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    1. 21st Apr 2013 WILDing in the dream again, Abstract shmup, Dragon, False Awakenings

      by , 04-21-2013 at 12:10 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from today's nap.

      I was at home, and i decided to do some WILD attempts, the room looked completely different but i didn't noticed. For some reason i was trying to do WILD in the uncomfortable corner of the bed, i noticed that and moved to the better position.
      Then dream skipped and i was going through some greyish town ruins and there were some zombies that i was shooting.
      After a while i was back at home and i was playing some abstract shmup. It was in the space and there were energy platforms floating around, enemy was attacking with spaceships and there were also tanks at the platforms. And out of everything that shmup was using Hellsinker OST for the music. I got through a couple of levels, each of which was ending with an boss fight versus some big abstract spaceship.
      But after i have done that game suddenly not just switched to the first person, but i was actually in the game. I was walking down an spiral set of the dark red spiral stairs, descending into the darkness. It was deep underground. Soon i have reached some kind of island, floating in the middle of the darkness. At the island there were ruins of the castle and a few more buildings. I crossed the bridge, and music started playing. As music was catching on, glowing white dragon flew out of the darkness and stopped above the island. Shortly dragon became darker and he started talking about something(can't recall what), shortly i recalled
      one of my dream goals and realized that i am dreaming, but before i could do anything, some force started attracted us together, and everything went pitch black. I feel weird sensation, like my body was changing in some way or getting fused with, but shortly everything stopped.
      I woke up but the room looks different so i am still dreaming, i get up and rub hands but dream fades out again.
      I wake up once again and it's daytime, i look at my hands, 5 fingers on the right, 3 fingers on the left, then suddenly back to 5 on the left. Balcony door was blocked by some garbage, so i decide to do small trick with the window nearby. I go backwards through it while expecting it to disappear and as i start falling backwards i notice that window is not there anymore. I feel the wings and fly around while randomly shouting commands for transformation and doing visualization(And completely forgetting how to do it properly ), i get my hands to slightly change, but once i look back at them they change back. I even try visualizing that dragon from before but no dice. After a while dream fades out and i wake up properly.
    2. 19th Apr 2013 The source of disturbance, Searching for the forger, Touhou-like game

      by , 04-19-2013 at 08:46 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream 1:

      I was some kind of... ghosty dimensional being, there was another one that i was with as a team. We were in some bizarre monochrome world that was getting filled with colors with each movement(trippy). We felt some kind of disturbance and went to investigate it. There was the road and we had to pass one area that was guarded by some other ghosty beings to reach the point where we needed to go. At first we were just going to fight them, but i thinked up a plan that one of us could distract them while another one gets through. He started distracting them and i got through, i used some sort of energy attack on the way to help him a bit too and shortly, we both were through.
      We reached some more colorful natural place, and that's where the source of disturbance was. I saw an "solar cactus" that was radiating an immense amount of heat, and there was an some item near it, which was the source of disturbance for sure. I went towards it, going around some thorns on the way, and picked it up(sadly can't recall what that item was).
      After that we went to the mountain area and we were looking at the map of the world and searching for the forging shop, none showed on the map. We checked a few towns, no dice. Then we noticed some train passing by and we went to check there. Luckily the master of the forging was on that train and we got him to help us to forge this item that we found into something. Then dream ended.


      Dream 2(fragments):

      I was watching some video about "How to properly TAS an racing game" for whatever reason. The author was playing some motorbike racing game and describing how to use some tool to create TAS(Tool-assisted) run of it.
      Later i was playing some game that looked like touhou, but scoring was more something like chaining. There was a boss one attack of which created a wall of boulders, and the more boulders were destroyed, the more dense boulders were moving towards the player character. Once boulders became too dense i used some kind of special attack to destroy them all, but then realized that UI is missing GFX for it and went into some kind of editor to add it.
    3. 17th Apr 2013 Ancient ruins, The binaural beats generator, Lucidity mode, Running on all fours

      by , 04-17-2013 at 11:07 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from today's nap. More 'dream in dream' stuff.

      I was exploring some kind of ancient ruins, there were platforms made of diamond and also some different type of diamond that i knew as 'Crystal clear diamond' which was different in color. I went exploring further into the tunnels and after going through them i was outside and there was a ship, i got on and was talking about something with pirates.
      After that i was back at the area with the diamond platforms. I picked up some diamonds for later use, but then suddenly the 'Crystal clear diamond' platform fell and broke apart, i picked up some of it's pieces as well. I went further on and there was some kind of public area and there was lots of people doing various stuff and some advertisement screens. Everything turned into some sort of weird game where i had to stay in the area while literally dodging waves of people to get more coins. There were a few different areas, but i was hanging out in one of the less dense ones.
      Later i went to some subway area from there, which still looked similar to ruins. There was shop where i used coins to upgrade my clothing to something blue. I noticed some enemies and i was chasing them through the tunnels. Then dream fades out.
      I wake up and notice that binaural beats are over, i take off huge binaural beats generator thing with integrated sleep mask and sound isolation system from my head( ) and fiddle around with settings, i also enable the 'force lucidity' mode, then i get this thing back on my head and fall asleep.
      I was at school and i was doing some stuff in huge classroom, suddenly
      i hear very loud binaural beats for a second from the 'force lucidity' mode i activated earlier, i immediately recall that i was planning to try to stand/move on all fours to help with transformations. And so i did, i stood up on all fours and started running, i am quick and it is really easy(I think my body changed physically, but visually it was the same) and quite awesome, i run between a bunch of DCs and then i break through window, fall down a few meters and land. I keep running and look around, i am in the ruins area from before, i decide to try transforming into a dragon again, but no dice. I then run(still on all fours) through some open door and then around a few rooms, but then dream fades out.
      I wake up, the binaural generator is out again so i take it off(and forget to do an RC), i memorize recall and go to a different room, the room was empty and i was waiting for something or someone around the door. Then dream ends and i wake up properly.
    4. 16th Apr 2013 Bandits, Being cyborg is fun, Skybridge, Overpowered weapon, Weird 'show'

      by , 04-16-2013 at 08:30 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from today's nap.

