lucid

I had two lucid dreams last night.

First one occurred in a very long dream I was having. I was leaving my school, walking home I think when I realized I was in a dream, no reality checks required. I thought to myself "Oh man, it's been so long since I've had a lucid dream!" So I took a deep breath, felt my surroundings looked around, tried looking at the sky (It was a really bright sky for some reason). So I just started running off and remembered since I was in a dream I could do anything, I took a few leaps and tried to start flying but it didn't work until I remembered something I read about being able to think of having a pill which would give me the ability to fly and taking it. So I did it and it worked. I flew for no less than 5 seconds until I started to wake up when I remembered again, I could try and spin to stay dreaming longer. I tried an incredibly unsuccessful spin in the air and it bought me about 2 seconds. I woke up in my bathroom with my dog barking for some reason, I could hear my sister in the next room and I was wondering how I had got there when I had woke up again in my bed.

That was my first false awakening.

The next time I dreamt, I was almost immediately aware that I was dreaming, but... The weird thing is, someone was with me. Kind of like a guide. She told me that there was a great evil that I had to sub due, I told her that I didn't want to fight any evil, I just wanted to play around. I only caught a few glimpses of the evil but she didn't want me to go anywhere. I left the underground passages we were in and went up. I separated a wall and opened up a large amount of buildings and shops appeared, and she closed it. I re-opened it and suddenly everything was missing and the walls were bare. So instead I tried to create a door leading somewhere else on one of the walls, and she changed the location to somewhere destroyed by the guy. Some of it is a blur but I remember towards the end... After everything was said and done... She told me that she had to leave and that her job had been done. I told her to stay because I had grown to lover her (More like how a boy loves his mother) and she told me that I would be just fine on me own. When she had left... I cried. I cried and yelled at the top of my lungs. I don't understand why I cried so hard. It has to have been the hardest I've ever cried now that I think of it. I woke up a few moments later feeling incredibly sad.

I dreamt that I was hanging out with one of my friends and I spent the night at his house. I'm not sure if why we were spending time together like that since I haven't seen him since Elementary school and even then we weren't that close of friends. But anyways, we were in his car going to places and we went shopping for something, I found a few things that I wanted and then I realized I wasn't wearing my pants so I had no money (I was pants-less through half this dream so I guess I kind of got used to it.) when he says "No problem man, I'll get you." That made me really happy that my friend would be so nice to me even though we haven't really spent that much time together. We then went to one of his friends' houses and we hung out which is when I became lucid. I realized I was in a dream and I started to remember what I told myself "Okay, keep calm. Look around, feel these walls, look at that woman, look at the other people, take in the surroundings." Then I would take a few deep breaths and began walking around. The house was incredibly beautiful and very well done architecturally. I almost never recognize places or people when I have dreams so all of the people there I had no recollection of. The house was very large and seemed to have quite a few inhabitants, I also took note at how many pools and bathrooms they had because it seemed like there were so many. This dream had lasted much longer then my other two in terms of length because I managed to keep myself calm long enough, really glad that I'm making progress, or at least I think I am.

Going to see if there are ways for me to become Lucid earlier, not WILD but at least close.