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I'm keeping this short. I find it time consuming to add a lot of detail to NLDs (non-lucid-dreams)

Working
I dream I am working. That's about it. It was a really boring dream with nothing unusual or out of place that I remember. Plus it was a short early REM dream.

My Journal
Jana from work was a my house. I smell her men's cologne before I see her. My house looked a lot like a house my older sister used to live in. She wrote a bunch of shit in my personal journal. One line of text I saw clearly was

I am way too dramatic

I just blow it off like maybe sometimes but whatever.


Sad Bro
My brother visits us from TX. My mom and sisters are there. We chat and then everyone starts doing thier own thing like cell phones, computers, TV. He gets up and tells us he has to leave because he has to work in the morning. He seems real sad and on the verge of tears. I go to him concerned. He tells me he wrote all of us letters. I ask why and he says so that we will all feel better.

#I have no clue what that's about.

The Mall
I am at the mall with my Dad. It is so crowded that you can barely walk without bumping into people. We hear some girls talking about free stuff so we follow them to some clothing store. My wife is there now and as the work puts the stuff out we all grab. I come out with an apron that reads "Simple Simon's Pizza" I am not too happy but my wife is all about it. She is going on about how she loves Simple Simon's Pizza. I find my dad sitting at a table chatting. I get irritated and tell him I want to go.

#The last two dreams were what I call alarm clock dreams. Short dreams in the 9 minutes between snoozes. This happens a lot. I wonder if there would be a way to have a short LD.

Pool

We all went to a pool. There was no one else. We all swam. And I threw a lot of Frisbees.

Damn thats it.

Bike Fail

I am riding my mountain bike in the woods. I come to a point were I want to take a canoe with my wife. I try to get set up. I notice how big the bike is and how little the canoe is. I set the bike aside and try to just get the canoe in the water there is some strange guy in the water and his canoe.

I get the canoe set and notice the guy built a fire right next to my bike. It melted the cables off and the bike felt hot. I have no breaks or gearing now. I am so pissed. I tell the guy what he did and how he should pay me some money. Hes says, "what you want a loan." I say, "Oh yeah imagine that. Someone being responsible for what they do."

I get the bike to our camp site and show my wife. Now the bike is worse. The nut holding the tube fork is gone. I say, "This is just dead weight now." I get the idea to lock it up at the visitor center nearby and get it when we leave.

Aids: 1/8 tea peppermint oil WBTB
Methods: MILD - non lucid dream re-entry
Morning Supplements: 2 super B complex at lunch
Sleep Quality: Good

Abducted 4:44am
The first part is vague. I am in a public bathroom and two men in tan trench coats corner me. One looks like a supervisor from work and the other look like another guy at work.

The next thing I remember is I am in a type of concentration camp. The world is gray and lifeless. The sky is dark and over cast. The vegetation is dead and dying. I am with a group of people. Their clothes are worn and tattered and colorless. (black and or gray) I look and see an bird like a hawk or eagle carrying a vividly bright red ribbon. It drops it down by an old and worn out wooden outhouse.

I am told that this is all we are allowed to wipe with this red ribbon. It seems that it is an intentional insult that the only bright and colorful thing in the world is to be used to wipe with. I pick it up and wonder how this is supposed to work out. It looks awfully thin.

#Why am I obsessed with poop and bathrooms?

I hear a noise and see myself a several yards away. I am making a crazy face at myself and sounding like I am crazy or mentaly ill. I hear the noise from another direction and again it is a version of me going crazy. Then again from another direction. I look away and know that I must be hallucinating. I look away. For some reason I think that we are suffering form radiation poisoning.

I see something like a magical opening into a bright and colorful world. It looks like the inside of a Wal-Mart. A way out is there before us and no one takes it? I say "screw it" and run as fast as I can toward the opening. I wonder why no one is following me. Then I remember that for some reason we people leave they cannot survive. They are too used to the radiation and die without it. I tell myself, "I don't care if I die, one way or another I am getting the hell out of here!"

