas start to pop up into my head, and the settings start to change. I was on the beach which lead up to a boardwalk. I walked past the boardwalk into a car lot, there was nothing really scenic in-between the board walk or car lot. I then start to realize people within the dream are panicking about something, but I have no clue what it is. I look around and see nothing to panic about. I look down and realize I am instantly hold a Suri child then I realized it looked just like her around age 1. I then noticed that was why people were screaming and panicking, they were actually excited that it was possibly Suri cruise. To me in my dream it was an adopted child I had to take care if instantly that second and I started to get anxiety with what to do because people didn't want me to leave with this Suri Cruise child. I noticed then that when I tried to get in my car and leave with the baby in my hands while per-cautiously putting her into a child safety seat, I freaked out. By the time I got to a car it was gone, I opened a car door only for it later to disappear...and then the cars started to run out in the parking lot. I felt stuck, trapped, and cornered just like I did in the beginning of the dream with the snow-globe like perceptive of my surroundings which made me think in the end if the dream " I really am stuck in a finite globe..." as I stood there and all my surroundings disappeared...END

Called the dream Suri Cruise and Throwback Tides because of the obvious Suri character and then 'Throwback Tides' is the idea that the people in my life where themselves from the past which is how the word throwback makes sense as well as the idea we were on a beach setting with tides or ocean currents.

I think I had this dream due to how disgusting one of my mom's friend's house is, and I had gone there recently. I mean it is pretty bad. I would describe it if it didn't make me gag but I will end of sort of describing it because of this dream I had last night.

Anyways, The dream started out where I was at a Seaworld exhibit but to me it looked like someone had a pool in there backyard and was keeping sea animals there. Anyways I have had this come up in dreams A LOT from as far back as childhood around age 6 or so. Scenario; I'm supposed to be at a sea life exhibit and it turns out to look more like someone's backyard exhibit.

The dream morphs into an event that was supposed to have happened but never did since my family is fairly clean. I was with my family and I was insulted by the chaotic mess they left all over the house. It was a wreck. I went into the bathroom to take a shower and it was filthy, just not nearly as bad as the shitty public bathroom dreams (literally). There were diapers left in the trash. I was impaled by the smell and was yelling out for someone to clean up their children's mess, but everyone was zoned out and walking around like there wasn't anything to clean. I finally just gave up trying to get them to help me clean and thought "fine, if you like living in a mess then you live in it but I'm leaving" and then I woke up.

I probably had a dream about this because I recently got out of a situation where I was enslaved to clean up after a filthy man due to his poor disgusting habits that he was bred in and still his mom cleans up after him. Hated my life then, glad its over.

I had this dream about four years ago but had to share it because it reminded me of how unique my dreams can be sometimes. I pulled this off of ld4all on my account since I have the same username and all, but I don't go there as often to record dreams. So here it is, typos and all.
3/09/10
My dreams from last night :
Titled: A faraway enchantment

From the start of the dream I was running away with a girl who was similar to Cinderella . I wasn't actually there but it seemed I was viewing her actions as a ghost or spirit but not specific. She was running away from her godparents/evil step mother and sisters because they were treating her badly and blaming every circumstance or misplaced object on her part. There was a scene were the girl went dashing under a long dinner table and was pulling the cloth down with her as she went along the bottom. She made such a noise that a group of people came down from a long corridor in this huge house in which the dining table was. Then there was a scene where her parents/godparents were standing by one guy who was missing his pocket watch and kept asking who took it. I thought it was my fault even though I wasn't there and jumped out of the house, yes, out of the house, kind of like I was jumping into another dimension. outside the house I was climbing up a tree, furthering my adventure "as fast as possible" as I claimed because I was getting away from something of which has not been revealed to me but to me was more like a burden of blame and consequence. The tree, to my surprise spoke. It said "climb up my vines and and situate yourself so you can see the sky from above, it is going to be a bumpy ride." The tree was very exact as it spoke as i climbed it lifted me up to the very top and I then saw the sky from above. It seemed to me that I've seen this landscape from previous dreams. I can describe the scenery as: Thick trees so thick you can't see the forest ground, it was lush, and prehistoric looking like in the movie Jurassic park. I remember sitting on the tree's top and saying something like "this is it" and falling down towards a huge Disney like castle. When I landed a prince pointed towards a tower which flashed red. he said to me, while pointing at the tower "that is it."
and then he told me I needed to leave and included that I was in evil witch, and that meant to me that i didn't belong. He tried to throw me into a magical gate that was like a parallel universe with a magic shield.But i did not want to leave. I ran off and as I ran off he said "you have to leave!" I told him I had one more thing left to do, and then a godmother's message repeated in my head "as the clock strikes twelve you are to know" or something along the lines of that and as I heard the clock strike things appeared to me strangely. The dream quickly as it was being folded into my mind and in this ending sequence The godfather was sitting by a table in which a spread lay out, kind of like tarot cards, the cards had Disney characters on them, one of them that stood out to me was one of Donald ducks nephews. The godfather then told me what the spread meant as the Disney song "as you wish upon a star" played. He told me that I either do or I don't believe in magic. As I woke up i already knew that I had a belief in magic in RL, and then the cards became different, and instead of there being Disney characters there was a display of child psychological disorders each being labeled as non significant, and then I woke up...

My next dream after going back to sleep had to do with a very wealthy daughter and her father. They were actually high in the monarchy, and they also had a kingdom. But the father wasn't sure what to do with his daughter. The father mentioned that his daughter was coming of age and wasn't doing what was expected of her. He sent her away to a boarding school for the needy. At this poor boarding school she found the lover of her life...but then I woke up the dream ending in were they first met, the dining table at the boarding school for the needy.

