Pastelpeach

I was in a house, trying to get out without people noticing. I think I also tried to set the house on fire while people were still inside.

I was driving my mom's friend to his house. It was a new and bigger house. I walked through the hallway and saw 2 bathrooms. I drove away.

I was at an ArcLight theater. I got to the counter and the employee told me that I owe 200 dollars. I asked them why and they showed me a booklet saying $100 for membership and a $50 initial fee. I thought that still doesn't add up to $200. The employee just walks away. I stood there with my bro for a long time waiting for something.

I was going on a trip but didn't know it at that moment. I got in to a house and assumed that 2 people share a room. I was about to go in to PW's room but awkwardly walk back out. I put my bags down at the hallway. HW came rushing to me asking me to fix her game, which was a pink DS. There were sounds but no pictures, I then pressed a button and it's all fine again. (I fixed something else with one touch too but I don't remember what). I noticed that she have a room all for herself.

The left side of my shoulder have peeling dry skin but with new skin underneath. I thought it was because of too many push-ups.

All I remembered was PW saying "I like you. More than just friend. More than just best friend."

My brother woke up late for school, it was at least an hr or two late. We decided that he could just skip school. I remembered that I had to the school to report his absence. Someone around us told us that if he goes to school now, no one would really notice. We were riding in the car, we got off next to the school. It looked like a drop off spot for trucks. There were diagonal lines on the ground. I wasn't sure if we can actually stop here. Once we were off, my dad drove away. We went in to a building, it was more like a tower with steep stairs and gaps. We went up thinking that the school's upstairs. Soon enough, I realized that we're in a fashion company and everyone was busy and running around. The platforms where the stair turns are open showers. We started back down stairs when we realize the school wouldn't be here.

I was sitting in a bar with 3 Benedict Cumberbatch. Each one of them is different, one was really put together, the other was really adorable and the last one was Sherlock. Sherlock sat on my left and the well put together one was opposite of me. I asked them if I can take a picture of them together, they looked at me and smiled really big saying yes! --- I was in a hallway leading to a room that looks like a YouTube video. It's called "Pyscholistic Lover" by Kanye West (wtf). While walking toward to room, I see the back of a creepy person. That person had paper like material for the face and a beak. It attacked me and wants me dead. I tried to slit its throat with a knife multiple times, it only leave dents for a sec with no mark or blood. I thought it was too scary and changed back to the bar scene. They were close enough and I could take a picture but something happen and the parted a little. I said I would have to move back a little to take it and they moved close again.

(I woke up in rl and couldn't find my phone) I was in my bed and found my phone to the left side of my pillow.

I woke up thinking about a lot of things, jumbles of words, words that I wouldn't use, words that are probably not words. They all made sense to me that moment.

I was in a familiar looking plaza. I went inside a gym, it looked pretty old in there. I started to lift weights that were near the front of the door. I begin with a little weight. A woman came in and stood there staring at me. I looked for heavier weights and found one half of a 21 lbs. Another girl came in and joined the woman in staring at me. I sarcastically asked them if I'm not using enough weight. They then told me that I'm being weak for using so little weight. I fought back saying that I'm not comfortable with heavier weight, and yelled at them some more.

I was in the previous plaza, but in a restaurant this time. The owner was showing off pictures of celebrities that came to eat. I found it really annoying so I left my family there. I was in a car driving away, but decided to go back. It was night time and I couldn't see really well, couldn't remember if I was going on the right road or not. I thought I saw a familiar entrance so I switched 4 lanes at a go without a care. (The road was so busy, I could've die in real life). The plaza that I drove in didn't look familiar at all. I decided to just pick a restaurant to eat at and went in a small Japanese restaurant. It was crowded and I didn't know if I should stay or go. I took a sit at a table with an old lady, we started talking and I showed her a menu that I got from the previous restaurant. It had a lot of pictures with descriptions, she then said she want to order from that menu.

I was in a fabric store following a lady, she told me she comes here whenever things are on sale. She was about to walk out but turned around and came back with a dark blue fuzzy fabric. She told me that the key to having long lasting fabric is to wash it really well before making anything. I was going to ask if that's actually necessary.

