Well guys, it's been a while. It's nearly a year since I joined this site. Recently I had something weird happen to me- I remembered I hadn't listened to my favourite band, agalloch, in a long time. While listening to them again, memories came crashing back. Beautiful music, deep thought, lucid dreaming, dreamviews, and winter. I remembered walking in a trance, craving the next lucid dream experience, feeling sad for no reason, contemplating life to the extreme. I realised that when winter faded, I slowly let more earthly things take over. I became obsessed with girls, popularity, bodybuilding... I forgot about what once meant so much to me. It all feels like a dream, ironically, one of the dreams I had so long ago, perfectly preserved in my mind. Now the winter is coming back, and I'm coming back as well. I've missed dreamviews and everything that I associated with it, and while this all seems rather dramatic, I am just bewildered that I completely forgot about everything which was so important- my days and nights were taken up thinking about lucid dreaming, and music, and I loved every minute of it. So yeah- I'm back. I wonder what's changed in my absence