Hey guys,a few nights ago i had two LDs in a row,and i LD VERY rearly so i don't have much expirience,so I mean to ask you something concerning LDs:

In my dreams I did a lot of RCs and each and every time i was astonished to find out I'm not actually grabing my real nose,and became a little bit aware of my real body
I became lucid,but still i couldn't really stop and think,i behaved as my dream self does just knowing i'm dreaming,I didn't have the confidence to do the same thing twice,like fly etc,i couldn't bring my self to,for instance brake something,or jump through a window for fear that it's not really a dream.

The problem is i didn't have my rational side with me in my dream state,so in a way,i wasn't really lucid.

So my question is:Can one really be lucid?Can you just sit down and think the whole time?Can you just meditate,or paint something,or take a walk,and not pay attention to dragons flying by just by the sheer power of your will,ignoreing the instinct to look?

thanks,oh and you get a danceing bannana for reading this -there you go))