Pastelpeach

*Non-Lucid*Lucid*

I was in Trader Joe's with my mom, apparently I could get whatever I want for my birthday. I couldn't decide and she was patiently walking around with me, which was strange because she's usually impatient. I ended up wondering what I should get for my friend PW (it's not even her birthday for a while). I see a pile of Spongebob color book, and special crayons. I looked through some of them thinking that they are different each. I flipped to the first page on one, and it was Spongebob without his ties, collar, and belt. I wanted to color a book and give it to PW as a gift. I then remembered that she's in NY so I will have to mail it to her. I wondered if I could get it to her on time if I finish coloring it today. I see my school's Chamber group from last year, they were in the art supply section. I walked the aisles trying to find a gift. I ended up in the art supply section, I see drawing papers but I couldn't draw that much. I decided that I could draw in my sketchbook and just take the page out. I started walking, and I was behind this girl I see in school. She was wearing red jeans/tights, a red top, a reddish brown cardigan, and brown boots. I thought that she was wearing a lot of reds. I passed the Chamber group again and they were watching a person tattoo a tiny black dog. I see my dad, he was just getting his tattoo finished on his left forearm. I got next to him and the tattoo artist punctured the tips of my middle and ring fingers. It was done as an extension to my tattoo, they were piercings that look like snake fangs. I didn't think my tattoo would expand out to my hand, I didn't know I was getting a tattoo! It's as if my dad's tattoo transferred on to my arm. The tattoo artist punctured my index finger, the piercing was an ancient Chinese coin, it sits on top of my finger. I was going to comment that he poked my fingers so fast that I didn't even feel much pain. My dad got a helix piercing on his right ear. I asked that artist how much the total was twice because I couldn't hear him clearly. My dad asked him if he counted the helix piercing. The guy instantly gave him a helix... again. It was rubic cube pieces forming a ring around his ear. I turned around and my dad showed me the total on a piece of paper, it was a thousand something. He showed it to me quickly cause he's afraid my mom would see it. I woke up still feeling the pain of my index.

I was at the mall, walking with PW. We went in to a store cause it looked pretty interesting from the outside. We got in and it transformed in to a tea store. We walked back out and continued. I wondered why can't I just make this lucid, and the lucid "feeling" rushed over me. I pinched my nose and floated upward and I got back down. We walked and we stood next to a stall. She was bending and looking at the items. I wanted to kiss her but I'll have to bend down too. I pulled her to the side and kissed her. We continued walking and I walked up to the roof of the building.

09/09/2012
1AM-9AM

I was in a school, trying to find room 316 for a math class. I found it after a while and went in, there were 3 students sitting in a group with one seat empty for me. As I walk toward it, more people appear around. --- In another classroom, People sat in groups. At the end of each row is an empty seat, I didn't want to take the seats cause it would be awkward. I finally took one after seeing no other choices.

I was in a house with my brother, the landlady of the house offers spaces for people to sleep. She asked which one of us sleeps messier, the messier one sleeps upstairs on carpet and the other sleeps downstairs on tile. She explained that it's harder to clean tiles cause she would have to buy new ones to replace the dirty ones. I thought it was really silly at first but it somehow made sense. I was picking out clothes to change in to and found a pair of pajama pants. It was tie dyed with baby blue. After looking at it closer, it was filled with patterns that I apparently screen printed. I was surprised at how clean and new it looked after washes.

08/31/2012
12AM-10AM

*Non-Lucid*Lucid*

I was in a night club with my mom and brother. I saw a guy at the entrance and I circled back to him after ditching my family near the bathroom.

A cat jumped up to me and I became lucid. I watched my hands as I do RC (cause I never really look before), I could feel my finger going through my palm. A cat was playing with my hands. I was at a modern house, I was going to pick up the stones on the ground to observe it but I woke up.

Every time I go back to sleep, a thought will trigger me to become lucid but I don't remember what it was.

08/30/2012
12AM-9AM

I was crawling and jumping across buildings, running away from PW. It was not like a threat, it was more of a game. She was wearing a cape and a gown, all black.

I was walking through a parking lot with my old care taker, she told me to stop ignoring people's texts and calls... it is very rude.

