lucid

I was in a cafe in a grocery store eating and left my purse on the chair back and within 5 minutes I realized while shopping so I went back to get it. On my way back to the purse I was curious how this was going to play out? I looked at the back of the chair and my purse wasn't there but it was tucked back behind the chair against the wall so I knew something was different. I sat down and opened it up to see if anything was taken. I looked immediately in my wallet and my drivers license was there there, credit card and bank card were there, cash was gone but I rarely carry much cash so that wasn't a worry. I had this moment where I realized I really don't have any idea of the full contents of my purse and I wanted to remember when I wake up to take pictures of the important things in my purse and my husbands wallet in case we ever have it taken and have to replace everything. Back to the dream....I see a couple sitting there at the table behind where my purse was, so I asked the man and he said he saw two male teenagers there but he didn't want to get involved. I asked him to look out the window and tell me if he saw the teenagers out there and he would point to a distance and say that might be them, then he pointed to the other end and said that might be them. I figured he was not going to tell me so I went outside and I figured I would try to see if I saw two male teenagers so I started looking through the parking lot and couldn't really get a good look so I figured out I would try super vision power. It was like a movie in hyper speed and I could see inside vans and cars and I was impressed. First time I ever uses super vision lol. I will have to try that one again. Didn't see anyone who stood out. Being I am always looking for a message. Don't leave my purse out of my sight and know the contents inside just in case.

#1 I was back in High School (That was a very long time ago) and I was sitting out on a bench looking out over a hill soaking in the beauty of where I was, lucid, when the tiles started all popping up down the entire stretch of the outside courtyard area, one of the girls was freaking out and I told her not to worry and just to stay back against the wall, when suddenly the roof came crashing down. My heart was pounding because I told her to stay there. I ran back and pulled her out, she was so mad at me. In my dream I expected something different like a snake or something to come out from under the tile, and I was going to have to kill it. I am sure not good with dream control and my expectations never seem to be correct.

#2. I was thinking about the art gallery task last night. That seemed like an easy one! I was walking around in what looked like a castle when I went into a room and saw a bunch of naked models of both sexes in all kinds of strange positions and there were artists drawing them. I was quite embarrassed but sat down and had a beer. haha. I guess I need to go back when their art is hanging up, but that was an interesting dream for sure. For one thing I rarely go anywhere alone yet in my dreams I am usually alone.

I was awake most of the night as per the norm these days. I feel I don't ever sleep anymore because I feel I am aware and conscious all night, even in most of my dreams. I am so aware that in every dream I am searching for messages. I need to learn to just appreciate what I am seeing and stop expecting a message.

I heard a loud doorbell tone out of my left ear, and I thought to myself I am on my way. I then started to see thousands of images passing me by, so fast I had to try to see if I could recognize any and nothing looked familiar to me, I was flying so fast that everything was a blur. As the images started to slow down, I could see a shadow of where both of my eyes were in front of me, I even saw eyelashes but it was as if I was behind them about 6 inches and not seeing through them. I then saw the stars flying past slowly, my speed diminished and then I felt a calm. For some reason Nebulus popped into my head. I believe I saw that name on here. So of course I was wondering what it meant. Then my dog sounded like he was going to puke so I had to jump up to let him out. Ugh.

My first dream was about building a bike and making sure it was balanced I was so curious in my dream why I was dreaming it and if there could be a message to such a silly dream. I would never be building a bike. I woke up and it made me feel there was more to the dream so went back to sleep to try to get the message. I was watching two people walking down a city street one woman in braids all attached to her head, I was trying to hear them speak and thought they might know the message I was seeking when a big white screen popped up in my dream that said Enter Password - OK button like on a computer. Only it made a noise when it popped up. It was over the women walking down the street. I could still see them moving behind the white screen as if watching a movie. The woman stood out to me, she was wearing a long dress from the late 1800's I would guess. I know she was with someone but I can't describe who? Only she stood out light brown hair about 35 years old. I had a feeling I was seeking something that I wasn't ready for yet. I didn't know how to push the ok button, nothing I did worked. When I woke up I felt ok with the fact that I just wasn't ready yet but one day I will be.

I was talking to the "voice" and telling it that I had to go because I want to go for a bike ride today and want to get up at 7:00. I said goodbye and see you tonight. I wake up to see my digital clock turn to 7:00.
The strange thing about this is I usually wake up at 5 but took the day off today, so I am not used to waking up at 7 and that is late for me. Second dream within a week where I did this with the time.