I run through Wal-Mart and outside into an open field. I don't feel any ill effects. In fact I feel great. I think maybe I was not there long enough and it is different for me. I look back and see the two men are almost upon me. I notice I have my cell phone still. They only let me have because it was useless where I was but now I can use it.

As I am running I try to send a text to my wife. I can get it to work and I can't see while running. Then I think to call her. I look in my contacts and they are all her contact and all look identical with her picture. I just pick the first one and hope it works. I think I will tell her to call the police and get me a lawyer because I want to prosecute these people and help the others. All the time I am doing this I am running around the two men and dodging their grasp. As I put the phone to my ear I wake up.

#I use MILD and fall into non lucid dream.
#The next part is very vague

Abducted Continued 5:30AM
I am now sitting at a bar with a drink with some people I know. Its like I was telling the story about how I was captured and got away. I tell them how I hope those men never find me. And the authorities never found out anything useful. The alarm clock wakes me up.

LJS
...something about my wife got promoted...new freezers... I worry that she will be like the last guy that got caught having sex in the freezer. I blow it off because I know I trust her.

Then, I am working at my first job again. Long John Silvers. I am training some new hire and we are making potatoes. Sherry my old boss is talking to Sarah. I feel awkward because of what happened between us and I later snobbed her facebook request. I try to avoid her.I am rushing around. Getting ready to open the store.

Then I am outside. This Guy is talking to Jana. I am too far away to hear. She is sitting at a table under a large sign that you can put the black letters in. (idk what they call that) There was something about my wife and this guy before. She told me about him and how he always cheats on his women. Oh thats the guy that got fired.

So now I have control of the sign. I have keyboard but it is like I am texting here.
"Dooshbag. Major dooshbag. He will cheat on you." (idk why I spelled dooshbag like this but I know I was doing it on purpose) She replies on the sign something like an ads for church service on Sunday. I look at her like wtf. She smiles at me. Then he puts his hands on his butt runs off to the bathroom. She had put something in his food. I laugh so hard at this and the look on his face was priceless

1) Wife/Ex-Wife Confusion

Something about A TV featuring Joplin MO people. Something about the tornado. Blah. I got with my ex to a used car lot. It looks closed. We stop at a gas station instead and see the man I saw on TV behind the counter. My ex buys a pack of cigarettes. I say wait your pregnant and you supposedly quit. Then I think how is this even my baby. She said it was my baby. No my actual wife is the pregnant one not her. I do the math. And obviously this can't be my baby. There is no way I am paying child support for this one. I want to confront her but now we are at Perry and Marry's. I think this doesn't make sense for my ex to come here. These people are apart of my now wife's family. I felt so confused because my past was blending with the present. I wake up suddenly.

2) A Dreamviews Member Visit
I was in a video store with my wife and daughters. They are leaving and I follow but my eye catches a game Snatchers 2 for Sega CD. I am so surprised that to see this because I loved the first one back in the day. It is for sale for $1.50 so I buy it. Then I realize I don't have Sega CD anymore and I wonder how I can play it. I think maybe there is an emulator for PC that will play the game.

I go outside to meet up with my wife and kids and I see a man come riding up on a motorized scooter. I am so surprised to see Wurlman! I greet him and say something about him coming all the way to Joplin on a scooter. He points to my wife and asks if that was her. So I give formal introductions and wake up.

1) Lego Parts 4:30am
I dreamed lego parts all around me and I had to build stuff

2) Lego Screwdriver 6:00am
I had a lego screwdriver and I had to fix lego things in a lego world

3) Lego Spaceship 8:30am
I was a lego captain on board a lego ship. We were being attacked by aliens but we were not equipped for space battle. We were all in the cargo hold waiting things out and hoping for a solution to the problem. I was having some debate with my ship mates.