      I was at home, i was discussing something with family and there were doors from my room, that apparently were leading into rooms inhabited by some bandits. I was opening doors and shooting bandits down using some gun, then was back to talking with family, and back to cleaning out another room. That repeated a few times.
      I was tired and everyone had to sleep in same room, and there was random horse with us apparently, and it was distracting my sleep so i went to check out the other door. Bandits there were more aggressive and i got hit before i could shoot them all down. I take a look at what supposed to be wound, but there's metal, i realized that i was a cyborg of some kind. With that in mind i manage to move out three metallic claws out of my hand and i finish off the bandits. I spend some time playing around with the devices i got, moving them in and out of my hands. Not only i had claws in the right hand, but also there was blade in the left hand. I also managed to make my skin semi-transparent so i could see all sorts of electronics below it.
      I decided to check another door and bandits became even more aggressive, one rushed me straight with a knife, hitting me alot and making me back out. Suddenly we were on an small wooden bridge, in the sky. I was annoyed and when bandit hit me again i grabbed him right by the knife, pulled him towards myself while moving out my blade and then started repeatedly hitting his neck with blade till he was fully decapitated. For whatever reason an working helicopter blade came out of the top of his head and it flied up into the sky( ). Shortly, another bandit attacked me from behind, but out of nowhere i got some kind of weird miniature gun in my right hand. As he got close i grabbed him and fired the weapon. In a split second, everything where i directed the gun was in holes, projectiles pierced everything, and that included my leg due to how i aimed it, didn't expected it to be that powerful, but i was obviously perfectly fine. Suddenly i remembered that this gun is that one gun that can pierce absolutely everything and that can tear whole dimension in half, and that it was a good thing that i have only pressed the trigger and didn't hold it...
      I walked the skybridge and found a door, through it i was back at home, which now apparently was on tropical island. There was big party and after it i was trying to figure out more about stuff that i could do. Then suddenly some dude wants me to participate in some kind of 'cyborg show', i agree. But as we arrive in the room, i realize that it was not the kind of show i was thinking about, but before i can do anything he uses some makeup and makes me look like someone who only pretends to be a cyborg and who's really bad at this pretending, while saying that it'll make me look more intimidating ( ). I try to do something but i have trouble operating the weapons for some reason. In the reflection, i notice that i have two sets of metallic teeth. Then dream ends.
    5. 15th Apr 2013 Yogscast headquarters, mission after the mission, story that is going to repeat itself

      by , 04-16-2013 at 07:35 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Another long dream, though couldn't recall much detail as usual for me with long non-lucid dreams. And what a coincidence that i had an headache when going to sleep and after waking up this day...

      Dream 1:

      I was at home, browsing internet, but then suddenly i was invited into Yogscast, then i had to travel to some other place, which was their headquarters apparently. As i arrive i talk alot with people then i get a room and an office place. There were some instructions on video making that i read and also plans on the next video. Then somebody mentions that i need to be careful since we apparently have a leader and he was prone to very easily kick out people who he didn't liked. And as we finish talking the leader appears to be walking down the corridor, he looked badass, and he was very muscular, he also was wearing red clothing.
      I was doing stuff related to videos and also was doing some kind of missions apparently, like getting into/checking different places and helping around the headquarters, i think that continued for a day or so, but i was not doing well. Shortly i happened to be in same corridor as leader and he knew that i was not doing well, i was worried as he came to me but he decided to 'speak wisdom' as others called it, he told me a story of when he was starting out, there was an attack on an enemy artillery base and in the base he found an creature that had a name "Drake & Dragon", though it looked like just a dog with yellow fur, and as he found it, he saved it from the enemies and they became friends. After telling me all that(and me seeing it as an cutscene), he said that he hopes that i wont fail anymore, and he walked away.
      Through the later part of this day and the next day, i was doing more stuff at the offices and more video editing, but again, i was still not good at it and was worried about seeing leader again, but even with all of that i still managed to stay in team. Finally it was the time of making of the video that was planned before, it was video where we in some game were split into two teams and were battling each other, it actually went rather well, but when i was back at room doing video editing, i still couldn't figure some stuff out. Next day leader was near the offices and we got to talk again, he looked annoyed but for some reason he decided to 'speak wisdom' again instead of kicking me out(though can't recall any of it this time).
      During another mission i went to the basement and there was someone speaking about black ink. Then there was an lab of some sort, something went wrong, and black ink was all over the place, it was consuming the world, then someone else appeared and he apparently was my clone and we had to fight. In the end i managed to defeat him, but i had to retreat out of the basement, and to do that i had to go through the door maze. It took awhile but while doing it i figured out the true target of this mission(and can't recall it). Shortly i was out and then the basement was sealed to prevent black ink from progressing. Leader was there and once again he was "speaking wisdom".
      For the rest of the day i was practicing different game, which was planned to be recorded later on. I was controlling a group of marines who were surviving against waves of giant mutant bugs and worms, who were attacking in waves, and it all was happening in city area during night. I was calling the game XCOM for some reason(definitely didn't looked like one).
      Later on, we had to go to the next mission, more serious one, we had to attack the enemy artillery base. It looked really similar to the one leader was talking about. We split up and go through, fighting enemies. At some point i and someone else in the group accidentally manage to almost friendly fire at each other, but then leader swiftly appears and misdirects our weapons, and then he "speaks wisdom" about how friendly fire is not good. I notice that there's ten dogs, like the one he saved in his story, with him. Then i go further into the base and i notice another one is getting attacked by enemies, i take them out and notice the name, "Drake & Dragon", we get back to the leader and he says that it's a good start, while giving thumbs up.
      And then dream fades out with the one last thought: "And this story is going to repeat itself again, in an infinite loop, am i the leader?"...


      Dream 2(fragment):

      I was on dreamviews and there was some discussion about dream recall.
    6. 8th Apr 2013 Island, Organization, Missions, Invasion, Duel, Weird class

      by , 04-08-2013 at 11:48 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from today's nap, pretty long dream but i couldn't recall first part in detail, also became lucid near the end but didn't recalled waking life memories, like, at all, so ended up just wandering aimlessly...

