Thread: Azaleaj's workbook

2 lucids one short, one med length

Did usual routine last night though pushed snooze for WBTB for a full hour. Really didn't want to get up. Once up felt slightly anxious about life and dreaming. Not sure why, life is fine right now. Maybe just that middle of the night fear we all get sometimes, probably instinctual.

Dream about x bf s property. Very pretty countryside. Some new cabin going up. People arriving for a weekend of fun. I'm exploring the cabins, big neat tiles showers. Lots of flowers blooming outside. I became lucid at some point and I think I did a DEILD, don't remember much just being bummed it ended.

Then in similar scene looking at freshly cut wood pieces with roses blooming from them. I became lucid again. I looked at the roses, out at the scene and back. The dream felt fragile. Vision was pretty clear. Rubbed hands together. I did not remember my goal of finding a beautiful ocean scene. I decided to explore. I flew around really trying to memorize all I saw. The grounds were beautiful, lots of flowers, gorgeous green hills and a little pocket of rain. I remembered to notice color and there was a lot of it. I flew around but could only move forward doing a swimming motion with my hands. I tried the superman position but that didn't make me move at all.

Vision started to fade, remembered what a fellow dreamer suggested to do. I focused on sound and sensation. I heard that radio like/public place hum sound and felt wind on my skin. It felt really neat. I felt I would wake up but didn't. Vague here, dark vision, kind of making the dream up in my head, trying to fool around with my ex in a room in the cabin, vision comes back, ex seems creepy, not sure what happened but woke at some point. Went over dreams in my head. 5-8 mins approx, some lost parts.

More dreams. One of note, apocalyptic theme, I told myself or heard " don't worry about death, it's just like waking up from a dream".

Themes this week= noticing senses, working with the void, flying very slowly, sex, having lots of vague goals, nothing solid, not remembering waking up or when I lost the dream.

I'm going to use voice to text in notes on my phone to record middle of the night, morning dreams so I quit forgetting so much.

Originally Posted by Azaleaj

One of note, apocalyptic theme, I told myself or heard " don't worry about death, it's just like waking up from a dream".

That's interesting…I like that! Dreams can be intriguing.

Congratulations on the lucidity!

I like your interesting avatar image with the lady and the floating goldfish…any story behind it?