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With Megan and Angel visiting Tasha. She is living out of town. We all decided to leave. Megan and Angel talk about eating out. My is getting Riley dressed. She puts him in pink and purple outfit. He looks like a girl. I try to talk to my wife about it but there is loud music and we had to yell.

This is not a real dream. This is my visualization for the VILD technique. I thought to write it like a real dream in order to make it more solid in my mind. We shall see how it goes.

I see a door. I open it and walk through. I am in my living room. I hear many people yell "Surpirse!" I see all my family gathered here. There is a giant banner that reads "YOU ARE DREAMING!" I see my wife she says this is your surprise lucid party. I look around at random faces. Each one says, "You Are Dreaming. Do a reality check." I look at the sign again the letters blur and go wavey. There are few missing letters and strange characters. I plug my nose and breath. I say, "Wow, I am dreaming! Thanks everyone!" Now I am fully. lucid.

Repeat

2:53AM
Uncle
This dream is vauge. I get stuck in some embarrassing time loop where I show up at a rich uncles house in only a t-shirt. He drives by in a white Royals Royce and yells at me to do inside.

Then I am talking to my father-in-law. He wants to go to the uncles house. I say, "yay I can be dressed this time." And I point to my nakedness. As I walk though the bedrooms I thought about wearing a bra of my daughters (They were older) to be funny but decide against it.

My house was a good replica of real life.

5:49AM
Tracker Jackers
I am on the back porch of the old trailor house from when I was 5. I see my father working in the yard. I look that the sky. It is Twilght. Then I see a swarm of colored lights in the sky. I stare in awe. Some are light blue, dark blue, and redish pink. I watch as the swarm around. I see a few bright flashes of light. (Dreamsign strange things in the sky)

I am trying to process all this and perhaps I was about to be lucid but suddenly the swarms comes at me like angry wasps. I turn to run back inside and I hear a commentators voice say, "Oh look, it's Tracker Jackers!"
I think, "No it's Backer Jackers. Tracker Jackers is from Hunger Games."
I feel a force knock my on my stomach from behind. I feel 3 distinct stings on my back.
The commentator says, "He better get those stingers out, fast!"
My vision is blurry and I feel drunk and afraid. I am face down in the grass and I can see my father's feet walking by but not helping me. I some how get up. (maybe he helped me after all) And stumble into the house. I am in some strange living room. I see my ex wife and tell her I need the stingers out.
I notice the blinds are open and I take the time to lower the blinds in a window. (A habit of mine in real life. I just feel like people are watching me.) Then a colapse on the floor. Now the woman in the room is my wife now. But I see her lying naked next to me. I see her flat belly and think about how not to long ago I was in the delivery room with her and watched my son being born. The world transitions to black.
I think I was trying to imitate hallucination.

00:00?
Tidal Flood
I am on the beach. I see the tide coming in. The shoreline gets smaller and continues to shrink. I run past a beach house as the water continues to chase me. It is dark and black and I feel the need to escape. It begins to rain heavily and I take cover in a shelter and wait to see if the water will come closer.

I have change my dream journal format. I decided that hand writing and sketching would make it more personal to me. I will upload scanned images but I am not sure for how long.

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Running to get SD card and reader. Follow crowd. Michael Jackson is coming. I snap a picture with a camera on accident and it flashes. Someone tells me, "He said no cameras". They take my camera. I find it odd that they allow other people to take pictures with cell phones. We leave in car. My wife's friend has a place she created. I think it was like mindcraft. She had many with names.

Fragment about ex gf saying " you know what would make me really happy? For u to live w me for 3 years and have a baby" I just look at her like she is crazy and walk off.

SP Monsters
I am running in a swamp temple. But it's not me it look like my Skyrim character with a dragon priest mask on. I perform some task to keep the SP monster away. Canislucidius is there. I touch his avatar but he can't see me. He says he felt like something touched him in SP. There was some mention about DEILD. I light a cigarette. Someone on the forum says that will cause SP (cigarettes). I say I quit about a year ago I just wanted to light it. I take drag but don't inhale. I blow it out of my mouth and smoke in my bedroom. I lay down next to wife and she says good we would have problem if I was smoking again. I felt cured. Maybe because the excitement.

Tornadoes
I am working someplace outside. We know tornadoes are coming. Someone says don't worry its the last ones that get you. I look at the clouds and see a small Torrance rip through a factory down the street. I worry about a friend working there. I vaguely remember going to help and finding severely injured people and lots of blood.

A few dreams were lost trying to DEILD. Stupid dry spell.

There was something about some guy giving a speech but he was a fraud. The real speaker I found outside smoking cigarettes and riding up on a bike. He acted depressed. I urged him to get to the room where the seminar was supposed to be. I told him to hurry because hes late and there was a fake there that was horrible. He just wouldn't hurry and acted like he didn't care. I get the the room and set with everyone else. They kept asking questions but I can't remember what it was. I told them the real speaker is coming and he will know. The guy walks in past some plastic sheets. He looks really nervous and I realize that it is Robert Waggoner. He sits down right in from of a few people and wont look at everyone. I figure it helps him not be nervous its ok. I dont know if he actually talked about lucid dreaming but he suddenly started shaking violently and turned a dark blue color like this

And then pulled out a sword that looked like black fire and killed a bunch of orcs.
then I am looking at some strange board thing with the crustacean that was in the WILD from the other day. I must have woke up after that and was comfortable and still.
I hit SP but got excited and woke up. Fuuuuuu bitch.