      I was on some kind of huge island and i was in some kind of organization. There was a city and we had out base in bunker that was located in one of basements. We had some storage with various weapons, and we were also discussing various things. A few times we were going on missions which were happening in various locations on the island, i recall one of them was happening in some natural area, other in the city, another was happening in some arabian town and another somewhere underground(can't recall mission details though sadly). Between missions we were discussing more things and i was also visiting some classes that were built below the bunker. Also at some point i found some guns in the storage and was curious why we weren't using them earlier, considering we were using melee weapons.
      Later our bunker-base got attacked by some enemies but we successfully defended it. Then we had a discussion and there was mention about some famous warrior-invader that was capturing land for himself all over the world, and that he was coming for this island. We were worried, but the day was over and we went to get some rest.
      Next day, the island was captured by that dude and we couldn't do anything, and later his helper arrived at your base and said that he was taking one item of value from every person on this island for some kind of sacrifice. That helper looked surprisingly like one of my classmates from when i was at school ages ago. Then he left and we had discussion about this, we weren't sure what was the minimal value, so i decided to use pen as item that was randomly in my pocket. We also decided not to fight him, because we didn't wanted problems at the moment but we were planning to bring him down later after finishing some other important thing. We went to the underground classrooms, and apparently the warrior dude was there and everyone was bringing items there. That dude looked really strong and warrior-like, we got items but helper said that pen is not enough of value, but that we still had time to get another item. I went to search for other item in storage, we found some gold bars, but we don't wanted to use them, so we stopped on another item that was some kind of mechanism.
      We got it to the dude but before i could leave someone in the room shouted my name, i heard warrior dude and his helper were talking about that he apparently had grudge on someone with that name, but he could not realize that people can have same names. He shouted that i should come, the exit was blocked so i pretended that i didn't heard his discussion and just came, on the way i silently grabbed a couple of random items, that were apparently rulers. When i got closer, he suddenly attacked me with... some kind of triangle rulers that had blade on one side, rulerblades? I blocked attack with the rulers i got, but they broke almost immediately, i dodged towards one of tables and there luckily was another pair of those rulerblades. I picked them up and started attacking too. We were blocking each others attacks, but soon i missed some attacks and i was hit, but it seemed like my body was like made of stone and i didn't took much damage. I started to be more offensive in my attacks and soon i managed to land a few hits too, but he was not damaged much as well. We fought for a while but in the end i managed to defeat him and then i fell unconscious because was too tired.
      While 'dreaming' while unconscious, i was watching some kind anime named 'S3E3' about some futuristic city, can't recall much about it though.
      Then i woke up, i was in the same room where fight was, but there were alot of people and apparently some historians were talking about the past events and about S3E3 apparently too.
      I spontaneously realized that i was dreaming, but for whatever reason i decided not to do reality check. There also was weird ink on my clothes. According to what historians were talking about, apparently that battle was literally years ago and that the land remained under control of that dude anyway because he apparently won? I told them that it's not true and they were annoyed. I ignored them as they started tantrum and left the room, someone shouted that i 'ruined all the classes' and i was wandering around bunker hall not sure what to do, soon dream faded out.
      I woke up in some large room, it was dark and i couldn't move. There was huge balcony on the second floor of the room and at the balcony there was weird anime girl. She looked at me and then i woke up properly.
    7. 5th Apr 2013 Wheeeeee, false awakenings, four lucid dreams in two naps

      by , 04-05-2013 at 01:30 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Definitely improvement there, even though three were rather short, i got lucid in each dream, 1 WILD, 3 DILDs.
      It also was pretty confusing with the number of FAs and i couldn't recall non-lucid parts in much detail.

      Nap #1:

      I wake up in bed, knowing that i am dreaming, furniture placed differently and my bed is much closer to my PC apparently, before i can move i wake up properly.

      Nap #2:
      Dream 1:
      There was some stuff going on in my room(can't exactly recall what), interrupting my WILD attempt, but i eventually go back to doing it.
      I wake up in bed, the room looks different and i know i am dreaming, i take off headphones and binaural beats still playing, confirming that, but then i wake up, but go back to nap after memorizing recall.
      Dream 2:
      Again, family distracts me from my WILD attempt and i was fixing some machinery, which we had a whole wall of(not IWL), then there was some video game and i went back to WILD attempt.
      I wake up in bed, the room looks different once again and i know i am dreaming, i take off headphones, binaurals beats still playing, i get up and look around, the room is not just different, but positions of some furniture and exits are mirrored, i go to the balcony while rubbing hands but dream fades out and i wake up, memorizing recall once again and the going back to sleep.
      Dream 3:
      I am still there, attempting the WILD, the room is different but i don't notice it in dream, at one point family coming through the room and talking about something, then i just fallen asleep.
      I go through a number of weird sensations and then
      i wake up in bed and i know i am dreaming, but for some reason dad is on me and tries to stop me from getting up, i take off headphones, and i am still hearing binaural beats, confirming the dream. I shout 'Get off!' at dad a few times, each time in more commanding tone, and eventually, on fifth shout, he gets off me saying something along the line 'Yes, yes, goodnight' and i thank him for letting me go.
      I go for the door, and open it, but then realize that this room is not mirrored and that i opened the wrong door. I go for the balcony door while rubbing hands, not working well, i shout 'Stabilize!' and dream gets more stable and i can see very clear. I ram the balcony door, but i unexpectedly end up just phasing right through it and gravity gets low. I start flying and i feel wings. Everything looks weird, like, dreamscape just don't gets 'rendered' after certain distance, but my sight is very very clear. For a second i kinda forgot what to do, but then shortly recall that i need to practice transformation into a dragon. I shout to get more confident, and my voice echoes around the dreamscape. I fly near one of the clouds, which were pretty low down, and i can see my reflection, my wings big and black dragon-like and i am happy that i finally got them right, i attempt transformation but dream starts fading and i
      wake up.
    8. 31st Mar 2013 Doing WILD in the dream again, New Dreamscape, Transformation attempts, Wasp uberswarm

      by , 03-31-2013 at 05:42 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Yay for another decent length lucid dream, and once again it's WILD from a dream.