1AM-8AM

*Non-Lucid*Lucid*

I was mining in dirt, Minecraft style. -- I was in a building then I became lucid. I tried to remain lucid by not blinking (how I usually wake up) but I still blinked once. I lost the lucid moment after a while forgetting what to do.

I was making 2 sandwiches with toasted breads. My mom asked if she the bread will taste better if she turn the dial of the toaster to the right. I told her that it will burn instead. I put hams on each sandwich. I prepared some avocado, I sliced some in to my brother's sandwich. I forgot if I put some in mine yet. I tried to remember if prepared an avocado or a half for each of us. Surprised that I couldn't remember at all.

09/30/2012
10PM-10AM

*Lucid*

I got at least 3 lucid moments last night but lost it before I could do anything. The first one that I was in, it was really blurry and fading away so I tried to say "Stabilize lucidity" but I couldn't even move my mouth without trying really hard. I woke up but I was only then slowly fading back to reality, I think I could've go back if I focused.

09/23/2012
10PM-1AM
3AM-10AM

It was night. I was standing at a cliff with 2 other girls. Each of us was suppose to marry, have sex, and be killed by the princes on the spot. Instead, the princes got killed or disappeared. We were then sent to a room by a lady, who I think is the Queen. The small room was stone and lit up with a torch or two. There were 3 beds lined up on the wall opposite of the door. The lady told us to rest so I walked toward the middle bed. When I looked closely at the bed, the middle top edge of the blanket was a black dot. Maybe it was a fly? It sits there and I had a feeling that it's something to do with the prince.

09/22/2012
12AM-9AM

I was in a really upscale mall. I went down the stairs by holding the handle and sliding down. I passed by a rectangular jacuzzi right next to the stairs. --- I was lost while driving. I was driving a rusty red car but I parked and got out to walk around. I came back really quickly but the car was in a car wash machine. I went around, trying to find the other side of the car wash. All I see is just walls. I found a girl who works there and I asked her if I could get my car. She pointed to a really big bin so I opened it to find the car in there with a lot of steam. She told me that it's drying and to come back later. We talked for a while. I asked if she know where the city of SM is, and she raised her arm and pointed behind me. I turned around and tried to remember the way. I saw a really decorative pastry shop and thought about visiting it before going. People started going/disappearing so I thought it was getting late. --- I was walking in the hallway of a store. One side was the washer/dryers and the other with people sitting in a row. I moved forward seeing that I'm the only female there. I was looking for a pair of my jeans but instead found a stack of all my jeans. I looked around and saw my family's clothing. I heard my mom's voice, asking "Is she here?" and when I turned toward the voice, my dad replied "She's right there." Our clothes were on top of machines that labeled "C".

09/21/2012
12AM-8AM

I was at a school carnival with my lunch group but without AA.

I was at the mall, walking through random stores.

I was in a room with 10-20 people. AA told me to look back, I saw something blue coming through the hallway. AA, JP and A locked arms with me and we stood there. The blue was actually a wave of water, it flushed our side of the room and backed out. It happen a few more times. Something red was coming through this time. This time, it was just AA and I in the room. We realized it's lava. She jumped up the bed and tried to help me up. The bed was higher than usual and I lost all my strength out of fear. I finally got on the bed and scooted back as far as possible. The room was glowing red from the lava. I worried that the lava would rise higher and higher but it didn't. Something happen and it turned to water. I got off the bed and out the hallway. I got to this dungeon like room, it was kind of dark. There was a section in the room with 2 doors. The one on the right have 2 holes and the left have 1. I pressed a button on the right and I got 2 keys, they sparkling like fairy dust and really light. I forgot what the right side button gave me. I fitted the keys and the other object in to holes. The doors opened and started playing a song each. It was a slow and high key melody, it was terrifying. I quickly closed the doors and walked back. I forgot what happen next but it made me tell myself that it's a dream and to wake up.

