Thread: Post ur most interesting HI/Hallucination experiences.

once I saw a black shadow forming beside me, it grew a very large creepy evil smile then its face morphed and looked like my dog

As far as halucinations go i could only tell you about the ones that i have with SP, or is it another kind that your interested in?

The first time I had any success at all at WILDing I had a scene of various colored ramps (some were hanging, others perfectly level) with Dr. Seues types of creatures of various colors walking across the ramps, and coming back out at a ramp below them or above.

Looking back, it was very acid/shroom like visuals.

Originally Posted by angie746

As far as halucinations go i could only tell you about the ones that i have with SP, or is it another kind that your interested in?

Haha, any kind of hallucination will do for me. i'd love to hear bout urs in SP, mine are so short and random. I really enjoy them tho.

You know what you really wouldn't want to have mine ... ok this was before i managed to controll them but here is a typical SP hallucination: It's all black, i feel myself being dragged downwards then begin to spin uncontrollably, i am petrified and i hear people shouting me and laughing at me...i am suddenly in my bed, everything is how it should be, things in their right places and hubby asleep next to me, i then think "ohh shit its happening i gotta wake up" suddenly i will feel the most evil precence, i cant see it but it feels like a large man so full of evil, anyway i begin to panick and my heart starts banging as if its going to burst out of me...i try to move but i can't the i feel hands all over my legs and something grabs hold of me, i try and scream but just a mumble slips from my lips, i try to reach over to my hubby, trying to grab him and get him to wake me up, in my head im screaming "wake me up, for f--k sake wake me up" this thing suddenly tugs hard on my ankles and drags me down the bed it then starts throwing me about, i can't fight it or stop it i'm completly helpless against it, it drags me off the bed and i slam onto the floor, imopening my dream eyes really wide hoping it will make my real life eyes open and wake me up but it doesnt work..i then hear scary music and i feel like im going to cark it from heart attack i'm that scared...i then get lifted from the floor, i'm just hovering then my body gets slammed against the wall and the pain is unbearable, i have also only once been used sexually by this thing totally against my will.

Also i was once lying on my bed relaxing and all of a sudden i could hear saws sawing it began to get louder and louder and i felt as if there were 2 tiny people laughing and they both had an end of the saw and they were going to saw into me, i got louder still and i was lying there not able to move thinking "shit me they gonna saw me to death" LOL i saw yellow and red colours on this occasion.

I am able to controll my SP now so it doesnt get to that point but sometimes i do still now and again get the spinning feeling and as if i am being shoved under my duvet and held tightly under it and too scared to do anything so i wait it out, but it doesn't get to the point where i am grabbed etc anymore because now i controll it, instead of it controlling me.

I actually had a weird one today trying to WILD. I was in SP and decided to try it with my eyes open. My ceiling light, which is actually many lights on a pole, turned shadowy and the piles looked like arms. It had a gun in one hand and pointed it at me. It shot me and I fell asleep.

Once, I saw a hill under a beautiful night sky. Upon it, there was a wizard with a wolf next to him. I realized there was a road which led straight to my bed. Then, the wolf started running towards me. I wasn't able to move and I was worried because my face was not high enough to be safe from him. When he got closer, he started growling. When he was at a short distance he jumped while opening his mouth. I woke up right after he bit my face. I felt his fangs in my cheeks for a short while.

It's a common one: I'm laying on my bed while I'm getting deep in my thoughts. Then I realize I haven't turned off the lights. I start wondering why I didn't do that till I notice it is not my room! I do love this feeling of seeing through closed eyelids! Slowly everything fades to black and I wake up to see it's all dark again and everything is in its place, may be next time...

Recently I heard the lamp on my bedside table twirl faster and faster while it threw tiny sparks in the dark. It stopped abruptly to darkness and absolute silence. I thought it was nice and went on with my thoughts...

