ive been interested in LD for a long time now and have not become lucid because i lack effort.
this is because in the back of mind i almost dont want it, im frightened it will ruin the random adventures that i enjoy in my dreams so much. i guess im curios to wether or not you can still experience adventure/randomness in lucids.

i recently had i dream i was with my friends listing to music and i was crying with joy. the emotion felt so real it was amazing. can you have experiences like this while lucid?