      Only thing i can recall from non-lucid part is that i was at home and i was WILDing.
      I wake up and take off headphones, confirming that i am dreaming, i get up and the dream becomes very unstable, i start rubbing hands and dream becomes more stable, but still not fully stable, i go to balcony, on the way i imagine time of day changing and it rapidly changes to night then back to the day, i start touching the door frame and concentrating on that, dream fully stabilizes. I jump and and glide in the air, i start feeling wings but for some reason i have trouble moving vertically, which prevents me from flying through the doorway. I drop back to the floor and jump again, i feel wings again and this time flight works properly. I fly through the balcony doorway, but instead of balcony there are some other rooms, i quickly navigate through them and find true balcony doorway. I fly outside.
      I fly straight and then slightly to the right, i am flying even faster than previous time. Near trees i attempt to increase that speed even more, but end up zooming my view in instead somehow. Surprised, shortly i restore view back to normal and continue flying beyond trees. I reach different area, finally it's non-city dreamscape! There are hills, various trees and river. There are also bridges connected by cobble roads and DCs are roaming around. I decide to try to do transformation into a dragon again using method that worked before, with visualizing and shouting 'Dragon Form!', but once again i can only manage to transform hands, black scales appear on left hand and green on right hand, as well as claws, and fade out shortly. I do a couple more attempts while flying along the river, on the third attempt i have a bit more success, i get red scales on left hand and black on right hand, and this time they look more detailed, have more vivid feel and last longer. I fly around some more and eventually i get distra
      cted by some DCs and transformation disappears as well. I can't recall much for a while other that we went to assault some enemy DCs.
      Eventually we get into some sort of treehouse where enemy commander resided, the team beaten him up but all the fight destabilized the treehouse and it was barely balancing. After some balancing attempts it ends up completely upside down and everyone falls onto the ceiling. There are wasps. Lots of wasps. Hundreds of wasps. They sting me and somehow get into my mouth while i was trying to get up, i feel a bit of pain but not much.
      I suddenly remember what i was doing and fly out of the house, which falls. There are hills around and a few trees, and there are wasps absolutely everywhere, a whole swarm of them. I fly around while spitting out the wasps that got into my mouth, then i concentrate energy and imagine healing and pain goes away. I also try to breath fire at wasps, without transformation, but that fails too, though i think i ended up scaring them off and they shortly go away.
      I fly back to the river area, looking around for something interesting, but after a while, suddenly, dream instantly changes the palette and instantly destabilizes, i rub hands but dream destabilizes again, time stops for a bit and it screws up my flight, so i end up falling to the ground.
      On the ground i look around, there's female DC right near me, looking at me. I ask her 'You again?' even though i didn't meet her before, but in dream i was pretty sure i did( ). Shortly dream fades out.

      I wake up and get distracted, because everyone is watching movies in my room for whatever reason. Shortly i wake up properly with some heavy hypnopompic hallucinations that someone is still watching movies in my room, which lasts for a few seconds, making me do a bunch of RCs.

      Updated 03-31-2013 at 05:44 AM by 59854

      Categories
      false awakening , memorable , lucid , non-lucid
    9. 24th Mar 2013 Fake sleep paralysis, 'Fight' with a midget, Basic TOTM I, Some transformation success

      by , 03-24-2013 at 03:02 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from today's nap, got lucid due to attempting WILD in a dream again as well as finally did some goals as well as TOTM.

      I can't recall much about dream start, but i was at home and i was apparently sick, it was nighttime and i was watching Syphon Filter let's play, it was pretty weird in way that there were driveable vehicles and one level had the jump that was supposed to be done in vehicle, but player failed and was forced to redo whole level because the jump was done above area where level starts. Dad was annoying me because he decided to sleep in my room for whatever reason. Later i was watching another level with massive bridge and armored enemies, which supposed to be boss level of some kind. I looked at time and it was time at which i should go for nap. So i went for the WILD.
      I wake up and it is daytime, i can't move, also for some reason i am in position in which my view is rather limited. The bed position is different too, and there were no curtains on windows, but i didn't notice it at that moment. So dream manages to convince me that i have sleep paralysis event. In a bit i hear sound of someone walking behind the window. I am slightly alerted for a second, but only for a quick second, then i get back to calm state again. I hear more sounds behind window and then i see some shadow figure. It breaks through the window and runs towards me.
      At this point i start suspecting that i am dreaming, but still can't move. Now it's not shadow anymore, but a person, i can only see legs though due to position i am paralyzed in. He starts punching and kicking me, i feel being hit, but no pain, i still can't move though so i just absorb hits like a badass until i fall out of the bed. I am able to move now, and i ask the person why he's doing it, i can't recall response but i was not satisfied with it, i looked at the person and apparently he is a midget. He decided to continue attacking me, but i just... sit down on him. He's angered and somehow manages to grab me and almost throw me, but i grab him in response too. Then he grabs in different way, making it harder to keep balance, but i respond by grabbing differently too. We continue that 'fight' while epic orchestral music is playing, until i get him into situation where keeping balance is just ridiculous, like he has to stand in weird pose on single finger while grabbing my hand, and while i am not touching the floor at all and grabbing him somehow... i am not sure how to describe this fully, haha. But i apparently win and i free myself from the grab.
      I say something i can't recall to midget which was lying on the ground and walk to the window, which is not broken now apparently. I smash it with my fist and it breaks, i get through and check hands, no damage on them and left hand has 7 fingers, also they are like super detailed. I take off and start feeling wings, i fly straight ahead and then slightly to the left this time, and i fly pretty quick, i also hear sound of wings more clearly that previous time. Shortly dreamscape changes and i am now flying above some different place in the city, i decide to try transforming into a dragon again, but no dice, i continue flying and dreamscape changes again, to some kind of outdoor restaurant with a bunch of DCs, i fly above it and dreamscape changes once again, now there's some buildings. I spontaneously get an idea that transformation would be easier if i get more destructive.
      I fly straight into building wall and start breaking through it at full speed, it ends up very very thick, since i am breaking through it for whole 5 seconds already, without lowering speed. There's not much light and i decide to visualize transformation now, and i have feeling of change. After a couple more seconds of breaking through the wall i manage to reach some rooms, which luckily had some light. I look at my hands and i have claws and hands are fully covered with green and black scales, it's awesome, though i didn't changed in size, i think. I try to talk and my voice has weird tone messed with something like combination of roar and some high pitched sound. I haven't stopped flight for whole time, so i end up breaking through the wall again, deciding to get back to outside, but eventually everything fades out.

