Serene

I was in a cafe in a grocery store eating and left my purse on the chair back and within 5 minutes I realized while shopping so I went back to get it. On my way back to the purse I was curious how this was going to play out? I looked at the back of the chair and my purse wasn't there but it was tucked back behind the chair against the wall so I knew something was different. I sat down and opened it up to see if anything was taken. I looked immediately in my wallet and my drivers license was there there, credit card and bank card were there, cash was gone but I rarely carry much cash so that wasn't a worry. I had this moment where I realized I really don't have any idea of the full contents of my purse and I wanted to remember when I wake up to take pictures of the important things in my purse and my husbands wallet in case we ever have it taken and have to replace everything. Back to the dream....I see a couple sitting there at the table behind where my purse was, so I asked the man and he said he saw two male teenagers there but he didn't want to get involved. I asked him to look out the window and tell me if he saw the teenagers out there and he would point to a distance and say that might be them, then he pointed to the other end and said that might be them. I figured he was not going to tell me so I went outside and I figured I would try to see if I saw two male teenagers so I started looking through the parking lot and couldn't really get a good look so I figured out I would try super vision power. It was like a movie in hyper speed and I could see inside vans and cars and I was impressed. First time I ever uses super vision lol. I will have to try that one again. Didn't see anyone who stood out. Being I am always looking for a message. Don't leave my purse out of my sight and know the contents inside just in case.

#1 I was back in High School (That was a very long time ago) and I was sitting out on a bench looking out over a hill soaking in the beauty of where I was, lucid, when the tiles started all popping up down the entire stretch of the outside courtyard area, one of the girls was freaking out and I told her not to worry and just to stay back against the wall, when suddenly the roof came crashing down. My heart was pounding because I told her to stay there. I ran back and pulled her out, she was so mad at me. In my dream I expected something different like a snake or something to come out from under the tile, and I was going to have to kill it. I am sure not good with dream control and my expectations never seem to be correct.

#2. I was thinking about the art gallery task last night. That seemed like an easy one! I was walking around in what looked like a castle when I went into a room and saw a bunch of naked models of both sexes in all kinds of strange positions and there were artists drawing them. I was quite embarrassed but sat down and had a beer. haha. I guess I need to go back when their art is hanging up, but that was an interesting dream for sure. For one thing I rarely go anywhere alone yet in my dreams I am usually alone.

#1- CAN AM I was riding on long winding roads which seemed like it was the Pacific coast. There were only guardrails and I was high up from the ocean. I was riding a Can Am (two wheels in front) and all alone and really enjoying it. I love seeing the water and I could hear the waves even though they seems pretty far down. I was having so much fun and thinking hmmmm I may need to get one of these, I can shift it easy with paddle shifter. My hands are small so I have a hard time with a clutch on a motorcycle and the three wheels seemed safer to me. I was wearing full leather gloves and immediately thought of the TOTM with the pockets. I reached with my left hand and I didn't feel any pockets. Then I noticed I was wearing rain gear with the letters BRP on them, the pants were elastic waisted and without any pockets? It was sunny out....I started thinking my mind is testing me, so I tried changing my pants with my mind but had no success. I did manage to pull my elastic waistband back and feel with my NOW half gloves with fingers exposed (never actually thought of that one, it just happened) I could feel I was wearing jeans under the raingear so I pulled over. I was going to take off the rain gear since it was beautiful out. I started pulling off the pants when they got stuck on my boots and I fell to the ground. I took my boots off and could only imagine what a fool I looked like. People were slowing down because they probably thought I was stripping. I finally stood up, when I hear my husband jump out of bed. He said he had a crazy dream. Great!!!! Now I missed my challenge lol. I did want him to share his dreams with me and it was a strange one.

