Lucidity444

Remember skateboarding around out in Ellison. I went through a couple of people's garages at certain points. It was very hilly in a symmetrical way, all up and down like a sine wave almost. On my way back I bumped into some kid about my age or a year younger. He said he used to skate and that he was good. I asked him if he wanted to play skate and was gonna say just a short sudden death round and he said yes before I even got to the sudden death part. He started off by ollieing up a curb to someones drive way. He failed. I was going to try a kick flip but it was uphill and downhill and I wound up going really fast and chickened out. He asked me what I was trying and I explained myself. We wound up getting in a car after a bit, with his mom and grandma. His mom was really hot and young, just alittle older then me it seemed which didnt make any sense. They were going to drive me home but they didn't know where they were going. We went down a road which appeared to head to winfield only it was more civilized with resturaunts and buisnesses on either side. His grandma was driving. She was going in the wrong direction and was all pissed off because she said she couldn't turn around anywhere. She was wrong and me and the mom discussed why though the grandma didn't want to hear it. The mom told her to pull into this place and that she would drive. We stopped there for a bit and the kid I played skate against was Kyle Smid. The place was like a military base type place for kids around my age. I went inside and sat down at a table with Kyle. Kinnen froom Kelly o's walked over and sat with us. He didn't recognize me at first and then I told him and he remembered. He was a lot chubbier than before. We got back in the car and eventually saw a sign that said glenmore. I was very disorientated and this sign led in a direction I thought was wrong but we followed it and got me home.
-Remember being downtown at night time infront of luke's house. There were a bunch of desks set up and we were all going to take a standardized test. It had to do with snowboarding but it was an academic test. I had been studying for it quite hard I think because I wanted to see my IQ (which you can't study for really anyways). There was a moderator present, a young man who was maybe 2 years older then me. He reminded me of mat from youth. He was an idiot and was talking all the time as we tried to take the test. Other people were talking too and I was getting frusturated. I told everyone to shut the fuck up and other people did the same. The moderator never stopped talking and I eventually got in his face about it and he started to breakdown in anger with tears of frusturation in his eyes. He called off the test when I was about 38 questions in. This pissed me off even more.
-It was the next day and we were in a field at the university going to take the same test again. The moderator was the same only he had Mr. Guinette with him too. This time Mr. Guinette wouldn't shut up and the old moderator still talked only less. People were talking all over the place and I didn't understand why they let them. A put up my hand and they called me over to them. I told Mr. Guinette to quiet down and he just nodded and said okay. I was having a really hard time concentrating. I eventually went and talked to a lady and asked if I could go write it in the DRC. She said sure. She walked me over there. When we got there and she opened the door my ears were assualted by the shrill sound of maybe 50 or more kids running and playing and screaming. I said this was even worse. As I walked back over to the original test site I encountered to hot girls. I told them my story and they asked me who I thought was being the worst and I said Mr. Guinette. They agreed as if that's what they wanted to hear from me. Pretty much everyone was done writing the test now and were just standing around talking. I don't even think I finished it. I looked at my sheet and I had just circled the bubbles and not filled them in. This confused and further annoyed me and I think I just said fuck it at that point. I went off to the left side of the field and sat behind a baseball cage with luke and sean. There were some other girls I talked to and I went and used the washroom in this weird basement area. At the end of my dream Tiana walked past me and came and hugged me goodbye. She kissed me on the cheek and I told her I would see her on friday. She said your not going to see me anytime else this week? and walked away dissapointedly.

