So I finally decided to look through my DJs for dream signs.

I noticed something, in all my dreams my characters are usually cool, my surroundings are sick, plots are intense-funny-random, but I suck like as a person in my dreams.

What I mean is in my dreams I am a loser, inconfident, rather stupid, nervous, and physically weak. Also, if everyone has magic I don't, and if I have a weapon or cool robotic suit it doesn't work. And girls usually reject me big time, or they flirt with me and I do nothing. Overall as DC I suck. I'll have a rare dream where I am awesome.

In real life I actually did sort of suck until a few months ago. Its a long story but basically I changed myself. I went from suckish overall to semi-loaded, ballin, jacked, and overall awesomeness.

Also, one thing I noticed is that I 'changed' myself in real life through raw will power+persistence; and I completly disregarded/dragged my subconcious+normal routines.

Do these dreams reflect myself in real life anyway, b/c I don't want a permanently crappy subconcious? Is there a way I can reprogram my subconcious through LDs (it would be nice to be awesome conciously and subconciously, lol)?