(we watched LOTR and I read some of Robert's book before bed)

I am in some place with the kids. I try to find a bathroom but nothing works out for me. It turns into a bad bathroom dream. Then we all go outside and some of the golfers from work have a golfing scavenger hunt. There are a bunch of different golf clubs planted handle down in the ground. I choose one. I see my brother and he asks what I am doing. I tell him its a scavenger hunt. He says cool and leaves. I take a ball and start to swing but there are so many people in my way. By the time I get to hit the ball people are already moving on. My ball wont sit still on the asphalt. Now it looks like an egg. I start to swing but some kid is behind me. I push him out of the way. Now I finally take a swing and hit the ball. Nope it was really an egg and I see yolk fly everywhere.

Dream inspired by Supernatural

I'm with a guy investigating something in a field. The ground opens up and swallows just his feet. He makes a phone call and tells some one that hes in Harter's Field and he needs help.
He complains something about being lied to about the time of midnight. I look at the moon and it morphs from half moon to a full moon to a lunar eclipse. (Dreamsign missed massively) He goes into a long explanation about what happened and then starts crying help me help me

I leave to get the guy to help. I find myself in a radio station. The man just finished a radio interview. I walk with him to another man and I pay him $50. Actually it was 50.99 but he let the .99 go. Then he handed my a plastic bag with money and a check. The check was 73 dollars and some change and a 20 and 10 and some ones. I told him it was over 100. He was like I know we like to take care of out people.

We walk outside to the car. He askes me how bad his situation is. I tell him its real bad. He askes if his life is at risk. I tell him yes he could die. I throw a suit case in the back seat. I wake up

I have a fragment about family visiting. They probably would never stay the night in real life.

Another fragment about my wife telling me the alarm didn't go off right.

(I wake up late with no alarm and she says she never said that. Straaaaange!)

I am in a wheel chair and paralyzed from the waist down. I wonder how I got this way. I can remember riding my bike not long ago. Then I think maybe that was when I was a kid. But then how did I get like this? I need to ask my mom. She will tell me.

I think had SP on the mind as I was trying to WILD. I was close to having a DILDo. I often get this sort of confusion when I begin to question reality. Close but no cigar.

I was caught up in a modern war. I was with the brown jeeps and tanks attacking the grey jeeps and tanks. Then there were a ridiculous number of greys coming at us. We all flee at very high speeds. I follow driving a long a jungle forest road. I got left in the rear and the vehicles in front of me would dissapear around a bend or over a hill and I feel exposed and targeted. I see a grey with us but know it was in disguise. I see streaks of bullets come over head. I hear pings and twaings.

The scene changes and I am on foot with a guy a think my wife. We are running down a long narrow ancient stone hallway with arched windows. I see a woman get beat and it looked like the person ripped her baby's arm off and throw it down. The person said something about not being full blood and not able to enter. The figure ran took a right to safety.

We stop and help the woman up and take her baby. I wonder why the baby is not crying and I look and my wife is holding it. It has a cast on. I am relieved to see the arm is going to be ok.

We go into a ancient stone courtyard. This is the place of safety. For some reason I call it Shiva. I hear a booming voice telling me that we do not belong here. I see a man and I know that he is the Mongolian Emperor



We immediately begin to cook a meal for him. I figure if I can please him with food he will let us live. I look up a recipe on my phone for something that he would like in this time period. I am surprise that I have cell service but I dismiss it.

Suddenly I am in a kitchen and it gets vague here but I just cook up some stuff. I remember working quickly and efficiently like I was a practiced master chef. I end up with some fish and a red paste. I tell the guy with me that it needs chicken broth but all we have is water. He takes a bit of fish and tastes the paste. He seems worried but I tell him it will probably be ok.

I wake before I get to see what the Emperor thought.

Strange trumpets. My playing sounds amazing like many angels. Then it sounds like a raspberry. Then it plays a jazzy tune on its own.

I receive telepathic information about the Urulock aliens. Came to this plant every 25 thousand plus years. Outer solar system planet orbit. (Annunaki?) Their planet comes to our planet atmosphere to atmosphere. I see a clawed foot toutch the ground. I see a globe with a lump of dirt and sod in top.

Had a dream about being in a college. I walk through different rooms. I see people from work and people that I haven't seen since high school. It's too boring to add details. I did make an effort to note dreamsigns.

I dreamed I was trying to WILD and got some mild SP but then it quickly turned into a sexual dream while driving.

We are starting to get more of a sleep routine with the baby so I think the LDs will pick up soon. I think it was funny that I dreamed I was trying to WILD. I had no intentions of WILD I was actually trying to MILD