-Fell asleep on the couch while reading. I conciously went through sleep paralysis and even had feelings that seemed like astral projection. I had my dream high type feeling. I thought that I was awake (not like I normally do passively in dreams). I went upstairs at one point and noticed that the door was opened. I felt my dream high very intensely and thought I had falled victim to some foul play of some sort. I stood outside and look off to the left where my car was ( it isnt normally there) and the scene surrounding the house was different sort of like I was atop a mountain or something. I went back in and walked back downstairs. I still felt high. I then thought maybe I was projecting or dreaming or something because things weren't right so I jumped and flew back over to my body. I saw it and was sucked back inside and awoke in the position I had passed out in with my textbook open on my chest. I was in extreme sleep paralysis and couldn't even open my eyes. I thought the tv was on but it wasnt and I could hear normal background chatter as if it were. I still felt my dream high and somehow managed to get up stairs where my dad and step were. The kitchen layout was off and my dad was sitting at the table cutting something and my step mom was working in the kitchen and unloading groceries. She seemed bitchy towards me and my dad said I was probably looking for some way to help. I couldnt even speak because my dream high was so intense and I was even trying to unsuccessfully. He tried to pass me a knife but I was trying to tell them I was fucked up from something and then I just slowly collapsed and saw their faces over my eyes as they slowly closed. I was back downstairs on the couch again. I could my dad coming down the stairs. I was groaning and mumbling and said ask my heart my true feelings (which is the only coherent statement I can recall saying). I could.nt hear my dad on the stairs but I saw a large dark figure next to me which I assumed to be him in the corner of my eye but I couldn't even turn my head to see if it was. Then I kind felt as if in an insane meditation again like my body was floating and falling all over the place constantly only all I could see was blackness in the back of my eyelids. I could hear like 3 songs at once all sum 41 but they played in a way that sounded good together (it sounded like the hell song, still waiting and in too deep). I even tried opening my eyes but couldn't do it. I just wanted to get up so I slunked and rolled over and was laying on the floor next to the couch and was still completley over taken by the unpleasent dream high feeling i get sometimes. I did at one point remember super man flying out of the downstairs porch but it didnt last long. I thought I was dreaming on the floor but when I actually did awake it was to my dad and step mom coming in the front door and I was still in my original position on the couch.

Remember driving on a side road. I was just on a leisurley drive. I took a road sort of down scenic drive. I went further right then I normally would intending to wind up on a road I had in mind. I wound up the grounds of some factory with industrial equipment. There was no one else there. It was a little eerie. The garage like doors were open leading into hangars with big machines and tools. There were no trespassing signs and I felt like I shouldn't be there. The road I was trying to get was actually one I had been on in another dream thats between kelowna and winfield. I stopped at a house just outside the grounds of the factory. I felt I had been there before. There was a young girl about 12 years old standing at the entrance to an alley just next to it. I walked over to her. She seemed too young to be alone out there. She said she had just run away and was on her way to winfield. She had come from rutland. She came close to me and leaned her back up against me. I hugged her, she really seemed in need of some afftection and care. She was blond with long scraggly hair. We walked down the path and into a big desert. We had bikes. There were bushes in the desert and I said we should ditch these and we put them in places we thought were hidden. There was an old rugged looking shack of a house with a bunch of natives on it. Throughout this whole dream I felt I was in a clint eastwood movie I had seen with my dad and I wasnt sure if I was watching it or what. I felt I had seen it before and a feeling of coincidence was overwhelming me throughout the whole dream. I felt like I was watching in the house next to the factory or at least that I had in the past. I called out to the natives in there language. They called back to me and I understood them. They said I wasnt welcome there. We took off on foot. Next I remember being at school. I was in a gym that really resemebled UBCOs gym. I was sitting with a troubled girl only it wasnt the same one as before. She had run away from her big white school. She didnt like it up there. There was another girl there too. Luke came by and sat between me and the troubled one. He related a story about Nicole Hoffered. The girl seemed to know what he was talking about. Luke said Nicole was like an athlete and that noone expected it. A man who looked like the brown guy from super troopers came in. He was some sort of official from the girls school. He was wearing the hat and everything. I started to back talk him. He was wearing goggles and I asked him why. I called him super tooper. There were 2 men sitting next to me in chairs watching whatever was going on on the court. He laughed and said did you just call him super trooper?! The girls and the official left. Me and Luke headed back. We were in a town in the middle of nowhere it seemed, just like in the movie. We were riding bikes. Luke was riding some shitty bike I had never seen that just slightly resembled his bmx. My bike kept fucking up and I had to stop to fix it a number of times. I was also carrying a skateboard and something else once I went to get back on after fixing it. I told him to slow down and I was kinda getting frusturated. We went back towards where my car was. We past through some elementry or high schools grounds. I kept talking about the clint eastwood movie. I said that I wanted to watch it and when I went to watch it in the house where I parked my car it was on.