#My Husbands Crazy Dream:
He had a dream he was at a co workers house. I will be nice and just say this is a woman he would never be at her house. She probably lives in a really bad neighborhood, we give her items for her house that we no longer need. He was sitting on her couch looking at her tv in a wall unit when everything in the house started flickering and tv was going off and on. He said the house got dim. Then a repair guy came to fix the tv and while he was there fixing it, my husband saw a bunch of ghosts come out and one big one was giving him dirty looks. He could tell he was not friendly like the others seemed. He said the ghost sat down on the arm rest of the couch and said I am real and if you don't believe me touch the back of my neck. My husband reached over and touched the back of his neck and felt sharp whiskers and cold. He said that he was an indoor spirit and he never leaves the house. He told my husband that he is real and he can hurt him and suggested he leave right away. Oh my goodness.

#2 TOTM- My goal was for Basic II because it looked like fun to me. I was at the graveyard to visit my Grandson to bring him the little pumpkin I got him. It was so tiny but adorable. No idea where I got it. I was alone (I never go alone). It was sad to see so many children there but I didn't feel extremely stressed. I had this peaceful sensation, which I have had a lot these days. I was admiring the sounds of the birds and watching the pairs of birds flying together and listening to the wind chimes in the tree, when I felt a flutter feeling in my right pocket. Oh yeah, that made me think of the pocket task! I was a little hesitant to see what it was so I went for the left pocket. I pulled out a little green matchbox car and a tiny spiderman figurine. That seemed very logical to me. I almost expected something else. I placed them down next to the little pumpkin on his marker/stone. Then for the fluttering pocket. I was extremely careful as I pulled out a white triangular box. I could feel it moving, at this point it was really shaking. I opened it carefully and out came about 3 large orange a black butterflies which were flying around me. Then out came the most beautiful green butterfly. Green was my grandson's favorite color :-). He sat on the edge of the box for what seemed like minutes. Then they all flew off together. These kinds of dreams have a lot of meaning for me and it gave me a sense of happiness in a place where I probably should have been sad. I completed my first task which also made me feel excited!

I only got 3 1/2 hours of sleep so no good dreams to report.

1- Just an image of a drawing of a bird that was black ink on white paper and the bird was in 3d and facing me. It appeared to be watching me. As I stared at it the paper with the bird floated away.

2- Another was a fragment of a dream where there was a German lady speaking to me in German, at least I think it was German. It was just one sentence and I tried to remember what it sounded like but that poofed away when I woke up. Swell oon ????? She was light blonde short curly hair and had glasses. Wearing salmon capris with a white shirt and was floating like she was lounging on a couch. Whatever it was she was saying to me, she was trying to get me to listen.

I sure wish I could get back to interesting dreams.
With dreams like these it is no wonder I am always feeling like there are messages in them. I used to have long dreams that were so good I could have written a movie.

I feel there are more to dreams than most of us will ever understand. I for one don't understand and have not figured out a way to interpret. I do however pay close attention to my dreams because my dreams are more conscious type dreams and learning dreams. I go through spurts in my life where I am very conscious of my dreams and then times when I get carried away with life and really don't remember them. I can only go by my experience and for me dreams have given me the strength to survive real life events. My dreams aren't like psychic dreams because for instance I had a nightmare when I was 9 that my father was being chased around the outside of my house by a man dressed in black and he was shooting at him, my dad was trying to protect us. I woke up terrified and told my parents about it. Then when I was 20 in real life my father was murdered outside his girlfriends house and shot 8 times with an ouzi machine gun. The man was dressed as a Ninja. My fathers girlfriend was chased around the inside of the house and shot and killed, then the killer shot himself, while the girlfriends son and friend were upstairs. Could be coincidence but it also prepared me because it actually felt like deja vu and that nightmare immediately popped into my mind. I had another nightmare when my son was a toddler that I was at a park with him that had a lake. I couldn't find him anywhere and saw his shoes floating upside down in the lake and knew he drowned. Woke up terrified from that one as well. Then 3 years ago in real life my grandson drowned at a pool at his daycare, it was the worse time of my life. Again coincidence? Could be but then for the nightmare that made me really wonder was the one where I saw my husband standing against our bed with blood all over his underwear and running down his leg. That same day after telling my husband about my dream, my husbands youngest son was rushed to the emergency room with a tear in his intestine, which caused him to have a lot of bleeding in the same was as my dream, and almost died. Then just a week or so ago I had that cancer dream that I posted about hearing the voice saying She has cancer and it was basically not treatable. I didn't know who she was. Just found out this week, She is the woman I work with and her cancer is in both of her lungs and spread to her brain. All can be coincidences, but these are just some of the scenarios, so you can see why I feel there is more to dreams. The events that actually occurred were not exactly as my dream, but similar enough where at the least you have to agree that it still prepared me for these events. I still don't understand it, but I do appreciate it and I am no longer afraid of it. People who don't believe in this will never believe in it, but I ask you....what is the harm in believing that you have something inside of you that is trying to protect you? It is better to look at the positive side of things ALWAYS!

