non-lucid

I haven't been posting again. Haven't been getting much sleep as usual but I slept a bit earlier this afternoon and had an odd dream.

I don't remember much from it but I remember I was being lead somewhere for doing something awful. A woman was leading me through a facility and the entire time I was thinking of how to escape. There was a moment when I knew I could try to escape but for some reason I just couldn't bring my self to try. There were steel walled rooms all around, it felt as if we were moving underneath a complex of some kind. We went down several ladders and the last one had a skull on it. When I reached the bottom I saw a lot of people, they were wearing those full body bathing suit things (They all looked pretty good). The woman leading me then told me that she was going to dispose of me by pushing me in to the shark tank, I immediately grabbed on to one of the sides of the tank and resisted as much as I could. Then something happened I'm not sure what but she stopped trying to push me and went to talk to one of the guys when for some reason every one got down and laid sort of in a praising fashion towards something so I instinctively got down. The woman left me and I was free to move around. It was a very nice place and I saw a lot of it. Beautiful architecture. Seems to be something that is common in my dreams.

I think that should be enough for the dream. It was very strange. I can normally go between being several different people in my dreams, I suppose that's when my dreams transition. I'm fully conscious when I become another person but I never pay any mind to it. I've also not been lucid dreaming. Dunno what's wrong.

I was at a school of some kind and I had a few teachers that I was fighting with. Apparently there had been some kind of dictatorship forced upon us and they were doing some kind of terrible experiments on the people and would turn them in to a kind of zombie. For some reason there was some kind of connection with Toy Story and that I had to keep these two toys safe. Eventually I had to escape from the school so I hid in the back of a truck that was leaving and was nearly home when they had caught up to me. It was a very exciting battle but what I had to do was grab the two toys and run away. I ended up hopping a few fences and ended up in the back of my neighbor's yard, which for some reason, my girlfriend and her family plus friends were in the background surrounded by these large bushes. I laid behind the bushes for a bit and tried to flag my girlfriend to come closer but it seemed that everyone had noticed me and my battle that I had just a few moments before. For some reason her Mom actually supported me in my battle (This is strange because her mother hates me) around then is when I woke up.

I haven't recorded the past two days even though I had dreams. Haven't had much time to sleep resulting in me not being able to go lucid. I haven't gone lucid in the past 3 days because of that. I need more realities checks or something. I definitely have a lot more sense when I'm dreaming but it doesn't feel like I have any control.

I only had 5 hours of sleep and I only dreamt. This was dream was different since I was mostly watching from the third person. I was dreaming that I was streaming a few games, one was a Halo game were you played as a Grunt (I haven't played Halo since Halo 3), one was Starcraft 2, and another I think might have been my life but it was extremely different since I was older, probably about 23 and that I was at a higher position in whatever I did.

I failed to become lucid in this dream, probably because it was very short and I require more time to become Lucid. Think I'll need more triggers to realize I'm in a dream or something.