You've both got excellent points. I'm definitely falling back into the dream because I'm reacting against the belief that I will wake up immediately - I don't know how to find that balance between waking and sleeping, I suppose. I don't actually believe properly that it exists yet. In the dream, I've started throwing myself to the floor and having the feeling of closing my eyes as soon as I become lucid, in a direct attempt to not be lucid I suppose - but only because I think I'm going to wake straight up.
I'll try RCing and just trying to calm the hell down and chill out I suppose. Everything tends to feel crazy and frenetic, which I suppose is due to my tendency to rush through everything because I believe waking is imminent.
In a stable LD, what does wake you?
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