      I feel myself back at the bed, but all i can see is darkness, i try to shout, but my voice is replaced with sound similar to one i had during transformation, i feel paralyzed and shortly i see some black and white portrait in the darkness.
      I wake up while shouting, family is in the room and they make 'wtf' faces, i respond that "that's why i don't do this when someone else is in the room, especially when sick", i get up and then i wake up properly and immediately do an RC, haha.
    10. 23rd Mar 2013 Modded Minecraft, Some anime based game, Red Elite's story

      by , 03-23-2013 at 08:26 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Overslept a bit somehow, got up very quickly and still managed to recall some dreams, and one of them even had pretty memorable storyline, guess 'reversive' recall type that i have isn't really a bad thing after all.

      Dream 1(fragment):

      I was in Minecraft with my friend LV and had some mods installed apparently. We found out good cave to hide in quickly and were figuring out what to do, the floor of the cave was made of various ores for the most part, so we quickly got picks and started mining. There were not just ore blocks, but also a few ore crystals that dropped corresponding ore dust with each hit and could be hit like 10 times. Then night came and we had to fight loads of various mobs, i was using a bow but was really horrible at aiming it. I also recall that one of mobs was wraith from Mo's Creatures mod. A bit later we found an underground lake under the cave we were in, which had edible minisquids of some kind in it. We caught and eaten bunch of them to recover health.

      Dream 2:

      I was playing some game, which seemed to be based on some anime, a group of heroes(one of which looked quite similar to Ichigo from Bleach) were fighting through various locations and i was controlling one of them. We have reached endgame and there were only six elite enemies left, which were based on colors: two blue, two red and two green. They were also super powerful and each of them had special unique ability that was really overpowered, and it was activated by an special shout, but we managed to defeat them all, then there was final boss of some kind, but we defeated that too. I was finished with the game, but suddenly some hidden mode was unlocked.
      In that mode i was controlling one of the enemies, and he basically had his own storyline, to be exact, i was controlling one of the red elites. His special ability was summoning bunch of red swords that targeted enemies around. During play the story revealed that the colored elites were in close relationship with each other and weren't really bad after all! In fact, they were fooled by someone else. Later on, he had to fight the blue elites and it was pretty hard fight, but i managed it. One of the blue elites, before dying, told the truth to the red about that the whole point of their existence Is an experiment. Red was depressed.
      Then there was level that was happening near some kind of circus and there were bunch of circus based enemies, like clowns and such, there were alot of them at near the end of the level too, marching across the street, and they had some weird creatures with them, i managed to destroy them all. The next level started in a white marble area with pillars, which made me recall level from original storyline, and indeed, the second red elite was there. He was trying to explain something, but the red elite i was controlling said that it's false and that there's no way that it could be not. Then after some arguing they started the fight. It was obvious that this was the last fight in this alternate storyline, and also they were not able to use special ability of them. At the end of the fight. the other red asks the one i was controlling why he could not understand, but he explains that he knew everything all along, they both came through same path(i assume other red killed green elites), but the reason he was doing it for was that the special ability, when near death, becomes much more powerful, and that it becomes even more powerful when both of the same color use it, and that if they have to end like this, it would be better to end with a bang. The other red dropped a tear. The heroes were approaching the room, so both wounded red elites were going to execute the plan, they were going to kill each other with special ability at the same time. At this point i had to get right timing to enter name of the shout, but i forgot it, so it failed.
      I restarted from the last checkpoint and reached same point again and paused the game. Then i went to the other PC and had to use broken headphones for some reason, i closed like ten YouTube windows that were there and started up the game to look up the shout. As i found it(It had two words, first one was 'Maroon' i think, the second one can't recall sadly, also other red had 'Maroon' for the first word of the shout as well) i went back to my PC. This time everything went properly, both special abilities were executed and heroes entered the area at the same time, the red i was controlling said 'Everyone will remember us' and an huge red blast happened and did some serious damage to the area, leaving the mark that will stay here forever. Heroes somehow managed to survive though, and were confused why red elites done this. Then dream faded out.
    11. 23rd Mar 2013 A couple of DILDs, Transformation attempts

      by , 03-23-2013 at 08:23 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from today's naps, got a couple of DILDs and a bit of progress with dream control.

      Nap #1:

      I was on my PC, playing some kind of mod of video game called Doom. I got bored and decided to replay one of my own old mods for Doom. It was going on normally for a while, but soon it was smoothly transitioning from 'me playing game' to 'me being in game', then i ran into some technical problem with game not loading properly, but i fixed it, as i got to the next level it was suddenly overdetailed compared to everything else, there were yellow and red cave walls and also there was some kind of reactor behind the gate, and objectives stated that i had to destroy it. The detailing work on that map was ridiculous and i was never that good at map making so i realized that i am dreaming, i was walking around a bit and there were monsters from doom, which were frozen in place for some reason, but before i could do anything dream suddenly transitioned into my room.
      It was daytime, i recalled my goals and went to the balcony, which was already open. On the balcony i was ready for another attempt on transforming into a dragon, i recalled that behaving like one would help transformation process, so i tried to do a roar, but failed, i started to fly and felt wings again. Dream destabilized in a second and i, what i call it, 'lagged out', basically no matter what i did i was shifted into previous position while moving again, and shifting to previous position again again in infinite loop, like what you would see when other player lags out in some multiplayer games. I tried shouting 'stabilize!' but shortly dream faded out.