I was in a classroom sitting next to a guy. He had drawings of Lady Gaga in front of him, they were all the same drawings but different in designs. I was surprised because I drew the original picture before! His drawings were so much better, they were perfect. He drew one picture using tiny boxes but the result was still a very lifelike Gaga. He had another drawing, it was two people holding hands.

I was at a Chinese restaurant. I was sitting with my future family in law. The whole restaurant was reserved for the relatives on my fiancé's side. I didn't know anyone, not even my fiancé but he was really friendly and nice when I met him. I was suppose to leave a good impression but I didn't know how to. So I was quiet the whole time and smiled as much as possible. In the end, it probably didn't work out cause I was at a street with a lot of tiny boutiques, ready to return my dress. Each boutique had polished wooden interior and soft lighting. Each one of them have a dressing room and few dresses on display separately behind glass. I was walking down the street and saw a girl and her mother going in to the boutique that I just left. I went back in later and saw a baggy shirt on a hanger in the dressing room. The shirt had the same pattern/design as my dress, so I thought the dress must be in here somewhere. All I found were more of the same shirts.

08/29/2012
11PM - 9AM

I was holding a piece of paper that describes the differences between being a girl and a woman. I don't remember reading it.

I was in a classroom, it was almost the start of class. I went out to the hallway and went to these 2 tables and chairs under a bulletin board. I squatted next to this girl, with my head facing her. Two girls came and stood next to me reading the board. The girl sitting down looked at the girls, then looked at me and gave me a look(that the girls are not worthy?). I gave a look back to her agreeing. She took out a small notebook, wrote down either her address or number and gave the paper to me. The teacher started taking roll, and asked me why am I out there squatting.

I was running with PW hand in hand. When I pull her forward, she would speed up and pull ME forward, making me run faster. That goes back and forth while we run.

08/28/2012
12AM - 10AM

I was driving AA, I soon realized that we were driving to her college. I thought I'm driving her because she's not familiar with the place. When we got there, she told me that she recognize it very well. I got angry because I just wasted time and effort when it was not even needed.

I drove AA and PW as they gave me directions. I was going straight and since they stopped giving me instruction, I thought I'll need to continue straight. I then realized that I have to turn left because I was in that lane. I turned and did another quick left turn and ended up in an IHOP parking lot. When I was trying to park correctly, I almost hit a parked red card behind me, it was really close.

08/22/2012
12:30 AM - 6:30 AM

I was pushing a supermarket cart with PW and we went in to a building, it was like a food court. I asked her what should we get to eat and she asked me how about In-N-Out. I said I don't know and continued to walk around. I see only fast food restaurants like In-N-Out, McDonald's and Carl's Jr., etc. We took seats at a table.

08/21/2012
12AM - 8AM

I got on to a helicopter with Tony Stark and another person. Tony took the pilot seat and we took the back seats. Before we even sit down properly at the back, we were already flying. I was putting ear muffs on but decided that the seat belt is more important. I got it on and tried to put the ear muffs on again, it was really light and thin, like a really cheap headphone. Really loud music was blasting through it but I didn't take it off for safety reason?

I was at a supermarket, I was part of a team for an obstacle course. I was holding a long piece of tape and I'm suppose to climb up this obstacle with it as support. I didn't think it was safe so my teammate took it instead and made it to the top.

08/19/2012
12AM - 9AM

Fragments: I remember typing on to the notepad on my phone, it was probably about a dream. -- I see/know? different rooms for dreams, one was for hearing, another for speaking and the last one was seeing. -- My mom came in to the temple city house, I went in to the bathroom to hide. I started reading the newspaper. I took out the page with housing on it so that my mom can read it later. She was yelling outside, I thought she won't notice me hiding. She started yelling how I'm in the bathroom reading the newspaper.

