Serene

I was sitting on a rock at the top of a cliff looking over a city that had a river running near it. It wasn't familiar to me. I was enjoying the view and just enjoying the peacefulness. Suddenly this feeling of doom was looming over me as the thought of how this world seems so angry and frustrated. It felt very dark and scary. Then this huge black storm was rolling in and heading toward the city. It was like a big black wall that never seemed to end. I could see lightning bolts throughout it, like it was angry. I decided to play around a little bit and thought it would be fun to remove the storm, then I thought that won't make the world a better place because it is just over this city. I need to send love to the world. All I could figure was to start with my little energy ball lol. Normally it is at the size of a basketball at it's largest. I know I need this energy to be on a huge scale. I try with everything within me to create an energy of love and compassion. I get up and I start to do my energy dance and moving my arms in and out and do my thing lol. (glad nobody was watching me). I see my energy ball appear but it is so tiny like the size of a golf ball. I continue giving it all that I have and concentrating hard, and I get this feeling of power in me, I can feel it growing rapidly and I look and the ball has engulfed me now, I am a part of it. I keep going when the sun starts to shine in a circle between the clouds and suddenly I see this bolt of lightning hit my energy ball and now the ball seems to cover the horizon. Boom I hear a sound like a sonic boom as it bursts. I could feel my hair blow back as if it turned to wind. I stood there and the clouds were still over the city but I was impressed by my energy ball :-) and had a little hope maybe that love and compassion would find someone out there.