So as most of you know, I've been training for a year a like 4 months. I've had 50 LDs so far, which is pretty good, but I'm VERY worried. They weren't life like. I'll explain a few points.
_Some where more real that others.
_They all seem to lack proper vision.
_I actually made a few 'experiments' where I set a goal to decide if the LD is realistic or not. In almost all of these experiments, the results where that the dream was VERY unbelievably life like, and I remember saying those clearly in the LDs, but I wake up recalling poorly the richness of it, to the extent that most of them barely are anything close to a vivid daydream!
So, it could be that LDs are already life like , but beginners have weak recall, so the richness disappears quickly. So maybe the more recall training I do, the more lifelike my LDs will be, till the extent that they'll be as life like as WL.
God I'm so worried.
Will my LDs become life like after more training? I can't even say if the quality of my LDs improved at all from the time ai started!
I actually suspect it might be the flacebo effect. You know, bad LDs bcz I expect my LD quality to suck.
Anyways, what will be the future of my LDs? Do WILDs provide very realistic LDs when mastered? Does training recall make LDs more life like? I'm talking about a long period of time of training. Will my LDs be more life like after 10 years of practice?
I mean all of this without the aid of supplements.
You can see my frustration.
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