non-lucid

I was crawling and jumping across buildings, running away from PW. It was not like a threat, it was more of a game. She was wearing a cape and a gown, all black.

I was walking through a parking lot with my old care taker, she told me to stop ignoring people's texts and calls... it is very rude.

I was in a classroom sitting next to a guy. He had drawings of Lady Gaga in front of him, they were all the same drawings but different in designs. I was surprised because I drew the original picture before! His drawings were so much better, they were perfect. He drew one picture using tiny boxes but the result was still a very lifelike Gaga. He had another drawing, it was two people holding hands.

I was at a Chinese restaurant. I was sitting with my future family in law. The whole restaurant was reserved for the relatives on my fiancé's side. I didn't know anyone, not even my fiancé but he was really friendly and nice when I met him. I was suppose to leave a good impression but I didn't know how to. So I was quiet the whole time and smiled as much as possible. In the end, it probably didn't work out cause I was at a street with a lot of tiny boutiques, ready to return my dress. Each boutique had polished wooden interior and soft lighting. Each one of them have a dressing room and few dresses on display separately behind glass. I was walking down the street and saw a girl and her mother going in to the boutique that I just left. I went back in later and saw a baggy shirt on a hanger in the dressing room. The shirt had the same pattern/design as my dress, so I thought the dress must be in here somewhere. All I found were more of the same shirts.

08/29/2012
11PM - 9AM

I was holding a piece of paper that describes the differences between being a girl and a woman. I don't remember reading it.

I was in a classroom, it was almost the start of class. I went out to the hallway and went to these 2 tables and chairs under a bulletin board. I squatted next to this girl, with my head facing her. Two girls came and stood next to me reading the board. The girl sitting down looked at the girls, then looked at me and gave me a look(that the girls are not worthy?). I gave a look back to her agreeing. She took out a small notebook, wrote down either her address or number and gave the paper to me. The teacher started taking roll, and asked me why am I out there squatting.

I was running with PW hand in hand. When I pull her forward, she would speed up and pull ME forward, making me run faster. That goes back and forth while we run.

08/28/2012
12AM - 10AM

I was driving AA, I soon realized that we were driving to her college. I thought I'm driving her because she's not familiar with the place. When we got there, she told me that she recognize it very well. I got angry because I just wasted time and effort when it was not even needed.

I drove AA and PW as they gave me directions. I was going straight and since they stopped giving me instruction, I thought I'll need to continue straight. I then realized that I have to turn left because I was in that lane. I turned and did another quick left turn and ended up in an IHOP parking lot. When I was trying to park correctly, I almost hit a parked red card behind me, it was really close.

08/22/2012
12:30 AM - 6:30 AM

I was pushing a supermarket cart with PW and we went in to a building, it was like a food court. I asked her what should we get to eat and she asked me how about In-N-Out. I said I don't know and continued to walk around. I see only fast food restaurants like In-N-Out, McDonald's and Carl's Jr., etc. We took seats at a table.

08/21/2012
12AM - 8AM

I got on to a helicopter with Tony Stark and another person. Tony took the pilot seat and we took the back seats. Before we even sit down properly at the back, we were already flying. I was putting ear muffs on but decided that the seat belt is more important. I got it on and tried to put the ear muffs on again, it was really light and thin, like a really cheap headphone. Really loud music was blasting through it but I didn't take it off for safety reason?

I was at a supermarket, I was part of a team for an obstacle course. I was holding a long piece of tape and I'm suppose to climb up this obstacle with it as support. I didn't think it was safe so my teammate took it instead and made it to the top.

08/19/2012
12AM - 9AM

Fragments: I remember typing on to the notepad on my phone, it was probably about a dream. -- I see/know? different rooms for dreams, one was for hearing, another for speaking and the last one was seeing. -- My mom came in to the temple city house, I went in to the bathroom to hide. I started reading the newspaper. I took out the page with housing on it so that my mom can read it later. She was yelling outside, I thought she won't notice me hiding. She started yelling how I'm in the bathroom reading the newspaper.

08/16/2012
12AM-10AM

*Non-Lucid*Lucid*

(I woke up at 8, couldn't remember if I had any dreams so I went back to sleep.) I was at the mall with AA and met up with PW. Somehow AA disappeared and AT joined us. PW talked about getting face cleanser while we were walking and I ignored her the whole way. AT disappeared and it was just me and PW, we were silent and it was awkward. Music started playing somehow, to lessen the awkwardness? We waited at an elevator, the floor was shaking due to it. I decided to just stop being silly and told her that I hate it when some elevators do that, shaking the whole floor. I said it like it's normal for elevators to do that. The door open, the elevator was tiny and there were two man inside filming. PW hesitated to get in so I dragged her in with me. We squeezed to the left of the elevator. The camera guy was filming the man on his left with a video camera. The man had his palm pushed against my face. PW and I giggled at first but I tried my best to act normal, she continued so I elbowed her. She started talking to me so I shushed her. We got off the elevator and walked out to the parking lot. People were running to the right or back inside the building. I was going to run away with PW but instead I jumped up to the roof of a car, all the while wondering what the hell am I doing. I was then blown away pretty high and far by an explosion. I was falling now and thought about the pain of landing. I was falling really slowly and my body was light. I hanged on to the edge of a roof, and realized things were surreal starting from the parking lot. There's a bring yellow sign on the building across from me, I keep on looking back to it. I pinched my nose and took a really deep breath. I proceeded to feel the cement roof, I smelled my hand (dusty from roof, flowery from lotion store) and I tried to take in the details of the roof but it was too fuzzy. I blinked and wanted to say "stabilize lucidity", I woke up opening my eyes.