4) Spider 0:00?
I remember freaking out about a spider and acting scared like in the lego games. I had woken my wife up and was pointing at the wall. I then got out of bed and was brushing my arm of with my hand before I realized what I was doing.

*My wife and I played Lego Indiana Jones 2 for a long time lastnight.
*

1) DQ
I ride my bike to Dairy Queen. I see Jon and Susie there. I sit a table with my laptop. I get on facebook and tag them with me. They smile and wave. I get on Dreamviews. I see my kids watching Ponyo behind me. Then my younger daughter is in the webpage wiggling between lines of text.

2) Car Trouble
All I got on my notes from the night on this one is "Car Trouble". I can't seem to remember the rest right now.

3) Strange House
I am wondering through a very large house. We keep finding secret star cases that lead to another floor. I am on the 4th floor of the house with some kids that live there. We are in their bedroom. I feel strange like I can feel how high up I am. Then we find another stairs. It goes to an open sun room but instead of being 5 floors above ground it is ground level. Part of the room is missing a wall. I follow the boy and we crawl and squeeze through an opening. We walk outside and talk about stuff. I see a man but pay no attention to him.

1. Wal-Mart

I am working at Wal-Mart overnights. There is little for us to do overnight so I spend a lot of time just wondering around trying to look busy. There are many Halloween displays. It seems that employees on days got together in teams to make the best Halloween display. They are all turned off. I plug stuff in and black lights come on and there are various fantastic lights and colors. I am impressed. I quickly unplug everything and walk off.

I see Ernest and Christine from my real job building a grill. Then something strange happens and its like I am watching Monty Python and a bucket of water hits Christine and a large fish hits her. She goes flying out of the scene and the fish is flopping in her place. I laugh my ass off.

2. Hurt Wife - fragment

My wife broke both arms while pregnant.

3. I Just Want A Shower

I am at my sister Naomi's house. I wonder around from room to room. Looking to find a working shower. Her house is a maze and nothing makes sense. When I think I finally find a shower it is connected to a larger bed room with only a partition and no walls or doors. I strip down naked. Then I hear mumblings. I look and see my niece lying on a bed. She is clearly unhappy. I thought maybe I interrupted something. Shes old enough now. I don't say anything because I don't want to be seen naked. I pull back the shower curtain.

Holy shit! There's no tub its a sofa! WTF? I am so pissed now. I put my close back on and storm out into the living room. I say to myself I will just go to work without taking a shower. I look at the time and I am dressed an hour early. I get even more pissed. I lost sleep.

I think about where I live and how to get there. I get confused and something almost feels wrong (Almost Lucid) Then my ex-wife calls me and tells me she is out and wont be home for a long time. I wonder to myself why she thinks I give a crap what she does. Does she think we are still married? Wait are we? No I don't have feelings like that? Confused. (Almost lucid)

I go into another room to get my things. I see my dad. I am still pissed and tell him I just wanted to take a god damned shower. He gets mad at me for cussing. I get in his face and I tell him a lot more nasty curse words that don't need repeating. He threatens to hit me. I tell him that you always threaten why don't you just do it?

I don't know if this is a separate dream of if the dream just changed but I find myself on a rooftop. There is dry cement powder everywhere and there is the machine thing that is hitting the cement with a piston and making strange looking cement medallions with a "G" in the center. I keep getting in the way and almost get smashed. It seems to be following me but I dodge it and I grab on part of it and swing to the side. I see a trench of water and some pipes and then the ledge.

I jump into the water. I notice that I don't feel wet or cold and I am just numb. I begin to question things (Almost lucid) but I get distracted by whats over the ledge. I jump down. I see some old guys trying to decide what their super powers are. They go through a list trying each one but none work. I then feel that I should have a power and I think Ill go for invisibility. I close my eyes to concentrate and I wake up.

4. Your Intercom Is On!

Plant manager gripping about some contractors to another guy on the phone but somehow it is going through the intercom and everyone is hearing it. We all laugh.