I was leaving work and on my way out the door a bunch of wasps were swarming around me and I could feel them hitting me all over, I could hear them buzzing in my ears and my hairs on my body were at full attention, the fear was real, yet they weren't stinging me, I knew with all of these wasps around me one would have stung me by now, when out from behind a tree came a dark figure telling me that these wasps had a very powerful sting and I could send them to anyone I wanted to send them to so I could watch them suffer, instead of going through it myself. I said I could never do this to anyone! I would rather take the pain, I then walked away and never looked back. As I walked around the corner, the wasps were gone and I felt empowered. At that moment, in my dream I had this feeling that our dreams could be testing us for something. Hmmmm.
Now that is yet another take on this and I sound like a total lunatic but is it possible that our dreams are a test? Could we be getting groomed for something? I don't know that I ever used lucidity for entertainment, more for survival and for the purpose of being a better person. I am extremely aware while dreaming and experience a very fulfilled dream life. I have always looked for messages in my dreams as though they were telling me something important. I can tell you from experience that my dreams have prepared me for many tragedies by letting me experience the feelings and emotions involved before the events, sometimes several years before, even though the tragedy is very difficult, I felt I was strong enough to overcome it because I had been there before. There is more to dreams that we know. I know this!

I was awake most of the night as per the norm these days. I feel I don't ever sleep anymore because I feel I am aware and conscious all night, even in most of my dreams. I am so aware that in every dream I am searching for messages. I need to learn to just appreciate what I am seeing and stop expecting a message.

I heard a loud doorbell tone out of my left ear, and I thought to myself I am on my way. I then started to see thousands of images passing me by, so fast I had to try to see if I could recognize any and nothing looked familiar to me, I was flying so fast that everything was a blur. As the images started to slow down, I could see a shadow of where both of my eyes were in front of me, I even saw eyelashes but it was as if I was behind them about 6 inches and not seeing through them. I then saw the stars flying past slowly, my speed diminished and then I felt a calm. For some reason Nebulus popped into my head. I believe I saw that name on here. So of course I was wondering what it meant. Then my dog sounded like he was going to puke so I had to jump up to let him out. Ugh.

My first dream was about building a bike and making sure it was balanced I was so curious in my dream why I was dreaming it and if there could be a message to such a silly dream. I would never be building a bike. I woke up and it made me feel there was more to the dream so went back to sleep to try to get the message. I was watching two people walking down a city street one woman in braids all attached to her head, I was trying to hear them speak and thought they might know the message I was seeking when a big white screen popped up in my dream that said Enter Password - OK button like on a computer. Only it made a noise when it popped up. It was over the women walking down the street. I could still see them moving behind the white screen as if watching a movie. The woman stood out to me, she was wearing a long dress from the late 1800's I would guess. I know she was with someone but I can't describe who? Only she stood out light brown hair about 35 years old. I had a feeling I was seeking something that I wasn't ready for yet. I didn't know how to push the ok button, nothing I did worked. When I woke up I felt ok with the fact that I just wasn't ready yet but one day I will be.

I was talking to the "voice" and telling it that I had to go because I want to go for a bike ride today and want to get up at 7:00. I said goodbye and see you tonight. I wake up to see my digital clock turn to 7:00.
The strange thing about this is I usually wake up at 5 but took the day off today, so I am not used to waking up at 7 and that is late for me. Second dream within a week where I did this with the time.