I was in a warehouse and then I realize that everything in this warehouse belongs to me. It had racks of baby clothes from planned children, mementos of marriages, and keepsake boxes for all my children plus my own, and boxes of random stuff. This place was towered with all these different things. I don't really have children in real life so maybe this was telling me something. Then, my family walks in except its them from like 15 years ago, when I was about five years old. They were telling me what they wanted and such, but I told them I couldnt just make things magically happen and I couldnt afford their tastes. They wanted expensive things, but it just wasn't what I could afford. For some reason I was five years old and saying all of this in the dream.

Then I was in my dream life. I was in my families New york penthouse, or at-least that is what I called it in the dream, and it looked over a utopia of houses, gardens, and lake views. But then I realized as I was standing next to my wife in my dream that the whole place was tilting back and forth, it was like the building we were in was unsupported by an actual structure, like it was floating. END

In my dream it started out like I would any day in my waking life, I wake up, my head may feel light or like I need some refreshing, except in the dream I never feel refreshed I always feel this stiffness of wanting to escape from reality.

I then find myself coming up with a story, it begins that I am stuck in a time before time ever existed, I then think this might be related to dinosaurs and such. So I find myself running away from these dangers, animals, micro organisms, it didn't matter what size they were I was afraid of them all. It didnt want to be in this world anymore, because there were no people, no buildings, nothing built off of human society.

I was scared and alone, then it got weird. I was told by a narrative voice that outside of this world was what I had experienced before (in my waking life) that I shouldn't be afraid of what is untold, lost, and forgotten because it didn't matter.

I was then trying to find food for babies, this had nothing to do with the last dream but it seemed as if the last dream never came to an end, there was no switching between dreams or anything. Anyways, I was having to find baby bottles and figure out which bottle was suitable for the baby, if the milk was spoiled or if the baby needed something else. I was getting frustrated because I was being watched the whole time, and it made me uncomfortable. END

I remember in the dream that it was just me involved in moving space and time into another galaxy far far away so that I could meet a distant family of stars. It started to where the planet moved slowly with the universe and then ended up colliding in unison with a moving blue light in the sky.

I was then In a place where people were spirits, ghosts, or have passed and I could not see them but knew that they were there. This place was an abandoned neighborhood. I started to become weary of something when I noticed there were dolls and props from children's toys laying about the neighborhood. This was weird to me but I continued on then moving into a house above the ground where I found these kids on top of their beds. They looked real for a second but then on second thought they were fragments of people. -END

I was in some underground secret laboratory that was also a dimensional passage for aliens. Me and several other people were barricaded in this small square room that looked like a living room that could have furniture in it. I was hovering over looking at the element of the scene when one of the characters yelled that there was going to be a dimensional space that opened. Once that happened aliens that looked like the halo 4 hunters came through portals that opened up and then closed once they entered the room.

There were about five of them. Everyone on my team was shooting them and I noticed I was using Maya's abilities from bordlerlands, phaselock, to levitate the hunter aliens in the air . I was also hovering from bird's eye point of view while attack these aliens with phaselock. I was spiraling in the air using my abilities.

I then had the urge to run, So I ran up these stairs that weren't there before and then locked the portal. I was in my old town house waiting for the people for a brief amount of time before I locked them in with the aliens. The portal was a tv but it was laying on the ground like the flat panel tv was a door to an underneath chamber. I still felt in harms way but then forgot about what happened and then decided to check out the neighborhood. It was dark outside at first but then turned light, and kids were out and about playing games, I saw a couple of stranded toddlers without parents around them and wondered what that was about. There was this one little girl who saw me and then she smiled seeing that I was there. This was weird to me because it was like I was a ghost. Then it was night again I had a really tall girlfriend who was walking with me in the neighborhood. we walked past three or four swimming pools and were talking about how some of them were occupied and some of them were empty. I kept talking about how I remembered the pools from other dreams that I had relating to pools. Then I had the urge to leave, I didn't remember which car was mine and told myself that it was just a regular sports utility car. I then was talking to this other person who was a friend of my girlfriends about my daughter that I had with me girlfriend. I told her we had so many pictures of our daughter that it wasn't even funny, there was some warm feelings about this. I then had some images of our daughter playing pop into my head. She had light brown hair and was wearing pink with pigtails, she looked about two or almost two. I then had remembered that I had to do something before the day was over which was to go to the store. I was standing in front of my car and then the dream ended.


Note: I do not have a girlfriend, a car, or a daughter.

There were times where I wouldn't be sleeping but in the transition to falling into a sleep state. I had some scary moments while this was occurring in the past and when I say scary I mean very macabre and horrific, but I wouldn't let them scare me completely and found them in a way amusing.

One I had a long time ago was where I was on a car trip to visit some family in another state. It was night and I was sleeping in the back of the truck with the blankets (not the bed of the truck) I must of been like thirteen at the time. I fell asleep and saw this zombie girl wrapped in bandages from head to toe as soon as the vision started she started to run...on her bandaged hands like a creeper, like she didn't have legs.

The next I had like a month ago resulted in a trip to the hospital because I was dehydrated. I had a vision that was so vivid of a wall painting that was done in Egyptian times that had a pharaohs head speared and there was blood on the wall to show this graphic scene. I thought that the drawing looked too modern to be drawn way back then but still had some Egyptian scene to it. I've had enough Ancient civilization dreams related to the Egyptians to where I can probably say this was from the subconscious part of my mind.

I have had others that were on the more severe end. They weren't scary but to me rather intriguing and insightful.

Note*** I have a mental disorder that induces these visions on a very rare occasion but it happens more frequently than one who didn't have my disorder.