Originally Posted by angie746

You know what you really wouldn't want to have mine ... ok this was before i managed to controll them but here is a typical SP hallucination: It's all black, i feel myself being dragged downwards then begin to spin uncontrollably, i am petrified and i hear people shouting me and laughing at me...i am suddenly in my bed, everything is how it should be, things in their right places and hubby asleep next to me, i then think "ohh shit its happening i gotta wake up" suddenly i will feel the most evil precence, i cant see it but it feels like a large man so full of evil, anyway i begin to panick and my heart starts banging as if its going to burst out of me...i try to move but i can't the i feel hands all over my legs and something grabs hold of me, i try and scream but just a mumble slips from my lips, i try to reach over to my hubby, trying to grab him and get him to wake me up, in my head im screaming "wake me up, for f--k sake wake me up" this thing suddenly tugs hard on my ankles and drags me down the bed it then starts throwing me about, i can't fight it or stop it i'm completly helpless against it, it drags me off the bed and i slam onto the floor, imopening my dream eyes really wide hoping it will make my real life eyes open and wake me up but it doesnt work..i then hear scary music and i feel like im going to cark it from heart attack i'm that scared...i then get lifted from the floor, i'm just hovering then my body gets slammed against the wall and the pain is unbearable, i have also only once been used sexually by this thing totally against my will.

Also i was once lying on my bed relaxing and all of a sudden i could hear saws sawing it began to get louder and louder and i felt as if there were 2 tiny people laughing and they both had an end of the saw and they were going to saw into me, i got louder still and i was lying there not able to move thinking "shit me they gonna saw me to death" LOL i saw yellow and red colours on this occasion.

I am able to controll my SP now so it doesnt get to that point but sometimes i do still now and again get the spinning feeling and as if i am being shoved under my duvet and held tightly under it and too scared to do anything so i wait it out, but it doesn't get to the point where i am grabbed etc anymore because now i controll it, instead of it controlling me.

Holy shit that's some extreme stuff. It reminds me of a movie called "The Entity" where a woman is being sexually abused by a ghost everytime she goes to sleep. And sometimes the ghost is pissed and throws her around the room just like you described. It said the movie was based on a true story.
You grossly misunderstood my willingness to explore hallucinations tho. If i could have an experience like that for just once i would be very happy. Having it every night however sends chills right down my spine.

I practiced AP again yesterday, here's the result..

I was trying to induce natural hallucinations again by focusing on an area above my eyes and immediatly felt a strain there.
I let myself get immersed in the feeling and watch my CEV . A small blue bubble is arising on the top of my periphecal vision.10 minutes in one of our dogs start barking
as usual and this immediatly produced an outline of my dog . The bubble was small and so was the image. I figured what the hell and i send reassuring thoughts his way.
The dog calms down and i begin to focus on the bubble again. The bubble increased in size and was now taking over my entire CEV . The dog barks again and this produces
the image of my dog again. This time bigger and i noticed it was moving. At first i could see my two dogs in CEV then vaguely i could see the floor, and the front door where they
always bark uncontrollably to try and summon my parents back. I tried telepathically saying it's alright. they are coming back, stay calm. Then i took a deep breathe
and i could feel my dog's presence right next to me. I could see his tail wiggling and i could feel his excitement.
They where still a little bit wound up when suddenly a cat miauws outside my window and (here's a tricky part to try and explain) in the back of my mind, u could say this is
where the pineal gland is located i saw a cat standing inside the window screen and it's miauwing at me.(a dream scene) In my CEV however i can see the body of the cat made entirely
of bright white light. I mean really bright, and it was also very alive. It felt like the cat was sitting on top of my head or inside my brain.
I think holy shit and i open my eyes to try and see the cat but it's not there. I still heared the miauwing so i look outside to try and see it and there it was sitting on top of
the gate/door where you enter my backyard. It left our backyard and he/she seeked contact with another cat that was sitting on the gates of another backyard.
Cats have been adored since ancient egypt and they are widely rumoured to be natural dreamwalkers. Just thought that's interesting.

Also Angie, somewhere yesterday while trying to WILD i thought of you and i would suddenly see a woman entering a door with a dog on a leash. About 5 minutes later i felt strong emotions of holding back tears coming from you. My guess is that you walked ur dog, came back . Read one forum post wich i wrote that stirred up these emotions in u. Any chance this is remotely close?
I could be very wrong. But it's interesting.