      Nap #2:

      There was scene where main character of the game Medievil, Sir Daniel Fortesque, was talking to some princess, but she later lured him into some kind of trap. He managed to get out and she attacked him with sword, but he, being undead skeleton, was mostly unfazed by attack. Then dream skipped.
      I wake up back in my bed, i recall the dream that i had and then i take off headphones and can still hear binaural beats, which means
      i am still dreaming. I get up and go to the balcony, on the way i engage senses and try feeling objects, for some reason it was hard to move fingers and for a second i felt the bed with it(being nowhere near the bed) as if i was still in the bed, i was thinking that it might feeling from my waking body but i quickly discarded that thought to prevent destabilization.
      I take off and feel wings again, this time flying is even easier and i can even hear sound of wings! I fly to the left(if facing building) and then just fly around for a short while. I decide to try attempting transformation into a dragon right in the flight, i shout 'Dragon form!' while visualizing and expecting change to happen but nothing happens. I notice that i am flying above some kind of marketplace and there are lots of DCs. For fun i decide i try something different, i fly right at random DC, which apparently is female DC, and suddenly stop right in front of her face, there's expression of shock on her face haha, then i fly away. I decide to go for another attempt at transformation into a dragon, i shout 'Dragon form!' again while visualizing and expecting the change and suddenly i feel the change on my right hand and hear weird periodic sounds that i can describe as 'crackle', i look at my hand and it's clawed and there are black scales roughly halfway to the elbow, in a few seconds it becomes back normal though, but hey, it didn't instantly destabilized dream this time! I fly around for some more time and then dream fades out.

      I wake up back at my bed and in a few seconds i wake up properly.
    12. 12th Mar 2013 An roughly week long dream

      by , 03-12-2013 at 10:33 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Finally found time to type this.
      Dream recall from naps, or rather a nap. Fragmented and mostly low-medium detail due to dream-time length, it was at least a number of days of time or even a week, i am not sure, my dream recall was not prepared for that.
      Also i got lucid at one point for a short period of time, but haven't recalled almost anything about waking life so was just going with dream's storyline. Also this makes my 50th lucid dream on count.

      I was living is some other world with family, it was flat, i was in some town and there were farmlands all around. I was busy with something that day until at the night we were surprised to find that there a group of people appeared in the town, who were partly-human and partly-some kind of animal. Everyone quickly became friends with them and the next day(or a few days, not sure) we had fun doing random things including adventuring into some kind of jungle, using some kind of subway system, eating weird food, from which i recall some alive pudding that had to be stomped before eating and there was some background music to that. Also we have found a trio of some cartoonish ghosts who settled in one of the houses in town, they were friendly.
      Then during adventuring on the next day we discovered some cave and apparently accidentally freed some sort of 'evil flies', though we did not know about that. Next day we have seen that a swarm of those 'evil flies' were heading for the jungle, there were 'guardian flies' but they missed a few of them, as result 'evil flies' laid eggs in the trees, and there was no way to stop them now.
      We were discussing that and the only way was to retreat to the 'bottom world' which was the place where animal people lived actually. Also we figured out that each of us had some form of, i guess, psychic link with one of the animal people, so ones could easily become friends with each other, i think the one i had link with was one boy that had brown fur and was trying to be badass quite often. Before leaving, i noticed that some green rectangular creatures were trying to take over one of the houses. We have used subway system from earlier and one of the trains got us to the bottom world. It was pretty similar to upper world, there was town of some kind, though terrain was more rocky. Interestingly, it was still possible to see bottom of the upper world, but it was bright at day like in upper world. We were staying in some house and were watching some movies and anime together with our new friends before going to sleep.
      Then there was the next day, during which we were mostly getting used to this new world, and we walked around some locations in the town. During this i discovered that some of our people were having some hate towards animal people, some were even teaching kids to ignore them completely. I was annoyed by that and there was some discussion going on about that. Later i found out that it was related to one girl, i visited her dad back in upper world and was demanding to know the truth, but was denied. Annoyed, i broke into house and found some weird room. The walls and the floor of it was all bloody and there various sharp instruments and weapons on the walls and the floor. It was old bedroom of that girl, she apparently was murderer in the past somehow and her dad was trying to hide that from her by limiting her contacts, he was also afraid that due to psychic link her memory might come up as well, so he started whole propaganda against animal people.
      Then her dad found me here, and was saying that i will not come out of there alive. I was trying to tell that we'll accept her and help her, but he was not trusting me(apparently past murders in that world were easily forgiven or something). He took out the blade from the wall and attacked me, i dodged and quickly got random saw-like thing from the floor, i blocked a few more attacks but saw was not good as weapon in this case, so once i got a chance i changed it for another blade, which was somewhat weirdly shaped. Our fight continued and i almost got defeated, but suddenly that girl was here. She screamed and distracted us from the fight for a bit, giving me chance to try to knock her dad off. But he seen that and managed to block. The fight continued into another room full of some weird stuff, i noticed some 'artifact' items around. I got told(possibly by that boy through psychic link) that the only way to get victorious was to use those artifacts. I can't recall how most of them looked, but i used them on girl's dad between blocking and dodging attacks, each time he got stunned for a bit, but continued assault, then there was the last artifact that looked like miniature observatory. I activated it on the ground and it started getting smaller and smaller while emitting more and more of some kind of power. At this point our fight stopped and we were both confused on what's about to happen. When observatory thing reached smallest size, miniature sphere quickly shot out of telescope and hit girl's dad. There was massive explosion of geometrical shapes, which knocked both of us out.
      Later i awoken and found out that that thing apparently somehow changed the mind of her dad, she was there too. And then her dad started telling the truth that he forgotten about with time, and that he remembered it with the help of those artifacts. He was telling something about some kind of ritual and about some group of people who were supposed to fill holes in world with water to keep it stable or something and that they were from that group, then he was telling something about upper and bottom worlds and how they linked, but i can't recall what exactly.
      Back at the bottom world i was still thinking about his words, i was looking at some prison building, which was unused due to the lack of anyone to put to prison, and suddenly
      i spontaneously realized that everything that i lived through so far was just a dream, i was confused and then i really didn't wanted this to suddenly end and wanted to see story to it's end. Nobody was at the streets, so i went home. And apparently there was party and every character i seen so far in the dream was there, everyone was cheering me up and decided to do special night party of transformation practice! Everyone satrted turning into random birds and animals, i for some reason recalled gab's avatar from dreamviews and while thinking 'why not' jumped onto the table and transformed into black cat in upon reaching it, also completely forgetting about dream. Somebody told me that i got eyes wrong, everyone transformed back and we laughed. Then we all were having fun doing various stuff till it was very late. I was going outside and i have seen ghosts that we saw earlier doing something near the 'ceiling' of the bottom world. As i looked more carefully they were trying to get their house back from those green creatures i saw earlier. They were failing for a while, but then something made them recall the target of their existence, they transformed into huge trollfaces and scared the green creatures off. Then ghosts faded out since they had nothing to do in this world anymore. I went back to house, party was finished and everyone went to sleep, so did i.
      Next day, i was showing a bunch of video games to our animal people friends and then we were playing them together. Later, a new person showed up in our house, she was an ordinary girl but from what psychic linked friend was telling me, she was one of the people who were linked to the day of the year, or something. We found out that 'people of the day' started appearing in both worlds for some reason. We accepted her into our group.
      Later this day i was in some school in bottom world with a few animal people and we were trying to figure out more about those 'people of the day'. We figured out that they have link to some other people as well, but not psychic, but living link, and that link appears upon contact and it's not predetermined. Some of 'people of the day' start disappearing for unknown reasons, and people linked to them died. We tried to keep bunch of 'people of the day' in safety by guarding them in one of the rooms, but then some dude with scythe broke through the door and did a swing through a few of 'people of the day', they disappeared. He ran away and we attempted to chase, but he was too fast.
      This placed everyone in danger, since everyone have contacted with at least one of those 'people of the day', even accidentally. But we figured out the way to prevent the contact forming, it was basically holding some dirt in the mouth. Then we found out that the 'people of the day' went to hide in this world from that guy, but one girl gave out the location, so he followed. We found her and asked why, and she started telling some story about previous valentine day and something happening in the school. At this point dream abruptly ended sadly.
    13. 11th Mar 2013 Weird world, Turning into monsters, Maze, Discussion, Turning into pokemon, Warcraft 3