Remember being in 7/11 in Rutland. I was getting some taquitos. I didnt tell what kinds I wanted but I got the right ones. I was getting some other stuff too. It took her awhile to get my taquitos. She finally placed them on the counter and then knocked them over as she put my other stuff there. I had already eaten one but I said she knocked all 3 off. I told her and asked for some new ones. She wanted me to show her so I lifter up the garbage can nearby and there was a bunch of them underneath it so she gave me 3 more. I left and went to catch the bus. I just missed the first one but caught up to it at the next couple of stops. I was on a skateboard which was really hard to ride. Next remember coming down the back road that connects to Ellison in my car. There were cops and stuff all over the place, off to the side and on the road. There were a bunch of hippyish eco kids everywhere and in the middle of the road. I had the feeling i sometimes get in dreams where it was the second time i had done this in that dream. I almost hit a couple kids. There was the guy who seemed to be the leader type in the middle of the road talking to cops. I was listening to some metal pretty loudly and as I came down I tried to turn it down but the volume knob wasnt doing anything. I wasnt sure if I could go so I sat there for a few seconds and eventually just went. I kept driving down the road. There were side paths and stuff leading off old vernon into the bush. I met up with Teegan and a few other guys. We headed up one of these paths where there would have normally been a house. The leader guy of the eco kids was with us. It was kinda snowy out. We came to a small clearing just inside the trees. There was a stump and some downed trees and it was kind of a cool spot. We met up with Sophia there. She looked really good and had just died her hair like whitish with orangish/red rings and highlights throughout it. Everyone was talking to her. She was upset. I tried to make her feel better. I said Sophia! I like your hair. She said she knew. Teegan had a thing apparently with the leader of the eco kids which I was happy but also upset about. I was trying to be supportive. Teegan and I had a talk. She told me her and Dalton had hung out the night before. I inferred that he left and she kinda giggled. I didnt like that he had stayed the night. She claimed the didnt do anything. She said she smoked weed everyday now. She told me she was going to move to Winnipeg with a bunch of the eco kids and sell weed because you could make lots of money there. I got upset at this and told her she shouldnt do it. I said think about all the guys we buy from and how you would never want to be like them. I talked to Charlotte later on and complained about what she had told me to her.
-Remeber being at RMS with some of the same kids. I was with 2 girls at first, both from the eco kids. I was trying to get a file of some kind and they were trying to stop me. I was in a narrow hallway with them. My gr9 video teacher was there trying to stop me, not from getting the file like the girls but because I was there after hours. We were all like middle school age. Soon we all went into a backyard type area (exluding the teacher). It was like Kathy's backyard but there was no hot tub. There was a bunch of family of peoples back there. Teegan was there again. At some point someone lost something and 3 of us went to look for it. There were 3 hidden shafts in a bathroom that we looked in, all of them went down. I was back outside soon and me and teegan had another talk. I told her she should do whatever she wanted but that sellling weed was a bad idea. We kissed even though the guy she had a thing with was right there. People were eating bbq now. My friend had a bunch of hot dog weiners and since there were none left he gave me 2 because they were small. I also grabbed toppings off his bun which I then realized was inappropriate.

Remember being at some sort of study group. I had a big calculus test coming up which I was not prepared for. I really didnt want to be there studying. A person who reminded me of the Dean from community came down and asked who wanted to play some ball. I stuck my hand right up and said me! I do! There was a ball tournament going on up stairs above where I was. I went up there. I went up naked because for some reason I assumed there wouldnt be anyone up there and there would be a costume for me to change into. I was wrong. The room was rectangular with to long gray fold down tables on either side of what seemed to be a central ailse created by the space between the tables. I sat down at the table in the back right corner. People where like what the fuck when the saw me. I was really embarassed as I walked over but I just sat down naked. Now I was magically wearing a shirt. It covered my crotch which satisfied me. When I sat down someone said your not wearing pants? I said I thought there would be a costume up there for me. I lifted up my leg to show I was not wearing pants, only now I was! This confused me (next time I am confused by an experience I will do a thorough reality check!). I looked over and Des was next to me. He wasnt wearing any pants only a shirt in the same manner I had been. I asked if he gave me his jeans and he didnt really say anything because he was too proud but I knew he did. The jeans I was wearing wernt like any pair I now own. They were a nice slimmer but no too tight of a fit with a dark colour. There were a few waitresses at the table from Kelly Os. Cass, Tina, and a couple who were just DCs or I cant remember, and Kristina V and Katty H. They said they had all liked me at one point. I said I had done good that summer. Jordan Williams was there too once the game got closer to starting. Someone asked me If I wanted to ref or some other special position and I said sure. A bunch of us walked down the central aisle and went just outside (the room was no longer a second floor of something, there was only a small amount of steps leading down to grass and no roof over the game area). Me and jordan just went and smoked a jay. Everyone else was doing cocaine and I didnt want