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    1. processing dream

      by , Yesterday at 04:32 PM (/ᐠ≽ ◺˰◿ ≼マ)
      im in this upstairs flat apartment i've never seen before. I think me and my sister just moved in. There's this guy who i know was a spy, and lied about who he was and faked getting close to me because it was his assignment. I stopped associating with him but i can see through a cloud foggy thought that he's over at some agency looking at us on a computer and some grey haired guy telling him he needs to get into our place and wedge himself back into our life. The boss guy is pissed and scolding but then the guy who i got away from who had black curly hair smugly tells him he knows what to do. He says that he just needs to befriend my sister and that she's gullible. Next thing i know my sister is letting him in our apartment and i become furious and tell her about who he really is and that he needs to get out of our place immediately and i go and throw him down the stairs towards the exit. But then my sister says he needs to get his stuff first and he goes back up and i hear through the door my sister is eating pizza with him and offering him pizza and i realize she lied to keep him there longer and that she fell for his lies. i go and shove the pizza in his face and destroy his stuff then throw it out over the balcony while the guy pretends to be innocent and a victim then i finally force him out and chase him away with a bat, it felt like trying to explain no longer works and the only thing that works is violence and force. (reflecting on what the dream means, these are feelings i have about my grandma and mom having willing ignorance about how horrible of people my niece and half sister are and force subject everyone to them and no matter how much evidence showing how much of monsters they are they will prioritize them above themselves and others mental well-being)
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