      by , 03-11-2013 at 08:29 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream 1(fragment):

      I was talking with friend over the skype(possibly LV) and then we were playing some sort of game together.

      Dream 2:

      Can't recall much of the start of the dream, i and some other people were is some weird world and we were exploring it, it was mostly forest with big trees and some hills.
      Then for some reason everyone including me turned into some kind of reptile monsters of various sizes and there was some challenge of the survival. Some fought with each other, some were forming groups, in the end i recall two of them being really huge and fighting each other. Dream skips.
      Everyone was back to normal and we were in some kind of underground area with walls/floor made of stone brick. Then we found a map and figured out it was maze of some kind, there were chests and we were supposed to open them all and collect what's inside. We had 'safe area' of sorts where we started, most of people were chilling out there while others were hunting for chests. Maze was pretty dark for the most part too, and it was not just simple maze, there were doors, rooms, switches and so on. We were also getting attacked by some monsters(can't recall how they looked like), we were fighting with them and were able to even beat them unless there were too many of them attacking at once.
      After getting a few chests we had some discussion going on, result of which was me going to chest hunt alone. Everything was going well until i got into area of the maze where was only one way back. Ofcourse monsters blocked it and i got to fight and hide for while, until i got mobbed completely.
      I was somehow back at the safe area, i guess i respawned like in video game. We had very heated discussion that it might be way too hard to get other chests, then one girl, that was sitting out the whole time before, got into discussion and apparently she had two purple creatures with scorpion claws on her shoulders, and i was pretty sure they were pokemon(though they didn't looked like any from the game or series). She was talking about that everything is fake and that she can show true way, but i and some of the people were against that, then i got knocked out.
      I woke up later, those pokemons were holding me in place and not letting me move while that girl was doing something to people in the distance, then she got back and explained stuff more in detail, that apparently we were not humans from the start and that she need to use something with specific recipe to turn us back to normal. I trusted her this time and pokemons stopped holding me in place. Shortly she finished the recipe and the room went foggy. Everyone started turning into pokemon, though i can't recall anything specific other than somebody turning into pikachu. I started turning into some kind of pokemon as well, but i don't got to look at myself. Only thing i know is that i had bunch of long white tentacles that could emit electricity and also could emit specific electro signal that could put anyone to sleep on touch. Everyone was sleepy, so i helped to put everyone to sleep with my ability. Then i used it on water to put myself to sleep as well. Dream ended as soon as i dozed off...


      Dream 3:

      I was playing some exploration map in Warcraft 3, there were huge areas of forests, seas, deserts and jungles. Map was really unfinished and all that was there under player control is some peasant unit, which could walk through anything. Later on i found some flying boat too and loaded peasant into it, it had better sight range and speed. Then i continued exploring the map for a while.
      Later on there was some problem with lighting not updating properly in the dream copy of waking world( ), so i had to fix it by forcing it to update with my shadow. ( )
    14. 8th Mar 2013 Quake 4, Darkness, WILD in a dream, wings and flight,Transformation into dragon attempt

      by , 03-08-2013 at 05:31 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Recall from today's naps, some success, also not much of non-lucid recall due to me trying to DEILD after waking up from non-lucid. Also wow, i did successful WILD in a dream(which counts as DILD i guess?).

      Nap #1:

      I was in game that looked similar to quake 4 and was shooting some stroggs with my hyberblaster, cleaning room after the room. Then there was very dark passage where i got ambushed. Then everything went black and i spontaneously go lucid, i try to imagine different location and teleport to it, but there's no success, i try a few times but i am still stuck in darkness. Shortly i feel something touching me and 'hugging' me, no clue what it is. I try to teleport again but no dice. After a bit i see some white/cyan wall for an split second and then i wake up the room is different and the lamps are broken so i realized that i am still dreaming, but i can't move for some reason. Shortly dream fades out.