to. Jordan said he had some E so we went to the very back near where out tables were. It was to the left side in a little crawl space area that we had to climb on some crates and stuff and break into with force. We took some green Xbox's with some water. I was now driving across town back to the game area from about 7/11 in jordans car alone. I was listening to the best electronic music I had ever heard, it was very sweet and had lots of clean vocals in it. I was back at the game area now and told jordan how awesome the music was and asked who it was and never got an answer. The position I had accepted was awesome. I tied myself to a baloon and floated and flew around above the game and watched it be played. I could control the direction I floated in and wether I went up or down. I wasnt supposed to spin though but I couldnt resist and did it after awhile. It was very dizzying. There was twice when the baloon popped and I still just gently floated down to the ground. I was probably 20 or 30 feet in the air, maybe more at times. After I did the spin I just wanted to play the game. I went down and someone else took my position. The game wasnt any sort of ball like they had said earlier. It was a capture the flag type game with ribbons that you would try to bring back to your table. Our team was red I think. There was like 4 or 5 tables. Ours was still the back corner one. Me and jordan wanted to take me E (I instigated it though) and we struggled back up to the same spot as before. There was a manager type guy behind us (I was thinkning kelly os ball tourney) and I didnt know him. He said something to me and I had a pill in my mouth. I just fell down and took a sip of water and answered him. I went to play the game. I grabbed a ribbon from the table 2 ahead of mine and did an action roll to try to evade being tagged but it didnt work. One mamager said I was posing him problems, saying I was good. *I played guitar within an hour of going to sleep*

Remember being at some sort of study group. I had a big calculus test coming up which I was not prepared for. I really didnt want to be there studying. A person who reminded me of the Dean from community came down and asked who wanted to play some ball. I stuck my hand right up and said me! I do! There was a ball tournament going on up stairs above where I was. I went up there. I went up naked because for some reason I assumed there wouldnt be anyone up there and there would be a costume for me to change into. I was wrong. The room was rectangular with to long gray fold down tables on either side of what seemed to be a central ailse created by the space between the tables. I sat down at the table in the back right corner. People where like what the fuck when the saw me. I was really embarassed as I walked over but I just sat down naked. Now I was magically wearing a shirt. It covered my crotch which satisfied me. When I sat down someone said your not wearing pants? I said I thought there would be a costume up there for me. I lifted up my leg to show I was not wearing pants, only now I was! This confused me (next time I am confused by an experience I will do a thorough reality check!). I looked over and Des was next to me. He wasnt wearing any pants only a shirt in the same manner I had been. I asked if he gave me his jeans and he didnt really say anything because he was too proud but I knew he did. The jeans I was wearing wernt like any pair I now own. They were a nice slimmer but no too tight of a fit with a dark colour. There were a few waitresses at the table from Kelly Os. Cass, Tina, and a couple who were just DCs or I cant remember, and Kristina V and Katty H. They said they had all liked me at one point. I said I had done good that summer. Jordan Williams was there too once the game got closer to starting. Someone asked me If I wanted to ref or some other special position and I said sure. A bunch of us walked down the central aisle and went just outside (the room was no longer a second floor of something, there was only a small amount of steps leading down to grass and no roof over the game area). Me and jordan just went and smoked a jay. Everyone else was doing cocaine and I didnt want to. Jordan said he had some E so we went to the very back near where out tables were. It was to the left side in a little crawl space area that we had to climb on some crates and stuff and break into with force. We took some green Xbox's with some water. I was now driving across town back to the game area from about 7/11 in jordans car alone. I was listening to the best electronic music I had ever heard, it was very sweet and had lots of clean vocals in it. I was back at the game area now and told jordan how awesome the music was and asked who it was and never got an answer. The position I had accepted was awesome. I tied myself to a baloon and floated and flew around above the game and watched it be played. I could control the direction I floated in and wether I went up or down. I wasnt supposed to spin though but I couldnt resist and did it after awhile. It was very dizzying. There was twice when the baloon popped and I still just gently floated down to the ground. I was probably 20 or 30 feet in the air, maybe more at times. After I did the spin I just wanted to play the game. I went down and someone else took my position. The game wasnt any sort of ball like they had said earlier. It was a capture the flag type game with ribbons that you would try to bring back to your table. Our team was red I think. There was like 4 or 5 tables. Ours was still the back corner one. Me and jordan wanted to take me E (I instigated it though) and we struggled back up to the same spot as before. There was a manager type guy behind us (I was thinkning kelly os ball tourney) and I didnt know him. He said something to me and I had a pill in my mouth. I just fell down and took a sip of water and answered him. I went to play the game. I grabbed a ribbon from the table 2 ahead of mine and did an action roll to try to evade being tagged but it didnt work. One mamager said I was posing him problems, saying I was good. *I played guitar within an hour of going to sleep*