1)I was still with my ex wife and she was being a bitch. Thats all I want to say about this one

2)I saw an ex girlfriend. She text me and wanted to come over just as friends. I said OK that would be fine. I am with my wife now and I think oh no. This might be bad. I get a text that she is here. I go outside and part of me remembers her and misses what we had but that was a long time ago. We give each other a friendly hug. Then I tell her this might not be a good time. My wife will not like this. She laughs me off and goes inside. I find my wife and her talking and getting along. I relax but think this was a stupid idea.

3)This one make little sense. I am with my wife and I make a Geocaching t-shirt but the shirt itself is the geocache. Its like we are younger and we are with her college friends. Its like this is some sort of school project. Some one donates a camcorder and we want to set it up to see people finding the geocache. I tell the dud with the camcorder that whomever gave that know they may not see it again right? He just shrugs.The my wife and a girl are with the dude trying to interview people on the street about.... I don't know... Geocaching? Some people say no and they get very pushy about it. And some people are glad to interview. The whole time me and another dude are making crafts that make no sense. Like tires with a shape in the middle full of paint. Then its like we get bored or run out of time and start packing things up. I feel disappointed that we didn't get to finish but glad to be done.

While trying to recall the riding bike to school I dream about being a famous computer programmer.

1) I am at a desk with other programmable in a room full of cubicles. I am looking for the last hidden wifi hub. It looks like a fat ta. Colored Frisbee. I give it to a guy and he makes a big deal. I remember something as if it happened in the past. Someone saying that if all were found a new technology would be released truly wireless internet at faster speeds than satellite DSL or cable. It would work like satellite but be more like a super high speed high range neighborhood wifi. I knew all this in a flash. People were also celebrating because I was suddenly revealed as a prodigy programmer who wrote amazing programs single handedly but anonymously. I am looked with awe. I see that one actor and sees me and is like ah dude ha ha. I remember the time I asked for his help and had no clue what I was doing. I just look at like it was all an act. We sit in desk chairs next to each other and I get the feeling that every one will expect to see me code. I realize I have no clue how all this happened and have no memory of coding anything. I try to visualize code but I could make no sense of it. I an really scared they will know. I wake up.

2)Jeff sprays me with a sleeping spray. Like a cologne at work. I turn around and I am getting socks out of NY dresser. Then I slump over and feel really sleepy. I cant move. I try to relax. Then I am laying straight in bed. I wake up.

Horrible recall. All I can remember is something about riding my bike. (I did a lot of riding yesterday)

*tried a glass of wine as lucid aid.

I am in church. The offering plate comes to me but I have no cash. Everyone around me is so rich and prosperous that they can afford to pile in fist full of cash without much though. I feel embarrassed. I think at least my wife has a good career started. We can focus on her making the money.

Then we are leaving. I notice my sister N walking out holding a piece of paper like a sign. I don't bother to look at what it says. (I wonder what it said!)

I am outside. I am looking at the sidewalk and the grass. I see it needs to be edged and some weed killer in the cracks. I have a water gun in my hands and start spraying the weeds on the cracks and on the fence line. I then realize it is not weed killer but left over insecticide. I spray anyway.

I see a group of guys. They are old school friends. I catch up with them to talk. They saw me spraying with the water gun. One tells the other to look out I will spray him. I tell them that its not water but insecticide.

I am part of the group now and we walk to a school building that I have never seen. There is an entrance but the doors are being walled off and there is a new door next to it. (Symbolism?)
I wake up as we enter.

fragments and emotions. nothing I can make sense of.

I was wish my wife. She and her friends were dressed like power rangers. I forgot my costume. I ask why she didn't say anything because I just went home to change and now I have to go back.

Conversation about this Guy who was trying to have a baby with his girlfriend when he was 15. I asked was this with my wife? All together was a resounding NOOOOOO! I believed them because I knew better anyway.