Let me start by saying I've had an account here for a good while but don't really post in the forums, I prefer to read the, but anyway...
People have difficulty getting into sleep paralysis, but not me. For the last year and a half, it has become a 'thing' for me when I sleep. I can go into it when I want to (when I'm in bed of course) and a lot of the time it just comes over me. I don't like SP that much, because it feels crap and I can't move!.
So, every episode of SP, when I open my eyes, I'm in my room, always. As you know, your eyes, feet and fingers are pretty much mobile in a SP situation (I've tried and tested it myself). What I'm seeing when I open my eyes is not my room right? it's just a dream version of it because for some reason it ALWAYS look the same, slightly dull but the outside is sunny and sometimes, there has been a few random additions such as a TV program being on the television, to a few small yellow balls beside me, or just this morning, where I saw another version of myself for a fraction of a second with my arms folded, looking at me which actually freaked me out a bit . So just to clarify, what I see when I open my eyes is fake?
Also, do any of you others get this, when your in the SP state, when you try and move, can you feel a 'second' body of yours move, as if moving through think cement very slowly? I can, I always feel this other body of mine move and I even sometimes get up out of my bed and stand and I can feel these sensations, I can feel the touch of my floor and the cold wood against my feet, but at the same time, I'm still lying in the bed?! GROOVY!.
I used to really freak the hell out with SP, probably because when I was told how to do it, (Lie still, don't move you're body or eyes etc) It worked instantly, as if I had done it a million times before, but as of late, I can lie there and just feel it, I can feel my paralysed body and my 'other' slow-motion body moving around but I son't like the feeling so I usually break out of it after a few seconds, so what I wan't to ask with this is, Does lying still in SP lead to a lucid dream of sorts and do you need to close your eyes for this to happen, also, is there any way of being able to get up out of my 'bed' during this?!
See, thing is, I've never had a scary experience with my SP, although in these instances, I always fear my over-actve imagination and fear that I'll think of some fucked up thing and then it'll manifest before me and I think you'll agree that being stuck to your bed defenceless with a flying spagetti monster looming over you is a bit of a turn-off don't ya' think?
So yeah, INDULGE ME with you're answers oh' dream overlords!
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