Life's Dream Accounts

I just Remembered this dream I had a while back while reading another person's forum post about how there dreams always suck really bad.

So, basically in my dream I was trying to located someone's house. This person was very important to me but I had no idea where I was in the dream world because everything looked so unfamiliar. I really didn't even know this person IRL. This person's family was asian and they had a really nice house with a backyard pool. I was hovering/floating over this person's house like I was a ghost or disembodied viewer when my mom drives her car into this person's backyard pool somehow causing it being an accident but to me it looked like she did it on purpose. END

First of all I was thinking "WTF is my mom doing here." I don't know how she discovered where I was but she did.

I've had a LOT of neighborhood dreams recently, reoccurring ones that I have had for years.

one of them is where I am at my old junior high, but it doesn't exactly resemble the one I actually went to, and with most of my recurring dreams its a location from real life but somehow its better looking and I get away with a lot more. So anyways, I'm at my old junior high school and I don't want to be there. There is a passing time between classes and that is usually when I decide to run away from school, literally, because every time I run away the school authorities want to run after me. I'm running down this really long side-walk that is still in school property it takes forever to get past school property so I'm no longer in school. Once I'm off school property this lady in a golf cart, who I seem to recognize, and is also the security officer at the school decides to chase after me in her golf cart. But, I out run her. Sometimes she has another guy who kind of looks like the school aid teacher I had In real life (IRL) in elementary school who is actually a women with a mustache. I get to this crosswalk. For some odd reason once I get to this crosswalk even though it is barely past school property I stop running. There are cars waiting for me to cross, and i wait until the crosswalk says to walk. But then I start running again all the way to a safe-zone in my old neighborhood.

The thing I hate about this dream Is that I'm never who I want to be in the dream therefore I'm always doing the wrong thing or something that I would never do even in a dream because its too boring.

It has gotten to the point now where I tell the lady and the whole school or the so called authorities that "i'm not worth their time, so why do the keep chasing me?" But I also tell myself within the dream that that "I will keep trying until I have a great defeat, or until I die trying."