09/19/2012
11PM-10AM

I was helping my brother with his homework, I commented that my mom talking is distracting cause I was curious. My mom asked if we need to put my brother in regular math and I told her that he's doing fine. She asked again and I yelled out "I don't want him to..." and almost started crying. My complete thought was: I don't want him to be as useless as I am.

I was in the kitchen, and my mom asked me to pass the coffee to her. I turned around and see bags of drink powders. I see the coffee one in the back and asked if it's that, she didn't answer. I saw a spider, and was unusually scared. I was about to kill it but it flew. I turned to my dad, told him that it's his job now and walked away. I was walking through a my house's hallway and saw some kind of strings attached to a door and a wall. I passed by it a few times before realizing that they are spider legs from just one spider. I was about to snapchat it to AA but was distracted. I asked my dad if he killed the spider yet and he didn't. I walked to a counter, felt something on my arm and it was a tiny black bug/fly. I tried to flick it away but it stuck there the firsts time.

I got 4 piercings that are identical, they are long pins (pencil length) with blue ball tops. I punched 4 holes in my left hand with a piercing gun. A hole between my index and middle fingers. One between my middle and ring fingers. Another in the middle of my hand. Last one was below my thumb. It wasn't that painful. I put the piercings in and was really careful doing anything. I decided to take them out because they were in the way, my hand hurts every time I hold something. When I was taking them out, the back of the piercings fell on the floor. I picked them up one by one on the carpet floor. My mom was sitting on a chair, she picked one up but dropped it again. I went on with holes in my hand and whenever I breath on my hand, it felt cold. I could feel the air going through the holes. I took a closer look at the holes between my fingers, there were only bits of flesh attached, I considered cutting the flesh off. I realized that I will probably have an infection soon since I didn't sanitize anything. The skin next to the holes were peeling away, I peeled the skin next to my thumb to reveal pale skin underneath. I touched the skin and it sting a bit. I wondered how it would be like to peel all the skin on my body. Cosmo (from The Fairly Odd Parents) appeared in the room and asked if he could stay for the night. I had no problem with that and told him to ask my guardian for permission. I also asked him who let him in the house, it was the guardian. She then ran in the room searching for a horror book, she was looking in the horror section but I found it in the back of a random section.

09/18/2012
2AM - 10AM

I was upstairs in my cousin's (I recognize him as my cousin, but his face is my neighbor's face) bedroom with my brother. We were both sitting on the bed, facing the door. My brother was sitting at the end of the bed while I sat at the head. We watched as our cousin got to the second floor. He sees us but just turned away and walked in to his brother's room. I see his brother and his girlfriend in the room, they were hugging. The door closed behind them. --- I was outside at what seems to be the walkway to apartment rooms. Trees, bushes and flowers were around me and it felt really peaceful. While I was walking, I felt like I was wrapped in a heavy blanket. My dad appeared walking in front of me and was surprised that I was out of the house. --- I started watching ShayCarl's videos again, and noticed that he looked somewhat different.

09/17/2012
12AM-10AM

*Non-Lucid*Lucid*

I was in another dream when I became lucid and when I open my eyes again, I was in my bed looking at the ceiling. I know that I'm still lucid so I tried getting up. It took a lot of effort to simply sit up because my limbs were really heavy. I also had another problem, I keep on wanting to close my eyes. (In past lucid dreams, whenever I close my eyes, it means I will wake up so I didn't want that.) I was laying in bed again and since I couldn't move, I tried to summon PW here. It didn't work but I was out of my bed. I walked to the door and imagined Tokyo to be on the other side, but it was just the familiar hallway when I opened the door. Maybe it didn't work cause I didn't completely imagine the scene? I imagined PW's house, when I opened the door it's like her house but not really... This whole dream, I tried to keep my eyes open and I'm surprised that I didn't wake up earlier on.

09/14/2012
12AM-7AM, 8:30AM-11:30AM

*Non-Lucid*Lucid*

I was in a school for my first day of class. I realized I was lucid, pinched my nose and watched my hand as I poke my finger through palm. I observed a brick wall. I woke up.

09/10/2012
12AM-10AM