Xanous' Dream Journal

#200 - 5:55AM - DILD - 3 of 3

I'm in the old recliner we just got rid of and it's in the corner of dining room with no table. My wife is talking to me about how she just wants to learn it to be able to change bad dreams. I excitedly say, "Wait a minute.... YOU want to learn to lucid dream?!?!" She walks into the kitchen not saying a word now. Then it dawns on me. "Oh, this is a dream." I feel disappointed now and don't seem to care to do much of anything.

I either briefly woke up or just fell non-lucid for a second here.

I am still in the recliner and my wife points out a window, "Why is the sky red?" I look and see the blinds are open. The sky looks overcast but it's not red exactly. IT'S PINK!I proclaim, "This is a dream!"

I wake up and try to recall the dream. Then I want to DJ but as I am entering it in my device I notice the letters look like gibberish and my vision is in and out. I realize this is my dream DJ so I stop typing and try to just DIELD.

I have a FA and walk into the kitchen. My wife is feeding our son mustard greens. I notice there is a puddle of some liquid under the table and pieces of cooked mustard greens on the floor. I become disgusted at the mess so I get a towel and start cleaning up. I leave the towel under the highchair and wait for them to finish sitting at the table with them.

Feeling bored, I start staring out the window. The sky is pink. I don't become excited this time. I don't say a word. I just slowly walk out the back door, rubbing my hands to stabilize. I notice my girls playing in the back room but I ignore them. When I get outside I remember my task to find NyxCC. I begin shouting, "Nixcy...Nixcy!" I try expectation to think she is just hiding from me someplace and I will soon walk up on her. There's no answer or NyxCC anyplace. Some truck passes by in the alley and I start walking there to look for her. I can hear the crunch of my shoes on the gravel as I walk. Suddenly, I can hear my wife yell, "Really?" I look back at the house expecting her to be at the back door but I don't see her. There is slight guilt that I just walked out on my family to go looking for some other woman. I want to tell her that it's not like that but I realize it really doesn't matter in a dream.

Then, I remember how I found CanisLucius one time. I try to summon a cellphone in my right hand but nothing shows up. I pretend to push something on my invisible phone and say, "Nixcy". When I put the phone to my ear I hear nothing so I repeat the step but this time I don't look at my hands and I begin to feel an actual phone. I put the phone to my ear and hear a somewhat low but very feminine voice. I think her voice must not be right but I just go with it. "Nixcy?" She answers with some nonsensical word groupings. I can't remember now but it was stuff like, Pandemonium Laptop and Parsnip Pretzels (I'm making that up but that was the gist of it)

The dream is staring to fade to dark but the audio sticks. I reply, "Whaaat?" only to get more gibberish. I think that I must have spoken out loud in my sleep now. To check it I say, "What the fuck?" I can still hear my feet crunching on gravel. I feel my wife roll over in bed and I wake up.

7:03AM

I am at some sort of diner theater with my wife. I have some problem with my meal and I am escorted back to the kitchen. Everyone is very kind and helps me out. I am given a wooded plate with a nice salad on it, though I keep thinking it's awfully small for a salad. Someone in the kitchen has a problem and an old woman starts pacing back and forth praying for her. I walk away and see another woman kneeling on the floor holding her hand. There is a broken plate and a little blood. The praying woman rushes over to her. I sympathetically suck through my teeth and say, "Ewwww. Ouch." I tell the waiter that was helping me that I will show myself out. I go through the doors that other people were not allowed to go. I ask if it's OK and no one objects. It a small area with several metal doors with labels. Mostly stuff like "Employees Only". I turn left and see an elevator. I push a button and it opens. When I get inside I instantly know that I am dreaming. I rub the shiny metal of the elevator and push the "1" button. As I wait for the elevator to open again the dream fades and I wake up.