08/16/2012
12AM-10AM

*Non-Lucid*Lucid*

(I woke up at 8, couldn't remember if I had any dreams so I went back to sleep.) I was at the mall with AA and met up with PW. Somehow AA disappeared and AT joined us. PW talked about getting face cleanser while we were walking and I ignored her the whole way. AT disappeared and it was just me and PW, we were silent and it was awkward. Music started playing somehow, to lessen the awkwardness? We waited at an elevator, the floor was shaking due to it. I decided to just stop being silly and told her that I hate it when some elevators do that, shaking the whole floor. I said it like it's normal for elevators to do that. The door open, the elevator was tiny and there were two man inside filming. PW hesitated to get in so I dragged her in with me. We squeezed to the left of the elevator. The camera guy was filming the man on his left with a video camera. The man had his palm pushed against my face. PW and I giggled at first but I tried my best to act normal, she continued so I elbowed her. She started talking to me so I shushed her. We got off the elevator and walked out to the parking lot. People were running to the right or back inside the building. I was going to run away with PW but instead I jumped up to the roof of a car, all the while wondering what the hell am I doing. I was then blown away pretty high and far by an explosion. I was falling now and thought about the pain of landing. I was falling really slowly and my body was light. I hanged on to the edge of a roof, and realized things were surreal starting from the parking lot. There's a bring yellow sign on the building across from me, I keep on looking back to it. I pinched my nose and took a really deep breath. I proceeded to feel the cement roof, I smelled my hand (dusty from roof, flowery from lotion store) and I tried to take in the details of the roof but it was too fuzzy. I blinked and wanted to say "stabilize lucidity", I woke up opening my eyes.

(I tried getting back in to the dream) Fragments: sitting on the street with a bunch of people, lady started talking to me, authorities asked it were alright from the earthquake, whatever happen was not like it. -- I was driving and I pulled up to the curb cause there was an incoming firetruck. -- I got a missed call from my mom, I probably didn't call back.

08/17/2012
1AM-9AM

I was a a street stall that sells clothing, someone was with me. I was there because I was trying to find this shirt, it's supposed to be cursed and I have to burn it. I told the lady at the stall that it's a black and white stripes tank. She looked through the racks and gave me a black and white stripes t-shirt. I don't remember what I did with it. --- I'm inside of a building, it was really dark and eerie. I saw the ghost of a girl, I think it was coming toward me. I think I fought it off but I don't remember how, I ran downstairs and told a man that he can stop doing whatever he was doing cause the ghost is gone. I believe he was friendly and trying to help me.

08/15/2012
1:30AM - 9:30AM

I was frying egg with the stove on high. I turned it to medium so that I don't burn the egg. I waited for a while for it to cook but it's not cooking. I turned it to high again and the egg started to bubble. I tried to take the egg out but it was stuck to the pan.

I dreamed about Minecraft.

08/14/2012
12AM-10AM

I was in my old house in Temple City. My childhood caretaker visits me with her husband. I was surprised that they came all the way here from Macau just to see me! I thought I saw the husband holding a tourist flag. I didn't really recognize him at first because he got tanner and stronger here. He's also not as friendly as I knew him. She took me to the backyard, we were the only one outside. She told me I should respect and listen to my mom. I yelled out in anger that I won't respect my mom. I couldn't believe that my mom made her come and talk to me.

08/13/2012
1AM - 10AM

08/11/2012
12AM - 8:30AM

I was walking down a street wanting ice cream. I passed a McDonald, Dairy Queen and an ice cream shop. I went back to DQ and when I was looking at the menu, P.W. came inside and went out the backdoor as a shortcut. The menu had two sections, one was a blending? option and the other is topping. The first section had different colors roses and the second one had chocolate chips, sprinkles, etc. I decided on red roses and chocolate chips after thinking for a while. I remember thinking how the ice cream color would look with red and brown. I don't remember if I got the ice cream or not tho.

I was outside at a deserted area, a leader asked me to throw a grenade and I threw it without pulling the trigger. He asked me again to throw it at the second row of walls, not the first since it's our defense. He said it's alright if I did throw it at the first wall cause it's easy to replace it. I repeated his instruction to him twice to make sure I got it down. I don't remember if I threw the grenade or not. --- I was inside a ballroom and it was filled with our enemies, we were all fighting. I still have the task of throwing grenade so I ran nervously up a makeshift stair that my team put up. As I get near the end, an old man on my right stabbed me with a needle. He was the leader from the opposite side. My leg went weak for a second. The grenade I was holding was really tiny, like a lip balm case. I twisted it in halves and threw it. It landed in front of me on the edge of the stair. I kicked it to the enemy wall and it went off. The explosion was so small that it didn't even do any damage at all. The enemies laughed.

08/10/2012
12:30AM - 9:30AM