(this is going to be long so bear with me) So I guess this wasnt a lucid dream but ill keep going. So in this dream I was talking to a girl (who I actually have a crush on in real life) and having a great time. We laughed and played and we kissed a few times, but later in the dream I had a moment of lucidity. I sat down In a chair and just started bawling and Ashton (the girl) came over to me along with a couple others. When she asked me what was wrong I told her in these exact words " I'm crying because I know I will never get a chance with you in real life because every one treats me like shit." She then replied in the dream "I'm sorry that people treat you like that in the real world but I'll always be with you here in this world." I woke up when she finished. I'm just so sad that Ashton and I will never have a chance. Since that dream I have been majorly depressed. Even writing this post makes me teary eyed. I know this was long but I just need help. Is this a normal lucid dream?