LOL..next i'll be projectile vomiting all over the DV forum LMAO!!!

my awesome SP HI was..
i was lying in bed.. and i knew! someone was behind me ! i wasnt looking but i know.. lol and then i though about the movie "Texas Chainsaw.... something" and i think i saw for 1 sec that guy from the movie "Freddy vs jason" i saw jason behind me with a chainsaw and trying to scare me lol.... then i just look at my bob marley cover paper cus i didnt wnat to hear that loud chainsaw... and i wanted to change the sound of it.. i changed it with my mind.. from chainsaw to bike sound like "yamaha r1" running 320 ;D

then i woke up and i was laguhing i guess ^^

OMG..you laugh in the face of the texas chainsaw man, i would have seriously shrivveled up and died , what on earth made you think of him, of all people , you should be thinking about little white bunnies and cute kittens not "THE TEXAS CHAINSAW MAN" SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!! lmao
How could you wake up laughing after that, i would have been seriously damaged goods!!

Also Angie, somewhere yesterday while trying to WILD i thought of you and i would suddenly see a woman entering a door with a dog on a leash. About 5 minutes later i felt strong emotions of holding back tears coming from you. My guess is that you walked ur dog, came back . Read one forum post wich i wrote that stirred up these emotions in u. Any chance this is remotely close?
I could be very wrong. But it's interesting.

Guess what D, no word of a lie, i had a leash the other sunday in my hands for my dog, i have 2 dogs, but i had to use it on her to take her to the vets where after being a true loyal friend for over 11 years she sadly passed away so I would have been very full of emotions about that and i still am now

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Could have been a past event you saw, as after taking her i di obviously walk back through my door so upset and only had the leash left in my hand.


ehich other forumpost did you want me to read D?
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Last summer, my sleeping habits were severely thrown off to the point where I had temporary insomnia. For some reason, this resulted in a lot more experiences of sleep paralysis. During two of those experiences, I had my eyes open. For one of them, I watched my shoes next to my dresser float into the air and hover right above me. During the second SP, I opened my eyes (which were facing towards the wall) and saw shadows on the wall running towards my direction.

Originally Posted by angie746

Guess what D, no word of a lie, i had a leash the other sunday in my hands for my dog, i have 2 dogs, but i had to use it on her to take her to the vets where after being a true loyal friend for over 11 years she sadly passed away so I would have been very full of emotions about that and i still am now

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Could have been a past event you saw, as after taking her i di obviously walk back through my door so upset and only had the leash left in my hand.


ehich other forumpost did you want me to read D?
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sorry for ur loss it's always sad to lose a friend but atleast she was there with you for the past 11 years. hope you can remember the happy times.

The visual thing is weird and vague but indeed i did not actually see a dog attached to it, there was force on the leash tho. The emotion was definetly strong.
I'd like to share more about what i saw and felt but i really don't know what to say about this right now.

I can tell you something about my other strange experiences tho, for example when Dannon Oneironaut crosses my mind i see his picture and it will start moving and actually talk to me and answer questions.. weird
Erible raised up some profound emotions that i can describe but she can just send me a PM if she wants to hear it.

Don't think too much of it tho it's probably something else. Always good to stay skeptical on these sorts of things. I don't remember wanting for you to read anything Angie , but since you asked i think you should go read up on Dream control if you haven't already.

Aww thanks D, i also have a king charles spaniel and he's a cracker so he keeps me busy lol, right i'm off to read up on Dream Controll as that would be a good place to poke about in

Originally Posted by angie746

OMG..you laugh in the face of the texas chainsaw man, i would have seriously shrivveled up and died , what on earth made you think of him, of all people , you should be thinking about little white bunnies and cute kittens not "THE TEXAS CHAINSAW MAN" SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!! lmao
How could you wake up laughing after that, i would have been seriously damaged goods!!

haha angie i knew i am dreaming i was in lucid so i shouldn't be afraid of it
it was fun for me

i love dreamzz HI's SP''S EVERYTHING !