Well u might not want sleep paralysis actually. In the beginning stages of my sleep paralysis episodes, I would have EXTREEME terror. Anyone who's had sp, knows what I'm talks bout! It's a hard task indeed to overcome fear. I fail the sp paralysis stages to this day. All of my sp episodes start, with me relaxing more and more in my bed.i almost never wake up, into sp. only when I was a child can I remember 2 occasions of such instances. One of which was quite profound, that now i think about, still bothers me today. But now I have come to love sp, and look forward to each event. Oh and btw if u really honestly want to get sp.....deprive your self of as much sleep,rest,and relaxation. Try running a mile or something. Go to bed and relax your whipped body and see what happens, try multiple times. Anyways have fun cheers!