(I tried getting back in to the dream) Fragments: sitting on the street with a bunch of people, lady started talking to me, authorities asked it were alright from the earthquake, whatever happen was not like it. -- I was driving and I pulled up to the curb cause there was an incoming firetruck. -- I got a missed call from my mom, I probably didn't call back.

08/17/2012
1AM-9AM

I was a a street stall that sells clothing, someone was with me. I was there because I was trying to find this shirt, it's supposed to be cursed and I have to burn it. I told the lady at the stall that it's a black and white stripes tank. She looked through the racks and gave me a black and white stripes t-shirt. I don't remember what I did with it. --- I'm inside of a building, it was really dark and eerie. I saw the ghost of a girl, I think it was coming toward me. I think I fought it off but I don't remember how, I ran downstairs and told a man that he can stop doing whatever he was doing cause the ghost is gone. I believe he was friendly and trying to help me.

08/15/2012
1:30AM - 9:30AM

I was frying egg with the stove on high. I turned it to medium so that I don't burn the egg. I waited for a while for it to cook but it's not cooking. I turned it to high again and the egg started to bubble. I tried to take the egg out but it was stuck to the pan.

I dreamed about Minecraft.

08/14/2012
12AM-10AM

I was in my old house in Temple City. My childhood caretaker visits me with her husband. I was surprised that they came all the way here from Macau just to see me! I thought I saw the husband holding a tourist flag. I didn't really recognize him at first because he got tanner and stronger here. He's also not as friendly as I knew him. She took me to the backyard, we were the only one outside. She told me I should respect and listen to my mom. I yelled out in anger that I won't respect my mom. I couldn't believe that my mom made her come and talk to me.

08/13/2012
1AM - 10AM

I was walking down a street wanting ice cream. I passed a McDonald, Dairy Queen and an ice cream shop. I went back to DQ and when I was looking at the menu, P.W. came inside and went out the backdoor as a shortcut. The menu had two sections, one was a blending? option and the other is topping. The first section had different colors roses and the second one had chocolate chips, sprinkles, etc. I decided on red roses and chocolate chips after thinking for a while. I remember thinking how the ice cream color would look with red and brown. I don't remember if I got the ice cream or not tho.

I was outside at a deserted area, a leader asked me to throw a grenade and I threw it without pulling the trigger. He asked me again to throw it at the second row of walls, not the first since it's our defense. He said it's alright if I did throw it at the first wall cause it's easy to replace it. I repeated his instruction to him twice to make sure I got it down. I don't remember if I threw the grenade or not. --- I was inside a ballroom and it was filled with our enemies, we were all fighting. I still have the task of throwing grenade so I ran nervously up a makeshift stair that my team put up. As I get near the end, an old man on my right stabbed me with a needle. He was the leader from the opposite side. My leg went weak for a second. The grenade I was holding was really tiny, like a lip balm case. I twisted it in halves and threw it. It landed in front of me on the edge of the stair. I kicked it to the enemy wall and it went off. The explosion was so small that it didn't even do any damage at all. The enemies laughed.

08/10/2012
12:30AM - 9:30AM

I didn't do MILD last night, I went straight to sleep. I woke up 5 hrs later and I was gonna get out of bed but didn't want to miss my REM sleep. I didn't use any induction technique. I was in a dream and got lucid, I don't remember the dream, I just remember doing RCs. I couldn't push my finger through my palm so I pinched my nose, I had to take a really deep breath to confirm that I'm lucid. I kinda had a plan of what I want to do when I'm lucid but I didn't think of it at all in the dream. I thought I could try the TOTM but I couldn't remember what it was. I did RCs again with the same results. I didn't do anything cause I don't know what to do. I did RCs again but they didn't work this time. I don't know if I woke up or continued dreaming.

08/07/2012
3AM-11AM

I don't remember anything, I just remember that I woke up smiling from a dream.

08/06/2012
2AM-10AM

I was running with Lestrade (from Sherlock BBC) and we ran back to save this girl (a really annoying girl from school). Lestrade was ahead, and I'm running behind the girl to look after her... she was blow drying her hair while running. I thought it was weird how it could work without electricity but figured that it's connected to the backpack so it's fine. --- We were in front of a beverage machine, it sells coffee, hot chocolate, etc. Another person and the girl started calling Lestrade by the names on the beverage list...

08/05/2012
1AM - 11AM

I was living with my previous landlady, the one that had a fight with my mom. Her house was different in the dream, the house was elevated like it was part of a hill. The family was really nice in the dream, everyone was friendly. I asked if there's anything to help out with, the maid said I can help with the dishes. The landlady's sons went out the door for school, I said bye to them but they didn't reply. They met with the neighbors (DC), and headed to school together. There was a bathroom scene there somewhere...

08/04/2012
2AM - 10:30AM