Thread: Dream Suicide!

Originally Posted by BrandonBoss

Why would you go to Hell to talk to Lucifer?

Perhaps I was looking for new challenges, I wanted to kick his ass or simply I was curious to know for what happens if I meet him. It was during the time I used to do this "What happens if..." stuff.

Now that you ask, I didn't realize until now that I had to symbolically die first by jumping into a pool and getting drowned! I didn't care then because of I knew I could breath under water.. hell was some sort of empty church without roof at the bottom of this pool, and there was only a guy who looked like a pretty handsome catholic priest.

About a year ago, I was going through a bad phase and suicide was on my mind a lot. In a dream, I realised I was dreaming. I was in a car, at the top of a very steep street. I thought "I want to die, even if it's not real", so I let the car go. It crashed, I died. I woke up. I wasn't expecting anything to happen because of two things: 1. I don't believe that anything is going to happen to me after I die and 2. all I wanted was to stop existing.

I think it mostly depends on what you expect to happen.

Originally Posted by Box77

Perhaps I was looking for new challenges, I wanted to kick his ass or simply I was curious to know for what happens if I meet him. It was during the time I used to do this "What happens if..." stuff.

Now that you ask, I didn't realize until now that I had to symbolically die first by jumping into a pool and getting drowned! I didn't care then because of I knew I could breath under water.. hell was some sort of empty church without roof at the bottom of this pool, and there was only a guy who looked like a pretty handsome catholic priest.

Ah, I should have asked that a better way. I don't like to question what people do in LDs, since I do random weird things all the time. My question should have read more like:
Why would you go to Hell to meet him, when the Bible is pretty clear about the Devil being on earth until the end of days.

That is funny that going underwater would be symbolically dying though, since the baptism is the same way.

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Originally Posted by BrandonBoss

Ah, I should have asked that a better way. I don't like to question what people do in LDs, since I do random weird things all the time. My question should have read more like:
Why would you go to Hell to meet him, when the Bible is pretty clear about the Devil being on earth until the end of days.

That is funny that going underwater would be symbolically dying though, since the baptism is the same way.

It's curious how it happened because of I remember asking to talk with Lucifer once I became lucid, then I saw the pool in front of me. And I think I was waiting for the guy showing up in front of me or some, but expectation doesn't work with me, perhaps because of I usually expect that something unexpected happen

^^ For what it's worth, diving into a pool -- especially of the deep variety -- has traditionally been assumed an archetype for plumbing the depths of your unconscious mind. Perhaps, BrandonBoss, you were doing something else altogether?

I have been killed in a dream and killed myself.
I was executed by the chopping block (bearing in mind I willingly died)
And I stabbed myself reputably in the stomach.
In both of these instances I woke up after laying on the ground in pain.

Yes, i can explain all the dream too... So that's what i remember : I magically got onto a screen similar to Black Ops 2, i got to multiplayer and blabla it's the boring part, so here i go into zombie mode in singleplayer and i magically spawn in my room, i grab my Colt (i do have one, but no ammo) and i think there is ammo without checking so i go to my computer and stop playing black ops 2, then i play TF2 and it said i got a new item, i found a list with stranger names and myself, too, with their face pictures, except mine wasn't really MINE. So i shoot myself in angryness with the Colt, and i heard a loud ear ringing, i was going to see myself in a mirror, there was no hole in my ear, no blood, just... I don't know how to explain this then. BUT I WASN'T DEAD. And i felt a bit of pain. (i shot myself in the ear).