      Nap #2:

      Can't recall much about this one, i recall finding out that one of the forums that i was previously on, which expired, has been restored and functioning also there were some troll users getting banned on it. Later i was browsing some other forum that was apparently about Trigonometry Wars shmup, in one of the threads the author was having some problem with a different game he was making. Later i noticed that my PC was overheating.

      Nap #3:

      I was home and there was major revamp of furniture positioning, people were annoying me and PC was loading extremely slow due to some problem. I got tired of trying to fix everything and ended up just lying in my bed, trying to WILD...
      I awakened in my bed and i know i am in a dream, i take off headphones and i can still hear binaurals, that confirms it. I get up from the bed and while getting up i am concentrating on touching it with hands for stabilization, sound of binaurals shortly fades out as well. I am looking at the room and it is pretty accurate to my room in waking life, also it is daytime. I go to the balcony door and on the way i am repeating 'I am dreaming' a few times for additional lucidity and stability. I started ramming the door, had to do it twice like i did in the other lucid dream, though this time it just opened instead of breaking, i am fine with it since i want to do something more major for TOTM anyways.
      As soon as i get to balcony i take off, i immediately feel the wings, and this time i am better prepared for it. It's still not easy though, i start flying in circles for a bit and then far to the right(if facing balcony from outside), being unable to get higher. I note that the building is very long and as much as i was in flight, it didn't ended. I finally figure out the movements and start getting higher, my target is the roof, since i need a good big open place. I reach it in a bit but it is very small somehow, i take off again searching for different roof.
      Shortly i reach some red brick building, i note that my flight is pretty stable now. The roof is sloped, again not fitting for my goal, but i find decently open plaza-like area down below near this building. I also try taking a look at wings, but for some reason the angle at which i can rotate head is rather small. I land and look around, there are people walking around this plaza but i don't care. I start thinking up the way to reach my goal: transformation into a dragon, and i decide to try just concentrating, imagining transformation and shouting 'Dragon form!'. I try it for the first time, no success. Then second time, still not working. Then i try for the third time! I feel my right hand becoming different, i look at it and it's mostly normal but slightly bigger and clawed looking, it becomes normal shortly. I become more confident and attempted for the fourth time. I concentrated much more as well and i got it, my hands became clawed and black scales appeared all over them, but a second later, dream abruptly ends.

      I woke up in my room and dad was annoying me about something, so i forget to do reality check, then shortly i wake up again, this time properly.

      Worth noting it was my longest lucid up to date as well.
    15. 6th Mar 2013 Video games, Class-based game, Battle with bosses, Parkour

      by , 03-06-2013 at 07:21 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      I wish i could have recalled start of dream 2 in better quality, other than that pretty good so far.

      Dream 1(fragment):

      I was in my room playing some video games and eating some weird food. I was surprised to find that in the latest patch there was new character added to the game i was playing. It looked like small dragon.

      Dream 2:

      Don't remember much of start of the dream, but there was some multiplayer game with classes(by that i mean player classes) about two teams fighting over some locations. There was number of various classes, including some 'monster' classes that i really wanted to try, but game was telling that they are pretty hard to play, and considering i was pretty new to it according to dream, i picked one of more normal classes. I was actually in the game instead of just playing it also. I can't recall much for a while but i think there was mostly just fight for points going on, i might have even played as one of the 'monster' classes.
      Later on there was some virtual grid like area where i had to fight some sort of danmaku boss, i had number of problems dealing with it's attacks and had to retreat a few times but eventually i defeated it.
      Then i was in my room and there was some dude that looked suspiciously like sniper from Team Fortress 2, we went to the balcony and we were talking about a bunch of things including some stuff about lucid dreaming, though i didn't got lucid.
      I was again in the game and i was playing as one of the stronger classes with some sort of energy gun/cannon as a weapon, there were bunch of other players and we were in some cityscape. I took position at the bridge which had good overlook and shortly another boss appeared, it was some sort of big pterodactyl creature that was flying around and attacking from the sky, there was also bunch of other weaker enemies appearing around. It was pretty easy boss and our plan was to be sure to defeat as much of the cannonfodder enemies as possible before downing the boss, since whatever appearing next is quite more powerful and we didn't wanted to be distracted by weaker enemies at that point. I was kiting the boss while others were mostly dealing with stream of weaker enemies, i could easily dodge or block most of it's attacks, but apparently i was too strong and ended up killing it a little bit too early(there was 4 or so other enemies left).
      Suddenly the cityscape started shaking and HUUUUGE turtle appeared(For reference buildings were 8-12 floors tall, turtle was at least twice as tall while it was moving on all four, really huge). It was destroying buildings with ease and was slowly coming for us. We were concentrating fire on it, but shortly turtle opened it's mouth and started firing huge yellow/orange beam at us. It was way off from my location but apparently, it was not a simple beam. Once it reached bridge we were mostly on, it got split to the left and the right with 90 degrees angle, almost hitting me. And if THAT's not enough the side beams started radiating some yellow lightning blasts that started hitting me, though since i was one of the strong classes it was not that much of damage and shortly i started dodging those blasts. Eventually we have defeated the boss.
      I was back at the home balcony again, talking to that TF2 Sniper looking person. He called his two of friends and there was more of talk that i can't recall.
      I and TF2 Sniper looking person went to some sort of training area, it was huge construction made of chains and platforms. He said i was not strong enough at parkour and in this area i was supposed to get as high as possible by hanging and quickly jumping from chain to chain. First few attempts were not much of success, i kept losing height on jumps. But later i managed to reach one of the goal areas, though TF2 Sniper person said that my timing on grabs is all wrong and that i need to practice more.
      We were back at the balcony, though his friends were not there. I asked why his friends weren't there and he said that they were busy. Dream ended shortly.
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